Single Mom in the Eighties

The second brother Kang said he would stay at home for three days, but in fact it only took one and a half days. He returned in the afternoon of the first day and left in the morning of the third day. Brother will be transferred to the permanent army in Beijing, and the family will be reunited.

Kang Congxin's family of three also left the military compound that afternoon before the end of their marriage leave. After Bai Fengmei urged and urged, they went to the telephone office to apply for a telephone line after they agreed to go back.

In the past, Yan Ruxu seldom interacted with outsiders, and he took Kangkang to live a small life behind closed doors. He didn’t want to disturb others, and he didn’t want others to disturb him. When he needed to use the phone, he seldom had it. She can just call the public phone from the kiosk, and besides, the initial installation fee and monthly rental fee of the landline phone are so high, she thinks it is unnecessary.

But the situation is different now. She and her natal in-laws have moved around. Kang Congxin occupies a high position and has great responsibilities. Rejecting Bai Fengmei's kindness to help bear the initial installation fee, she and Kang Congxin have high salaries and savings, so there is no need to crave the old.

Fortunately, when Bai Fengmei said this to her, she said it alone. If Xiao Hongying didn't hear it, it would probably make her feel uncomfortable.

Bai Fengmei was reluctant to let go of Kangkang in her arms, and was delayed at the gate of the courtyard for a long time. Kangkang is very sensible, knowing that grandma likes him, he is reluctant to let him go, so he coaxes grandma intimately: "Grandma, don't be sad, I will come back in a few days, come and see me if you miss me, grandpa, two Aunt, brother, sister, you all come too, my house is also very fun."

"Okay, grandma will visit you in two days." Bai Fengmei caressed Kangkang's little face, which really hurt the child. She was cruel and let go of Kangkang.

Yan Ruxu took Kangkang's hand: "Mom, just call my office in advance when you come over someday. We live very close to the work unit, and I can come back anytime." After spending a few days together, Yan Ruxu finally I can say "Mom" naturally.

Bai Fengmei shook her hand, "Okay, say hello to my in-laws for me."

They and Yan Liangshen met as in-laws shortly after Kang Congxin confessed. The situation of Yan Ruxu and Kang Congxin does not need to be discussed by the parents of both parties. Because of the common relatives, if it is inconvenient to confide with outsiders, you can tell each other, confide in your heart, vomit your bitterness, and comfort each other. The relationship between the two parents has made a qualitative leap, and they have gradually become close friends.

"Okay mom, the sun is poisonous outside, you guys go back quickly.

Yan Ruxu waved to her, avoiding the basket of eggs under her feet, and sat on the co-pilot. Kang put Kangkang on the safety seat again, returned to the driver's seat and started the car.

The space of the jeep was not so spacious, it was packed to the brim, and this was only a half of what Bai Fengmei had prepared for them, and if it was filled, there would be no place for anyone to sit, so Bai Fengmei had to give up. She plans to deliver these in person, and drop by her son and daughter-in-law's home to check the door. The military compound is too far away from their small home. They usually have to go to work, and they only have time to go there on weekends. Check it out every now and then.

Yan Ruxu got in the car and breathed a sigh of relief. He lived in Kang's house for the past two days, and got along with his elders and sisters-in-law every day. When he said and did things, he had to go through his mind first, think about whether it was wrong, and invisibly add to himself. I feel a little tired after I feel the psychological burden, and now I think I will go back to my home soon, and I feel extremely relaxed.

"Thank you" Kang Congxin patted her hand.

Yan Ruxu smiled at him, shook his hand back, then grabbed his hand and put it on the steering wheel, "Drive hard!"

After a few years of living in isolation, she has changed a lot. Kang Congxin's return has gradually brought her back to her former self. For Kang Congxin, she will overcome even if she doesn't adapt, and will work hard to integrate into the Kang family. In life, live in harmony with those who also love him and miss him.

Kang Congxin drove directly to the municipal party committee compound. I called Yan Liangshen in advance, and when they arrived, Wang Zhaodi was standing outside the yard, building a pergola with her hands, looking into the distance on tiptoe. Seeing their car, she immediately waved to Yan Ruxu dancing.

Seeing her like this, Yan Ruxu felt a little heavy in her heart. Could it be that Yan Ruyu's situation is getting serious again?

The car stopped at the door, and before it stopped, Wang Zhaodi hurried up to open the door, and at the same time shouted into the yard, "Comrade Lao Yan, they are here."

Then he smiled obsequiously at Yan Ruxu through a layer of window glass, but his eyes meowed uncontrollably into the car, and when he saw something that was about to fall out of the car, he couldn't hide his envy.

Yan Ruxu pushed the car door, Wang Zhaodi hurriedly stepped aside, and said: "Haha, the conditions and treatment in the military region are good. I have brought you so many things, and you are only three young people. When will these things be used up? Don't break it."'

Kang got out of the car again and nodded politely to her.

After Wang Zhaodi finished speaking, she felt a little regretful. What she just said didn't go through her brain, and just came out baldly. I don't know if the husband and wife understood what he said. If they really want to get something down, should they refuse? Woolen cloth? It is natural to have to decline, but at most two declines will be accepted, otherwise what should I do if I take it seriously?

Wang Zhaodi had uncontrollable imaginations, but found that one of the couple went to the back seat to hold their son, and the other was waiting beside them. Neither of them had any intention of getting things out of the car.

Wang Zhaodi was very disappointed. But immediately she slapped herself, why can't she tell the priority, why is she still thinking about these things at this time.

When Kangkang got out of the car, he saw Grandma Wang slapping him. He wanted to run into his grandfather's house by himself, so he stopped immediately and hooked his father's hand.

Kang Congxin put his big hand on top of his head: "Don't be afraid."

Wang Zhaodi saw Kang Kang, and knew that he was frightened by herself, so she hurriedly looked at the expressions of Kang Congxin and Yan. Both of their faces were pale, and there was no emotion. Fortunately, they probably didn't regard themselves as mental illness. It doesn't matter if you are treated as mentally ill, but don't implicate Yan Ruyu. She twitched her face, smiled at Kangkang, and said, "Kangkang is back too."

Kangkang didn't call her "Grandma Wang" as enthusiastically as in the past, but just nodded.

Yan Ruxu: "Let's go in first and we'll talk." This is the municipal compound, Wang Zhaodi has such a loud voice and exaggerated movements, if she stands like this, she may do something that will cause people to criticize.

She stepped into the yard first, and Wang Zhaodi was the last to come in and closed the gate.

Yan Liangshen was waiting for them at the door, and when he saw Kangkang, he was affectionate again.

This time, Yan Ruxu's family of three lived in Kang's house for several days, Yan Liang was very envious, and his heart was sour, and the matter of Yan Ruyu weighed heavily on his heart, which really made him unable to relax.

"Is everything okay at home?" Yan Liangshen waited for Kang Zaixin to greet him, then led the young couple into the living room, and then took a step behind, walking side by side with Yan Ruxu, quietly scrutinizing his daughter's expression.

"Everything is fine, Grandpa and Grandma Kangkang ask you to say hello."

Yan Ruxu's expression was bright and open, and he didn't see the meaning of being unhappy, Yan Liangshen was relieved but also a little sad. He was really embarrassed as a father. He wanted to care about his daughter and get more involved in her affairs, but he was also afraid of being rejected by her daughter, and he would stiffen the relationship that had finally been eased. Up to now, he didn't do anything for his daughter, but instead asked her to come back to help, he felt a little guilty.

Yan Ruxu glanced around the living room, and asked Yan Liangshen, "Has Ruyu gone to school?"

Yan Liang shook his head deeply: "It's in her bedroom. She refused to go to school today, so she locked herself in the room and went to the bathroom a few times. Her mother refused to open the door when she brought her food. Later, I She was willing to open the door only after sending it off, and stopped eating after two mouthfuls of rice."

Yan Ruxu did not move forward, stopped and asked, "Why is it so serious all of a sudden, and what happened?"

Yan Liangshen said in a low voice, "Her mother beat her."

Wang Zhaodi, who was standing one meter away from them, interjected, "Shouldn't the child be beaten if he is disobedient? This child has not been able to go to school well for a few days. Look at the paper she made, 49 points, failing, and the last in the class." One, with this grade, how can I get into college in the future? I can do it if I don't beat her, and besides, who doesn't beat their children!"

Wang Zhaodi used a loud voice to cover up her guilty conscience. She had a loud voice in the first place, but now she shouted even more, her voice was shrill and piercing.

"Shut your mouth!" Yan Liangshen shouted unbearably, his face turning blue.

Yan Ruxu was a little surprised.

Because of Wang Zhaodi, Yan Liangshen has caused a lot of trouble, but Yan Liangshen has always been tolerant of Wang Zhaodi, which in Yan Ruxu's view is connivance. If it weren't for Yan Liangshen's tolerance and connivance, Wang Zhaodi wouldn't be allowed to talk about it for many years. After being a high-ranking official's wife for many years, she still behaves like a village woman in the mountains and has no progress.

Yan Liangshen was willing to scold her loudly, it seems that Wang Zhaodi really annoyed Yan Liangshen.

After Wang Zhaodi was reprimanded, she finally closed her mouth. She stood there for a while, seeing that Yan Ruxu was about to follow Yan Liang into the study, she hurried to follow.

She naturally knew the purpose of Yan Ruxu's trip, and she herself had exhausted all kinds of methods, but she was at a loss, so she pinned her hopes on Yan Ruxu. When Yan Ruxu didn't come, she kept telling her to come quickly. When she heard that Yan Ruxu didn't come to the house immediately, but went to Kang's family for a wedding leave, she was going to be **** to death. She wished she could give Yan Ruxu, Kang Congxin called and scolded them, but unfortunately she didn't know their work numbers.

She went to find Yan Liangshen, and in front of him, yelled at Yan Ruxu for being a wolf-hearted, hard-hearted man who couldn't be warmed up, even her own sister was like this, but she went to her mother-in-law's house to please her in-laws!

It was also that time that Yan Liangshen was angered by her, saying that she was not qualified to judge Yan Ruxu, that he knew all about her little schemes, that she judged the heart of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, that it was unreasonable, and let her go.

Only after that time did she know that Yan Liangshen scolded people in a set way without dirty words. She couldn't understand most of the words, but she could understand the anger and disgust in his eyes. Like when she was in the country, look at the expressions of those infected with infectious patients.

From then on, Yan Liangshen tore off the last fig leaf, as if he couldn't bear her anymore and finally broke out, every look and every movement scolded her.

Wang Zhaodi was very sad, very sad, as if she had returned to the day when she just sent her eldest daughter away, she was in a heart-wrenching pain, there was no food at home, and for two days she only ate some wheat bran and wild vegetables, drank some cold water, and was so hungry that she walked straight Dahuang had to go to the field to find wild vegetables, and it would be worse than death if he accidentally fell on the ground.

After being sad, she thought of more realistic issues. She was afraid that Yan Liangshen would abandon her, divorce her, and not let her go. At that time, she would be left alone again. After so many years, the houses in the country have long been abandoned. It collapsed, and the sky and the earth have no place for themselves.

She was very scared and anxious, but she had no one to talk to. She used to be able to nagging at her little daughter, but now that her little daughter has become like this, she doesn't even have anyone to talk to, and she looks forward to it even more. I want my little daughter to get well, and I can help her back up.

So today when Yan Ruxu finally said that she was coming, she was so happy that she forgot to pretend to be a quail, which made Yan Liangshen lose his temper again.

Wang Zhaodi walked to the study, seeing Yan Liangshen and Yan Ruxu entered the study, she stood there for a while, but finally she didn't have the courage to go in.

She is Yan Ruyu's biological mother, she is the one who understands her daughter's situation best, and she most hopes that her daughter will get better! Why are they scolding or ignoring her one by one?

Kang Congxin took Kangkang with him, and the two sat on the sofa. Kangkang's favorite fruits and snacks were usually placed on the coffee table in advance. Kangkang has eaten a lot of food and snacks at Kang’s family these two days. His digestion has not been very good these two days. The delicious food was no longer the surprise he had before. He glanced at the delicious food and pulled out a children's literacy book from under the coffee table. What does that read.

If it hadn't been for Kang Cong to know his details again, he would know almost all the words that he didn't ask in the future.

Kang Congxin thought it was funny, but his face remained calm, and he answered Kangkang's question seriously.

Sister Huang, the nanny, made Kang Congxin a cup of tea, and stood beside him for a while, hesitating to speak, but Kang Congxin saw it, but said nothing.

Sister Huang stood tangled for a while, then left with a sigh.

Kang Congxin is the new son-in-law of this family, and it is the second time to visit the house. The nanny Huang, no matter what is the matter and what the purpose is, she should not bypass Yan Liangshen or Yan Ruxu to talk to him.

Now that Yan Liangshen and Yan Ruxu were going to talk about Yan Ruyu, he obediently took the child and waited here. If he came forward to help, Yan Ruxu would naturally speak up. If she didn't speak, she would just stand by.

Kangkang read for a while, pulled his father to lower his head, and leaned into his ear and asked, "Dad, let me tell you, Grandma Wang has been standing there to eavesdrop on what grandpa and mother are talking about!"

Kang Congxin asked, "Why do you think she wants to eavesdrop on the conversation in the house?"

Kangkang thought for a while and said, "Because she eavesdropped last time."

The father and son talked one by one about the eavesdropping question for a while, for some reason, the topic turned to stealing things again, Kangkang thought of the wolf stealing chickens, and then suddenly sang "good luck today , Old wolf please eat chicken, old wolf please eat chicken, please eat chicken.”

Kang Congxin couldn't keep up with his son's thinking rhythm, but when he heard his son sing such a strange song, he couldn't help being very interested, so he asked his son the origin of the song.

Kangkang immediately came to his senses, told him the story of "The Old Wolf Treats Guests", and like a long-legged praying mantis, he tiptoedly performed a scene of the old wolf stealing chickens for his father.

Wang Zhaodi stood stiffly on the spot for a while, then turned away attracted by Kangkang's cheerful singing. She was thinking vaguely in her mind that her youngest daughter, Yan Ruyu, also loved to talk, laugh, sing and dance when she was a child. Since when did the child become more and more introverted, and she didn't like to talk and communicate until she became a What about today?

This question was like a ball of thread scratched by a kitten, messing up her mind.

Half an hour later, the door of Yan Liangshen's study opened.

Yan Ruxu came out and immediately looked for Kangkang and his son.

Kang Kang leaned in his father's arms to read "The Magic Brush Ma Liang", and Kang Congxin was reading the latest issue of "Economics Weekly". The eyes looked at the past at the same time.

This scene is indescribably cute and funny.

Yan Ruxu couldn't help laughing, sweeping away the heaviness just now.

She walked over, sat next to Kang Congxin, took a sip of the warm tea he handed over, and let out a soft breath. Kangkang crawled towards his mother, squeezed between his parents, and asked curiously, "Mom, what are you whispering to grandpa?"

Yan Ruxu teased him with a smile, "I told my grandfather that Kangkang has been disobedient for the past two days, and he has been eating and eating, and he can't digest it."

Kangkang hurriedly asked with wide eyes: "Then mother, did you say that I fart?"

Yan Ruxu pretended to be thinking deliberately, and Kangkang waited anxiously for Yan Ruxu's answer. So Yan Ruxu shook his head: "I don't seem to have said anything, then I'll go and talk to grandpa now."

Kangkang hurriedly grabbed his mother's arm: "Good mother, don't say anything."

"Okay, don't talk, don't talk."

Kangkang farts one after another, making his brothers and sisters dislike him, and afraid of hurting his self-esteem, they dare not speak out, so they grab toilet paper, plug their noses and eyes, and insist on playing with him. Kangkang changed his underpants several times a day, but the ones he brought were not enough, and Bai Fengmei couldn't help laughing, so he sent someone to the nearest store to buy them now, so that Kangkang would not wear long johns with his bare butt.

After being teased by her son, the depression in Yan Ruxu's heart completely dissipated. She patted her son and pointed to the study: "Grandpa is a little unhappy, go and coax him."

Kangkang got the order and immediately ran away cheerfully.

Kang looked at his son again, saw that he ran steadily into the study room, then put his arms around Yan Ruxu, let her lean on his shoulder, and asked, "Is it serious?"

Yan Ruxu was slack all over, and put all her body weight on Kang Congxin as if she had no bones. She nodded and said, "She may have some signs of depression."

This disease that was widely mentioned in later generations and received more and more attention is still completely blank in the country at this time. I don't even know whether this term has been named Yan Ruxu, and she has not specifically learned about this disease, but "Dream" still knows the cause, symptoms, and manifestations of this disease through the extensive publicity of those stars and the media. In the domestic environment, those who suffer from this kind of illness are either said to be faking, hypocritical, or mentally ill.

"I suspect that she suffered from depression due to long-term school violence. She is now insomnia, tired of studying, irritable, irritable, anxious, and self-closing... all symptoms are similar to depression."

Yan Liangshen took the child to see several well-known Chinese and Western doctors in the city. Chinese medicine says that children are suffering from stagnation of liver qi, and they need to take traditional Chinese medicine for a long time, and maintain an optimistic and cheerful attitude. Western medicine gave Yan Ruyu a comprehensive physical examination, guessing that it might be a mental problem.

Yan Liangshen told Wang Zhaodi the conclusions and suggestions of Chinese and Western medicine respectively, and she immediately exploded, what is the liver-qi depression, eat delicious food all day long, what is there to be unhappy about, the **** liver-qi depression, what are you talking about? The problem is, my good little girl, who is not crazy, makes trouble, or beats others, why does she have a mental problem? Bah, they are all quack doctors who cheat money!

Yan Liangshen didn't take Wang Zhaodi to accompany the child to see the doctor because he was afraid that she would quarrel with the doctor regardless, but thinking that she was Yan Ruyu's biological mother after all, the doctor's advice should be truthfully told to her, which is not surprising. , Wang Zhaodi has this attitude again.

Yan Liangshen believes that Wang Zhaodi loves Yan Ruyu, but the way she loves her children is too difficult to explain in words, and she can't always grasp the key points, and don't know the priority. He thought that the reason why Yan Ruyu became what she is now probably has genetic factors in it.

Kang Congxin: "As the saying goes, a heart disease requires heart medicine, so help her solve her heart disease, so that even if she can't be cured, she can gradually get better. She is still young, and when the time comes to change the environment, she can always get rid of the shadow."

Yan Ruxu nodded: "I think so too, but I feel that this burden is very heavy. Wang Zhaodi can't count on it. My father thinks that Yan Ruyu admired me since she was a child, and that I can be her spiritual mentor. Although I am not close to this child, but I also feel a little uncomfortable when I think of a good child becoming like this. I will think of our Kangkang, thinking that if you don’t come back, what should we do if we Kangkang were bullied at school because we are a single-parent divorced family, thinking about it I was in a panic, and I really wanted to help Yan Ruyu."

Kang Congxin held his hand vigorously. He couldn't imagine how much pressure Yan Ruxu had been under. She had a high degree of education and a wide range of knowledge. She knew many things that others didn't know, but she didn't know whether it was a good thing or a bad thing. She is destined to think more and longer than others, and because she thinks too much, her psychological burden is heavier.

Kang re-turned his head and kissed Yan Ruxu on the forehead.

Yan Ruxu: "Did you know that when some children bully others in school, they don't think that they are doing bad things, they just feel that they are joking with the children, and sometimes they even bully others because they like them, but But I don’t know how much it hurts others, and it will even leave a lifetime of shadow.”

"There is no way, human nature is like this, so Xunzi's theory of human nature is inherently evil has some truth. Children gradually become kind after receiving knowledge, education, sophistication, and the influence of people around them. So in the final analysis, it is still necessary to strengthen the education of children.”

Kang Congxin didn't interrupt, and listened quietly, turning slightly to stroke Yan Ruxu's hair.

Yan Ruxu said whatever came to his mind, he didn't agree with each other, but he was thinking about how to talk to Yan Ruyu later, what expression, tone of voice, opening remarks, and asking those questions. Disgusted, let her speak out again.

Wang Zhaodi was at the door of her daughter's room on the second floor. She put her ears on the door and listened for a long time, then unscrewed the door lock and tried to open the door.

Yan Ruyu's room was very quiet, not a single sound could be heard, Wang Zhaodi stood there for a long time, but still didn't hear anything, so she could only leave.

When she went downstairs, she saw Yan Ruxu and Kang Congxin cuddling each other intimately. She immediately blushed, turned around and ran upstairs, her heart pounding and her face feeling hot. After the heartbeat subsided, there was unspeakable anger. She was asked to come over to help, not to talk about love! My younger sister is like that, she still has the mind to behave like a man, it's really disgusting!

Yan Ruxu ran through what he was going to say to Yan Ruyu in his mind, imagined a few more scenarios, took a few deep breaths, and stood up: "I'm going."

Kang Cong stood up and patted her on the shoulder, and said with a smile, "I wish you success!"

Yan Ruxu sighed softly: "If you can make her open her heart, it will be considered a success." If there is a psychological problem, it cannot be solved through a single conversation with one person. No matter what, take the first step first.

She went to look in the mirror, straightened her clothes before going up to the second floor.

Standing at the door of Yan Ruyu's bedroom on the second floor, Yan Ruxu took a deep breath, knocked on the door three times, and said softly, "Yan Ruyu, I'm Yan Ruxu, I want to see you, can you open the door for me?"

There was a rustling sound in the room, Yan Ruxu felt a little relieved, Yan Liangshen said that no matter whether he, Wang Zhaodi or Huang Jie knocked on the door, it seemed that there was no one in the room, whether it was knocking or shouting, there was no one in the room. indifferent.

At this moment, there was a voice in the room, which meant that Yan Ruyu had responded to her arrival, and this was a good start.

Yan Ruxu waited for a while, but no one came to open the door. She was not disappointed, but knocked three more times, and then said: "Yan Ruyu, don't you want me to wait outside the door if you don't open the door for me?" ?”

Yan Ruxu waited for another 20 to 30 seconds, the door bolt was moved, and the door was quietly opened from the inside, revealing a small crack.

Yan Ruxu pushed the door lightly and came in, only to see Yan Ruyu standing at the door. She lowered her head tightly, revealing a dirty top of her head. She hadn't washed her hair for a few days, and her hair was greasy and tied into strands. I don't know if Wang Zhaodi wore the small blue flower long johns and long johns with a white background. It was loose and baggy. I don't know how long it took, and the color faded to a gray color.

"Yan Ruyu", Yan Ruxu called her.

Yan Ruyu raised her head habitually, then lowered it quickly.

Her face was swollen, dirty and greasy, stained with gab, eye feces and the like. This doesn't look like a girl in her teens, but rather a scruffy woman in her forties or fifties.

Yan Ruyu probably also felt that she didn't look good now, so she hooked her head vigorously, staring at her thumb toes that were picking at the plastic slippers, and her fingers were stirring the hem of her pajamas uneasily, tightening and loosening, pulling The neckline of the autumn clothes is even wider, almost falling off the shoulders.

Yan Ruyu imperceptibly agreed, and whispered: "Eldest sister."

Yan Ruxu's hanging heart sank in half. It seemed that what Yan Liangshen said was true. Yan Ruyu had a special affection for this eldest sister who had little contact with her, never said a few words in total, and had no thoughtful actions. Parents are very resistant, but not against her. Yan Ruxu had a little more confidence in her next conversation.

She walked softly in the room, her footsteps were neither light nor heavy, and said: "Every time I bring Kangkang over, you go to the door to greet me. I didn't see you at the door just now, and I didn't see you after waiting downstairs for a long time." , come up to see you."

Yan Ruxu lingered in the room. This room is not too small, about thirty to forty square meters, but it really doesn't look like a little girl's boudoir. The whole room is dark and dark, even the sheets and pillowcases are army green. Yes, there is only a picture of the beauty of movie actor Li Mingyu on the wall, with permed hair and red lips, plump figure, very bright and attractive, it is the calendar of August last year, presumably it was torn from the wall calendar. It's just that there are a few white marks on the beauty picture, which were obviously torn off and then patched and pasted.

It was the first time Yan Ruxu came to Yan Ruyu's room, and it was also the first time she knew that Yan Ruxu liked Li Mingyu.

"I just interviewed Li Mingyu a few months ago. She is very talkative and beautiful." Yan Ruxu said.

Yan Ruxu quickly raised his head and glanced in Yan Ruxu's direction, seeing that she was not looking at him, he said, "I know."

"Oh?" Yan Ruxu turned around, "How do you know?"

Yan Ruyu: "I, I have been watching "Hundred Flowers Movies" all the time, and I also know that you made the special feature of Red Star Film Studio."

Yan Ruxu: "Why have I never heard you say it?"

Kindergarten teacher Qiu's daughter likes Li Mingyu. Knowing that she interviewed Li Mingyu, she asked her mother to ask Yan Ruxu for an autographed poster. Yan Ruyu also likes Li Mingyu, but she never mentioned a word to her.

Yan Ruyu didn't know how to answer, so she muttered and didn't speak.

Yan Ruxu didn't force her either, and said, "I can help you get Li Mingyu's autographed photos and movie posters, as well as those of other actors from Red Star Factory, do you want it?"

Yan Ruyu raised her head suddenly, the brilliance appeared in her eyes, and a surprise smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, but the brilliance in her eyes dimmed after a while, and the smile disappeared, and she lowered her head again, "I still don't want it anymore." .”

Yan Ruxu: "Why? Red Star Factory is a friendly unit with us, and I know the leaders there very well. It's easy to ask for a photo of an actor, and you like Li Mingyu so much, why don't you want it?"

Yan Ruyu stirred the hem of her clothes, but didn't speak.

Yan Ruxu: "Forget it, since you don't appreciate it, then just pretend I didn't say anything."

Yan Ruyu said anxiously: "No, I'm not ungrateful, it's just...just..."

Yan Ruxu suddenly paid attention to her, talked to her so much, and offered to help her, but she was so ignorant, Yan Ruyu was a little anxious, she didn't want Yan Ruxu to misunderstand her.

"It's just," Yan Ruyu hesitated for a while, and finally said: "My mother said that liking those movie stars is not a job well done. If you ask for photos for me, she will curse again."

Yan Ruxu put back a large part of her hanging heart, Yan Ruyu was willing to communicate with her!

Yan Ruxu nodded and asked, "The calendar picture on the wall seems to have been torn, what's going on?"

Yan Ruyu started rubbing the corners of her clothes again, as if she was a little embarrassed, she waited for a while, and seeing that Yan Ruxu was waiting for her answer, she could only say, "My mother tore it."

"Then why is it glued and hung up again?"

"Me, I quarreled with her and didn't eat all day."

"When did this happen?"

"last year…"

This should be considered a big family conflict, but Yan Liangshen didn't tell her just now that she didn't come to Yan's house much, and she didn't pay much attention to the relationship between Wang Zhaodi and Yan Ruyu's mother and daughter.

Yan Ruxu sat down on Yan Ruyu's little bed, thought for a while, and said, "Then do you think your mother is right?"

Yan Ruyu looked up at her, then lowered her head a little guilty, Yan Ruxu couldn't understand why she felt guilty.

Yan Ruyu: "...she is my mother, an elder, an adult, she must be right."

Yan Ruxu: "Since you think she is right, why did you go on a hunger strike to protest? In my impression, you have always been a sensible and reasonable child."

Yan Ruyu scratched her toes and didn't know how to answer. If she is an adult, she will understand that Yan Ruxu's question is unreasonable. An adult does not do things based on rationality, not to mention that Yan Ruyu is only a teenager, and it is normal to act according to likes and dislikes.

"I, I, I'm not sensible." Yan Ruyu said nana.

"Oh? But I saw that you are very sensible. Every time Kangkang comes, you play with him, coax him, and let Kangkang eat any delicious food. You also know how to help Kangkang wash his hands, Telling a story, I heard that when Kangkang lived at home, you helped him bathe and dress him, and took Kangkang to the bathroom at night. You are only a few years older than Kangkang, and you can take care of a child so well Well, this is not sensible, what is it?"

Yan Ruyu's eyes brightened a little, she raised her head, walked a few steps in the direction of Yan Ruxu and stopped, hesitated for a long time before opening her mouth to ask: "Sister, is what you said true?"

"Of course, I never tell lies. I just say what I have to say." Yan Ruxu looked at her sincerely.

A little blush appeared on Yan Ruyu's face, and her small **** rose and fell slightly.

Yan Ruxu looked at the little girl in front of her. She looked somewhat similar to Yan Liangshen, but she looked more like Wang Zhaodi, not refined. She was cute when she was young, but when she grew up, the big skeleton inherited from Wang Zhaodi was revealed. The little girl is not fat, but she is a lot thicker than girls of the same age. Perhaps because of the good living conditions, the little girl has already started to develop, and her small **** are slightly swollen into a small bulge. She seems to feel that this is very embarrassing.

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