Return of the Antagonistic Lady Boss

  Chapter 210 Past and Present

   "Don't you particularly like social people? I especially admire the big brother of society. How about I find a disco for you to watch the scene?" Xiaoqian said to Chen Zilong.

  Chen Zilong immediately begged for mercy. "I've taken it, sister, can't I study hard?"

  Xiaoqian snorted. After all, Chen Wanwan had caused countless troubles in her previous life. She married a scumbag and couldn't get a divorce. After being cleaned up by her once in her life, she was honest and did not cause trouble.

   instructed him to move the luggage upstairs.

   "Where did mom go?"

   "There was a meeting in the village, she passed by, sister, recently many people, carrying tools to measure around our house and the surrounding area, what's going on?"

  Is someone measuring with a tool?

  Xiaoqian sorted out her thoughts a little, and her eyes widened instantly!

"Sister, what the **** are you talking about? I heard that it might be the relocation, but we've been shouting for so long, and we have measured it several times, but there is no movement. This time it was thunder and rain. --sister?"

  Chen Zilong looked at Xiaoqian who had just been calm, and suddenly became excited. She strode to the desk calendar, flipped and flipped, and then closed her eyes, seeming to remember something.

   "Sister?" Chen Zilong looked at Xiao Qian in confusion.

  Xiaoqian closed her eyes and opened them suddenly. She pushed Chen Zilong away and strode out.

   "Sister, where are you going?"

  "Go out to work, maybe come back later."

  Chen Zilong stalled his hands, "Is this going to find Lango? I just came back and can’t wait..."

  Xiaoqian really didn't go to Yu Minglang.

  She saw the desk calendar and suddenly thought of something very important to her.

  In her previous life, she returned home with bruises due to domestic violence from a scumbag, and wanted to seek help from her natal family for a divorce.

  At that time, there were also meetings in the village, but it was not Jia Xiufang that represented the family but Chen Lin. Xiaoqian waited for him for a long time at home. Chen Lin came back with joy and heard that she was about to divorce, so she was sent away without saying anything.

  Xiaoqian didn’t know why her father rushed her out so urgently at the beginning. When she was leaving, she heard the neighbors gather together to discuss with joy, and she knew that this piece was really going to be demolished.

  House, money, home can get a lot.

The notice from Chen Linzang University was to save money for his son. After Xiaoqian got married, he found that the **** was **** and wanted to divorce. Chen Lin refused to leave because he wanted to take money from the **** to clean up the mess for his son, but the house was demolished. Money, Chen Lin still refused to let Xiaoqian divorce, just because she was afraid of giving her a share of the family property.

  If Xiaoqian is exhausted by her indifferent and violent marriage with a scumbag, Chen Lin's attitude is the last straw that crushes the camel. Xiaoqian, who can't see a way out, chooses to end her life on this day.

  Walking on the road she had walked back then, walking towards the place where she jumped into the river.

  Xiaoqian's expression is getting colder and colder.

  Those things in the previous life are a great shame to her.

  She couldn't imagine how she was so useless in the first place, why couldn't she be like now, she really wanted to die and had to hold a gas tank and blow up with the scumbag and the scumbag.

  That was her most innocent years. Before this day in her previous life, she had never thought of hurting anyone, but no one had let her go.

The river is frozen. There is only a hole in the most central position. I don’t know if it was caused by the angler or the laundry. This is not far from the village in the city. If anyone has a seriously ill elderly person, follow the custom. Will take clothes to the river to wash.

  Revisiting the old place, Xiaoqian stood by the river and looked at the hole, with a cold smile at the corner of her mouth, her eyes full of coldness.

When she is treating others, she often uses phrases like hugging the injured child in her heart, but she does not want to hug her injured child. Even if she is standing here, she thinks that cowardly people should not live well. .

  If she hadn't had this jump in her previous life, hadn't met the person who saved her, had changed her mind, and changed her destiny, she might have died in this cold lake long ago.

  Even if she knew that she was extreme, she didn't want to change. The kind child in her heart might have been frozen to death in this lake long ago.

  Who was born as a foresight and unscrupulous person?

  But the environment is such a persecutor, forcing her to transform into what she is now, should she thank Chen Lin and the scumbag?

  These people, Xiaoqian feels sick when she thinks about it now. The purpose of her coming here today is not to disgust herself, she is waiting.

  Wait for the person who saved him in the previous life.

  She wants to know who saved her and who changed her destiny.

After the person in the previous life saved her, her eyes were blurred and her consciousness drifted away. He drove herself to the hospital and talked a conversation with herself. It was his words that helped Xiaoqian want to open a lot and laid a foundation for Xiaoqian. Qian's current character foundation.

  Actually, Xiaoqian can't remember what that person is like and what the person said, so she can only remember the general meaning.

She once analyzed her professionally, her memory is so good, how can she only forget her benefactor, and finally came to the conclusion that her part should be an escape response after trauma, and she regarded her most painful and fragile part as her life. Shame, instinctively not to think about it, even shielding the benefactor's appearance.

After trauma, there may be two reactions. One kind of people will remember that paragraph in their hearts, and even continue to "flash back" in normal life, that is, constantly inserting those terrible memories, leading to delusions, hallucinations, consciousness separation disorders On the contrary, Xiaoqian blocked that paragraph. She always wanted to remember it hard to help herself face the difficulties of the past.

But so far, she has not found a therapist who can treat herself. She has some similarities with Yu Lao Er. They belong to the kind of people who are particularly difficult to hypnotize. They have too strong willpower and possess the most powerful anti-healing ability. Ask Xiaoqian to find a therapist. As soon as the other party speaks, she knows what the other party wants to say.

  No one is more professional than her. This is also the sadness of the therapist's illness.

  Thinking that in a few minutes, she would be able to see the benefactor, facing the fragility of the world, Xiao Qian was a little excited.

  Maybe after removing this paragraph, her hand-washing obsessive-compulsive disorder can be relieved.

  There is still a period of time before jumping into the river in her previous life, Xiao Qian stood by the river and waited.

  Some people are setting up stalls by the river. This side happens to be the entrance of the park. Many children come to play during the holidays.

  A girl who looked like a student came over, like Xiaoqian selling a card with a strap.

  "Sister, I’m a work-study student. Buy a wishing card and tie it to a tree. It will give you good luck for a year."

  Xiaoqian looked behind her, and there was a pine tree tied with a few cards scattered in the wind.

  It seems to be the same in her previous life. At that time, she bought one frustratedly and tried to write, but she was at a loss and tied a blank up. It was also because of this thing that she deepened her willingness to seek death.

  Because she doesn’t know what hope she has for living.

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