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"Why are you crying again?" Zhang Fengxia wiped away her tears and said, "Didn't I mean to help you, look at you, just now I said how many ups and downs I have experienced, and I know more about the big truth than I do, why are you still talking to me? Like a child?"

"Isn't this happy." Jiang Xiaoyan breathed a sigh of relief, looked at her and smiled, and said, "I'm fine, just lie in bed and rest, you're exhausted these two days."

"You're all right, don't lie to me!" Zhang Fengxia looked at her suspiciously.

"It's all right, you promised me, there is a solution to this matter, I'm still looking for life?" Jiang Xiaoyan smiled, reached out and patted her shoulder and said, "Go to rest early."

Seeing that she was in good condition, Zhang Fengxia felt relieved. She took a simple shower and lay down on the bed next to her. She originally thought of squinting quietly to see how she was doing, but the day and night had left her exhausted. After a while, I fell asleep.

Jiang Xiaoyan lay there and didn't sleep. She stared at Zhang Fengxia quietly, with a sad smile on her face, and she thought to herself, in fact, she has always felt that until today, she is no longer worthy of Lu Feng, and the two went out. There is not much communication about the matter of money, rice, oil and salt.

She has been convincing herself in her heart that as long as she has a child, he is her own man. Even if one day in the future, when she is old and yellow, and he dares to abandon herself, the child will have to ask him why.

What can a woman without strength rely on?

There are only children.

But all this vanished, and the pressure from family, society, and self-imposed destroyed her in an instant. Jiang Xiaoyan just wanted to find a better stepmother for Duo to replace her own stepmother.

It was already midnight, she buried her head in the bed and sobbed, and said to herself, "I really can't bear it, you are so good, I like you so much..."

When Lu Feng returned home, he sat in the living room and turned on the TV. The TV had long since disappeared, and there was a flicker of snowflakes. He had a cigarette in his mouth, and the smoke had burned to the butt of the cigarette.

"oops!"

Burning to the finger, Lu Feng threw the cigarette butt on the ground. He had already smoked half a pack of cigarettes, and his throat was almost smoking.

But one more hit.

This night was so quiet that Lu Feng could even hear the barking of dogs in the distance, so loud in the quiet night sky.

His thoughts were pulled back to the dilapidated rental house, and Lu Feng felt that he was standing next to the level again, holding two wires in his hands.

The choice of fate!

Lu Feng remembered a lot. Jiang Xiaoyan was scolded by Li Dafang for crying. She attended the factory dinner and was looked down upon by others. When she slept at night, she patted the two wooden beds with her hands a lot, coaxed her to sleep, and glanced at herself secretly. , all blushing.

And he was obsessed with getting a canning workshop.

It was really hot in the summer in that small house, and I couldn't even afford a fan, so I fanned it with a fan, but every day I went back home, I was happy to buy some vegetables and some meat. But cooking is very exciting.

Every day I went back and told her how much money she had earned, Jiang Xiaoyan looked at her as if she was worshipping a great hero. I don't know when those days started to disappear.

Lu Feng started to get busy, gathering less and leaving more, spending more time on the phone, the two seemed to be locked on two isolated islands, and only briefly communicated by phone.

The messy memories flooded into his mind, and the past and present life gradually mixed together. Lu Feng took a sharp puff of cigarette and coughed a little.

The time has already pointed to after three o'clock in the middle of the night. After smoking a pack of cigarettes, Lu Feng felt his throat was burning. He drank a glass of water and went upstairs to rest in silence.

Zhou Ya sent Duoduo to the school, the doctor came to check it in the morning, and explained that Jiang Xiaoyan could go home to recuperate in the afternoon, but she still had to pay more attention.

After two o'clock in the afternoon, Lu Feng had woken up and called the factory to let several other vice presidents take care of the daily work, and let Yang Yan quickly advance the logistics process. For the past two days, he will not go there.

It also felt that there was not much in the factory. Mr. Zhang is not coming, and Mr. Lu is not coming?

It's just that everyone was muttering in their hearts and didn't say it. In addition, Jiafeng Electronics has been in too much limelight recently, and everything can be done without hindrance, so there is no problem with daily work.

After three o'clock in the afternoon, the phone rang. Lu Feng reached out and grabbed the phone and said, "Who is it?"

"Me!" Zhang Fengxia tried her best to keep her voice lighthearted, and said, "We've had enough fun, we'll be home in a while, you go home for dinner at night."

"I didn't go to the factory today." Lu Feng said hoarsely.

"What's wrong with your throat?" Jiang Xiaoyan couldn't help but ask: "Why did this suddenly happen?"

"Maybe I ate something wrong, and I didn't go because I felt a little uncomfortable. When are you coming back? I'll cook for you if you want to eat."

"You're already like this, what are you doing to cook? I'll go back and cook it for you." Jiang Xiaoyan asked concerned: "Have you taken the medicine? You really can't go to the hospital to take a look. You are so busy all day long, so you can delay things. Can not be done!"

"It's alright!" Lu Feng couldn't help but said, "I'm just a big deal. Are you... having a good time?"

"It's good, it opened my eyes, let's not talk about this, go back and talk about it." Jiang Xiaoyan hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

Zhang Fengxia looked at her and shook her head helplessly. She was like this, and she was still thinking about Lu Feng's health. This life is a life to worry about!

After changing clothes, Jiang Xiaoyan looked in the mirror several times before going downstairs and getting into the car.

Lu Feng's family agreed with Aunt Liu, and pretended that nothing happened and that they didn't know anything. Sometimes it is kind of pretending to be deceived.

In less than an hour, the car stopped in front of the house. Zhang Fengxia bought a lot of fruit, large and small bags. She carried her things into the house and said, "We have been tired these two days, how is it? Is it right? I'm worried that my daughter-in-law will be abducted by me..."

As she spoke, she raised her head and glanced at Lu Feng, and she stayed on the spot.

"You...why do you look so ugly?"

"Is there?"

Jiang Xiaoyan walked in and lowered her head. She didn't dare to look at Lu Feng's face. When she heard Zhang Fengxia's words, she raised her head and glanced, and was also frightened. At this time, Lu Feng's face was pale, his eyes were dull, and his beard was unshaven.

It was as if he had returned to a few years ago, that Lu Feng who was drinking and playing cards all day without fighting spirit.

"Are you feeling so uncomfortable? Go to the hospital to see!" Jiang Xiaoyan was anxious.

"It's okay, I just didn't rest well."

Aunt Liu lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Jiang Xiaoyan. She walked over to pick up the fruit. The family seemed to have something on their minds, and the whole room was silent for several seconds.

"Where did you go to play?" Lu Feng is a master liar, but at the moment he is very unnatural. He sat down and asked, "It's good, go out more."

"Pregnant women need to do more activities. I have to go to work tomorrow, you won't go, I won't go, the company must not mess up." Zhang Fengxia sat down and said: "She has been tired these two days, you can see the whole person You look weak, sister Xiaoyan, sit down."

Jiang Xiaoyan sat down, glanced at Lu Feng quietly, and looked back again.

"Then go to work tomorrow. I'm just taking a break. Talk to Yang Yan about Jinbee Logistics. This person's mentality is a little unstable." Lu Feng brought the topic to work.

After chatting a lot with Zhang Fengxia, Jiang Xiaoyan picked up Duoduo, and seeing her mother again, Duoduo seemed a lot happy and very active.

There seems to be a little more warmth in the house.

After the daily meal, Lu Feng went for a walk in the alley, and sent Zhang Fengxia away by the way. He didn't go home until seven or eight in the evening. Both of them felt that the other was abnormal.

"Go to bed earlier, I'm tired these two days." Lu Feng said to her.

"Have you taken medicine?"

"Drink and drink!"

In the bedroom, the two of them were lying on the bed, trying to sleep, but their hearts were brighter than the moon tonight, Lu Feng quietly leaned against her.

"hot!"

"Turn on the air conditioner."

"Don't, it's too expensive."

"Then turn on the fan?"

"Don't, just lie down like this."

Lu Feng didn't listen to her, stood up, plugged in the fan, pressed the button that shook his head, the room cooled down a bit, then lay down next to her, reaching out and wrapping her in his arms.

"Hot, oops, you're sticky..."

Lu Feng put his arms around her waist, his nose could smell the shampoo on her hair, and he whispered, "I actually like you very much, I love you! No matter what you become, I'm used to this family. With you, no matter when you come back, there is you!"

Jiang Xiaoyan turned her back to Lu Feng, tears had already wet the pillow, she tried her best to restrain herself, took a deep breath, and said for a while, "Stop talking about these useless words to coax me, I'm not a three-year-old child, if you really treat me Well, then...then come in a few days."

"Forehead?"

Lu Feng looked at her, she just finished surgery, can you come all at once?

"Don't come and pull it down!"

"Rest early, I just want you to know that I don't really care about some things that ordinary people think are very important." Lu Feng tried to comfort him on the contrary.

Jiang Xiaoyan wiped away her tears, turned over and said, "Don't talk nonsense, can you come?"

"You can come, but you don't allow it now, right?"

"I allow it, in a few days, you need to take care of your body first!"

"Okay!" Lu Feng agreed, stretched out his hand and hugged her to his side, and said, "It's hot today, doesn't it look like the summer when I rented a house."

"It's much cooler than that time, at least there are electric fans." Jiang Xiaoyan muttered to herself.

"Yeah, you're even more beautiful than then."

"It's three or four years old, and she's still beautiful. Stop talking. You didn't talk so much back then. You were thinking about canned food and the water pipe of the widow's house upstairs." Jiang Xiaoyan rolled her eyes at him. He rested his head on his arm and said, "Go to sleep."

Lu Feng was amused by her, and kissed her on the mouth like a dragonfly.

Jiang Xiaoyan was no longer shy this time, but took the initiative to post it, kissed her, and cried!