It's getting late, it's not dawn

And Hua Xinyu is a member of Man Qingyun's fan group. From the moment Man Qingyun first released the album, Hua Xinyu was fascinated by his voice. When she heard Man Qingyun's song for the first time, she seemed It's like finding a treasure, and then happily collecting his songs. Whenever she feels nervous and stressed, she will listen to his songs. After listening to them, she will always have a kind of natural peace.

She liked his voice, his sunny smile, and the elegance of his gestures.

At the age of 15, Hua Xinyu, who is in the prime of her youth, has her own idol in her heart like any other girl.

At that time, Man Qingyun really seemed to be born out of nowhere. He fell into the entertainment industry, a world where popularity is the mainstream, and became so popular that he became confused, and then such a perfect person became Hua Xinyu's heart for no reason. Prince Charming firmly occupied her heart.

At that time, she was young and ignorant, and like most girls, she fantasized about finding a boyfriend with a beautiful voice like Man Qingyun in the future. If she had such a boyfriend, she would often hear wonderful voices. Singing, thinking about her, I feel very romantic.

That year, Man Qingyun was only 16 years old when he debuted, just one year older than her, because she was almost the same age, and she was the age of a girl Huaichun, Man Qingyun's excellence has almost become the standard by which she judges other boys.

But unfortunately, Hua Xinyu has never met a boy with such a nice voice. As she grew up, she gradually matured. She knew that Man Qingyun was just a dream, a dream hidden in her heart. Dream, an untouchable dream, but she still doesn't want to wake up if she can, she is willing to keep dreaming like this, but as she grows older, her dream gradually wakes up.

But even if she is not as fanatical as before, she will always pay attention to Man Qingyun's dynamics and collect every bit of Man Qingyun.

Every song he released, she would also store them in her mobile phone, carefully collecting them, and take them out to listen to when she was free, because the financial conditions at home were not very good, so she didn’t have the money to buy any albums , I can only download and listen to data music on "Cool Music", but even so, she is very satisfied, after all, his voice still crosses the boundaries of time and space, and after being transmitted by the earphones, it floats into her into her ears, into her heart.

Before Man Qingyun showed his face, she had imagined Man Qingyun's appearance countless times, and also searched for information about Man Qingyun on the Internet countless times, but she still did not find a picture of Man Qingyun.

Until one day, when she was browsing "Manqingyun Post Bar", she saw the news that Manqingyun had published a novel, and also heard the news that he was about to star in "There is a you in my heart".

To her, this news was like winning the lottery. Although she didn't like reading novels, since it was written by her idol, how could she miss it, so she immediately searched for this novel to read.

After reading it, she deeply fell in love with this novel. She has read it many times, and every time she is moved by the affectionate hero in it, every time she reads the affectionate part, It can often move her to the point of tears.

She was even more fascinated by the romantic hero in the book. After reading this book, she always sighed, it would be great if he also had a boyfriend who was so warm and doting on her. I envy the heroine in it, during the process of watching it, she hoped that the heroine in it was her more than once.

She didn't like reading novels before, but this novel has changed her opinion. She never thought that a novel would have such a great charm, that it could draw a person who doesn't like to read novels or even hates to read novels. She is so fascinated.

After reading this novel, Hua Xinyu admired Man Qingyun even more. In her heart, Man Qingyun is really a talented man with perfect appearance. When it was screened, Hua Xinyu was one of the audience members. She didn't stand out, she looked so small in the vast crowd, and she couldn't even hear her own voice amidst the loud shouts.

In this noisy environment, her voice seemed to disappear, but after everyone's voices overlapped, they seemed to be amplified countless times and spread out. From the moment she saw Man Qingyun's true face, she knew She was completely obsessed with Man Qingyun, because that kind of beauty might only be seen in a dream, she even pinched herself to confirm whether what she saw was a dream.

Since Man Qingyun appeared in the public eye, his posters and photos have been selling rapidly. Hua Xinyu's room has long been covered with Man Qingyun's posters and photos.

There are all angles. In Hua Xinyu's eyes, Man Qingyun is a perfect male god with no dead ends and 360-degree full marks. In her heart, Man Qingyun is already the most perfect person in the world. .

In Hua Xinyu's room, the biggest poster in her room is hung on the wall directly opposite the big bed. Every day when she opens her eyes, clear clouds will always greet her eyes. The figure, that confident gaze, and that sunny smile seemed to be able to crush the wall and fascinate her heart, as if the world belonged to her and Man Qingyun. When she sees this poster, her heart is full of energy. When she wakes up and sees beautiful people and things at first sight, it will naturally give her a good start to every day.

When Hua Xinyu was 19 years old, it was the year when "You Live in My Heart" was broadcast, and it was also the year when she took the college entrance examination. At that time, she failed the college entrance examination, her mood plummeted, and she didn't want to repeat it. Because she didn't want her parents to spend money for her anymore, she wanted to make money by herself. Like most people who failed the college entrance examination, after a year of rest, she started looking for a job and started a wandering life.

She thought about finding a boyfriend, but she didn't want to live like this, she didn't want to compromise, she didn't want to live on the money from her boyfriend's family or the money he earned so hard, and taking care of her husband and raising her children at home was not what she wanted now. She wanted a better life, so she rejected a boy, a very good boy. Of course, it might be because that boy was so good that she didn't dare to be with him.

That boy is called Lin Chen, 1.8 meters tall, very handsome, looks like Man Qingyun by seven points, someone will always mistake him for Man Qingyun, in class, many girls will surround him He transferred, and even in other classes, many girls would come to watch him secretly. He was a veritable school girl, but he only liked Hua Xinyu, even though Hua Xinyu's academic performance was very poor.

Lin Chen is a veritable academic bully, even Hua Xinyu doesn't know why Lin Chen likes her so much as a scumbag, she always feels that there is a difference between the way Lin Chen looks at her and the way he looks at others.

She still remembers that on the first day she met Lin Chen, Lin Chen looked at her in surprise. She didn't know why Lin Chen was surprised. Do her a lot.

She thinks that maybe Lin Chen really likes her, but she still can't understand the surprised look in Lin Chen's eyes when he saw her for the first time. Zuo Gu talked about it, and then she stopped asking, but it might be because of this that she didn't have the feeling of liking Lin Chen in love, even though Lin Chen and Man Qingyun looked very similar.

After the college entrance examination, Lin Chen was admitted to a top university, but she failed the exam, but Lin Chen did not give up on Hua Xinyu. After the college entrance examination, he confessed his love to Hua Xinyu without hesitation, but Hua Xinyu But Yu still rejected him, and she couldn't tell why she refused. In fact, it wasn't that she didn't like Lin Chen. After all, Lin Chen and his idol looked so similar, and she was also the type she liked. Logically speaking, she I will not refuse. Thinking about it now, maybe it was because I was young, shy, or afraid at that time, so I dared not agree.

In fact, Lin Chen is a very friendly boy. He is handsome, has a good temper, is rich in his family, and is good at studying. What girl would not like him?

It's just that Lin Chen is too outstanding, with a good family background and good grades. His excellence is like a clear cloud. It may be a dream. Maybe it will shatter if touched, so she dare not accept this enviable dream Love, she was afraid that she couldn't bear it, and the surprise when Lin Chen saw her for the first time, as if Lin Chen knew her before, that's why she always felt a little baffled, so comprehensive, so she chose Rejected, so Lin Chen can only be regarded as a passer-by in her life. Lin Chen went to a top university, while she entered the society.

One year later, Hua Xinyu finally tasted the cruelty of society. Without a college degree, she ran into walls everywhere. She had been looking for a job for a year, but she couldn't find a suitable job. At this time, she was still wandering. , the former friends went to college, and now they have a job. Now she doesn't have a real friend, so she can only wander in this strange city by herself, trying to find a job that can feed her. , She is like a lonely boat in the vast sea, lonely and confused, maybe a small wind can make her tremble, maybe a small wave can knock her over, at that time, she was already 21 years old.

Man Qingyun, who can give her strength from time to time, stopped showing up after he filmed "You Live in My Heart", let alone released a song, and never published a novel. I heard that he seems to have resigned from all Work, no longer in the public eye, seems to have disappeared out of thin air.

At that time, the matter of Man Qingyun's withdrawal from the entertainment industry caused an uproar, and all the discussions on the Internet were about Man Qingyun's withdrawal from the entertainment industry.

It can be said that Yaoxing hides from the crowd!

No one knows why Man Qingyun disappeared. How could such a famous and popular star retire after making such a popular movie? Numerous fans find it hard to accept and demand Man Qing Yun's broker will give an explanation.

And Man Qingyun's agent, Chen Huo, was pressured by Man Qingyun's fans, so he publicly said some things, but they were all polite words without much nutrition, such as:

"He wants to take a break"

"He went on a trip"

……

Words like these.

But there is one sentence that fans are very concerned about, that is, when fans asked Man Qingyun whether he will make movies in the future, Chen Huo replied: "I can't make up my mind whether he will still make movies or not."

Manager Chen Huo seemed to be a little bit sorry after saying this.

Soon, the video of Man Qingyun's manager Chen Huo speaking publicly was reposted crazily on the Internet, and it was reposted hundreds of millions of times in a short period of time. Many fans were delving into what Man Qingyun's manager Chen Huo said. In a word, there is a lot of discussion on the Internet.