My Sister is a Big Star

"When I was young, my family was very hard and I lived in the country. At that time, those who were not paid would go to the cafeteria and eat a big pot of rice. Two sets of clothes a year, sewing and mending, and eating light rice. Say something you don’t know, your grandmother. In fact, many cubs were born. The first twins died within a few days of birth. The second birth was your mother. Before me, there were two more, one brother and one sister, but they didn’t feed. .Otherwise, your mother and I won’t be so much older. Your grandfather wants to have a strong temper. He was afraid of being poor, and he was terrified. Later, he found a relationship and entered a state-owned enterprise. As for myself, I read a book and took a few years of production. The pacesetters were assigned to the Shanghai stock market after several rounds. Later they climbed slowly and became a small leader."

"The most profound sentence in my memory: Don’t work hard, always be a mud-legged man, don’t struggle, never marry a daughter-in-law. He always tells me this. It doesn’t mean to look down on the peasant, he is just the peasant at the time. , There is really no way out at all, it's just a mix of food and clothing."

  Qin Zexin said, Grandpa is so inspirational.

  "Your grandfather also said that although the thief Qin Jianzhang looks serious and looks black when it is cut open, his character is still considered to be good. A family, contradictions are essential, but don't forget to support each other and support each other."

  I really didn’t expect my grandfather to affirm the character of the old man. I remember that the old man also said that after making Qin’s mother big, the grandpa said that he was a despicable scumbag.

  In fact, my uncle does often come to see him and his sister with gifts at home.

"After he handed over the business to me, in those few years, I ran around every day, receiving and shipping goods, and sometimes I only slept for four hours a day. Calculating the promise, I smoothly gave Lao Tzu’s family property to the next, and kept it. Until 2008, I didn’t know why, what I did and what I was losing, I continued to lose and lose, not only the painstaking effort of the previous years, it’s really good. It’s nearly a million. Your grandfather was sick at that time. He lay in bed and told me: Don’t be discouraged. Dad has just started doing business and it’s not all smooth sailing. Just pay the tuition. In fact, you have been doing well in the past few years. It’s good to be able to suffer a little bit.”

  "08 years...economic crisis?" Qin Ze frowned.

  However, as an ordinary person, the economic crisis has little effect, and he is young, so he doesn’t feel much.

   "Yes, I was young and vigorous at that time, even if the market is down, I can break out of the sky to verify my ability. I have this mentality, and then... I lost again."

  So miserable!

"Later, I gradually couldn't keep it up. When others said that something was easy to sell, I would enter whatever industry was good, and I would invest in whatever industry. In the end, most of the goods fell on my hands, and the fiscal deficit made me almost desperate. For more than a year, my family savings were almost defeated by me. At that time, I was very haggard, and my dad was also haggard. His illness gradually deteriorated. He advised me to stabilize for a while and check the market. But I didn’t listen, I was crazy. , A friend told me that he has found a good project, he can make money, and lacks a partner..."

   "Then, you were deceived by him." Qin Ze said.

  He knew about this, and was even impressed. Qin Ma cried at home for a long time. Soon after, Qin Ze saw his uncle in the hospital and felt that his whole body was broken. No longer that handsome uncle.

   "Do you still remember." Uncle smiled awkwardly, "Yes, the last hope is gone. It was also not long after this incident that your grandpa passed away."

  Then my uncle started a life of bohemian love for freedom, and began various waves and pitfalls.

  Qin Ze thought to himself, it may be that the blow was too great, and he gave up on himself.

"Before your grandfather left, he grabbed my hand and said a lot of things. He didn't blame me. Instead, he smiled and said, okay, just start again. As long as you work hard, the days will pass the better. Don’t be caught. The frustration was defeated." Uncle said hey, he was smiling clearly, but Qin Ze felt he was crying.

   "Even if it was such a trash me, he didn't blame it in the end."

"I just thought, I can't get up for no reason. If the business fails, I can start again. If I don't have funds, I will gamble. I will borrow. If I fail once or twice, I will always succeed. But... ...No, there is really no hope at all. I lose more and more and I owe more and more debts."

"I can not be reconciled......"

  "Several millions of family assets, such a high starting point..."

  "But I still owe more, more than ten years..."

   "It doesn't make sense, it really doesn't make sense."

  Qin Ze was silent.

"In these years, I always think, if it weren't that messy, or if it weren't for me, my dad might live a few more years. My mom didn't blame me, and my sister didn't blame me, but I couldn't get through my own heart. A family with such a thick family background, my dad’s life's hard work, five years, five years was defeated by me. Every Qingming Festival I dare not go to the grave, afraid. I think, sooner or later, I will be prosperous. At that time, I will go to see him again, and see him gracefully."

  This man who is almost forty years old, squatted on the ground, smoking a cigarette, crying like a silly pen.

  Qin Ze moved in his heart, it turned out to be like this, whether it was gambling or stock trading, all kinds of risky actions in the eyes of others, all just wanting to get back all the things they had lost.

  The death of my grandfather that year hit him more than imagined. He felt that everything was because of him, he broke his father's heart, and he pushed this family from rich to poor.

Uncle is stuck in his heart, faceless facing Jiang Dong's elders, so he has been wandering outside. He clearly has a family, but he is unwilling to come back, because he feels that he is not beautiful, and he is not qualified to come back to see the deceased. Father.

  It's been so many years, hasn't it been unsuccessful?

  Instead, he made himself a scum and waste in the eyes of relatives and friends!

  Qin Ze had mixed feelings in his heart, and sighed: "So, if you want to come back, you have to grow up awkwardly, instead of going everywhere."

  Xu Guang: "......"

  I don’t know if it was an illusion, but the sad atmosphere that my uncle was brewing suddenly disappeared.

"In this world, there are many people who go bankrupt, and there are more prodigals. Many people are not reconciled and want to make a comeback. But the reality is not for you to work hard. If you work hard, you need genius to do it." Poisonous Chicken Soup: "Success is inseparable from opportunity, vision, and talent. Only a genius like me can have the last laugh."

"Uncle, if you want to believe me, just wait," Qin Ze said: "Business opportunities are not so easy to grasp. You have been out for so many years, you should understand this truth. There is an investment company under my name, and I will start investigating industry this year. If possible, my nephew, I can take you to fly."

Uncle    did not speak up, he lit a cigarette for himself, did not smoke, sat in a daze, calmed his mood.

  Qin Ze stayed with him without speaking.

After blowing the cold wind for a long time, the uncle said with emotion: "Spit out what is in your heart, and feel better. If you didn't find someone to beat me today, I won't tell you this. Why is it also an uncle? You can't show weakness in front of your nephew On the other side, men, we must maintain a tall image."

  Qin Ze hehe said: "Don't talk about me, your image, even in front of your children, is gone."

Uncle    kicked him and scolded with a smile: "Fuck, I should fight, anyhow, it is your uncle. Didn’t you hurt you enough when you were a kid? Don’t you know when you hit someone?"

   "By the way, how did you see that I was with them." Qin Ze thought for a long time, but felt something was wrong, could it just be based on a look in his eyes? The old uncle has this tact, so he won't be bad for many years.

  "Isn’t that nonsense, I saw you hit them upstairs, and when I turned around, they hit me, you stood on the side and pretended to be grandson, I’m not stupid." The uncle said in an angry voice.

   "It turned out to be like this..."

  Seeking bean sack!

  What do you mean by seeing upstairs? Could it be that my uncle saw everything I did upstairs?

  In the big winter, what are you doing by the window? Please go to the rooftop if you jump off the building.

  The uncle saw it, and the grandmother, parents, aunts, sisters, cousins, cousins, did they see them all?

  Fuck!

  It's really over!

  Qin Ze sat in the cold wind, his body was weathered inch by inch.

  Inexplicably, a song floated in my mind: Let the autumn wind take away, my thoughts, take away my tears~