My Love Options Are A Bit Difficult

2021-05-15

  Chapter 419 I don’t know.    The hands of the clocks hung on the wall slowly slide and finally cross each other The hour, minute and second hands intersected with each other, and passed over the final intersection without any hesitation. The second hand still slipped at the speed visible by naked eye, while the minute hand slowly jumped down.

Time has passed zero.

The time and date table was also flipped through, and it came to Friday, January 4th.

The incandescent lights in the room still have no meaning to go out. If there is no accidental power outage in this area today, it will take about an hour before there is any sign of going out.

The central air conditioner has been adjusted to the most suitable temperature, and gusts of hot wind slowly spread from the top of the head at the entrance.

Natsume Kaede sat cross-legged on the tatami in her room, with her arms propped on the wooden table top with a sense of age, holding a clear and smooth photo in her fingertips.

There are two people in the colorful painting above this photo.

A man and a woman stand side by side.

The young man straightened his back, with a slight smile on his face, slightly sideways his head moved towards looking down, the young girl leaned against the young man’s shoulders like a wife, her arms tightly held The young man's left arm, almost the general body was leaning against the young man's body.

The background behind the silhouette is not very suitable, on the contrary, there is a great contrast with this youth.

The transparent blushing setting sun hangs on the edge of the western sky, and the giant tree behind is growing with intersecting dead branches, and dozens of moved towards the distant view are standing on the dead branches. Black feather crow.

If you remove the characters in the photo, you can only use the loneliness and silence to describe the artistic conception behind the background.

But it seems that because the girl’s face is filled with an unrelenting smile, it seems that the melting of the iceberg brings warmth everywhere, and the artistic conception of this photo is suddenly forcibly reversed. .

Even the setting sun hanging on the edge of the sky seems to blush because of shyness, and the black feather crow standing on the dead branch with its paws adds a bit of foil, everything is like going home The afterglow of the previous sunset shone on the two of them, and even made their bodies glow a little bit, which can be replaced by silence and loneliness with tranquility and warmth.

Generally speaking, it is a rare photo, which freezes the relationship between the two at the time.

"Is everything entrusted to myself."

Natsume Kaede lowered her eyes slightly, as if putting all her eyes on them.

All rays of light need time to see clearly.

The rays of light of love also need time to bloom slowly.

Although a lifetime is very long, companionship is never enough.

Looking at the girl in the photo with a rare smile, Natsume Kaede couldn't help but smile at the corner of her mouth.

There is even a feeling of rubbing on the edges of the photo. It is not difficult to guess that this may have been printed out today. If the time goes on for a few hours, there may still be some temperature left on it. .

Actually, this was really not what Natsume Kaede asked for the memory card and went to print it, but the two old people printed it out for them on the spot.

It is not because of the Polaroid used, but because there is a printing place in Yoyogi Park.

The two old people who were familiar with the road found the place to wash the photos. They cleaned them and Natsume Kaede's photos together. They also asked if Natsume Kaede could print one more. They thought they liked it very much. To collect one.

Natsume Kaede naturally has no opinion.

It was originally because people helped me a lot. Since I like to print more, it would be better, because it means that the elderly like them quite a lot.

This is probably a blessing.

Soft finger pads gently rubbed the grainy surface of the photo, but after sitting for less than two seconds, he got up slightly to extend the hand, moved towards the cabinet next to it, and pulled it away Take out a pen from the cabinet.

Pull out a paper towel from the wooden table in front of him, pull off the tip of the paused pen with the cap, and ink slowly flows out of it.

The paper towels stained with ink were crumpled into a ball, and they were accurately thrown into the trash can by the bed.

Natsume Kaede turned over the photo in her hand and laid a blank sheet on the table in front of her.

Lifted the pen and thought about it, then began to write.

[You are the one who will be hard for me if I don't go to the end. 】

Looking at the ink handwriting that only occupies a small blank space, Natsume Kaede frowns feels that it is still not enough. Paused pen adds another sentence:   [There is no truth except time, please walk around Look at it after the latitude and longitude. ]

He wrote this sentence to himself.

[January 4, 2021]

This is the signature.

Looking at the not so beautiful but square handwriting, Natsume Kaede put on his pen cap and rubbed his temples.

Since I came here, I haven’t used a pen very much. It’s really useless except to sign his own name occasionally. He is not a student who has not yet completed his studies. It is true that people in the society have tempered him. After a few years, I still went back to the debts I owed at the school.

Cautiously dried the ink on the back of the photo, and then stood up with the photo, moved towards and looked around on his closet. After all, his eyes lit up and he seemed to have found the target.

There is a white photo frame on the Third Layer above the wooden cabinet, which originally contained a photo of Natsume Kaede when he was a child, but now the yellowed photo was taken out and replaced by him and Tsuzuki Hua group photo.

Put the original yellowish photo into the drawer, and then you will feel that today's task has finally been completed.

I took off my clothes and lay on the bed. I turned off the light when I glanced at the phone and there was no information. Before turning off the light, I looked at the direction of the white photo frame and stared at the two people in the photo. Turn off the light, pull on the quilt and fall asleep.

Today’s room seems to be more comfortable than yesterday.

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The dark yellow light reflects the small half of the room, and Tsuzuki Huazheng looks down at his desk in front of a wide and long desk.

The thing under the pressure of her white fingers is the photo taken with Natsume Kaede in the evening.

In her hand, she was holding a pen carved with intricate dark patterns, and the beautiful handwritings were slowly printed out from under the pen, like flowing water.

[Ren Junyi is prosperous or simple, and I wish to be transported with Wu into nirvana. 】

Although the handwriting has the aura of the daughter of the Wu Family in the past, it also contains the tenderness of supporting Yujun.

After gently drying the written handwriting, cautiously put it into the prepared photo frame, and placed it in the most conspicuous position on the desktop at hand.

Then she took out a thick book from the drawer.

————Diary————

Today, no, it was yesterday.

I already feel that he treats me as his future wife, so I also decided to entrust everything to him.

Actually, I understand that he may still have thoughts about others.

But I can't change him arbitrarily.

So if that happens in the future, I might really want to try to change myself.

As long as you keep me in your heart, is it okay?   I don't know.

——Tsuzuki 华  　感谢风的呢囔大佬的百赏