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The night was deadly silent.

The dark night makes people feel a bit frightened, the gentle moonlight can no longer touch its earth, and the distant place is like how much love is impossible in the world.

Zhang Fengxia left, the bottle of five flavors in her heart was completely overturned, shame, shame, shame, and humiliation flooded into her heart in an instant, she felt so wronged.

Driving the car with one hand and wiping tears with the other, she wanted to help Jiang Xiaoyan, really wanted to pull this hard-working woman, let the shackles in her heart loosen a little, and don't hold her breath.

She sympathized, grew up in a rural environment, experienced domestic violence, followed Lu Feng's rise, but couldn't conceive a child. In fact, Zhang Fengxia wanted to tell Jiang Xiaoyan a long time ago.

Don't live like a vine.

She always needs to rely on others to move forward, and always depends on Lu Feng. Once he leaves, he doesn't know how to live, but she didn't say it.

She is Lu Feng's accessory, everything is based on Lu Feng, she needs to guard his home for him, she needs to have a child, she needs to be a boy, to inherit the family business, that seems to be her mission, like entanglement The vines on a big tree, hugged tightly.

Now she can't think about Jiang Xiaoyan anymore, she doesn't even know what to do tomorrow, she parked the car on the side of the road, feeling the pain from her body, she lay on the steering wheel and cried bitterly.

Zhang Fengxia is not a vine. She can admire a person, but she will never be a subordinate of a person. She can like it, but she will never be humble. Now she feels that she is extremely humble. If Zhang Fengxia saw herself at this time in a few years, she would definitely He will not hesitate to come up and slap himself.

There are still people in this world who can't let go?

Bullshit!

Regardless of whether it is a man or a woman, in Zhang Fengxia's heart, people should live independently and independently, instead of constantly accommodating and compromising for someone.

"All these years, enough, really enough!" Zhang Fengxia raised her head and wiped away her tears and said to herself.

Jiang Xiaoyan returned to the room in despair, sat beside the bed without saying a word, while Lu Feng lay on the bed and said, "Untie my hands and feet."

After undoing her hands and feet, Jiang Xiaoyan lowered her head and said, "My idea, the child... I can't get pregnant if the child is gone, as a woman, I'm useless, I'm sorry you old Lu family, I'm thinking of you It's very suitable for Fengxia, I just want to lie to her, let her get pregnant first, and then I will die, I didn't expect it to be like this, hit me!"

Listening to what she said while sobbing, Lu Feng's chest was so congested that he couldn't imagine how much Jiang Xiaoyan felt remorse in her heart to come up with such absurd things.

"You beat me up!"

Lu Feng reached out and grabbed her wrist, Jiang Xiaoyan lowered her head, ready to meet everything.

"Why are you torturing yourself like this?" Lu Feng grabbed her wrist and asked, "It's not my fault,

I never told you that you must give birth to a child, the problem is in your heart, you can't stand the criticism of others and the eyes of the life around you. "

"I'm incompetent! Don't tell me that you didn't ask me to give birth. You are pity me, just like you pity a patient." Jiang Xiaoyan raised her head and stared at Lu Feng and said, "You beat me and kicked me out of the house. Bar."

"Why? I didn't... I really didn't." Lu Feng wanted to explain, but suddenly found that all his words were so pale, in her world, everything was what she thought, she felt.

"You hit me!!"

"Are you a man!!"

Jiang Xiaoyan suddenly raised her voice and shouted at Lu Feng, "You bitch can't give birth to children, you're an old hen who can't lay eggs, you are so... so gentle, this is you, in the village early Just slap in the face, kick out the door and don't want it, you're hitting!!"

Lu Feng looked at her hysterical and asked, "You want to find an excuse to leave, don't you?"

Jiang Xiaoyan, like a deflated ball, stood there for a while, then turned around and left the room. She locked herself in another room and never came out again.

Lu Feng got dressed and knocked on the door several times, but she didn't answer.

It was late at night, the lights were bright at home, Lu Feng was sitting alone in the living room smoking a cigarette, and there was a faint sound of thunder outside. Tonight is destined to be a sleepless night.

Jiang Xiaoyan originally wanted to give Lu Feng a good future. She knew that Zhang Fengxia liked him, and the two were very compatible in life and ability.

And what about yourself?

It's nothing, even if Lu Feng is talking about whether he has children or not, it doesn't matter. She has seen some couples without children in the village, and they just walked away.

She thought she had arranged everything, but she didn't expect this ending.

Being locked in the house alone is hell for Jiang Xiaoyan. She wanted to find someone to talk to, and even cry, but the only one who could talk to her was Zhang Fengxia, but at this time she lost the only one. friend.

Picking up the phone in the room, Jiang Xiaoyan still called home.

"Who is it? Most of the night!" Song Xuemei asked on the other end of the phone.

"Mom, it's me!" Jiang Xiaoyan choked up.

"What's wrong?"

Jiang Xiaoyan explained the matter again. Song Xuemei was different from Jiang Xiaoyan. She had always had an idea. When she heard this situation, she immediately said, "Let's get a divorce!"

"I.... I can't bear... woo woo woo." Jiang Xiaoyan burst into tears.

"What are you reluctant to give up? You live such a big life. The biggest failure is the bullshit relationship. How much is that thing worth? Let me tell you, he can't be relieved for a while now, and he will be like that when he treats you. I Tell you, you can't get a penny, so hurry up and ask for money, you know?" Song Xuemei scolded.

"I don't want money, Mom, I'm so tired!"

"Don't cry, how can you live without money? I'm doing it all for your own good, as if you get the money and I'll grab it from you, you just listen to me, like this, you come back first, let's The whole family adds up!" Song Xuemei ordered.

"What's the matter?" Jiang Ergou could be heard asking on the phone.

"Xiaoyan has a miscarriage. If you talk about this, you can't even save a child. It's okay, just buy and sell with a hammer and get more money, I'm afraid that the Lu family will be in trouble." Song Xuemei turned around and said.

"Noisy? He gave him a discount on his legs and asked Xiaoyan to come back. This child has always suffered." Jiang Ergou ordered.

Jiang Xiaoyan listened to the muttering on the phone, but her mood did not improve. Perhaps in this family, Jiang Ergou was the only one who could level the two girls in a bowl of water.

Of course, the premise is that her two brothers are not counted.

"You go home first!" Song Xuemei gave her an order.

"I'm going back to school a lot..."

"What are you doing? You take care of yourself first, it's not your child, okay, let your dad pick you up at the airport tomorrow." Song Xuemei's words were non-negotiable, and she just hung up.

Zhang Fengxia is right, she is a vine and needs a big tree all the time to be her backbone.

Until morning, Lu Feng didn't fall asleep. He could cope with the changes in the business world, but facing her, her closed and complicated heart, he had nothing to do.

In the morning, after taking Duoduo to school, Lu Feng bought breakfast and came back. As soon as he got home, he saw her packing a bag, her eyes were red, and she seemed to be leaving.

"Where are you going?" Lu Feng asked.

"I........"

"Let's separate, you can find someone better, as long as you want, you can find someone who is a hundred times stronger than me, I'm not worthy of you, you don't need to understand my heart, I understand the big truth when you say those words , if... if you think that hitting me in those two years made you feel guilty, then the two years of wealthy life have already filled up all the previous ones, and we don't owe each other."

Jiang Xiaoyan said, her eyes red again.

"I'm not worthy of you, I stay by your side, I'm scared, I'm afraid, I'm always thinking, who am I, how do I face those people, this is torture for me, they are in The discussion behind me is tormenting me, and when you go back to New Year's, your parents can kill me with just one look!!!"

"Then don't go back for the New Year." Lu Feng looked at her and said.

"Don't be like this, the better you are, the more uncomfortable I will be. How can I be?" Jiang Xiaoyan put the package on her back and said, "I want to go home, by the way, we didn't get a marriage certificate back then, so we don't need it. Divorce, go separately, follow you a lot, you have money, she has a good future."

"You thought about this all night?"

"Fengxia is a good person, and it suits you very well. I'm afraid she is the stupidest woman in the world. I would introduce someone to my man, but I hope you are well, I hope you are well, I think as long as you live well , I am dead, and I am happy."

"You're gone, how the hell am I happy? You brain, oh shit, are you really... Really trying to piss me off? Ah!!! Jiang Xiaoyan, are you going to piss me off, aren't you? I died here on the spot, you won't make trouble, you will be satisfied, I told you so much, don't you understand?"

"what!!"

"Do you have to do what you think in your head? I've told you, I don't care, you just don't listen, it's what you think!"

Lu Feng uttered a foul language and smashed all the breakfast in his hand on the ground.

"Hit me!" Jiang Xiaoyan said.

Many people in the alley came out of the gate to see what was going on. Seeing that Lu Feng and his wife were arguing, Mr. Hong stepped out and said in the tone of an elder, "What are you arguing about, it's early in the morning!"

"It has nothing to do with you, get out!!" Lu Feng shouted.

Uncle Hong turned his head and walked back, muttering, "Don't care about young people."

Jiang Xiaoyan didn't speak, just stood there, she already had a decision in her heart.

Lu Feng took a deep breath, maybe he should give her some time and space, and said: "If you want to go back to your mother's house, go back, stay for a while, find someone to talk to, don't put too much worldly pressure on yourself, I'm not a worldly person, I'll take you to the airport."

"I'll take a taxi by myself!"

Jiang Xiaoyan spoke, stepped out of the gate, and walked out towards the entrance of the alley, where many people were already muttering.

"What's the matter, it's early in the morning."

"What's the quarrel, what happened to Lu Feng's family?"

"Jiang Xiaoyan's child is gone, and people are driven away. Look at how miserable it is!"