My Sister is a Big Star

  Qin Ze’s diary writing habit was cultivated by his father. When he was a child, he went to school, and the teacher yelled: Diary diary every day, if you don’t remember it, you will forget it.

  Then regard writing a diary as homework, and ask every elementary school student to go home and write a diary.

  As for the benefits of writing a diary, Qin Ze doesn’t know or understand why he should write a diary. Later, the old man said: "Zi said: My day is three times my body! This is the purpose of the diary."

  At that time, Qin Ze was still young, blinking innocent eyes: "I didn't understand."

The old man accepted Wen Qing's illness, and said earnestly, "Recording daily events in a diary is not a simple record of things, but to write down your own perceptions, summaries, and self-examination, and attach your emotions, sorrows, sorrows and joys to your pen. "

  Qin Ze is weak and weak: "Baba, I still don’t understand."

  The old man sighed: "You want a baby to be half smart. I woke up from a dream."

  Qin Ze never saw the old man’s diary, but since he taught himself as a son this way, the old man should also have the habit of writing a diary.

  Yes, I'm here to take a peek at the old man's diary.

  I want to understand what happened back then, but this kind of thing must not be asked out, and it cannot be a direct showdown, so peeking at the old man’s diary is the best choice.

  The old man is a cultural person, and there is a kind of literary illness in his bones. He likes to keep all kinds of books, and he will definitely keep things like diaries.

  Of course, if Qin Ze's expectation is not bad, the old man probably doesn't know. However, he can spy on one or two through clues.

  Qin Ze rummaged through the boxes in the study. The bookshelves and safes were not spared, but he could not find the diary. Hey~ the old man's ability to hide things is very good. Is there any secret in the study that I don't know?

  Qin Ze lifted up the hand-embroidered landscape paintings by Qin Ma hanging on the wall. The walls were very strong and there were no hidden compartments.

  At this time, the strong memory is tested.

It’s all played on TV. When the villain’s children discover their father’s secrets, they struggle to find "evidence" in the study, but they find nothing, and when they are anxious, there will be a magical light flashing and remembering something from their childhood. Then it suddenly dawned and discovered the secret of his father.

   got nothing.

  The TV plot is really unreliable, and the human memory is also unreliable. The two things he feared most when he was a child: the fear of his father's dominance of magical instruments; the shame of thinking about it after closing the study.

  In my memory, except for this wall, there seems to be no other impression.

  At this time, Qin Ze picked up the blue book in the upper right corner of the desk and opened it to read: Friday, December 15, 2017, the weather was fine...

  "..." Qin Ze's liver was in pain.

  I tried my best to find it for a long time, so you just lay on the table quietly?

  Excuse me, where is your dignity as a diary?

  The old man has a big heart, so he put the diary on the desk?

  Looking at the date, this diary was written yesterday, obviously without any reference value, but Qin Ze still couldn't help but read it.

  Peeking at Dad’s diary, the thieves are irritating, not worse than the irritation of the sister.

"...Recently, the stock market has fluctuated a little bit. There are a lot of leveraged funds to exit the market, and a lot of people enter the market. This is a time bomb. Today Xiaolan asked me how the stock market returns, and I said it was very good. In fact, these few days I have lost tens of thousands. But I can’t say that my son earns every day, and I lose so much by being an old man. If I say that I’m not saving face, I’ll ask him for shares the next day..."

  This "seeking him for shares another day" would be a shame.

The old man’s diary was unexpectedly interesting. It revealed his sorrowful heart. Qin Ze resisted the desire to continue reading. It was important to do business. In case the old man came in from the outside and bumped into him, even if his sister pleaded for pity. , It feels hard to escape the beating.

  This diary is from this year and last year. I don’t know if there are any notebooks from more than 20 years ago.

  Fortunately, there is actually.

  The blue diary is placed on a book case, which is the kind of book case similar to the hardcover editions of the four great classics.

There are several diaries in   , the thickness of which is different, the cover is black, purple, white...some new, some old.

  Qin Ze pulled out a yellowed diary from underneath. Although the old man kept it carefully, the years left obvious marks on it. The leather surface faded and turned yellow, and it could be torn into pieces with a little effort.

  Opened the diary and looked at it. No, the time on the first page read: 1999, not to mention Baby Qin, Qin Ze was two or three years old at that time.

  Change to another one, open it and read it, the first page time read: 1992, February 3...

"Holding the oil-paper umbrella, alone, wandering in the long, long, lonely rainy alley, I hope to meet, a lilac-like, sad girl...Today I met a girl, she There is no sorrow, her voice is soft, her eyes are soft, and her fresh breath is like lilacs. I like her. The next time I meet, I will give this poem to her. I will wait. At the door of the factory."

  February 20...

"The first time I asked her out to play, I rode a bicycle and took her to lie in the sunlight in the early spring. I was a little bit cold and my nose was running out. Songs were sung on the roadside radio, thank you for being able to fall in love freely New era, thank you ***."

Qin Zenao patched up the scene. The young old man was wearing 90s clothes with a pair of Jiefang shoes on his feet. He was riding a black bicycle. The back seat was Qin's mother with a pair of ponytails and a small floral padded jacket... .. They shuttled in the cheerful atmosphere of reform and opening up, singing in their ears: Dongfanghong, the sun rises...

  At that time, the old man must feel that he is the second generation of handsome and rich girls who drive a BMW car?

  ...

  April 18

"I ran into her brother at the entrance of the factory. The little **** who was stunned, dared to yell at me, I slapped me over, Xiaolan had a big fight with me, and brought her brother into the factory. I was very sad. "

  April 30.

"Her family knew that I was in love with her. The future father-in-law heard that he didn't like me very much. I knew he looked down on me. He was the leader of the factory. My dad was just a poor teacher. Of course, her brother told me this. Yes, I was very angry, so I slapped him again, the little chick is so handsome, it is hateful."

  Qin Ze: "..."

  No wonder the relationship between uncle and dad is not good.

  May 28

"Today is a memorable day. Xiaolan and I have a relationship between husband and wife, and it feels...very good. This lilac-like girl, a girl I have always liked. I suddenly thought of two poems, remember: The silver bottle burst into water, and the cavalry protruded with the sound of knives and guns; the flower path has never been swept by a guest.

  Seeing this, Qin Ze suddenly felt a chill on his back and his hairs stood up.

  If this is caught by the old man, the consequences will be disastrous.

  In addition, I have to praise, the old man is really a cultural man, I can't understand these poems. After learning classical Chinese for so many years, I just remembered one sentence: The love of chrysanthemum is rarely heard by Empress Tao.

  After so many years of memorizing poems, I don't remember much, just one paragraph: the spring tide brings rain and the late is urgent, and the wild ferry is unmanned.

  Continue to read:

  June 1

"...Today I brought a gift to see my father-in-law, and he was swept away by him. I felt completely lost and had a big fight. Angrily said: Hedong for thirty years, Hexi for thirty years, don't deceive the young and poor. Walk away."

   June 16th.

  "I haven’t seen it for a long time, and I missed it very much. She should think of me. I entrusted a friend to send her a letter to meet at night, and I confided in my heart. Afterwards, Xiaolan said to me that she was pregnant..."

  September 20

"Xiaolan gradually became more embarrassed. The paper package couldn't keep the fire out. After I discussed with my father, he took me to the Xu family to propose marriage. My father and Xu family had a quarrel and almost had a fight, but the marriage was settled smoothly. Very happy, father I am also happy that our father and son were drunk that night. My father said that he hoped that Xiaolan would add a fat grandson to the Qin family."

   So that's how my sister came here? what about me? How did i get here?

  Qin Ze looked dazed.

  1993, May.

"My daughter was born, but at the time I went to study in Beijing and failed to see the birth of my daughter. Ashamed of Xiaolan's mother and daughter, my father called me to report that the mother and daughter were safe. But my father sighed, I know the reason, he Want grandchildren."

Seeing this, Qin Ze's heart beat a few times, skipped this one directly, and found it in other books. He and his sister are more than two years old, nearly three years old, so if there are records in the diary, it should be at least It's a diary two years later...found it.

  1994, November.

"Xiaolan is pregnant. I told my father the news. My father was very comforted and shook my hand and said: You are the boss of the family and Dad’s only son. Dad hasn’t figured it out all these years. The Qin family must have a leader so that Dad can walk safely in the future. This one is born, regardless of male or female, Dad is reconciled. I patted his hand and said, rest assured."

June.

"I discussed with Xiaolan. I plan to let her go to the countryside to raise a baby and have a baby. Her belly is already showing up. She can't stay in the Shanghai stock market. Xiaolan asked me if I want a baby too. I looked at her. Speak, but I know in my heart, think!"

  Qin Ze was very melancholy and wanted to smoke. When I was an embryo, the country could not tolerate me.

September.

  "I have more than a month to give birth, and I am very worried. Due to work reasons, I only spend two days a week in Zhejiang Province to accompany her. Fortunately, Xu Guang stays with her the rest of the time."

October.

"The child was born. It was a boy. Xu Guang called and told me. The excitement in his heart was beyond words. At that time, his father was seriously ill in bed and stayed in the hospital to take care of him. The children were born without being able to accompany Xiaolan. ashamed."

  Now, Qin Ze couldn't understand it anymore. You don't need to ask Yuan Fang about this, you know there is something wrong. But looking at the old man's diary, I can't tell who the child is on the phone.

  Sure enough, dad is the stupidest person.

  He doesn’t know anything at all.

November.

   "Bring Aze back to Shanghai, naturalization, fined 30,000 yuan, heartache is difficult to breathe, in the future will lash him, teach him to be useful, and then live up to the pain of the moment."

  Qin Ze: "..."

  What is the reason why you beat me for so many years?

  My heart is so tired, I really did not kiss me.

  Suddenly, the door lock snapped, someone turned the handle outside, opened the door and entered.