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It seems that no matter where I go, there are a lot of demands on men, and the pressure is also very high. "Acting like a baby" and "seeking protection" are particularly contrary to the positioning of the image of "man".When traveling to a different world, one should be brave or resourceful, and a powerful image is always loved by people.But Zhao Si couldn't do it.

People who have many advantages in the different world can live a good life in the original world.Otherwise, those advantages that are loved by others couldn't have just appeared out of thin air from another world.

Feeling extremely embarrassed, Zhao Si had no choice but to drink to cover up.Fortunately, neither Helena nor Marenia had "eyes", otherwise he would definitely feel like he was sitting on pins and needles like a thorn in his throat, wishing he could find a crack in the ground to get in.

The old man persisted: "It's still the same sentence: You can do this for a while, but it won't last long after all."

"Then besides keeping my mouth shut, is there any other way for me to grow?" Zhao Si asked urgently, feeling that he had caught what he lacked.

"If it's my incompetent disciples, I will temper them from body to mind. If you are, you are not my disciple." The old man's implication is: I will not accept you as a disciple.

When the old man accepts an apprentice, talent and temperament are indispensable, and Zhao Si's temperament is directly filtered out by him - it is not within the scope of consideration.

"Major turning points or events in life can help people grow quickly. Do you have such a thing?" The old man wanted to hear Zhao Si list a few things.

Unexpectedly, Zhao Si shook his head: "No. If my life is written on paper, it can be summed up in just one sentence."

Birth, school, job, marriage and children, death.Even the eulogy had to be edited by the master of ceremonies, and such a luxury as an epitaph was out of the question.

If he could have children and grandchildren, he wouldn't recall what this elder did to show his face.Mainly he has nothing to tell.

It's really been like a day for decades-life is the same as the same day.

This is the reverie before time travel, what about after time travel?

"Well, counting today, I've fought two battles." Zhao Si said, "I'm still alive, is that a big deal?"

"Once in Moen City, once here, right?" The old man really knew Zhao Si's situation quite well, and even Zhao Si was not spared in order to check on Bagram.

"It seems that this is a big deal for you." The old man shook his head, "I thought you should have gotten used to war. The blending of iron and blood should be commonplace."

"No, absolutely not." Zhao Si shook his head, "I'm not used to war, and I haven't killed many people."

"No wonder." The old man felt like he had solved the puzzle, "Even if you have been killing pigs for 20 years, you wouldn't have such a mentality. It seems that you used to be a flower that lived in a greenhouse and hadn't been destroyed by wind and rain. Fingers crossed Wanxuan, it’s ridiculous to choose such a person.”

Maybe older people prefer to impart life experience.Zhao Si had nothing to refute, so he had to listen attentively.

"You're so right, Mr. Old Man." Helena interrupted suddenly, patting Zhao Si's shoulder with her greasy hand: "This guy has been living his days of opening his mouth and stretching out his clothes. He's a landowner's idiot." Son. He is not good at fighting, but he can be number one in eating, drinking and having fun. I didn’t expect to be summoned by Mr. Finger. I’m quite happy. I didn’t expect... hiccup... still looks stupid. But I’m particularly pleased that he is more courageous than before I am much older, and dare to offer to come to the academy to play."

The little girl blushed from drinking, obviously drinking too much and talking nonsense.

"How can I be so unbearable." Zhao Si straightened Helena's body.

"Obviously." The old man smiled and stood up, "It's getting late, I should go too."

Zhao Si also stood up: "I'll see you off."

"No, I don't have so many rules." The old man wiped his mouth and put on his mask again.

"No, I have something to tell you." Zhao Si was very sincere, "Please wait for me."

The old man thought for a while, nodded, and walked aside to stand against the wall.

After Zhao Si sent Helena and Marenia into the room, Marenia only said, "Go early and come back early."

Maybe because Helena was almost in danger, she also blamed herself a little.The scarlet corruption has dulled her senses.

Zhao Si nodded, left the hotel, washed his face in the sink, and went out to find the old man.The two walked under the light of the golden tree, and gradually stepped into the darkness of no one.

Zhao Si thought for a while and said, "I want to go to the academy to find that Servis, can you go with me?"

"I don't have time to play around with you." The old man said.

"It's not a joke." Zhao Si said seriously.

"Huh? Do you know the meaning of 'playing around'?" The old man looked directly into Zhao Si's eyes, trying to find weakness in them.

Zhao Si's eyes remained unchanged: "I understand. That's why I want you to see my performance."

"Oh, you can't figure out your behavior, so you plan to find a third party to supervise?" The old man chuckled, "Correcting the body and mind is what a teacher should do."

"Yes. I want you to help me." Zhao Si repeated.

The old man thought for a moment: "Okay, I will help you this time. I also want to see what kind of sword you will become."

Zhao Si half-joked: "I hope it's a sword that can kill gods."

Under the old man's family, Inaba must pass the "human beheading test".

As the name suggests, it is about killing people.The old man didn't allow them to kill ordinary people to make up their numbers, so they had to fight with ronin and samurai with martial arts skills.

As he said, one must experience the baptism of iron and blood in order to grow spiritually.

Here comes the question, Zhao Si obviously participated in the war and killed people, why not?

There are many reasons, one is the state of mind when killing, the other is the target of being killed, and the third is where the pressure is after the killing.

The wars that Zhao Si participated in were all too fast and too impatient to think nervously, and they started fighting as soon as they met, either you or me, if you don't concentrate, you will die.

Those killed were either hopeless epileptics or humanoid demihumans and hybrids.The reason for the murder was the leader's mission, to protect Moen City and Menqian Town.

The lofty goal and the smiles of Irena and others after the victory greatly reduced his psychological pressure, and he did not have nightmares.I can still push everything to Zhizhi with peace of mind, telling myself subconsciously: Fingers let me kill them all.

And the memory of the battle is also diluting his feelings about killing people, as if it is normal.But in fact, he was still short of a layer of window paper—killing heart.

This time, it was he who really wanted to kill, out of his own heart, he wanted to kill a person - Servis.

He believes that his own strength is sufficient to achieve this goal.But he was afraid that he would be timid when he was about to strike at the door, and he would not do it when it was time to do it, so he asked the old man to stand in front of him and supervise him.

After all, this is not a battlefield, not a life-and-death Jedi, and he is not a warrior to protect others, but a killer who wants to incarnate to satisfy his inner desires. There is no lofty goal that can be used as psychological support, and it is impossible to tell Helena: I want to protect You, kill that professor during the day.

Even if he knows: Servis will use potions to get living people to the secret room, and then make them into puppets.

Servis has his own set of aesthetic logic, and making living people into puppets is his unique art.But Zhao Si didn't care about these, if he dared to hit Helena with bad ideas, he just couldn't do it.

He put a pyroxene bullet in his mouth.

The old man asked, "What are you doing?"

Zhao Si spat out the bullet: "Prevent me from talking too much, I want to talk nonsense even more when I'm nervous." After speaking, he stuffed the pyroxene bullet into his mouth and covered his face.

The two took advantage of the night and walked towards the academy under the light of the golden tree.

Where Servis is is very important, Zhao Si happened to know a person who knows Servis very well——Ser Lian.