Reborn Aristocrat: Oppressing

I am an illegitimate child.

My name is Zhai An.

My mother is warm, not warm at first, he is the descendant of the first emperor of the Northern Xia Kingdom.

When I was born, my mother hadn’t married my father, and when my mother married my father, I had reached the age of being basically sensible. I had a half-brother who hated me very much. He felt that I was possessed. His turf.

In fact, my mother and I disdain everything about the Zhai family.

My mother once told me that we are just staying in this place, and one day we will have more important places to go.

I met Gu Xin at a banquet.

My mother said to introduce two friends to me, and then I met Gu Xin and Manman.

The length is very beautiful, and Gu Xin is very clever.

Gu Xin took the initiative to take my hand and said that we are good friends.

I really want to be their best friend sincerely.

We grew up together.

When I was growing up, my mother sent me to a place called the training ground. My cousin and Ye Heng were also there. We were doing extremely **** things to survive, but I didn’t like that place. I just want to use my hands to take pictures of my favorite landscapes, and take pictures of my favorite Gu Xin.

I don’t know if I started from geometry, I fell in love with Gu Xin.

I like to watch her smile heartlessly, like to watch her in front of me, chattering and noisy, like her every move.

I thought that when she liked me too, it was when she took the initiative to kiss me during a tutoring session.

After returning that night, I was so excited that I almost didn't sleep all night.

And when I finally woke up after falling asleep, my underwear was completely wet.

I surreptitiously washed my underwear, shy and unspeakable happiness, I recorded everything in my diary.

When I gathered up the courage to confess to Gu Xin.

Gu Xin told me first, she said, "I am in love with Zhai Yi."

This is probably a bolt from the blue.

I saw her smile brightly, I saw her happy appearance, after all, she didn't say a word.

I chose to leave Beixia and go to university abroad.

I think after a few years of coming back, I will probably forget Gu Xin.

I came back a few years later because my mother told me that Gu Xin was getting married, and Zhai Yi.

I think I should still be calm.

I chose to come back peacefully to attend their wedding, and then decided to stay in Beixia Country. I lived up to my mother's expectations of me, but I want to be filial to my mother during my lifetime. It is not easy for her to live.

I accidentally passed by my father's study that night and heard what my father and Zhai Yi said. They said that within three years, I would get the Gu Family Group through Gu Xin.

I have always known that my father and my elder brother are typical businessmen.

Merchants always do nothing for profit.

And Zhai Yi would definitely choose to follow my father's will in order to obtain the Zhai family's inheritance rights.

I didn't even think about it, I went to Gu Xin.

I'm afraid she won't be able to accept this blow by then, and I have to admit that I really still love her.

For a few years, decades, it is probably indestructible, and her brilliant smile has shocked my heart.

Gu Xin rejected me.

Come to think of it, this is my first confession, she not only refused, but also disgusted.

I saw a big car coming, I deliberately pulled Gu Xin and then deliberately let her push me out, I was finally on the road of love, cheating.

The doctor said that my blood clot compressed my nerves and was blind.

I have the capital to negotiate terms with Gu Xin.

In order to make up for my debt to my mother, my father used 20% of Zhai's shares to let Zhai Yi let go.

Zhai Yi let go, and Gu Xin agreed to marry me.

Our wedding is very simple.

After we got married, we lived together.

Because my eyes are inconvenient, I faced two servants at home.

And Gu Xin ignored me, we live under one roof, but we are like strangers.

I really don't like eating at home because she doesn't want to face me, but every time I ask the servant to make her favorite Jiang Bao Duck, I just hope that one day she might stay for dinner.

Not long after we got married.

Gu Xin said she was pregnant.

I am pregnant, Zhai Yi's child.

If you don't care, it's all a lie.

But I didn't express my emotions, I tried to make myself look normal.

I'm actually very scared. If I show a little strangeness, she will say, since you can't accept it, let's get a divorce.

From the moment I got married, I tried very hard to maintain our marriage.

Even though she doesn't love me now, I always think, maybe she can find me good at that moment.

And I didn't expect it.

Less than two months after Gu Xin was pregnant, the child miscarried.

She was so scared that she cried that day.

She said that the blood was dripping from her thighs, and I couldn't see it. All I had to do was to pick her up and rush her to the hospital.

When she was sent to the hospital, the doctor said that the baby could not be kept, and performed an abortion operation on her.

She has been crying after the operation.

I kept crying very sad.

I just sat next to accompany her, even if she took the initiative to pull my clothes a little bit, I would hold her in my arms to comfort her, but no, she just cried and cried so heartbreakingly, and then Zhai Yi came. , She threw herself into Zhai Yi's arms, and sometimes I felt that I was actually a little redundant.

After Gu Xin gave birth, he was very depressed for a while.

After finishing her confinement, she started to go crazy outside more frequently, often coming back drunk.

Once when I got home drunk, I suddenly fell to the ground, motionless.

I picked her up from the ground.

She leaned on my body, soft and soft on my body.

After I put her down, I was going to leave.

She retched a few times, and I knew she was about to throw up.

I fumbled and went to the bathroom to get a basin, and she threw it out.

After vomiting it out, it seems to be much more comfortable.

She lay back on the bed abruptly.

I thought she would be quiet, but I heard her say, "Zhai An, I hate you very much."

I know.

"Why can't you make me feel better, why can't you let me and Zhai Yi be together! I am in pain now, I don't want to live with you, I don't want to!" She yelled like crazy, the moment seemed to be All his grievances broke out.

I was sitting on the edge of her bed, listening to her breakdown and grievances.

She vomited again and again.

I gave her water, but she threw it out.

She kept scolding me, kept calling me despicable and kept talking about me as a villain.

I actually want to tell her why I am, but I think, if I say it, she will think I am even lesser.

That night accompanied her scratching, biting and cursing, I don't know how long it took to be quiet.

After calming down, I was too sleepy and fell asleep on the bed.

When I was still asleep, I heard a scream in my ear.

I was pushed under the bed by her all at once.

There was glass shards she broke under the bed, which hurt her body.

"Gu Xin, I didn't touch you!"

"I know! But I can't bear to open my eyes and see you lying on my bed. This position belongs to Zhai Yi."

I was a little overstruck.

So there was no response for a long time.

I always wonder, no matter how hard I try, Gu Xin will never really look at me.

Later, the relationship between us became more rigid. I hardly spoke. I was afraid that when I spoke, it would only be exchanged for Gu Xin's disgust and crazy rejection.

When I really felt that Gu Xin and I should not continue to run this marriage, it was Gu Xin who took the doctor's report and asked me to go abroad for surgery.

Surgery has a risk factor, but it is lower than in China.

I am repulsive.

On the one hand, I don't want to let myself take risks. I am not alone, I still have my mother.

On the other hand, I know I should see it soon.

Because now, there is the perception of light.

Gu Xin thought that my refusal was because I wanted to hold her so despicably for a lifetime. Before I had time to explain, she had already been sentenced to death.

I will not explain.

I think I really value myself too much, thinking that I can have some influence on her life, thinking that I can change something.

I don't have that ability.

Instead of she hates me so much and wants to divorce me so much, instead of her being so painful with me, it's better to really let go.

I divorced her.

Because no economic assets are involved, the divorce goes smoothly.

After the divorce, she moved out and found a new place by herself.

I knew that Zhai Yi would not touch her during this time, because Zhai Yi didn't dare to use his 20% stake to make a bet.

So she should be a little uncomfortable.

That's why she gets drunk again and again.

After getting drunk, he suddenly appeared in my room.

I was surprised when I looked at her, and when she looked at me, I was also surprised.

But I know that when she woke up, she should regret having walked to this place.

I send her back.

Drive her away, try not to touch her, because she is tired of my touch.

I sent her to her new home. In fact, I wanted to say something, but in the end it seemed that I couldn't say it.

I only told her, I said I was going abroad.

She glanced at me, no emotion.

I think she should be very drunk.

I said that if she and Zhai An get married, I would be willing to come back to their wedding if they don't mind.

She still did not return to me.

She just staggered towards the community.

I looked at her back.

In fact, I really want to tell her that Zhai Yi will propose to her soon.

Because I have already told my father not to persecute Zhai Yi, let him and Gu Xin be happy.

My father has always felt that he owes me a lot. Since I have said so, since he originally wanted Zhai Yi to help him acquire the Gu family, he agreed.

I think Zhai Yi and Gu Xin got married soon after I left.

But no one called me to go back to the wedding.

Gu Xin really hates me.

I am abroad and renew my photography work.

I opened a studio, I began to participate in many photography exhibitions, and gradually became famous. Many media reported me that I was the most talented photographer in North Xia Country. Because of this, I was very busy and busy shooting a lot. The cover of the magazine is constantly working.

I have lived abroad for many years.

Everything in my life has followed the rules. My mother occasionally called me to go back, but I refused because I felt that I had not adjusted my emotions properly, and felt that I still need to enrich myself for a while abroad.

I take my assistant and often work day and night regardless of time. She also comes from the Northern Xia country. Because she is from Northern Xia country, I take more care of her and bring her by my side and teach her Many shooting skills.

In fact, shooting skills are only one aspect, and more importantly, my own perception.

A lot of art is a state of the heart and needs to be explored by oneself.

Once, my assistant and I were taking a set of cover photos. Because of the limited time of the model, the shooting was very urgent.

My phone rang, I didn't read it, so I directly gave it to the assistant, and I asked her to pick it up for me, saying that I am very busy now and call me later.

She quickly took my phone and put it on the workbench aside.

After I finished shooting, the staff picked up the phone while selecting the photos.

I don't know if the assistant is too busy or what, I forgot to hang up.

And when I saw that phone number.

I was actually a little surprised.

But after so long, the other party didn't actually hang up.

I picked it up and put it in my ear.

"Zhai An, I love you."

In his ear, Gu Xin was familiar with the voice.

With that, something so unfamiliar.

If it wasn't for calling my name, I thought she had made the wrong call.

She is already married to Zhai Yi.

Of course I know that tragedy happened to her. I heard my mother say that Gu Xin's father committed suicide by jumping off the building.

I was silent for a second, because I didn't know how to respond at that moment.

Then suddenly I heard the sound of the phone's clanging.

Then, there was no more sound.

Later, I received news that Gu Xin had committed suicide.

Time is here, after she finished saying "I love you" to me.

I returned to Wencheng after all, I went to Gu Xin's funeral.

I saw Zhai Yi sitting next to Gu Xin's coffin all the time, watching him visibly lose weight without saying a word.

Such tragedies are caused by him, and he will not feel sad.

The death of Gu Xin brought sorrow to many people.

Including Lu Manman, including me.

Lu Manman's eyes were swollen from crying. We left Gu Xin's funeral together, and I sent her away.

She said, "Zhai An, I'm sorry."

I want to smile a bit to ease our mutual pain, no matter how the corners of my mouth are raised, there is no smile.

"Back then, I shouldn't have encouraged Gu Xin to love Zhai Yi like this."

"It has nothing to do with you, Gu Xin likes Zhai Yi, we all know."

"She texted me before she died. She asked me to say sorry to you."

My driving hands are tight and tight.

I didn't tell Lu Manman that when Gu Xin died, she said that she loved me.

I don't want to bring sadness to anyone, because I know that such sadness may last a lifetime.

I sent Lu Manman back.

I stayed in Wencheng.

I occasionally go to the cemetery to see Gu Xin and see her heartless smile in the black and white photos.

Sometimes I also meet Zhai Yi.

Met Zhai Yi sitting in front of Gu Xin's tomb, sitting for a day, with cigarette butts all over the floor.

He really loves Gu Xin, but in the face of interest, he chose interest.

For many years after Gu Xin's death, we were all immersed in the sadness of losing her and then we lived our own lives.

My mother might really not be able to watch me live like this, let me go on a blind date and let me get married. She said she didn’t want to see me living like a zombie. She said that if I want to get revenge on Zhai Yi, she can help me. By directly taking everything that Zhai Yi currently has in his hand, Zhai Yi could have nothing.

I don't retaliate against Zhai Yi like that.

I will let him guard this pile of family business, guard the interests he considers important, and carry the guilt of Gu Xin for a lifetime.

I will let him feel for himself how to let his favorite woman die while enjoying the highest point of his life.

I won't tell him the last sentence Gu Xin said she loves me.

I let him live in guilt all the time...

And I decided to let go.

My mother asked me to go on a blind date and let me get married.

I agreed.

I am married, and my wife is a very ordinary woman with no particular advantages, but she likes me very much.

We have a child.

It's a boy, who looks a lot like me.

I took him to see Gu Xin on the Gu Xin Memorial Day.

He was still young, but when he first saw the photo, he pointed and said, "Dad, do I know this aunt?"

"How do you know each other?"

"Because there are pictures of this aunt in your phone and in your computer, I have seen it. Mom has seen it too. Mom said, Dad, you love her!"

"Really?" I smiled, smiling, looking at Gu Xin's familiar appearance.

"Dad, is this auntie important to you?"

"I guess so."

"Dad, is it more important than me and mom?"

At that moment, I suddenly felt a little dumb.

He was not that sensitive. I didn't answer. He just tilted his head and said, "Dad, you like this aunt so much, why don't you take it home and live with us."

"Because she passed away, passed away, so she can't live with us."

"Is Dad sad?"

"Well, it's sad," I said, touching my son's little head.

"Don't be sad, dad. You and my mom and I will love you very much."

I smiled and nodded.

I took my son and left Gu Xin's grave.

When I left, I saw Zhai Yi.

Seeing that he was also holding a child out of the high-class car.

He has taken over everything about the Zhai family, and he has realized all the benefits he wanted to realize.

And my mother and I left the Zhai family a long time ago. At that time, my cousin had already taken the Mo family's state.

We haven't seen each other for several years.

At that moment, Zhai Yi took the initiative to say, "Are you free, let's talk."

I nodded.

Then let my son and Zhai Yi's daughter play together.

"Zhai An, do you hate me?" Zhai Yi suddenly said.

I smiled.

Do not hate.

After so many years, what is there to hate.

I have always regarded the world very lightly.

After all, too many things that I have and lost will not belong to me.

"Gu Xin should love you." Zhai Yi said.

I pursed my lips.

"In the years we were married, you may not know that she wouldn't let me touch her." Zhai Yi took a deep breath, "I never touched her once!"

I admit, I was a little surprised at that moment.

"When her father died, she didn't quarrel with me. She just silently accepted and accepted the blow. Later, she knew the truth and committed suicide after knowing the truth. She never complained about me from beginning to end. There was no quarrel at the end. I think, I have been thinking about it all these years, she will be so peaceful, just because I can't stand up to any waves to her, I am not a person to her!" Zhai Yi Look at me, look at me and say, "But I once saw her holding your divorce certificate and cried."

The emotions I forbeared, at this moment, were still somewhat out of control after all.

I looked up at the somewhat gloomy sky.

I thought that if I missed some feelings, I would miss it.

"I adopted this child." Zhai Yi suddenly changed the subject and looked at the two children who were playing. "It looks very similar to Gu Xin."

I turned to look at the child.

The eyebrows look a little bit like.

Especially when he laughed, he looked brilliant.

"Take care, Zhai Yi." I greeted my son and left.

I saw Zhai Yi leading his daughter towards Gu Xin's grave.

About to stay, another day.

later.

I can't even remember how long Gu Xin passed away.

Anyway, I received a message later.

Zhai Yi fell ill with lung cancer and died.

When he died, he had almost created a business empire, had reached the peak of his life, and finally realized his desire for so many years! However, it was not too late to enjoy, so I left.

I don't know if he will be regretful when he leaves, or he will be very relieved.

I just brought back the adopted daughter of Zhai Yi.

I grew up with her day by day, I watched her smile more and more day by day, I heard her call me, "Dad, Dad..."

It's like a dream.

Gu Xin's child and I are exactly the same!

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By the way, the name of Volume Four is called: Choose a city and die!