Spoil You All Your Life

(Mo Zimu had just finished speaking, and suddenly exclaimed, "Ah!" She was hung in her arms by Shi Zixian, her narrow eyes looked at her with a smile.

"What are you doing?"

Seeing the shyness in Mo Zimu's anger, Shi Zixian's mouth raised up charmingly, turned and walked upstairs, "Do...something that's been late for a long time."

"Shi Yan is still waiting at home."

"Because of him, his parents' bridal chambers were destroyed during the candlelight night. Today, he will not spoil our good deeds."

Mo Zimu smiled, "You are really confident in your son."

"Of course."

Shi Zixian just put Mo Zimu on the * and the phone rang.

"Hey... well, we will go back soon."

After hanging up the phone, Shi Zixian pulled up Mo Zimu helplessly, looking helpless, "It seems that our son is really the nemesis of our bridal chamber."

Hearing that Shi Jinyan was in trouble, Mo Zimu immediately got up from the *, grabbed Shi Zixian and walked outside the door, and asked him, "What happened to Shiyan?"

"Grandma said, Shi Yan kept crying, coaxed him to cry again after a while, fed him milk powder, and stopped eating after two bites. They probably..." Shi Zixian said, looking at Mo Zimu Chest, "...I want you to feed."

Mo Zimu lowered his head and smiled, his steps quickened, "Go, hungry, it's not good for a baby."

"It's a mess." Shi Zixian murmured, "I have to hit it a few times when I go back."

"Dare you!" Mo Zimu turned around and stared at Shi Zixian, "I will treat you as you do to him."

Shi Zixian smiled, "Really?"

"Don't believe me? You try, my words are comparable to 24k gold."

In the Hummer returning to the family mansion, Mo Zimu sat in the co-pilot and opened the envelope instructing her to open it in person.

Zimu:

When you read this letter, I thought, I have already gone abroad.

I never imagined that I would actually write this letter to you, who has always been doing things as I please. Such a hypocritical way is really not my Bai Baihe style. Haha, if you don’t look like me, I still did it, isn’t it amazing?

Zimu, I think, at this moment, I have envy, jealousy, hatred, and more, helpless towards you. I found that no matter whose daughter I am, no matter how hard I work, I am powerless in front of the love of the world, even if I don't want to admit defeat, but I can't even see the hope of victory. It was not Yao Tiantian or Xin Wenke who made me feel sympathetic, but—you!

Mo Zimu, I thought about the way I was accepted by all the world's sons. Of course, I also thought about the possibility of being rejected by him, but, I never thought about it. It was you who let me end this relationship! The world didn't like me. I didn't know. At first, I only thought that he was injured by Yao Tiantian and no longer wanted to fall in love. Or he thinks I have the arrogance of the official lady and I look down on it.

I never thought about the reason why the son refused all women because he loved his brother's wife!

Maybe you are not happy to see the sentence above, but in my eyes, the person he loves is you, someone who shouldn't fall in love with, and you can't be together. But, I thought again, what's wrong with him and you, you guys are all playmates who grew up together, and what can be done if you like them at the same time, it's just the time sequence and the ownership of love, your love , I gave it to Major General Zixian, Zidu, he can only be the lonely person who looks at you from a distance!

Zimu, you can never imagine that when I saw Zi standing under the ceremonial stage, looking at you and the major general on the stage, the feeling of side face when he stared affectionately, he was so indifferent, unexpectedly gave me a feeling Heartache, I am not heartache that someone is in his heart, but heartache that he loves you but can't get you. Don’t think of me as a saint, even though I’m very different from you, but, one thing, I think, we want to be the same, we are all unsaints, we don’t like people in our hearts but pretend to dislike them, obviously don’t want that When people are with others, but generously say "I wish you happiness", we are all women who will face our own hearts. However, this is the kind of me. When I saw the sadness in Zidu's eyes, I wanted to tear you off the stage and send you to him. When I wrote this letter, I thought, if Shi Zixian was not so strong People, I might use all my active relationships to tie you from his side to Zidu's arms. Zimu, have you ever thought that Zidu, who makes me feel such a strong feeling, must have deep feelings for you in order to move me to this point.

Zimu, Zidu, really love you!

Zimu, I really hate you! I hate to see you face to face again! I hate you for ‘hurting’ you, but making me unable to ‘retaliate’ you!

Blame it, it's the son of the world, it's the son of the son, it's just you, it's just that I love you, but I really like you.

Zimu, in fact, I know that your circle doesn't like me. I forcefully entered and disturbed your life. My grievances and unreasonable troubles did not win me the love I wanted, for the world I never resent the grievances I have suffered, and that is what I am willing to accept. I don't regret the things that Xin Wenke did unreasonably. Even if Zidu dislikes me even more because of this, it doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter, because he is Zidu and I love Zidu.

Mo Zimu frowned slightly, Xin Wenke? Who? Why haven't you heard this person's name before? Do you sympathize with her? Lily still made trouble for that girl unreasonably?

Bai Baili's letter continues...

Zimu, Zidu's love, I have no right to mix, your feelings, I have no right to speak, you are friends I want to cherish but can't catch, even, you may not think of me as a friend, but in my heart , You are my friends. I am not afraid of the distance between myself and the world’s son, but I am afraid that the person in his heart is you. Maybe it is inferiority, maybe despair, everything about you, so I don’t have the confidence that I can continue without scruples Follow in the footsteps of Zidu.

forgive me!

Zimu, forgive me! I'm leaving! After you were newly married, on the festive days when you were pregnant and waiting for your baby, in the timidity and jealousy of not congratulating you face to face as a mother, I left! Maybe one year, maybe two years, or even longer.

I once said that I don't know how long I can hold on, but now I can answer you. Zimu, the end of my persistence is a girl in Zidu's heart that I can't do as good as her.

Then, Zimu, please be happy!

Zimu, there is a saying, I have never told you: In front of you, I really hate myself!

Dear Mo Zimu, now, as I am about to go to a foreign country, I tell myself that if I can't see you, I won't have to feel inferior anymore!

My good sister, well!

My dear sister, happy birthday!

Lily wish: A hundred years of good cooperation!

White Lily, December 25th, xx.

At the end of the letter paper, Mo Zimu saw several dry ‘water stains’ and the handwriting was fainted.

Snapped! Snapped!

Mo Zimu's tears fell on the letter paper drop by drop.

Lily, sorry!

Seeing Mo Zimu crying, Shi Zixian hurriedly stopped the car to the side of the road, leaned forward, and gently touched her face with his palm, "What's the matter? It's so good, why did you cry?"

"Husband~"

Mo Zimu's eyes became redder and red. Turning his head to look at Shi Zixian, two tears fell quickly.

"Yes, I am here. Boy, don't cry, don't cry."

"Lily... gone!"

Shi Zixian paused for two seconds, then reacted, "Gone?"

"Yeah~" Mo Zimu pressed the corner of his mouth, "I have gone abroad, I am afraid, I will never come back again."

Shi Zixian breathed a sigh of relief and comforted, "If she is for better development, you should be happy for her, stop crying, stop crying."

"Husband, I... feel uncomfortable."

"Don't be sad, did she leave her contact information? You go home, you contact her."

Mo Zimu shook his head, "It's just a letter. She has been away for a month. If she wanted to contact me, she would contact me long ago."

"Maybe it's too busy, don't be too sad, as long as she is doing well now."

After returning to the family mansion, Mo Zimu fed Shi Jinyan. After lunch, he sat alone under the window of the room for a long, long time...

It turns out that no matter how careless and heartless people are, there are places where they can be hurt; it turns out that no matter how arrogant and domineering, there are also people who are reluctant to hurt themselves; it turns out that there are people who look tough, but there are also helpless beasts. When I can’t win, I run away, hide in a place where I think I’m not sad, and heal alone.

Lily, sorry! If there is another chance, I will treat you as a true friend!