Return To 1990

Lu Feng parked the car on the side of the road and walked towards the alley. Dogs barked in the distance from time to time. The lights in the surrounding houses were turned off, only the direction of his own house was brightly lit.

When I got home, I saw Aunt Liu still sitting there, as if I didn't feel Lu Feng coming back.

"Go to sleep when you're sleepy." Lu Feng looked at her and said, "I didn't say everything, I don't need to leave meals when I come back late, and you should rest early."

Aunt Liu was startled, raised her head and looked at Lu Feng in a panic, and asked, "Mr. Lu, when did you come back?"

"I just entered the door, are you sitting here and falling asleep?" Lu Feng said, crying and laughing: "Go back to the room to rest."

"Oh oh oh!" She stood up, looking rather unnatural, and looked back at Lu Feng frequently, as if she had something to say.

Lu Feng also felt her strangeness and couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong with you? Do you have something to tell me? Aunt Liu, I feel bad at home and feel aggrieved. Although I say that you are a nanny, but In the eyes of Xiaoyan and I, you are an elder, so don't be too detached."

"No, it's fine." Aunt Liu took a deep breath and said, "That... President Jiang is not here, he went out."

"Ah? Went out?" Lu Feng couldn't react, and asked, "Why did you go out at night?"

"I'm not too sure. I'm going with President Zhang. Don't worry and rest early." Aunt Liu didn't dare to wait any longer. For fear that Lu Feng would see something, he just said that he was tired and went back to the house to rest. .

Lu Feng went to Duoduo's room, saw that she was still sleeping, then went to the bedroom, the quilt was in a mess, and he sat on the bed with question marks all over his head.

"What's wrong with Zhang Fengxia? What's the purpose of pulling a pregnant woman out at night?"

Lu Feng wanted to get in touch, but Zhang Fengxia didn't have a pager or a big brother, so she couldn't get in touch at all, and since they were both adults, nothing major could happen.

The phone at home rang, and Lu Feng picked it up and said, "Who is it?"

"It's me, Fengxia, you just came home?" Zhang Fengxia asked.

"Just entering the house, where did you kidnap my daughter-in-law? In the middle of the night." Lu Feng wondered, "She is pregnant."

"I know, I was chatting today, and suddenly I talked about staying in a hotel. I drove her out to eat something, walked around the night market, and now I'm staying in a hotel." Zhang Fengxia said very relaxedly.

"Stay in a hotel?" Lu Feng said speechlessly, "What is this all about?"

"Oh, you don't understand. Two women are going crazy together. By the way, I'll ask you for a leave. I won't go to work tomorrow. I'm having fun tonight. I have to have a good time for a few days." Zhang Fengxia was very determined. Speaking, his tone was full of non-negotiation.

"Ask for leave?"

Lu Feng felt that she was abnormal.

In the past two years, she has been conscientious and conscientious, and it is impossible for her to ask for leave because she is happy to go out and play.

But Lu Feng couldn't say anything, he could only say: "Okay, don't take her to drink, come back tomorrow."

"Don't worry about it, we call it the sisters' late-night outing plan, when a woman who doesn't go home, remember to send Duoduo to school, don't worry, I definitely don't drink, I'm still measured, just like that, the phone hangs up, By the way, don't call, this is a phone booth on the roadside." After Zhang Fengxia finished speaking, she stopped giving Lu Feng a chance to speak, and hung up the phone.

On the side of the nurse's desk, Zhang Fengxia paid the phone bill, still holding Jiang Xiaoyan's hand, turned her head to look at her and said, "I called him, and now he doesn't know anything, don't worry."

Jiang Xiaoyan's whole body seemed to have lost her soul. She walked into the ward in a daze, half lying on the bed, and said to herself, "I have nothing, really nothing."

"Isn't it just a child? Are you looking for life?" Zhang Fengxia sighed and said, "You haven't lost anything, you are still you."

Jiang Xiaoyan looked at her and said, "I can't live anymore, how can I live?"

"Why can't you live? It's not your fault, and it's not your fault. Why are you torturing yourself like this?" Zhang Fengxia grabbed her hand and said, "No one said you must give birth to a child, don't be like this by yourself. It's just a bad node in life."

Jiang Xiaoyan couldn't hear anything at the moment, she didn't dare to go where to face Lu Feng's parents, and she didn't dare to think about everything she would face when she returned to her hometown.

That's hell!

"I told him, we came out to play, you take care of yourself, and it's a new day when you go back, I still know him very well, he will only feel sorry for you." Zhang Fengxia grabbed Jiang Xiaoyan's hand tightly and asked Said: "Don't be stupid, you know?"

Jiang Xiaoyan never spoke. She couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart. She used to be as confident as Mount Everest, and she was destroyed in an instant.

Zhang Fengxia talked a lot in her ear, telling her that this was a new era, that she could not live in the old-fashioned thinking of the past, that women could not have children, and that marriage should be about love, not having children.

"Just say something, what's on your mind, tell me, spit out what's in your stomach, okay?" Zhang Fengxia's voice even contained a little pleading.

Tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, Jiang Xiaoyan licked her dry lips, and finally spoke.

"Actually, I should be very happy. From the moment he didn't beat me, I should be very happy. At that time, my biggest luxury was that he was like a person. What did you say to me about the United States and the DINK? Those are all from me. too far."

"I live in that village. I wish I had always lived in that town and never met him. You don't need to tell me those big things. I understand it all. But I don't have a child, so what's worthy of him?"

Jiang Xiaoyan was already crying when she spoke, looked at Zhang Fengxia and said, "Am I worthy of him? What do I do every day? Wash clothes, cook, clean? Those things can be done by Aunt Liu. When he has money, I am afraid. I was really scared, I felt like he was standing in front of me like a giant."

"I asked him not to grow bigger than once. Am I being selfish? For a while, we didn't even say anything. He was busy with the company, and I didn't understand. In front of him, I was like a fool, so I Opened a cosmetic factory."

"It feels like we're getting farther and farther, he...he's good, he's really good, so good that the person I used to fear can bully him, pinch him, make trouble with him, and make trouble unreasonably... …”

"I admit that I have low self-esteem and feel like a waste, but I can't be a waste of peace of mind. Every day I am in a panic, afraid of losing, but I can't find the direction of my life. My only sustenance is to have a child."

"I can tell myself that I am the mother of the child, he is the father of the child, this is our relationship, and I can say in front of his parents, don't care how rich your son is, I gave birth to your grandson."

"Now that the child is gone, I've become a hen who can't lay eggs. What can I do but die? Waiting for someone to humiliate me? Talk about me behind my back? Or let him continue to give alms, I'm like a beggar, waiting He went home and said something to me, begging him to love me more?"

As she spoke, Jiang Xiaoyan sobbed and cried. No one knew how she had spent the past few years. She was just a little woman. Everything today.

Zhang Fengxia always thought that Jiang Xiaoyan was the happiest woman in the world, but she didn't expect so much bitterness, she sighed and said, "Then you can't seek death, isn't that stupid? If you die, who will be cheaper? Woolen cloth."

Jiang Xiaoyan didn't speak anymore. She didn't dare to think about how to face Lu Feng, let alone how to face Lu Feng's parents. Even if her mother-in-law didn't say anything, her heart was already extremely fragile. A look could be a sharp sword to her.

The windows were blocked and the door locks were locked. Zhang Fengxia squeezed a bed with her, comforted her in a murmur, and repeatedly told her not to be confused, and the two fell asleep in a daze.

The next day, it was an ordinary day. The sun still rose in the east and set in the west. It didn't care what happened to these creatures on earth. It exuded heat, but it was as cold as ice.

Huang Youwei stabbed the matter, and that night an investigation team was set up in the province. Early this morning, a meeting was held.

There were seven or eight people sitting in the conference room. The leader was estimated to be in his sixties. He was wearing a pair of reading glasses and looked at the documents in front of him.

"The evidence is very sufficient. The design team is so extensive that it may cause a major earthquake among the local cadres." He put down the materials in his hand and asked Huang Youwei, "Where did these things come from?"

"Someone was left at the door of my office." Huang Youwei replied.

"There is such a complete evidence, it should be an internal struggle, one's own people report their own people, Secretary Huang, now there are two options, one is that we regulate all the people involved here, but doing so will make people panic, Moreover, a large number of positions will be vacant. The meaning of the province is also, there should be no major shocks. The second is to shun some key players, such as Di Mingde and Ma Juntao, who are involved in bribery and other crimes. Hao Zhihai , Hao Zhipeng, and Brother Ba will be arrested first, and the rest of the city will move forward."

"Okay, I agree!" Huang Youwei nodded and agreed, "Then will all these people be handed over to the province?"

"It must be in the province. Such a big case should become a typical example of this year. We held a meeting last night. The meaning of the province is to play a warning role and take people away at the meeting for others to see."

Huang Youwei nodded slightly and said: "Very good, very educational, the recent atmosphere is really not good, leave it to the province, I don't have to be busy, this matter is also my dereliction of duty, and I will write a review book at that time. ."

"Looking at the entire time span of the crime, it has nothing to do with you, but the local anti-corruption must be responsible. Let's not talk about this, you order someone to hold a meeting, we will arrest them and do a surprise interrogation!"

Huang Youwei stood up, went back to the office, picked up the phone and called Secretary Cui.

"Come to my office!"