Shattered Glass

While holding Mei Li slowly on the way to the dowager dowager’s palace, Hong Ling drew her cloak anxiously, “Gege, why bother! You see, your legs are still weak! The night breeze is up. You are not for fun after catching a cold..."

Because of her weakness, Mei Li had to hold Hongling's arm to barely walk, her forehead oozes fine sweat, and she shook her head with a wry smile, but she didn't speak. Her strength must be used to persevere through the long palace road leading to Le Shou Tang, to...tell her decision to the ancestors.

She lives not far from the palace of the Queen Mother, dragging her sick body and her fear of savoring, the road she has traveled is like a long life! She had the feeling that she was taken out of the cold palace to see her ancestors. At that time... she sighed, and a faint plume of hope emerged. And now, she was going to stamp out the longing that had been burning.

Hongling also said that she was too anxious... If possible, she would never want to take this step, but she had to urge herself to go as soon as possible, because Yong Hyuk would use his eyes to look at her for a while, and she might lose everything. Leave his courage!

After dinner was over, many court ladies and eunuchs were walking around in twos and threes with food boxes and utensils. When they saw Miri, they all smiled and bowed their heads. There was too much irony and ambiguous that she felt so hard to bear. They walked quickly with her. After passing by, she was not surprised to hear them whispering and chuckles. Can't hear what they're talking about, so why does she need to hear clearly.

Hongling felt that the weight on her arm had increased a bit, and Grid's tremor became more apparent. "Gege?" She called her worriedly, "Or, let's go back first."

go back?

Mei Li took a deep breath and made herself stand as straight as possible, no, she couldn't go back! Her world is very small, but the palaces, mansions, and Yonghe? She could imagine that he was ridiculed and despised several times as much as hers! She has heard what those men say about her. If she is a hundred times more vicious and inferior than those, it is Yonghyuk's, and it is Yonghyuk's because of her...How can she face Yonghyuk, how will she face Yonghyuk's parents? !

If she left her huddled hut, there was still a retreat in her heart, and now... there is no more!

When she saw the lantern that was just hung on a bamboo pole by the **** outside the ancestor's bedroom, her eyes were caught off guard and moist. She left the deep darkness of the Anning Temple, unexpectedly, just to return to another place that was colder and lonely.

"Gege." She was stopped by the **** outside the courtyard, "The important subjects of the ancestors in the meeting, please wait less."

"What important guest, come here at this time?" Hongling was a little irritable. How could Grid "wait less" in the yard where the night breeze was blowing?

The **** was usually familiar with Hongling, so he leaned in and whispered, "It's the servant of the household department."

Hong Ling couldn't react for a while, still having a bad tone, "Who?"

The **** dodged his feet anxiously, glanced sneakily at Mei Li, whose face was paler under the dim light, and snorted, "It's Zamurang! Ama of Suyinggege! He came back from the paddock deliberately, so this time. To."

Hong Ling secretly curled her lips and looked at Mei Li's unchanged expression. It seemed that many people were anxious to get angry about this matter.

"Gege, or else, you can sit on the corner porch for a while, and take shelter from the wind. When the person who turns back comes out, the minion will immediately go back in for you." Seeing Meili's weak expression barely supported, the little **** was also a little unbearable. Enthusiastically propose.

Mei Li nodded, she couldn't stand anymore.

The porch is indeed sheltered from the wind, and therefore it is extremely dark. There is no light to shine here. Mei Li leaned on the wooden pillar and waited hard. Hong Ling also anxiously walked to the yard to take a look, whispering complaints about what Zamurang was saying. What, it took so long.

There were some noises in the yard, and small greetings came one after another. Someone must have come, and Hong Ling ducked into the darkness.

The little **** just greeted him, because he was very close, so he was very clear, "Greetings to the prince Qing, prince auspicious."

Mei Li shuddered, it was him, he was also here.

"Zamurang is here?" Jing Xuan asked the **** in a deep voice, cold and unhappy.

"Yes." The **** was very attentive, "Look, the lord, isn't the person coming out?"

The sound of steady and heavy footsteps came all the way to this side, and there was a rustle of clothes, "The slave greets the prince."

Mei Li smiled faintly, this is reality, Suying's Ama will kneel down for Jing Xuan's future son-in-law no matter how beautiful it is. If it was normal, even the emperor would give a bit of face, and when the veteran was kneeling before kneeling, he would say no respect, but at this moment... Jing Xuan seems to have not said it.

After a while, Jing Xuan's deliberately indifferent voice sounded, "Get up."

"Hey." Zamurang muttered, with a bit of forbearance of anger in his tone.

"Zamurang, what made you work hard to come back overnight?" Jing Xuan sneered, arrogantly cold. Mei Li was a little surprised, even if Jing Xuan's position was higher, he would be his future father-in-law after all, and...obviously, he would be of great help to him in the future, shouldn't he treat him with such a brutal attitude?

"The little girl is seriously ill, and the minion is worried, so I begged the emperor for leave." Zamurang said in a sullen voice, as if he didn't dare to be too presumptuous to the young future son-in-law, and was very patient.

Jing Xuan snorted lightly, and said indifferently: "Let's go then."

Zamurang seemed very surprised, Jing Xuan ended the conversation like this.

"The prince..." Zamurang spoke again, his tone lowered a lot, and the kind of secret anger he had just brought was reduced because of Jing Xuan's indifferent. "Suying is sincere to you, the emperor may have been an old slave..."

"Zamurang!" Jing Xuan's tone was even more brutal and rude, and he simply interrupted the other party's words abruptly. "Don't lift the emperor to press me. You are willing to marry your daughter because she still has a look that impresses me a little bit." His contemptuous tone caused Zamurang to take a breath, but did not say another word. "Why the emperor wants me to marry her, you know in your heart! Everyone said that I was trying to get some dirty money from your family. I'm as disgusting as swallowing a fly here, so you come and kick me on my nose. face?"

When he talked about Suying's tone, her heart pierced slightly. He looked at Suying's dozing eyes and lowered his head to let Suying whisper in his ear... Is that what happened behind her back? Some contemptuous words? She knew that she was not qualified to sympathize with Suying, but she felt sorry for her...It was really pitiful to fall in love with Jing Xuan.

These embarrassing remarks were not refuted by Zamurang, he silently accepted the arrogant attitude of the prince Qing who should be a junior.

"Zamurang, with so much energy, just think about how to do errands for the emperor! How to make those corrupt officials spit out more money! I promise you, and those who promise the emperor will naturally do it. Others, you will be less. In vain! I married your daughter. Why, did you really set me up as a father-in-law? Can you control what kind of woman I want to marry? Have you really forgotten what happened to you? ?"

Zamurang remained silent, listening to the reprimand of the future son-in-law in silence.

"Okay, let's go. Talk to your daughter too. I gave her what I should give her. You shouldn't take care of it. You should not intervene!"

"twitter."

With this "chap", Miri felt her chest tight. What mood and expression did Zamurang say this word with? Helpless, to fate, to reality... the deepest helplessness. The man who spoke such hurtful things in an indifferent attitude was unable to refute or resist.

Miri's fingers squeezed the fine wood of the horizontal bar, he...seems to have planned the future of everyone, including her. She had heard very clearly that what he wanted to give Suying was the status of the princess and the in-law relationship with Zamurang. The emperor is like a tiger. Now the emperor needs Zamurang and relies on all kinds of comfort. Once the time has passed, what kind of silver did Zamurang get back? Why can he get it back? Can these obvious secrets be tolerated by the emperor? So the emperor wanted to give Zamurang peace of mind, and Zamurang also needed such a powerful son-in-law.

She was wrong again, and she took things too simple and too beautiful. She thought he at least really liked Suying. He likes Suying, but the "like" he can understand is the momentary excitement about beauty and tenderness.

He said, "The woman who wants to marry" is her, right? Marry? It's just a side room, and it sounds nice, but it's just a concubine's room.

She was not the first woman he wanted to marry. There was a Mongolian princess before, and Suying later, and she was definitely not the last.

She suddenly felt a sense of relief, and her choice was really a relief!

He can coerce anyone who asks him, but for her...what else can he do?

When everyone was gone, when the **** finally asked her to go in to see the ancestor, she even smiled. The originally feared lonely future is better than marrying that cold-hearted man!

"...Did you think about it?" Xiaozhuang was silent for a long time after hearing Mei Li's firm request.

"Yes! The servant girl is willing to pay homage to the Buddha for life and pray for the blessings and longevity of the ancestors." Mei Li repeated her head again.

"Meili..." Xiaozhuang sighed a little tiredly. In the past two days, she had broken her heart for this child. "Come here." She patted the kang pad next to her with pity, and Mei Li sat close to her, Xiaozhuang touched her pale but very pretty face with tears, "Child, you are really grown up."

She was really afraid that Mei Li had come to tell her that He Jingxuan was innocent, and she would marry Yong Hyuk. She believed what she said, but... she was in a dilemma. Ying Ru, crying to death in front of her, is also a mother. She knows the deep expectations of her son. She also understands the mother's willingness to give her life to protect the child. She cannot refute her. Yeonghyuk, who showed decisively that Fei Meili would not marry, and her fortunately for a long time, was also touched by the perseverance of this affectionate man. She couldn't help but agree to him. She knew that he married General Meili. What will be lost. Jing Xuan, who was bound to marry Mei Li, even this cold and domineering child confessed that he liked Mei Li in front of her. Marrying her would take care of her for life.

It seemed that no matter how she handled it, she was absolutely ruthless.

This fragile girl who was destined to be hurt no matter how she handled it... She was willing to take on all the pain alone in her life of loneliness and loneliness. She was heartbroken again! Since she was a child, Mei Li has suffered too much. Doesn't it... God doesn't think it is enough?

"Miri...Let me think about it..." She couldn't bear to agree to her! Is this beautiful girl like a flower and a beautiful moon ruining her life just because of this light and fluttering sentence? At a young age, does she know how long this life is?

Miri smiled, thinking... Is there a way? "My ancestor... Mei Li doesn't regret it, she won't regret it forever."

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