My Love Options Are A Bit Difficult

2021-03-13

  Chapter 281 Human life never belongs to oneself

Natsume Kaede doesn’t know what she thinks Yes, but he is really not good at telling the game.

Not to mention this is the biggest secret in my heart, even if I say it, I’m afraid it’s hard to believe it.

Since this is the case, it is better not to say, after all, I also occupy other people's body, this is always a taboo.

Natsume Kaede would rather bear all the causes and effects of this body than reveal his secrets.

He settled his mind, moved his gaze to Amamiya Izumi’s face, his expression gradually became serious, and his expression seriously said, “I will take the past as I did, but I think it’s necessary in the future. Let me explain to you."

"What's the matter?"

Amamiya Izumi bit her lip, her eyes dimmed, knowing that what should come will eventually come.

Deception will never have any good results, she has always thought so.

From the very beginning when I returned to Tokyo, I kept a lot of things secret. Although Natsume Kaede also kept a lot of things from her, he was not obliged to tell him those things.

On the other hand, what Amamiya Izumi is concealing, whether it is a problem with his parents or his own past, should actually be told to him.

Who would have thought that oni-sama would have known everything a long time ago, and continue to work hard to smooth out obstacles for herself in secret, but fortunately, she thought she had hidden the least bit of it, who knew she would have been discovered long ago .

I'm afraid. He has been watching his jokes.

"Don't hide any difficulties from your big brother in the future. Don't always try to do it by yourself."

"Hey?"

Amamiya Izumi heard the sound , Raised his head dumbly and looked at Natsume Kaede with a serious expression, always feeling that something was wrong.

Natsume Kaede sighed, put her hand on her head, gently rubbed it, and then let go: "I know you are kind to me sometimes, but if you stop your life It’s better not to do something to help me. Don’t underestimate your big brother. In fact, I always have to protect you."

He retracted his hand on his lap, and said in a deep voice:" Although I don’t know what my parents are going to do, but since they entrust you to me, I will do my duty. I know you have your own thoughts, but more often you have to take care of other people’s thoughts. ."

"After all, human life is never just one's own."

Natsume Kaede said this remark and felt a little bit emotional.

Human life is never just one's own.

The birth of life was originally given by parents. When a person is still a child, it is impossible to live alone. When he grows up, he has to rely on the help of his family. After he has a family and a business, he has a child wife again. At this time, it becomes the backbone of the family. If you die, who will the family rely on?

People will inevitably get the care and help of many people, including relatives, wives, and friends.

Sometimes a lot of people care about you just because you have a small illness. If you are free to make decisions about your life, are you worthy of those cares?

Human life only seems to belong to oneself on the surface, or sometimes most of the content seems to belong to oneself.

But you never completely belong to yourself.

Naturally subordinate to the world, subordinate to nature, subordinate to human beings, subordinate to a certain nation, a certain country, a certain place, and a certain family.

During our survival, we have also made our contributions to these affiliations, and our lives have been achieved because of this, and therefore have a certain continuity.

People’s selfishness has always been a general term. Some people are selfish for the country, some are selfish for their homes, and some are selfish for themselves-the last kind of people is very terrifying.

Natsume Kaede never thinks she has any Sage heart. Even if she has power beyond nature, she doesn't want to help anyone. He only hopes that he and his family and friends can live a good life.

Like this time, even though Amamiya Izumi didn't know where he had a grudge with the Guangpu family, he rushed to the door and was injured, almost not scaring Natsume Kaede to death.

But he was also a little lucky.

This time it was just an injury. If   he loses his life he feels that he can no longer think about it anymore.

"What do you mean." Amamiya Izumi couldn't react to what he said, and continued to ask in a daze: "Oni-sama means that I will not be allowed to do dangerous things in the future. Is it?"

"Otherwise? You still want the singlehanded door-to-door killing to be impossible. By the way, I will confiscated your gun first, so you don't have to look for it when you go back." Natsume Kaede was speechless for a moment. While answering the question, I haven't forgotten to inform her of one thing.

Amamiya Izumi turned a deaf ear to the confiscation of his guns, but instead asked with a somewhat stunned expression: "Brother Oni-sama doesn't blame me?"

"Why blame you?"

Natsume Kaede glanced at her, reached out and took the bag she had placed on the table, picked up a plastic-wrapped rice ball, tore it open, and ate it directly.

I haven't eaten since last night until now. I was not in the mood and it was okay, but I just saw my younger sister eating the leftovers, but my stomach was disappointing and hungry.

Taking a bite of the salted egg yolk rice ball wrapped in seaweed, he spit the seaweed into the bag with a bit of disgust, eating only rice and egg yolk.

"Because. Because I lied to you, isn't Oni-sama not angry?"

"What's so angry about this, don't I hide many things from you? ."

"It seems to be the same."

Amamiya Izumi's mind couldn't change his mind for a while, a little dazed nodded.

But she quickly reacted, her head shaking like a rattle: "No! We are in different situations. You should know about your parents, and I, I don’t have oni. -sama is so simple as imagined."

Natsume Kaede solved a rice ball, threw the bag into the trash, and asked her with a glance: "Where is it not simple, it is mixed with the bad school Are you talking about those hot girls who are learning Shibuya going to some places?"

Amamiya Izumi's face was stagnant, and immediately became emotional, and he retorted with a serious face: "Of course not! How could I interact with those people and go to those places more impossible!"

While explaining, she raised her hand and gestured, using both verbal and body language, for fear that Natsume Kaede would not believe her.

She pushed back her hand waving in midair and looked at the violently shaking infusion tube. Natsume Kaede stopped its shaking and knocked on Amamiya Izumi's head. Some helplessly said: "Speak as you speak, don't move."

Amamiya Izumi's head was so painful that he knocked on it, and subconsciously wanted to raise his hand to touch it, but he saw the drooping face of his brother letting go again with sorrow. Going back, he immediately became obedient and honest.

Natsume Kaede looked at her for fear of making herself angry, and she couldn't help but feel amused and felt more distressed. After thinking about it, she explained: "You don't have to think about that many, in fact I don't care."

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