Back to 2010 as a scholar

"Xiao Yi, have you thought about it yet?" He vaguely heard someone calling himself in his ear.

Song Gangyi felt that his throat was dry and bitter. It was because he drank too much wine last night, and now his mind is still groggy.

'Drinking doesn't do any good. ' Song Gangyi thought to himself.

"Brother Wang, I've made up my mind. I'm going back to my hometown." Hearing someone asking him just now, Song Gangyi replied hoarsely.

After saying this, he seemed to lose all his strength, but he was relieved.

I came out of a small eighteenth-tier city, and like many young people, I yearned for life in a big city.After graduating from university, he rushed to the first-tier cities, hoping to settle down a home here.

How energetic I was at that time, full of longing for the future.

But Beijing, Shanghai, Guangzhou and Shenzhen don't believe in tears. As a person who came from a small place, Song Gangyi has little knowledge and average ability, so he has no way to make a career in this indifferent city.

In his thirties, he is still alone. How can he have a home without a house?Only his left and right hands can accompany him through these lonely nights.

Why hasn't he regretted it?There are countless choices in life that he missed, but life does not start over.The tears of remorse can only be swallowed by myself.As a loser, he had no choice but to leave this city of Peng, which was full of hope for countless young people, and return to his hometown.

It's good to go back, although the house price in my hometown is also high, but compared with the price of 20 million square meters in Pengcheng, the house price of less than [-] square meters is also a little 'friendly'.

Taking out a few wallets from home, plus the savings I have accumulated from working for more than ten years, I can barely afford to buy a house.Then find a woman to marry and have children to carry on the family line, satisfying the ardent wishes of one's parents is not in vain to be a son of man.

It's just that my dream of working hard in a big city ends here.

Song Gangyi knew that this step would come sooner or later, but he couldn't make up his mind.Yesterday I was depressed, so I asked my old friend Pharaoh to have dinner.Two people who share the same illness can't talk without the details of life, and they can't help but feel very uncomfortable for a while.

Song Gangyi, who hadn't even touched a drop of alcohol, gave the proprietress a few bottles of beer on a rare occasion. The two of them drank their sorrows away, and Song Gangyi also made up his mind to leave Pengcheng and return to his hometown through the strength of the wine.

"Son, what are you talking about? Are you still asleep?" The person who asked the question just said to Song Gangyi strangely after hearing this.

"Mom?" Song Gangyi couldn't help opening his eyes wide when he heard a familiar voice, and looked over.

"When did I come back?" Song Gangyi asked this question involuntarily, looking at his mother who looked very energetic.

He had just made up his mind last night to leave the city where he had poured his heart and soul into for more than ten years and return to his hometown, but there were still many procedures to be completed before he left. How could he return to his distant hometown from Pengcheng overnight?

And because of an epidemic, I couldn't return home for the New Year. I haven't been back to my hometown for two years. I can only contact my mother through mobile phone videos.

Watching the older and older parents on the video, when I opened my eyes, I found that my mother suddenly became much younger, as if she was only in her forties.

"You trash, didn't you stay up late last night playing games again? You didn't even think about what to apply for after you got your grades in the college entrance examination. You just focused on playing games." Dai Zhen heard Song Gangyi say in a low voice. Thinking of his son's college volunteers during this period of time, Song Gangyi still didn't pay attention to the business, and couldn't help feeling angry.

She rushed forward, lifted the quilt with one hand, and hit Song Gangyi's ass with the other.

"Don't get up yet? The sun is shining on your buttocks." Dai Zhen cursed while beating her.

"I'll get up, I'll get up now." Song Gangyi was awakened by his mother's beating after more than ten years. He answered and got up quickly.

"Breakfast is on the table. Hurry up and eat breakfast. The deadline for volunteering is tomorrow. You must decide which school to apply for today." After Dai Zhen let out a sigh of relief, she stopped when she saw that Song Gangyi really lost her sleepiness. He made a move, but he still did not forget to tell his son to have a good breakfast.

"Okay, I got it, Mom." Song Gangyi replied with a choked voice.Before I grew up, I always hoped that I would grow up quickly and get out of the care of my parents as soon as possible.But the more I miss the past time when I leave the society.

The feeling of being loved by parents is the reason for me to miss the past.

Song Gangyi got up slowly, looking at his familiar room, his heart was full of emotion.He groped around on the bed and took out a cell phone.

From the current point of view, this very antique mobile phone was indeed a popular mobile phone at that time. Song Gangyi asked his father for it on the grounds of celebrating his high school graduation.

This 2000 yuan mobile phone has been with Song Gangyi for four years, and it was not replaced until he graduated from university.

Looking at the familiar MI logo, I was attracted by Mr. Lei's amazing marketing.Song Gangyi pressed the switch to wake up the screen.

He didn't have the habit of turning off the phone, so he kept the phone in standby mode, and the battery level in the upper right corner turned red.

And Song Gangyi stared at the date displayed on the screen of the phone - July 2010, 7.

Indeed, he went back to the past, back to that summer, when Song Gangyi failed the college entrance examination this year, he felt ashamed and chose to go to a place thousands of miles away from home to study an unknown ordinary undergraduate.

And because Han Chuang studied hard for more than ten years but failed to get a good name, he has been in a daze for the entire four years of university.

Skipping classes, staying overnight in Internet cafes, failing courses, retaking exams, and making up exams.He experienced it one by one, although he graduated smoothly, but looking back on the past four years, he has learned everything but learned nothing.

Song Gangyi once regretted that he spent more than four years learning something so that he would not have to run into walls when he graduated and looked for a job.He also regretted that he didn't use his heart when filling out the application for the examination, and fell into the tiankeng of biochemical environmental materials.He even regretted that he was not the one who left with a smile on the battlefield of the college entrance examination that summer.

Now the time has not ended, and the power of time brought him back to this summer.

Song Gangyi thought while brushing his teeth.

Although he has the vision of 11 years later, he is just an ordinary little person.Short video, group buying and other extremely prosperous software in the future have not yet been born, but these future outlets cannot be grasped by a person with no background.

Going back to the past as an ordinary person, Song Gangyi found that he had a lot of weird ideas that were ahead of the times in his mind, but he had no way to use these ideas.

I am an ordinary person, without the aura of the super protagonists in various novels, and with a wave of my hand, various big bosses will bow down.

Could it be that after being reborn, he still can't overcome the fate of being eliminated?Song Gangyi thought to himself.