I really don't want to be so crap!

On the sofa in the small building, Bai Bing and Hu Mei were sweating profusely, with bouts of fear, looking at the pale Xu Rupeng with distress.

Just last night, their lover was attacked and killed in the dormitory. Their hearts were full of worry, panic, helplessness, distress, and pity!

Xu Rupeng's mind is full of what Binzi said, you are the culprit!

regret!Blame yourself!Sad!

This incident clearly never happened in the previous life. In the previous life, Binzi and Sister Xin had no intersection at all. At most, it is estimated that Binzi had an unrequited love for Sister Xin for a period of time.

Yup!

Binzi was right.

I am the culprit of this matter. If there is no Xu Rupeng, Binzi will not be with Sister Xin, so he will not be able to go to the point of murdering in anger.

But Xu Rupeng knew that the root of the matter was not in this, but in his own rebirth. In fact, after rebirth, he has always had a superior mentality, with a kind of arrogant and domineering air of being the only true god in the world.

Xu Rupeng didn't think clearly about Binzi's pursuit of Sister Xin at all. He only knew that Sister Xin was a shameless person who could live in her inner world and take it lightly no matter how mocking, slandering or humiliating others were.

But Binzi is not, he is just a normal big boy, even a big boy who doesn’t necessarily have a problem with his sexual orientation, he simply sees Sister Xin as a girl, goddess, dream lover, so at first he can have everything Fear, go forward!

But after establishing a love relationship with Sister Xin, especially after having a physical relationship, can he still completely treat Sister Xin as a girl?

It must be impossible, the same body structure, how can it be a girl, even though he still loves Sister Xin to death, but in the end he has the fact that he is gay.

He doesn't want to be gay, but when the real love conflicts with his own thoughts, his heart gradually becomes no longer calm, indifferent, or fearless!

So when he hears all the discussions behind him, he will get angry and lose his temper. Strangers will be fine, and ordinary classmates will be fine.

But his best friend also talked about him like this behind his back, which made him feel that he had always been a clown who was not understood, not blessed, but was laughed at by everyone like a monkey.

At that moment, his faith began to collapse, and he felt that the so-called friendship in the world was so ridiculous, and he began to hate and hate it.

When binzi had such thoughts in his heart, he suddenly became alert, is this right?Should he find his most respected and trusted eldest brother, Xu Rupeng, to open up and have a chat.

However, every time he went to dormitory 308, Xu Rupeng was not there. Once, twice, after several times, Binzi also gave up the idea of ​​chatting with Xu Rupeng.

The stagnation in his heart gradually thickened, the big boy who was originally sunny, gradually became gloomy, and the fertile and moist land in his heart gradually became dry, cracked and barren.

Sister Xin saw the change of Binzi completely in her eyes. Gradually, she felt that she could no longer bear Binzi like this. Her love should not be like this. She likes the sun, handsome, confident, omnipotent Scary, bold, exciting, and even some bad guys.

But Binzi's change has become farther and farther away from her, and he is completely different from when he first chased her, sensitive, humble, and timid.

Therefore, breaking up seems inevitable.

Breaking up is painful. Although Sister Xin proposed to break up, she is also heartbroken. The beginning of this relationship was beautiful. Binzi is gentle and considerate, handsome and sunny. the princess.

The first half of the time when the two were together made her feel very lucky. Although they hadn't dated for a long time, she completely handed herself over to Binzi. In the hotel, looking at her honest self, Binzi didn't feel disgusted at all. It's her appearance that makes her feel happy.

What she never expected was that her breakup became the final weight to overwhelm the last rational straw in Binzi's heart.

In the middle of the night, the moment she was woken up and opened her eyes, she felt her heart tense. When the light was turned on, she saw the bloody man subdued by Xu Rupeng.

"Buzz"!Sister Xin's brain went blank, and her heart contracted and enlarged violently.

Binzi!

That's Binzi!

Fear, fear, and worry made her cry crazily, and she was just a woman with a weak heart.

It's my own fault, it's my ruthless breakup that stimulated Binzi, made him go on the road of no return, and made him raise the butcher's knife.

It's all my fault, why didn't I tolerate more, why didn't I enlighten more, and why I was so selfish and indifferent, Sister Xin felt that she was the culprit who caused this incident.

Who is to blame?

Is it Xu Rupeng?After rebirth, without a clear self-knowledge, he randomly sent out kindness, which led to the butterfly effect. Binzi was behind bars for decades, Ren Boyu and He Wei were dying, three good young people, and three families were broken and rough .

Is it Miss Xin?A fake woman who always lives in her own world, a somewhat selfish, paranoid, completely self-centered fake woman, love, is it really that easy?Now that you have accepted this love frankly, you have to maintain it with your heart and support each other, not just asking for it and breaking up with one sentence, which led to such serious consequences.

Is it Brother Bin?Whether a person is a good person or a bad person, a kind person or a devil, may be all in one thought, one thought becomes a Buddha, and one thought becomes a demon. Now that I already know that when I am with Sister Xin, I will definitely be criticized by everyone, then I should do my best. I was prepared in my heart, since I couldn't bear it, how could I dare to love, the price of this love is a bit too heavy.

After Xu Rupeng reflected on himself at this moment, he began to drink wildly. He wanted to get drunk, and even drunk himself to death, completely ignoring the dissuasion of the two women's tears. , alcohol, tears, vomiting, roaring.

This incident stimulated Xu Rupeng too much, he really needed a complete vent.

Binzi is talking on the phone with his parents and sister through the glass at the moment, looking at the pale temples of his parents who were still in their prime, the pain in his heart is almost piercing.

What can I say, what else can I say, everything is irreversible, everything happened bloody, what else can I do, I'm sorry, he is sorry for the kindness of his parents in nurturing and teaching.

At this moment, Sister Xin was hiding in the corner of her bedroom, trembling all over, her beautiful eyes were swollen out of shape, crying, and even self-mutilated.

She was cruel to herself, so she wanted to take revenge on herself. Sister Xin's mother hadn't left her side for more than ten hours. She was afraid of what would happen if her son committed suicide.

Cause and effect, cause and effect, what kind of cause will have what kind of effect, all three people pay for their wrong decisions.