My Skills Are Not Serious

Outside plants are withered in the cold winter, but the dwelling place of the fairy tribe is still lush and green.

On a tall house tree, the fairy queen stood on a balcony made of branches and looked at the direction of Nirvana City.

The original graceful figure now looks a little plump because of pregnancy.

Putting her hand on her already pregnant belly, the fairy queen looked melancholy.

At this moment, she was in a very complicated mood. Between gains and losses, she was thinking about what decision Chen Fang would make after reading the letter she wrote.

She was worried that Chen Fang would reject the child in her belly because of her previous actions and utilitarian purposes. Then, after the child was born, he would not receive the fatherly love that other children had.

Although Wu Yaoyan is a precedent, it shows that Chen Fang is not a low-hearted person, and is very caring for women who are pregnant with their own flesh and blood.

But this does not mean that it will work on her. After all, there is no communication between the two, even acquaintances, and there is no person like Gong Xiaobai as a buffer between the two.

She is now very afraid that Chen Fang will not be able to come at the end of winter ceremony.

That means that the child in the belly will become an illegitimate child without a father, and will grow up in an environment without a father's love in the future.

Moreover, as children grow up, it is hard to avoid the influence of other people's rumors and spiritual damage.

Although the fairy queen wrote very decisively in the letter, indicating that if Chen Fang can't come, the child will have nothing to do with him, but as a mother, she doesn't want this to happen.

At the same time, Chen Fang’s failure to come also meant that the plan she had previously thought went bankrupt. Although it might not have a major impact on the relationship between Nirvana and the Fairy Clan, it is likely that Chen Fang would change the Fairy Clan’s senses.

So sometimes the fairy queen will regret her impulse.

But this is the end of the matter, and there is no turning back.

The fairy queen touched her belly, feeling extremely guilty for the little life in her body.

"Hey, in order for the fairies to return to the former southern state, I might have to lose my child's future by doing this. Is it worth it?"

There is no answer, at least before Chen Fang made his statement.

Maybe it will be a bamboo basket fetching water, maybe it will be done.

It all depends on Chen Fang's attitude.

What kind of attitude would he be?

The fairy queen was at a loss.

"Mother, it's cold outside, you should be careful of catching the cold with your child, so let's go into the house."

Just when the fairy queen was upset and confused, Bilis walked in.

The fairy queen sighed insignificantly, then turned around and barely smiled and said: "There are so many things about the succession ceremony, why come to me in time?"

Bilis walked over, gently supported the fairy queen's arm, took her mother into the room and sat down, closed the balcony door, and said, "I'll see if my mother is in good health and have a chat by the way."

The fairy queen leaned on the fur-covered chair and looked at Bilis with a complicated expression and said, "I am in good health, so don't worry."

After a pause, the fairy queen sighed again: "What you want to chat with me is nothing more than my marriage to Your Excellency Chen Fang. In fact, there is nothing to say."

Bilis said anxiously: "Mother, I know you are thinking about it for the clan, but there is no need to do so."

"No, it's necessary."

The fairy queen became serious.

"Whether it's for our fairies or the child in my stomach, I have to do this."

"But I don't understand at all."

"We are already an ally with Nirvana City, and the coalition forces of the two races are also in preparation. They will definitely keep watch and help each other in the future. Why should my mother make such a big sacrifice."

Bilis still couldn't understand why her mother wanted to do this. It was obvious that the relationship between the clan and the city of Nirvana could be secured by other means, and why it had to be consolidated by marriage.

Regarding the marriage, if it is someone else, Bilis will not have any resistance, this is the norm in the world.

But the person who married was her own mother, and she couldn't accept it as a daughter.

Yes, her father, the former elder of the fairy clan, did betray her mother, but the father is the father. As a daughter, when the father is still alive, even if she knows that her parents will never get back together, she still does not want her mother. Become the wife of other men except the father.

What's more, my mother didn't marry because of love.

So she has always been opposed to it, even if the fairy queen told her that this action was harmless to the fairy clan, she couldn't accept it.

Originally, Bilis also planned to succeed her as the queen, trying to dispel her mother's thoughts, but she didn't expect her mother to take action first, and she became pregnant with Chen Fang's child without everyone knowing.

This made her quite broken.

"sacrifice?"

The fairy queen looked at her daughter's eyes and laughed at herself.

"In fact, in your heart, I want to say that it is not sacrifice, but shamelessness."

Bilis was silent and did not respond, which was equivalent to acquiescence.

Because she did have such thoughts in her heart.

The fairy queen felt sadness in her heart.

She can understand her daughter's thoughts. If it was her, she would probably be ashamed of the mother who did such a thing.

"It's normal for you to be ashamed of me, I understand."

"However, you have to remember that as a royal family, in addition to thinking about the family, you must also not forget to consider the royal family itself." The fairy queen said earnestly.

Bilis showed a dazed expression, she didn't understand what her mother meant.

The fairy queen said: "The matter of the great elder, you and I have personally experienced it. If your Excellency Chen Fang was not present at that time, what would happen to our mother and daughter, have you thought about it?"

Bilis turned pale when she heard her mother mention something she had never wanted to think of anymore.

"Father, he won't kill us, just as now my mother didn't just expel him."

Bilis lowered her head, speaking in a very low voice, she couldn't hear her if she didn't pay attention.

The fairy queen did not get angry because Bilis called the man her father~www.readwn.com~ just said: "Yes, he won't kill us, but we will definitely be imprisoned and lead a dark life. , Isn't it."

Bilis wanted to refute, but she couldn't say it, because she knew that her mother said it was not impossible, and she shouldn't say it absolutely would.

Because of the ruthlessness of her father at that time, it was not that Bilis hadn't missed it.

"And you are about to succeed to the throne, but no one can guarantee that after you take the throne, there will be people like the Great Elder."

"Mother who doesn't, other elders won't do that."

Bilis didn't want to think of others so badly.

The fairy queen shook her head, "Before the great elder shot us, I, like you, felt that our fairy clan had no ambitions, but the truth is."

"Daughter, the defensive heart is indispensable, this is the lesson the great elder taught me."

"And I hope you understand this."

The fairy queen dundun taught.

"But what does this have to do with you marrying Chen Fang."

Bilis still didn't understand her mother's thoughts.

The fairy queen said: "If I marry him, then in the eyes of others, you have the support of Nirvana City behind you. Those thoughtful guys will be scrupulous and dare not act rashly."

"But if it's not me but someone else, who do you think would think Nirvana is supporting you?"

After listening to Bilis, she finally understood her mother's painstaking efforts.

But she still couldn't accept it.

"Mother, what if Chen Fang doesn't agree to marry you?" Bilis asked.

This question puzzled the fairy queen, because this was exactly what she said she was worried about.

"Do your best."

The fairy queen looked at the far sky outside the window and said a little.