She Is From The Countryside

   Chapter 322 is because of insecurity

   "Even if she doesn't want to see me or forgive me, I'll go to her, I don't want to stay in Shi's house anymore..."

   "Now that Bo Ran is in charge of the Shi family, when Yanyan comes back, no one will be able to force her."

"But I won't force her to come back. She can live where she wants to live. I'll stay where she is in the future. I'm really fed up, I want to find my daughter, I want to go back to Su's house , I miss my sister..."

   "If your Shi family still doesn't allow me to see my daughter, then let's get a divorce. If I don't be the eldest wife of the Shi family, the Shi family can't control me."

  Shi Lin heard her words, his heart seemed to be gripped by something.

  The gentleness of her daughter followed her.

The person who had a gentle temperament and gave up the familiar working environment and lived with him in this unfamiliar city in order to stay away from the familiar city in order to be with him is now forced to take the initiative to say the word "divorce" to him. .

   Over the years, because she couldn't worry about him and her two sons, she let herself live under the watch of the Shi family, and she couldn't even contact her daughter.

   "You don't need to get a divorce. You can go wherever you want. When I hand over the remaining affairs to Boran, I will go to your mother and daughter."

   "Ban Wan, I'm very sorry, but I couldn't take care of you or my daughter when I brought you home. I didn't even take care of my two sons."

  Su Wan smelled the smoke on his body.

   He never smoked before.

   released him gently, held his hand and said, "You are in charge of a huge family, you have your responsibilities and concerns, I don't blame you."

   "It's just an excuse, now that the son is in power, he won't be controlled like me."

  The Shi family was in harmony, he was destined to take over the Shi family, and there was no power struggle between brothers in the Shi family, so he did not pay much attention to power since he was a child. Later, when he came to power, the power in the family was too scattered, so that everyone had the right to speak in this family. Only then did the situation that forced his daughter to leave the house happened.

  If the power was in his hands, even if he had agreed with the marriage at the beginning, when he chased his daughter to the door to say what he wanted to save, the daughter might not have left so decisively.

   She left so decisively, but because she knew in her heart that even if she stayed this time, she would still be forced to do things she didn't like in the future.

   In the end, it's all because he doesn't have enough power as a father.

  If he, the Shi family, had the same power as the Jiang family and the Xie family Xuan family, being a family member was an absolute power and had absolute right to speak, and he wouldn't even be able to protect his daughter.

  Daughter can't even get a basic sense of security from his father, so he decided to leave so decisively.

   Others can't give her a sense of security, so she has to choose to protect herself.

   At that time, my daughter was only ten years old, only ten years old!

   Son does a better job than him in concentrating power.

  The son before the age of 18 may have the same idea as him, and he does not care about power.

   But when his son was eighteen years old, his sister was forced to leave home by the whole family, which made him estranged from his family and realized the importance of power.

   Ten-year-old daughter earned tens of millions by her own ability.

  My daughter has not been short of money since she was a child, and she is so indifferent to the temperament of money and other things as external things. It stands to reason that she should not have the desire to make money alone at a young age.

   But she had it, and she put it into action and made a lot of money.

   She has nothing to do with the Shi family in terms of making money. She didn't use the capital related to the Shi family. She learned the way to make money from others, and did not use any of the skills that the Shi family cultivated to make money.

   She may be unconscious, but what caused her to behave in such an unconscious manner?

   is nothing more than that the Shi family can't give her a sense of security, even if the whole family has held her in their palms since she was born.

   These, the daughter most likely realized at a very young age, but he did not realize it until the daughter left home.

   His father was a failure.

   "Everyone has a different personality and has experienced different things. You and your son have different personalities and experiences and cannot be compared together."

   "You are each good in your own way."

  Su Wan said, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and asked him, "Where's Bo Ran?"

   "I heard the man below say it's back, it should be in his yard."

   "I'll have someone bring him some supper later, don't be too busy to forget to eat."

   "Still haven't come home yet?"

  Shi Lin nodded.

  Su Wan's eyes couldn't stop turning red again.

   "I never met him at school, obviously we were in the same school."

  Su Wan and Shi Boyu are both professors at Kyoto University, but Su Wan is an honorary professor. He only has an occasional lecture, the workload is not large, and he does not go to school much.

   But even if it wasn't much, she went to school at least once a week, but she hadn't seen Shiboyu for almost two months.

   "If you want to see him, call him back for dinner and he will listen to you."

  Su Wan resolutely shook his head: "Although their brothers didn't say anything, I know that they all blamed me for the smoke. I don't say they blame me, I blame myself."

   "Why on earth did I force my daughter with others back then? Why on earth did I?" Tears fell unconsciously as she spoke.

"You are not forcing your daughter, you have seen the child of the Xie family, you think he is good, but you also think that the daughter is indifferent and doesn't care about anything, and you want to find someone with good character and ability to take care of her, that of the Xie family. Your child is your choice."

  Su Wan bit her lip and shook her head: "No, no, I just couldn't stand the pressure from the rest of the Shi family, so I obeyed. I'm not that great, and I'm not that great a mother."

   Seeing this, Shi Lin sighed lightly: "That's what you thought at the beginning, Wan Wan. That's our daughter, you love her, and you shouldn't doubt it."

   Every midnight dream is a picture of her daughter using money to buy out her family and resolutely leaving home. For nine years, she had repeated nightmares, and all she remembered was that she forced her daughter to leave home to have her share, and forgot everything else.

   Full of self-blame and regret.

   "I also thought I loved Yanyan, but if I really loved her, why didn't I first ask her for her opinion and ask her if she was willing, but followed others to make decisions for her directly?"

Shi Lin clenched her hand, and his eyes were full of self-blame: "That's because we all thought our daughter didn't care about this, and she has a common problem with most parents, and thinks she is doing good for the child. We always think that the person we are optimistic about is the child. Even if you don't like it now, one day you will understand that we are doing it for her and not hurting her."

   "But it ignores that although Yanyan doesn't care much about anything, it doesn't mean that she doesn't care about anything; it also ignores that she is a person who can make tens of millions by herself at the age of ten, not an ordinary child."

   "In this matter, it is not you who is at fault, we are all at fault."

  *

  The Jiang family in Haicheng.

  The main hall of the main building.

   Jiang Hai led Jiang Sheng back.

   Two old ladies were sitting in the living room. One of the old ladies, who was not very friendly, saw that Jiang Hai was only bringing back Jiang Sheng, and his face immediately became ugly.

   ignored Jiang Sheng directly, looked at Jiang Hai and asked, "Didn't I tell that little girl named Shi Yan to come to see me? Where is her? Are you still looking down on me as an old woman?"

  *

   Later update evening.

   Around nine in the evening.

   (end of this chapter)