My Love Options Are A Bit Difficult

2021-04-03

  Chapter 335 The Selfish Highest Realm

The door is locked, Natsume Kaede can’t open it, he knocks again There was no response.

It seems that there is no plan to come out.

Amamiya Izumi locked himself in the room, and kept silent from the way back. After arriving home, he went straight to the room and refused to come out now.

Of course he knows the reason, but he didn't plan to be so true.

After all, people want to grow up, and ignorant indulgence is not the answer. Sometimes it may be better to take a strong medicine, and it is better to correct the wrong thought.

"If you are hungry, order some takeaway, I'll put it at the door."

Standing at the door for a while, Natsume Kaede saw that there was no response inside, shook the head left.

Before leaving the door, he went to the backyard balcony and moved the bamboo and rattan chair on the board.

He bought this bamboo and rattan chair the other day. It looks like a curve shape that makes you feel comfortable when lying down. He bought it for himself in the sun in the middle of the afternoon.

Facts have proved that if people can remember, they have the motivation to make themselves lazier.

Due to the original father’s design of a one-family house, there is actually a small courtyard at the front and back of the house, but Natsume Kaede is lying here without opening the windows-it's too cold outside.

Although he won’t get sick if he blows the cold wind with his physique, why not take it if he is more comfortable?

It's already half afternoon, and the sunlight is spilling on the floor through the windows. The warmness also brings fatigue to people.

Natsume Kaede lay comfortably on the wicker chair, turned her lower body slightly, took out her mobile phone, slightly narrowed her eyes and looked over.

It is still that portrait with a very artistic conception.

In the familiar evening seascape, a girl with long hair stands on the beach, quietly looking at the sea dyed red by the setting sun.

[I understand. From then on. Let’s get along with friends. ]

[By the way, I opened a dessert shop in Meguro area. If Natsume-kun has time, you can enjoy it, provided you like desserts. ]

[No charge. ]

Natsume Kaede fell silent.

These few messages are naturally replied by Kagura Jingye.

The time was an hour ago, and it seems that I just woke up after the awakening.

After looking at it for a while, my fingers began to flick, typed a "good" word, and sent it.

Three seconds later, the "unread" under the message changed to "read", but instead of replying to the message to myself, an address was sent instead.

After all, after she sent that many message, she replied with one word, obviously without the intention of continuing to communicate.

As for that address, it should be the location of the dessert shop she said.

"This girl is a little silly."

Natsume Kaede sighed.

Obviously he has rejected her again and again, and now he talks about being a friend. It’s hard not to play with others, even he’s done it a long time ago and was "greeted" by a bunch of messages. For this reason, I didn’t feel embarrassed to turn on the phone to read the reply all the way, and only now I turned on the phone.

It's just that she didn't expect she actually agreed, and she looked pretty happy.

This bastard from the predecessor is so good? Can you have a girl like this?

If Natsume Kaede could have a girl like this in his last life pursuing him, he would not hunt for some sexy croupier websites.

And the youngsters now spend so much time on emotions. Judging from what Natsume Kaede has done, it is absolutely detached. It is hard not to think of the term "scumbag". .

Judging from the attitude of Kagura Jingye at this time, it seems that he didn't realize it, but he was still happy about it, which is really puzzling.

Anyway, if it was him, thanking his eight generations of ancestors without talking about his hatred, at least he would curse a few words secretly in annoyance.

But the girl   This actually made Natsume Kaede a little ashamed, and even felt like she owed her.

There is no way to make up for her.

After all, love cannot be forced.

What is love?

It is the highest selfish realm of oneself.

Any love is that I love you.

Because of "I", I love you. "I" doesn't love you, so I don't love you.

It's all for me, not for love.

So if "I" doesn't love you, then the so-called love is just a noun.

Although Kagura Jingye has an appetite for Natsume Kaede in terms of appearance, character, and temper, after all, he is just a person who has known each other for a few days.

If you want to say that you are greedy for other people's bodies, there must be-men are like this.

But when it comes to the love of selfish realm, there is absolutely no love.

That's why it's a little difficult to handle.

Silently jot down the address she sent, Natsume Kaede turned off the phone screen, closed his glasses and lay down.

This incident is regarded as something owed by the predecessor, if I can help in the future, I will help it, and it can be regarded as doing my own part of cause and effect.

Closing his eyes, the sun shines through the closed eyes, Natsume Kaede puts his hands behind his head.

I am officially dating Tsuzuki Hua.

Although she was delayed before she could say her words, since she kissed herself forcibly, she was expressing her heart.

Until now, Natsume Kaede can still recall the picture this morning.

The girl lied up while he was subconsciously lifts the head, her hands were unnaturally wrapped around his waist, and then the cheek quickly came close.

When Natsume Kaede was at a loss, she felt that she had touched a soft spot, and then the girl's face was red.

She seemed very nervous, her lips were touching motionless, her eyes seemed to be closed long ago with determination, her slender, crystal-clear eyelashes trembled slightly, even the hands holding Natsume Kaede's waist were tight Holding on to his clothes, it was as if he had made a lot of determination, and he didn't dare to make any unnecessary movements.

The cool cold wind blew up the green hair beside her ears, slightly covering Natsume Kaede's side face.

There is still a fragrance brought by the breeze.

Natsume Kaede was stunned at the time, and only reacted after a while.

After kissing silently for more than ten seconds, the girl still didn't move, she didn't even dare to breathe.

Natsume Kaede hugged the girl's back lightly with both hands, tilted her head, and responded actively.

The two people separated after a long time.

There is also a strand of silver that was torn out, shining bright rays of light in the golden sunlight.

The picture gradually blurred in his mind, and Natsume Kaede suddenly opened his eyes.

He remembered that the girl seemed to put something in her pocket before, just before the two gave each other their first kiss.

Natsume Kaede fumbled for a while in his pocket, and soon took out a small black box.

When I opened it, it turned out to be a jade stone.

It is not the kind of jewelry like pendant rings, but the square and dainty and delicate, which feels like a mini seal.

He rubbed the phone for a while, turned it over in his palm, and lowered his head to take a closer look.

I saw a few crooked characters engraved on the smooth surface of the jade stone seal, and even if it was flattering, it was obvious that the person who engraved it hadn't learned it.

But when he saw the words above, he couldn't help but laugh-Natsume Kaede.

(End of this chapter)