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"I've been thinking, if I didn't go to the east gate that day but went to the west gate, wouldn't this incident happen, and the boy wouldn't be charged as a 'murderer' because of it."

"Don't think like this," Shen Pan hugged Lu Zhishu's waist tightly, "It's not you who are at fault, it's the people who didn't solve the problem before the incident worsened, including those who bullied you, the school, teachers, parents...you No matter how capable she was, she was only a child at the time, and it was impossible for her to resolve such a complicated conflict on her own."

"Yes, but everyone is blaming me..." The wound in Lu Zhishu's heart was opened again, and he found that what he had forgotten was still so painful.

"Because they are adults and have the right to speak in society. You are just a child, and you will push all the problems on you. You will not resist, or your resistance will have no impact on them. They can continue their work with more peace of mind. life."

"That's right," Lu Zhishu said, "That period was probably the bleakest time in my entire life. At that time, I was in junior high school. My parents told me that in the future I must enter the civil aviation industry and inherit the family's business. After this incident, I couldn’t even go to school normally. My parents felt that I should not be able to become their successor. So I have been focusing on training my younger brother. They are afraid that he will go through the same thing as me, and they will treat him Sent to foreign schools."

Lu Zhishu chuckled, seemingly with disdain, "They probably didn't expect that it would be such a stupid decision to send Lu Zhinan abroad. They thought that the campus bullying they encountered in China would not be encountered abroad, huh, ridiculous. Lu Zhinan plucked out the man's hair and sewed a wig on the man's scalp. He should have been imprisoned. My parents thought that the foreign affairs would not have any influence in the country, so they spent money to settle it. Lu Zhishu was not affected by anything. Punishment, they didn't even say 'causing trouble'. Because Lu Zhinan was their last straw, they couldn't bear to be cruel."

Shen Pan never expected that Lu Zhishu's younger brother, who had always hated illness, was such a cruel person.

"No wonder you and your brother can't get along at all," Shen Pan recalled that he had accompanied Lu Zhishu back to his house in the imperial capital, and met Lu Zhishu several times.

To be honest, if Lu Zhishu hadn't said what Lu Zhinan did, Shen Pan would never have imagined that Lu Zhinan would be so cruel and inhuman.

Whenever Lu Zhinan met people, he greeted them with a smile. As the saying goes, you don't hit a smiling person with your hand. When Shen Pan saw Lu Zhinan for the first time, he couldn't really hate him.

It's just that Lu Zhishu always ignores Lu Zhinan on purpose, and doesn't even say a word to Lu Zhinan. Shen Pan feels that Lu Zhishu's attitude is worth pondering.

"What happened later? How did you get out?" Shen Pan asked.

"During the period when I was not in school, I locked myself up, but it was useless to always lie alone, so I learned programming, mathematics, read a lot of books, and taught myself all the courses. I have to say that reading books is really good. It is very useful, and many questions that I can't figure out can more or less find the answers in the book."

"You really got out of that dark moment by yourself," Shen Pan admired Lu Zhishu even more.

I can't blame Lu Zhishu for encountering troubles, he always has a good attitude, he is not in a hurry, unlike her, when encountering some difficulties, he will feel that the sky is about to collapse.

"I used to beg my parents for their love and hope to get support and strength from them. Later, I found out that even though I was 'deadly ill', they didn't do anything to me. They only thought about how to maintain the family business, as if the children were theirs. Whether it is me or Lu Zhinan, the tools used to carry on the family line are the same."

"So they don't love you, and you don't love them anymore?"

"Maybe it's not that they don't love me, it's just that they love me too utilitarianly. They treat me as a business and pay for me. Naturally, they hope that I can bring them profits. If they can't make profits, there is no need to treat me. There's too much emotional investment."

Shen Pan thought for a while, "To some extent, we seem to have experienced similar things."

The difference is probably that Lu Zhishu's parents are biological parents, while her parents are adoptive parents.

"Didn't you still serve as the general manager of Jinghang? Your parents are still not satisfied with your grades?" Shen Pan asked.

"That's what makes them scary," Lu Zhishu said: "I walked out of the shadows on my own, got admitted to university by myself, and worked my way up to the position of general manager of Beijing Airlines after graduation. Naturally, my parents also felt that it was very face-saving. During that time, their "love" for me was back to normal. In addition, during that time, Lu Zhinan always caused troubles abroad, and my parents had dealt with a lot of messes for him. The balance has tilted quite a bit towards me, but I have long been indifferent to them. Maybe they can't bear the feeling of having a hot face on a cold butt, they prefer Lu Zhinan who can speak well and make them happy."

"They... seem to be gambling," Shen Pan said, "It's like betting on a lot of money, jumping back and forth between you and your brother."

Don't treat children as children, but as bets on which children can become talents.

"More than that," Lu Zhishu said: "Everyone changes. When they were young and strong, they only thought about making the family business bigger and stronger, and then finding a successor. Now that they are getting older, they want to have a good time with each other. Living in harmony with the family, I began to pray for the warmth of the family. I can't give them what they want, they can only place their emotions on Lu Zhinan. Otherwise, they won't help Lu Zhinan clean up the big disaster that he caused in Beijing Airlines. It's a life."

Shen Pan hugged Lu Zhishu.

Years have put so many heavy shackles on him, but he can still remain gentle and polite now, which shows that he has tried his best.

Such a brave boy needs to be cherished.

Years kissed me painfully, but I reciprocated with songs. This is probably the best explanation to describe Lu Zhishu.

"That worker who died in an accident... Did it remind you of that classmate from before, that's why you resigned?" Shen Pan thought, there was a time when the worker passed away. and die" tragedy?After all, Lu Zhinan was arranged by Lu Zhishu to join the company.

Lu Zhishu had been depressed for a long time because of that friend. This worker... no wonder he left the imperial capital and that home.

"There is a saying that 'what doesn't kill me will make me stronger'. I survived before, and I can do it now. I left not to escape, but to start over." Lu Zhishu hugged Shen Pan fiercely: "You Can you stay with me all the time? You are the only one left by my side now."

"Of course," Shen Pan said, "don't forget, I have accompanied you all these years, and I will definitely accompany you in the future."