Muchuan and Xiang Wan

Chapter 660: Feeling Alone (3)

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"But don't you like it?"

Cheng Zhengban said half-jokingly and half-seriously, and stroked his forehead, as if laughing, with a tone of heart.

"Xiangwan, you don't know how hard you rejected me at the time... My self-esteem, self-confidence, self-judgment, and inner bastion all collapsed at that moment... even for a while. I have to get you with a strong sense of competence, even if I **** you from Bai Muchuan, I will not hesitate. At that time, I thought that without you, my entire life would be regrettable and gloomy. This... probably Is it the double reaction of jealousy and self-esteem?

Uh!

Have you analyzed yourself like this?

Xiang Wan was laughed at by him, "That was... a little sorry. Actually, I was not the same as I am now."

"Really." Cheng Zheng nodded. "If you at that time were now you, how could I hesitate?"

"Haha!" Speaking so frankly, Xiang Xiang felt very relaxed. "At that time, I might as well think about it now. Instead of refusing you, it is better to say that it is a disguised protection of the self... because I don't have confidence. Ah, I don’t think that I am like that, with you, there will be a happy future. After all, I am also a selfish person, rejecting you, just to find a better way out in life."

Cheng Zheng didn't seem to think, he was slightly startled, "Aren't you looking down on me?"

what! Xiang Wan's smile widened, he kept plucking his face and smiled embarrassedly, "What qualification do I have to look down on you? Not to mention your family background, as far as your personal situation is concerned, it is also one of the best married men. My little aunt It won’t hurt me. The blind date she chose for me is definitely not a very poor man. It must be in line with her concept of having room to rise in life..."

She blinked and laughed again, "So, seriously, it was me at that time, not worthy of you at that time. And, more importantly, it was not that I really wanted to reject you. But I found that you It’s not that I’m with me just because I like me, but I’m willing to consider me because I think it’s appropriate to marry me, cough! This is just a kind of subconscious self-protection. Well, self-esteem can’t stand it, it can also be interpreted as a literati’s acid rot.”

"..."

Cheng Zheng did not speak for a long time.

Such a long-term knot can't be undone at once.

"Aren't you comforting me?" he asked.

"Am I that kind of person? It doesn't exist, I'm not so kind!" Xiang Wan took his face seriously, "It's all at this time, it's not necessary anymore. Right? After all, we don't know-we can live for a few more days. What? Do you not know tomorrow, alas!"

When it comes to tomorrow, the topic is suddenly heavy.

This is obviously not what Cheng Zheng wants.

He took a deep breath, stroked his neck, and loosened his neckline by the way.

"Listening to you, I feel much more comfortable."

"Huh?" Xiang Wan smiled.

"The self-esteem trampled by a woman for the first time was lifted by you again." Cheng Zheng hooked his lips and looked into her eyes. "Good at psychology with the teacher, I know how to comfort people, thank you!"

He still thinks that Xiangyue is for comforting him, or is grateful for his rescue, he said that intentionally.

And late...

It's half true.

"I thank you." Xiang Wan seems to be smiling, but his eyebrows are curved. "However, I have the opportunity to tell you these words today. I am still very happy. I believe you can say it, and you have already come out, no. Remember to hate me again, right?"

Did you come out?

Cheng Zheng narrowed his eyes slightly and smiled bitterly.

"Yes, I came out and understood something I didn't understand before."

"That's good." Xiang Wan smiled sincerely.

"However, there is one thing." Cheng Zheng said halfway, paused for a moment, and looked into the night. "Why don't you say to Bai Muchuan what you said... that kind of so-called self-protection?"

"Yes." Xiang Wan smiled. "When I knew him, it was actually the same person."

"Oh?" Cheng Zheng looked at her unexpectedly, "So... why?"

Why didn't he succeed with him, but with Bai Muchuan?

He didn't ask through, but Xiang Wan understood it.

"Because Bai Muchuan is different from you... Your personality is actually quite big."

At that time, Bai Muchuan and Cheng were different. At least in her heart, Bai Muchuan's behavior was much better and brighter... he was almost the white moonlight in her heart. It was his appearance that unlocked the magic of her body. The curse opened her heart and made her brave, which turned into today's night.

Cheng Zheng: "What's the difference?"

He was very interested, but Xiang Wan couldn't tell the truth.

"Probably he...thicker than you?"

She raised her eyebrows and looked at Cheng Zheng with a smile.

Cheng Zheng couldn't help but laughed at this sentence too, "This is what he did when he was a kid. What he has to do, he has to do it. When he wants something, his skin is super thick... I remember, he In order to ask me to do it by hand, it’s best to call one hundred brothers in one breath. Oh, you said this person..."

Cheng Zheng smiled, the expression on his face suddenly solidified.

Brother is the best...

I'm afraid I will never hear it again in my life.

He could not go back with Xiang Wan, nor could he go back with Bai Muchuan.

Xiang Wan saw the subtle changes in his expression and sighed a little, "That, in fact, I have been quite puzzled about your relationship with him, there are many... incomprehensible parts. He once said that he trusted a person, and later Being betrayed, it means you...this brother?"

Cheng Zheng defaults.

Xiang Wan whispered: "Why did you make it like this later?"

Cheng Zheng glanced at her, "Did he not tell you?"

Shake your head towards night.

Cheng Zheng slowly closed his eyes, one hand slowly turned the other finger, and the hesitation in thinking appeared between his frowning frowns.

For a long time, it seemed that after struggling from the memory, he slowly sighed, "After his mother passed away, he was brought back by my dad... Xiangwan, you can imagine that his sudden appearance, to me, to my family What a shock..."

Cheng Weiji brought back the son he gave birth to with another woman, and also had the original wife to accept it and be raised as a son.

I have to say that this is a high demand.

It must be very difficult for his wife to accept.

Even if the child is innocent, her inner resistance and resentment are inevitable.

And Cheng Zheng...

At that time, Cheng Zheng, who was only two years older than Bai Muchuan, what mood he was at that time, was more easily overlooked by his parents... Because he was a minor child, no one would consider his ideas, let alone respect his opinions. .

"On the first day when he came home, my dad asked me to let him live the room because he was young... It was winter. When I went to the room, I always felt that the room was not well-heated. A little musty smell... I'm cold, my mother came to give me a quilt, and cried in my arms..."

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------Digression-------

Babies, double the ticket~ Mada!

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