She Is From The Countryside

  Chapter 96 Worry about not closing

"Hey, I didn't want to break into your dormitory to find a topic to chat with your roommate. After chatting, I forgot. What's on my mind? Xiaoyan, do you think I have something on my mind because I didn't talk much just now? ?"

   Jiang Rui looked at Shi Yan and said seriously: "If that's the case, then you really think too much."

   "It's the first time I'm not used to living outside alone, and I'm just a little homesick."

  Shi Yan did not speak, his eyes were light and unwavering.

   Jiang Rui was looked at like this by her, and she gave in all of a sudden.

   "Well, I admit that I do have something on my mind. Xiaoyan, you just said that you heard the conversation between Ren Kexin and me in your dormitory earlier, right?"

  Shi Yan nodded.

   Jiang Rui sighed: "Then you must have guessed what my mind is."

"I actually feel uncomfortable because my brother may share the goodness with me in the future, Xiaoyan, do you think there is something wrong with me? Am I mentally normal? I am too careful and too careful. Be selfish."

   Jiang Rui scratched her hair angrily: "I really can't accept this kind of person I am."

"I know clearly in my heart that I am wrong, but I just can't control it. I don't know when I became so selfish. Am I such a person? It's just that these bad qualities have been hidden by me all the time. up?"

  Jiang Rui had a sad face.

   I really can't accept myself like this.

   "Xiaoyan, I didn't realize this before, so I didn't think it was anything, but now I realize it, and I realized that the problem is really serious. Because it's really at that point, I'm afraid I'll become disgusted with myself."

   "A vicious little sister-in-law who ruined my brother's marriage in order to occupy my brother. I was afraid when I thought that I might become such a person."

   "Why do I have such selfishness? I really can't figure it out."

   Seeing her frantic look, Shi Yan said, "Everyone is selfish, so there's nothing that can't be figured out."

  Jiang Rui suddenly looked up at her: "Xiaoyan, don't you think it's wrong for me to do this?"

   "There's nothing wrong. Rui'er, I just ask you, have you ever had this kind of possessiveness towards something since you were a child?"

  Jiang Rui shook his head decisively, and said with tears in his eyes, "To tell you the truth, before today, I didn't even know that I had such 'good qualities' as possessiveness and selfishness."

   "Since there are none, people are not saints, and it doesn't matter if they are selfish once in a while."

  Jiang Rui stared at her with wide eyes, it was really hard for her to believe that this was what Shi Yan said.

  Shi Yan is indifferent and calm in her eyes, transcendental, without desires or thoughts... but not selfish.

  Since Shi Yan is not a selfish person, he should not agree that others have such selfishness and ignore them.

   Anyway, Jiang Rui thinks so.

   Looking at Shi Yan, who was still looking as indifferent as before, Jiang Rui suddenly felt that she really didn't know enough about Shi Yan.

   Don't know why, it didn't affect her love for Shi Yan at all.

   Is this a bold preference for one's own people?

  Because she has long classified Shi Yan as one of her own, so even if she learns that Shi Yan is not as perfect as she seems, she still prefers Shi Yan?

  No no no, no, Xiaoyan is not imperfect, she just has a little personality of her own in perfection.

  After all, a perfect person also needs to have his own personality, right?

Shi Yan didn't seem to see the change in Jiang Rui's expression, and continued: "Even if you are selfish once in a while, you can't accept it, then wait until then. It's the most unwise to bother about things that haven't happened yet. If it happens, how do you know that you can't deal with it properly when it happens?"

  Jiang Rui smiled bitterly: "I'm not confident, I think if I get to that point, I might really become bad."

   I didn't think so at first, but the more she thought about it, the more she thought it was very possible.

   She really couldn't accept that her brother gave her good to others.

   "Then wait until that step. Even if you become bad, I will support you."

   Knowing that Jiang Sheng and Jiang Rui are not brothers and sisters, and knowing Jiang Sheng's thoughts towards Jiang Rui, Shi Yan would say this. If the two were brothers and sisters, as friends, Shi Yan would not give Jiang Rui such a wrong guidance.

   Jiang Sheng's thoughts on Jiang Rui are very obvious, and he is afraid that he will not let go of Jiang Rui easily, and Jiang Rui is dependent on Jiang Sheng.

   For two people like this, only if they are in love with each other can they not be hurt.

  Shi Yan doesn't care about Jiang Sheng, she just cares about Jiang Rui.

  Since the two love each other can make Jiang Rui not hurt, why does she push Jiang Rui? Maybe Jiang Ruixu won't be so hard to accept her push when things break out.

  Earlier, she was worried that Jiang Rui didn't have that kind of heart for Jiang Sheng. In the future, Jiang Sheng would not let Jiang Rui go, Jiang Rui would be trapped, and then she would struggle for a lifetime to be unhappy.

   It seems that Jiang Rui is also very possessive towards Jiang Sheng.

   This is not necessarily because Jiang Rui has no sense of proportion, perhaps this was originally deliberately guided by Jiang Sheng.

  Jiang Sheng is not a simple person either. He had expected that things would be exposed one day, and he was afraid that he had already made various preparations, which must include Jiang Rui's psychological change towards him.

   I have to say that Jiang Sheng was successful, and a good girl from Jiang Rui was almost tortured to the point of suspecting that she had a psychological problem.

   Jiang Rui didn't know what Shi Yan was thinking, but when she heard what Shi Yan said, her eyes turned a little red.

   "Xiaoyan, are you being too kind to me?"

  Xiaoyan has such an indifferent temperament that she has even said that she has become bad and she supports her. How could she not be moved?

  “…”

Shi Yan was silent and said, "After all, you don't have to worry so much about things that haven't happened, and you don't have to think about alienating your brother. You should know that with the friendship between your brothers and sisters, if you suddenly alienate your brother, he is afraid that he will be sad. You shouldn't want to see your brother sad, right?"

   Whether Jiang Sheng is hurt or not, she doesn't know and doesn't care. Jiang Rui will definitely be very sad if she is estranged from Jiang Sheng.

   is still the same sentence, she only cares about Jiang Rui.

   Jiang Rui nodded.

   She really doesn't want to see her brother sad, and she also knows that once she is suddenly estranged, no matter if she finds a suitable reason, her brother will definitely be sad.

  Shi Yan smiled and said, "If that's the case, why do you think so much?"

   "But I'm afraid I won't be able to close the show by then."

"Xiaoyan, although I am not a top-notch smart person, I am not a stupid person. Once I become bad, I will definitely not be like Han Shuangshuang and Su Mi and the others who only make so little trivial troubles. Once I become bad , it will definitely make the family uneasy, and my brother and my future sister-in-law will not be stable for the rest of their lives."

   "I was a little scared that I would become like that."

  Shi Yan was silent.

  Jiang Rui's worries are not unreasonable, but she doesn't need to worry about them at all.

   In the end, it was Jiang Sheng's fault for not telling Jiang Rui about his life experience.

   (end of this chapter)