Rebirth of the Father of Anime

Where's Xi?

Where did Xi go?

While sympathizing with Okazaki's situation, the viewers stared at each picture intensively, lest they blink and miss something important in their eyes looking for something.

Although Zhu left, their child was born healthy.

Why is Okazaki alone now, where did he and Nagisa's child Xiaoxi go?

Under Sanae's enthusiastic invitation, Okazaki agreed to Sanae's invitation to "family out to play". When he asked for leave from the company and got a consecutive holiday, he came to the Furukawa bakery where he used to stay at $Pig$Pig$Island$Novel (www)(zhu)(zhu)()(), but only saw Sanae left behind. Notes and tickets.

Although this small town is constantly changing, it is still the familiar appearance in memory. The laughter and laughter that Zhu used to be at home was just like the sound of yesterday, but now it is nothing but a sorrow.

Suddenly a small shadow ran behind Okazaki, and Okazaki followed the sound to find him. Everywhere in the room there were memories of him and Nagisa.

Finally, Okazaki saw that figure suddenly hide behind the wall next to him.

Okazaki didn't walk over, his expression didn't show any experience, he faintly called out a name.

"Xiao Xi!"

This is a name that has touched the hearts of countless fans.

I saw the little figure secretly revealing half of it, like a frightened little cat, with a curious look, secretly looking at Okazaki.

I looked carefully for a moment, and then the whole person came out from behind the wall.

She was wearing an ordinary blue dress with blue and white stripes on the collar and short-sleeved cuffs, and she carried a small pink schoolbag. He wears a soft hat with blue and white stripes on his head. The round flesh whirred on his small face. Staring at Okazaki with wide shining eyes.

Even if Okazaki doesn't yell, the audience can recognize that this child is his daughter Xiaoxi and Nagisa.

She has a pair of warm and healing eyes that are exactly the same as those of Zhu!

Zhu's figure gradually overlapped with Xiaoxi, and the fans' hearts suddenly became sore. It was clear that nothing happened yet, but they saw this scene. The eyes became wet involuntarily.

Okazaki and Xiaoxi looked at each other, and after a while, Xiaoxi retracted behind the wall.

Faced with his biological father, Xiaoxi felt nervous as if facing a stranger. However, it seemed that because of his curiosity about "father", Xiaoxi had been secretly looking at Okazaki from the side.

Five years have passed. Although in reality, Zhu just passed away last week, for fans, these seven days are as long as five years.

In these five years, Okazaki has not fulfilled his responsibilities as a father. Xiaoxi is completely raised by Sanae and Qiusheng, regardless of whether he is going to kindergarten. Still speaking of various festivals, Okazaki has always put all his experiences into work, ignoring Xiaoxi.

Although Sanae would often bring Xiaoxi to him, Okazaki had never seen Xiaoxi directly.

Obviously they are the father and daughter of their own, but they are like strangers.

Not only did Xiao Xi lose his mother when he was born, he also failed to receive his father's love. Seeing Xiao Xi curious, eager, but cautiously hiding half of his body and secretly looking at the appearance of his own father, it hurt the hearts of the audience.

The suppressed anger in the hearts of fans seemed to have found Okazaki to vent, but when they saw Okazaki's current appearance, those angers suddenly extinguished, they seemed to understand why Okazaki did this: Nagazaki is everything Okazaki's, Nagazaki's. Leaving made Okazaki lost everything. Xiaoxi is so similar to Nagazaki. As long as he sees Xiaoxi, Okazaki thinks of Nagazaki, the happy memories of the past and the sadness after losing everything; at the same time, Zhu is She died after giving birth to Xiaoxi. Zhu’s body was already weak. The birth of a child was a great burden on her body. It can be said that Nagizaki died because of Xiaoxi. Although Okazaki was Xiaoxi’s father, Oka What kind of gaze will Saki face Xiaoxi?

Xiaoxi is not only the crystallization of Okazaki and Nagizaki's love and happiness, but also the person who took Okazaki's love and happiness away. It can be said that Xiaoxi is the source of Okazaki's pain at this moment, and he is just a poor man after all.

He has been staying on the day that Zhu left. If he can't get out of the "past", then he will live in pain and sorrow all his life, and he will not be able to give Xiaoxi his father's love for the rest of his life.

The audience finally understood why Sanae would enthusiastically invite Okazaki to play together, but on the agreed day he disappeared with Akiu, leaving only Okazaki and Xiaoxi, and two tickets.

"Family" and "Two tickets", Sanae's move is to make Okazaki out of the pain, so that Xiaoxi can get his father's love and work silently!

Her daughter passed away, Okazaki also pushed Xiaoxi to them to raise, Sanae not only did not complain, did not have any thoughts of blaming Okazaki, but also silently helped Okazaki, facing Okazaki with a gentle smile as before. .

This subtle touch can only be felt when it is truly understood.

Perhaps it is precisely because of such a mother that she can bring up a daughter who is weak on the outside but extremely strong on the inside.

Looking at Okazaki, Cao Jun suddenly thought of his father. Although he was about to graduate from elementary school when his mother left, what kind of mood did his father feel when he faced his "ignorant" son?

"Dad, did you not want to see me like Okazaki?" While watching the animation and seeing his father's cup empty, Cao Jun filled his father with tea.

"Your mother didn't die because of you..." Father picked up the teacup and blew gently, taking a sip, letting the taste of the strong tea reverberate in his mouth, and finally flowed all the way from the throat into the stomach, moisturizing Viscera.

"However, you also started to rebel at that time. I know you are sad when your mother passed away, and I am also sad, more sad than you. Seeing what you were like at the time, I did have the idea of ​​not wanting to see you, I remember that It’s the hardest time I hit you. It hurts you and hurts my heart. I even have thoughts that have passed a hundred. But I can’t fall. I’m falling. I’m afraid I’ll have no face to see your mother. In order to have the face to meet your mother in the future, to give your mother an explanation, so I can't fall down..."

The father said slowly.

Following his father's words, Cao Jun seemed to have returned to the days when his mother died when he was still ignorant.

He still remembers the complicated look in his father's eyes, but he still couldn't understand it at the time.

As long as he doesn't commit a crime, his father will support him for a lifetime, even if he is messing around.

At this moment, he could understand that his father couldn't face it in the first place and would make him look back, desperate to say the strength and feelings contained in these words.

As a father, responsibility towards his son;

As a man, responsibility for the family;

As a husband, responsibility towards your wife.

Every responsibility is like a mountain, carried by his father's powerful shoulders, sheltering him in his shadow.

However, he is ignorant, but now he looks back and understands.

Cao Jun took a sip of the tea buffalo and let the tears flow into his stomach together with the tea.

There are a lot of tea leaves, and my father likes to drink strong tea with a lot of tea leaves.

It's bitter and astringent.

But if you use your tongue to savor it, the aftertaste is endless, just like life.

When Okazaki let Xiaoxi play alone, Xiaoxi fell heavily on the ground face down in front of a step.

The audience didn't just feel the pain for Xiaoxi, but after Okazaki helped Xiaoxi up, Xiaoxi seemed to cry in pain, but he resisted and never cried.

Okazaki's feelings for Xiaoxi are extremely complicated. He didn't want to travel with Xiaoxi alone, but after waiting for a day, both Sanae and Qiusheng who disappeared did not return.

The two of them gave this rare time to Okazaki and Xiaoxi.

Xiaoxi is not as clingy as other children. She doesn't talk much, and she feels like a boy, but in just a few scenes, Xiaoxi's sensible and strong appearance left a clear and deep impression on the audience. , People love her.

Okazaki and Xiaoxi sat in the shop, looking boredly at the figures walking by.

A father walked by with his child, the child smiled happily, acted like a baby with his father, and chatted happily.

However, Okazaki and Xiaoxi are obviously biological fathers and daughters, but they are like strangers, without any topic.

Okazaki glanced at Xiaoxi slantingly. Xiaoxi looked brightly at the warm atmosphere of his father and children outside, his eyes full of envy and longing.

Even talking to his father with a smile, acting like a baby, and talking about happy topics is something that Xiaoxi is enviable.

"Do you want to travel?"

Okazaki asked Xiaoxi suddenly.

"Want to go!" Xiao Xi said immediately with a look of yearning on his face.

"Then we two will go." Okazaki said.

"Yeah." Xiao Xi nodded and agreed.

"Would you like? Come with me..."

As a biological father~www.NovelMTL.com~, facing his daughter, Okazaki even asked her if she would like to travel with him...

"Will you?" How heartbreaking do these three words sound?

Xiaoxi smiled happily and embarked on a journey with his father Okazaki.

This is the first time that Okazaki and Xiaoxi have been alone like this in the past five years since Xiaoxi was born. Every scene, every sentence, every expression of Xiao Xi made people's heart sour and tremble.

The blue sky and white clouds, the sun was shining brightly, Xiaoxi followed his father's figure, walked slowly, and slowly turned into a bounce, bringing warmth to the world.

Although Zhu left, it was also gratifying to be able to see Xiaoxi now.

The cold that had been frozen in the ice for a whole week began to melt in Xiaoxi's brisk pace.

The pain that Zhu's death brought to people's hearts was finally relieved after seeing Xiaoxi's figure. (To be continued...)