Original sin

"Officer, is there something wrong with Lao Du?" Cai Juan also sat down, holding her own small cup in her hand, and looked at Fu Hong with her eyes.

Fu Hong said with a smile: "You don't need to be too nervous, we just know some things routinely. Do you know something, Du Zhongping has been working hard to save money, and wants to buy a house for you and Cai Ping."

Cai Juan nodded, indicating that she knew about it.

She sighed faintly: "Old Du is stubborn, I told him several times, but he didn't listen, I got angry several times, and I said that even if he bought this house, I wouldn't want it. But he also said that this house was not bought for me, but for Cai Ping. He said that I can’t say how long I can endure this disease. Over the years, a lot of money has been paid for my disease, and the house has become more and more expensive. The smaller I live, alas, I really feel sorry for Cai Ping when I think about it, I should have known that I shouldn't have given birth to her in the first place."

Huang Meng asked: "It can be seen that you and Du Zhongping have a good relationship, and you care about each other very much, why don't you just stay together?"

Cai Juan pursed her lips: "Has he told you all about me and Lao Du?"

Fu Hong said: "I said a little bit, but he didn't make it very clear. He just shouldn't have left you mother and daughter behind. If he had been braver and taken responsibility back then, you and Cai Ping would have done the same. It’s not going to be what it is now, and he’s saying it’s all because of him.”

Cai Juan smiled, and she raised her hand to stroke her hair: "This old Du, he takes everything on himself, I didn't blame him for what happened back then, why did he compete with himself? "

Fu Hong asked softly, "Is it convenient to talk about what happened back then?"

Cai Juan took a sip of water, and Fu Hong took out his cigarette habitually, thinking that the person sitting in front of him was a patient, so he put the cigarette away again.

Cai Juan saw it in her eyes: "Smoke it, I am not afraid of the smell of cigarettes when I am sick, Lao Du will smoke one every time he comes here, the ashtray on this table is for him." She said this to Fu Hong Even more embarrassed to smoke, he smiled and said nothing.

Cai Juan asked: "Old Du should not blame himself, it's all my own fault."

Fu Hong and Huang Meng listened carefully, and they heard another version that was not quite the same as what Du Zhongping said.

Cai Juan and Du Zhongping met about 16 years ago. At that time, Cai Juan was already pregnant with Cai Ping, and the two met through a matchmaking company.

At that time, Cai Juan had just divorced, but she never thought that she was pregnant with her ex-husband's child. The reason for her divorce was also very bloody. Her ex-husband had another woman outside. Cai Juan was very stubborn. There was almost zero tolerance, and after a big fuss, the two separated.

When she got divorced, she got a three-bedroom house, 10 yuan in cash and a car worth [-] yuan.

Less than half a month after the divorce, she found out that she was pregnant, and the child belonged to her ex-husband.

Her parents persuaded her to go to her ex-husband to have a good talk, and try to remarry. After all, it is not easy for a woman to raise a child by herself. Besides, she was still young at that time, and she would have a long life in the future, so she should not be delayed by the child's affairs her happiness for the rest of her life.

The most important point is that a single woman suddenly became pregnant. It's hard to say, and outsiders who don't know it think that she did something wrong to her husband that led to the divorce.

But Cai Juan did not follow her parents' wishes to find her ex-husband. She thought that such a man was not worth it at all. If you agree to remarry for the sake of your children, will your life be easier for the rest of your life?

So she went to a dating agency, hoping to find an honest and reliable man to rely on for herself and the child in her belly.Even if this man doesn't have much ability, as long as he is honest and responsible, he can treat himself and his children well.

She really found it, and this person is Du Zhongping.

Although Du Zhongping is only a sanitation worker, he is also a full-time employee of the sanitation department. He is very honest and treats others with sincerity. Although he has a bad temper, he never got angry with her even once during the relationship.This made Cai Juan feel relieved, but Cai Juan did not tell the truth to Du Zhongping at the beginning. She concealed her pregnancy until the two of them felt that it was almost the same, and when they were about to talk about marriage Things have been said.

For Du Zhongping, this is simply a bolt from the blue. Cai Juan will not kill this child. She believes that no matter what mistakes the adults make, the child is innocent. After all, this is also a life, so she must give birth to this child. down.Du Zhongping also understood that if Cai Juan hadn't been so persistent in giving birth to this child, she would never have taken a fancy to him, a sanitation worker who wanted nothing but nothing.

After hesitating for more than a month, Du Zhongping finally agreed to accept Cai Juan and the child in her womb, but just the day before the wedding, Du Zhongping came to Cai Juan. He still can't accept raising a child for another man, not only he can't accept it, but his family can't accept it either.

This made Cai Juan very angry, she immediately gave Du Zhongping a big slap in the face, and then drove Du Zhongping away.

"Actually, thinking about it now, I really can't blame Lao Du. I was too self-willed back then. But I don't regret it. Seeing Cai Ping grow up and understand day by day, I feel that my decision at that time was not wrong." Cai Juan said here Getting up to add water to Fu Hong and the others, Huang Meng hurriedly stood up: "You sit down, I'll come!"

Huang Meng refilled the glasses of the three of them.

Cai Juan continued: "Not long after that, Cai Ping was born. After that, I stopped thinking about finding a man. These days, I want to find someone who can live with sincerity and tolerate me and my children." It's not easy for people. What I didn't expect was that not long after the child was born, Lao Du came to me again. He said that after thinking about it, he felt sorry for me. More importantly, he had me in his heart and always He can't forget me. He hoped that I could give him another chance. He said he would treat me and the child well, and treat Cai Ping as his own daughter. Of course I didn't agree. When he changed his mind temporarily, it hit me very hard. Daddy, how could I forgive him so easily?"

After that, Du Zhongping would often come over to help the mother and daughter with this and that, ignoring her expression, not talking much, and just doing the work, even Cai Juan's cynicism and ridicule. Don't worry about it.He did this for almost two years.

He has been the same for two years, as long as he is not at work, he will run to Cai Juan, regardless of other people's gossip, even if Cai Juan says he scolds him, he will still be his.

He really touched Cai Juan. Thinking of silently giving her for two years, even a hard-hearted man would be moved by him, let alone Cai Juan is not hard-hearted.Cai Juan has made up her mind that if he mentions that she wants to be with her again, she will agree to him.

But at this time, an unfortunate thing happened.

One day, Cai Juan suddenly felt uncomfortable in her body. At first, she didn't care much, but the discomfort became more and more serious. She went to the hospital for an examination, which found that she had cancer. .

To Cai Juan, this was like the sky falling.

At that time, Cai Ping had just turned three years old. If something happened to her, what would the child do?Cai Juan had already fallen out with her family because of the child, and her parents hadn't even visited her in the past two or three years.In fact, her parents didn't treat her very much at first, and they were all focused on her elder brother. Her parents had serious patriarchal thoughts, and they seemed to be dispensable for her daughter.

Cai Juan's life was gloomy when she was diagnosed with cancer, and she even felt that she had nothing to love.She didn't tell anyone about it, including Du Zhongping.When Du Zhongping appeared in front of her again, she started all kinds of abuse and insults, just to scold Du Zhongping away.

After being hurt by her several times, Du Zhongping really never came again.

It wasn't until one day that Du Zhongping accidentally saw her enter the hospital, only to find out that she was terminally ill.Although Du Zhongping is straightforward, he is not stupid. Thinking of what she has done to him, he finally understands that she doesn't want to drag him down.

Du Zhongping reappeared in Cai Juan's vision. Cai Juan knew that Du Zhongping had learned about her illness. She felt that Du Zhongping was sympathizing with her and pity her, so she refused even more.

In order to treat the disease, he first sold the car, and then sold the house. After all these years of tossing, a family that was originally well-off has become what it is today.

"I told Lao Du that I don't want to hurt him. If he really wants to be with me, he will definitely not be happy. On the contrary, he will live a very tired life. But he said that he will never fall in love with me again in this life. Another woman. At first I thought he was just acting out of loyalty, but then..." Cai Juan's eyes were already red, and tears were dripping down.

Fu Hong pulled a paper towel from the table and handed it to her. She wiped away her tears with a smile on her face: "I made you laugh."

Fu Hong and Huang Meng didn't speak. They didn't expect Du Zhongping to have such a love story.

"In these years, without Du Zhongping's help, we might not know what we would have done. Later, because I was grateful to him, I said that I would not marry him, but if he wanted something, I would not refuse." When Cai Juan said this, a blush appeared on her face, and Fu Hong and Huang Meng naturally understood what she meant.

"But he never made such a request, and he didn't even express such a thing. He just let me recover from my illness. I don't have to worry about life and Pingping. He is here! Even if I open a He is afraid that I will be tired in the small laundry shop. He works very hard on weekdays, but he always comes to my place once in a while. Occasionally, he can’t come for a day, so he will ask questions on the phone. Once he came, I sighed inadvertently She said that if it wasn’t for my illness, Pingping wouldn’t suffer with me, she could live in a good house like many children, eat well and play well, but I couldn’t give Pingping a good living condition, I would have known this I shouldn't have been so stubborn back then, insisting on giving birth to her and suffering. He heard it and said, He will work hard to earn money, he will buy us a decent house, and let us all live a good life. I just think He was comforting me, but he never thought that he was serious. To be honest, I really regret it in my heart. If he came back to me back then, I would have agreed to him directly!"

Fu Hong didn't know how to comfort her.

She said to herself again: "After thinking about it, it might be a good thing not to agree. He has done enough, how can I let him carry all this alone? As for the house, I am definitely No, he should have his own home. Police officer, please persuade him for me, he has to live for himself. "