Pianpian Does not Grow Up

Last year, the minimum admission score for F major was 530, and this year it will only be higher. This is something that has been predicted a long time ago. The application for the college entrance examination in 2008 is mysterious and mysterious, and it is very likely to be ruined.

But Ji Pianpian had no such worries. She passed the S university entrance examination, and her cultural class score was nearly 200 points higher, so she would definitely be able to enter.

She just missed F big.

Is it only a tenth difference, no...

Finally, the admission line came out, and she was more than 20 points short.

I can't say what the mood is, there is a kind of powerlessness held by fate.

No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get 543 points in the test.

Everything is in vain after all.

Just like her expectation of Shen Du.

Fu Xuehui's score has passed the N big. She has always wanted to go to the N big. It's not that she really has that yearning for Ji Heyu—of course, she also has a longing. , I like this century-old school.

Fu Xuehui came to Ji Pianpian and thought about comforting her, but she didn't expect Ji Pianpian to be much calmer than she thought.

After working hard for half a year, studying as hard as Saburo, and finally falling out of the rankings, such a blow would be devastating to anyone.

On the contrary, this little girl, who doesn't seem so strong or even soft and squeamish, held on.

Apart from crying when she checked the results, she didn't shed any tears afterwards, and she was even preparing to go to S City for a baggage.

Fu Xuehui considered it several times, and finally brought up F University.

Ji Pianpian had a calm expression, and what he said was sensible and objective: "Just work hard, and you have to accept whatever the result is."

Fu Xuehui's mouth seemed to be squeezed with bitter gourd juice, so astringent that she didn't know what to say.

Ji Pianpian smiled again: "It's normal. It's only four months. No one is a god."

She is not, nor is he.

After all, who can she blame.

Three years in high school, the first two and a half years, she had never thought about going to a better university, living in a daze, waiting for her family to arrange it, and at the last moment, she wanted to grind her gun, and she deserved to be beaten.

The opportunity is there, but only for those who are patiently prepared.

Fu Xuehui hesitated for a long time, but still whispered: "Shen Du..."

Hearing this name, Ji Pianpian was visibly stunned, and then she lowered her eyelashes, her black and translucent eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, her voice was still soft, but not so crisp and bright: "In fact, I have nothing to do with him."

Fu Xuehui frowned: "Why, you are for him..."

Ji Pianpian interrupted her: "I didn't do it for him."

Fu Xuehui: "..."

Ji Pianpian took a breath and said, "I'm just for myself. I don't have to regret it after I work hard. If I don't pass the exam, I won't pass the exam. S is not bad."

"As for Shen Du..." She laughed, and seemed to really let go, "I don't like him that much, especially after this little half a year, I can't remember what he looks like."

If her voice doesn't sound like crying, Fu Xuehui will believe it.

But what can she say.

There has never been a chance for a third person to interrupt in the matter of feelings.

As early as when she went to Europe to play, she felt that four months away from another place had already killed their never-began relationship in the bud.

Too…

Have they been together?

No.

Have they promised?

What kind of promise is waiting for her.

What Pian Pian thinks most these days is distance.

The distance of time, the distance of space.

Each one is a heavy giant mountain, and she can't hold any one.

She and Shen Du spent two months getting along with each other, and most of the time was spent in unreal games, and the time in reality was pitiful.

The short encounter, how can it be worth the difference of half a year.

It’s not a simple separation, but a cut-off without audio—

What she did, he couldn't see.

She didn't know what he did.

It is ridiculous that this state is what she requested, she insisted on patience in order to see him.

Finally, the bamboo basket was completely empty.

They haven't contacted for a long time, what else can Ji Pianpian ask for?

She would never ask for it.

Even if it is passionate love, she can't learn to force each other, let alone they never started.

Since she didn't even start, why should she be so sad, so sad that she doesn't want to experience love again in this life.

Shen degree Shen degree.

It turns out that he is not her four-leaf clover.

Their encounter has nothing to do with luck.

It's more like a dream under the heavy snow.

Unreal and impractical.

After sending Fu Xuehui away, Ji Pianpian welcomed Ji Heyu again.

Ji Heyu is no better than Fu Xuehui, and will not be deceived by her disguise. He saw through her at a glance: "Why go to N City."

Ji Pianpian froze, and then tried to pull the corners of her mouth: "It's not City N, it's Big F."

Ji Heyu stared at her: "F Dali has someone you like?"

Hit the nail on the head, without mercy.

Ji Pianpian didn't feel the pain, the scar was not healed, and he was not afraid of being torn apart.

"right."

"Good luck."

"Grow up."

"now what."

"grown up."

What the brothers and sisters said seemed like a silly riddle, but they could understand.

There are some things that Ji Pianpian can't talk to anyone, but can talk to Ji Heyu.

On weekdays, Ji Heyu would be aggressive and tell her to dislike her. When she really encounters difficulties, he must be behind her—

Guarding fiercely.

After a short silence, Ji Heyu asked her: "I remember you asked me, why did you send you to major in F University?"

Ji Pianpian: "Well, I asked."

When returning home from S City, Ji Pianpian asked Ji Heyu joyfully.

Because she felt that the beginning of all luck was when she went to F University to major, she was very grateful.

Ji Heyu did not give Ji Pianpian a positive answer at the time, because there was nothing to say, and now he told her: "I hope you take the F major."

Ji Pianpian was startled, and looked up at him: "You..."

Ji Heyu never said, no... he never showed it, he always arranged for her to go to S University, even when she asked to take the F University exam...

No, Ji Heyu didn't stop her at that time, and could even be said to support her.

Ji Heyu continued: "To be more precise, I hope you can take the F college exam. It doesn't matter how the culture class is, and it doesn't matter whether you get into the F college or not. The important thing is that you have proved yourself in your field of expertise. "

Compared with Ji Pianpian's major, F University's school exam is indeed more authoritative.

Passing the exam is a recognition of her ability and her proud capital.

Everyone is good at and bad at it.

Why use your own shortcomings to knock on the strengths of others.

Paying attention to your strengths is the last word.

If Ji Heyu is a father, he must be Yan father, as can be seen from his attitude towards Ji Pianpian.

He seldom praised her, but this time, he held the little head of the foolish sister and said: "You are excellent, you have an extraordinary place that no one can match."

Ji Pianpian: "..."

The girl who had been holding back her fragility and refused to cry had red eyes, and it took a long time to mutter in a low voice, "Nonsense, don't look, don't see who I am."

After talking with Ji Heyu, Ji Pianpian put down completely.

Let go of that unrealistic admiration.

When she met Shen Du, she didn't lose anything, and even gained a lot.

He gave her courage, motivation, and opportunity to prove herself.

Is this not enough.

enough.

He does not owe her.

Instead, she owed him a lot.

In that case, let him go.

He doesn't like children, but he has a sense of responsibility that he can't let go of.

Why bother him so much.

One thousand kilometers and four years.

It's too long, it's terrible for a long time.

The last thing Ji Pianpian can do is say goodbye to him like an adult.

She has grown up, sober, and no longer dreaming.

After getting the admission notice from S University, Ji Pianpian dialed Shen Du's phone.

They have not been in touch.

Shen Du didn't know if she had returned to China, and she couldn't contact him again after she got the score.

Now that the dust has settled, it's time to put an end to everything.

Shen Du answered the phone very quickly. He has always been like this, polite and thoughtful, and does not cause discomfort to the people around him.

Gentle and alienated.

It gives people the illusion that they have encountered him, but the facts are far away.

Ji Pianpian picked up her heart, and her steady mood fluctuated again. Fortunately, she was able to control her voice: "I didn't pass the F major."

There was silence on the other side of the phone, and then the man’s voice passed through the microphone to her auricle: "You have done a good job."

Ji Pianpian smiled and said, "It's twenty minutes short."

Shen Du: "You have improved by two hundred points."

Still comforting her, yes, he will definitely comfort her, he is like this.

Ji Pianpian took a breath and slowly said, "We will..."

When she said these four words, all the voices around her disappeared.

Ji Pianpian could not hear any sound.

Shen Du couldn't hear the noise on the road either.

More than a thousand kilometers apart, the two were framed by Ji Pianpian’s soft and calm voice in the same icy space—

"We won't contact you again in the future."

Summer in July is not as cold as winter in February.

The former is as cold as the bones, the latter as warm as the heart.

In a mere five months, the warmth of the snow was completely overturned.

No one can tell how long it has been. All Ji Pianpian heard was a flat voice: "Okay."

—We will never contact you anymore.

-good.

After hanging up the phone, Ji Pianpian sat by the window blankly, feeling ridiculous.

They never even started.

But there is such a formal end.

Say goodbye like an adult.

Why did she say goodbye to him like an adult?

She was not a so-called adult!

The next moment, Ji Pianpian did the craziest thing in his life.

It was something she had never thought of before seventeen, and she would never do it for the rest of her life.

She opened her small box, took out a large stack of pocket money, took a taxi to the airport, and booked a ticket to N city.

She didn't tell anyone, she didn't have anyone to accompany, she didn't prepare anything, and she went to another city thousands of miles away.

The moment she got on the plane, her brain was blank, she didn't even have time to think about what she was going to do?

What is she going to do in N city?

she does not know.

She just wanted to see him.

I want to say goodbye to him in my own way.

Even if this is naive.