Struggle in Russia

Lev Tolstoy's mood wasn't particularly beautiful, but it wasn't something he had troubled. To be honest, in the two or three months after arriving in St. Petersburg, he felt unprecedentedly fulfilled and sincerely happy.

In a previous letter to his elder brother, he wrote: "It was the right decision to come to St. Petersburg. Although the aristocracy here is more aggressive and loathsome than Moscow, there are always new friends who can surprise me ..."

"Lieutenant Colonel Leonid Gorchakov is an upright and capable gentleman who manages a mess of 748 regiments ... I never imagined that there would be such a force in Russia, and there would be no aggressive and vicious officers There are no slick soldiers, some are pure people ... "

"I can feel their simplicity and seriousness, the soldiers are training carefully, the officers are focused on their own affairs, everyone has their own deeds ... life is simple and simple, even for Colonel Leonid and Grand Prince Andre Anything special ... I like the simplicity ... "

"By the way, that Andrei surprised me. As far as I know, the transformation of the 748 regiment all originated from this archduke ... He has no shelf, except for his short body and not very good, all the advantages ... He can sit and chat with the soldiers, just like a farmer ... "

"The Grand Duke also has a wealth of knowledge, and he is quite proficient in physics and chemistry. What is even more exciting is that he also focused on education. He even organized cultural tuition classes in the 748 regiment. The target turned out to be ordinary serf soldiers. Amazing! "

"I also joined the cram school, but as a teacher, every student here is so focused, I like these students ..."

"The only annoying thing is the bureaucrats of the Navy Department. Those **** who are full will only find trouble, all kinds of troubles, which will occupy too much energy of Colonel Leonid and Grand Duke Andrei ... Without those bastards, we could achieve more ... "

"Oh my god, I didn't expect that I would tell you: I like the 748 regiment, I like everything about this regiment, and I like to fight with Colonel Leonid and Grand Prince Andre, that's really inspiring!"

Lev Tolstoy really likes the 748 regiment and prefers his new friends. The only pity is that he will soon leave the 748 regiment. After all, he is not an active soldier and does not serve in the 748 regiment. In addition, Kazan University is about to start school, even if he looks like he has to go back to report.

But Tolstoy really didn't want to leave, especially when his new favorite friend was in big trouble, he wanted to fight with the new friend rather than only worry from a distance.

"My young friend, why do you have to go and watch the Admiralty Building?" Alexei Speransky asked with a sigh. "Isn't Lionia telling you, it's nothing big, they can handle What. "

Tolstoy answered dullly, "I know, but I still want to go ..."

Looking at the persistent Tolstoy in his eyes, Alexei sighed. He was most afraid of this persistent look.

The last person to look at him this way was Leonid, when he wanted to go to regiment 748. That time he lost to this look and had to help Zhang Luo. And this time Tolstoy also had this look. Well, he has no resistance and can only promise, but urges:

"My friend, I'll take you to see it is fine. But I must remind you in advance that the scene may be very unfavorable to our mutual friends, may be full of malicious abuse and slander, it will be very uncomfortable!"

"But you must be calm and restrained! Never be impulsive!"

Tolstoy waved his lips, and he was helpless and dissatisfied about it. Why would anyone who is honest in fact be vilified and attacked? And those guys who just do n’t do anything serious, just want to hang around or catch oil and water, have occupied the moral high ground, but can they talk nonsense?

"That's not reasonable or fair!"

Facing Tolstoy's protest, Alexei sighed: "Yes, it's not fair at all, but what can be done? The reality is ..."

He reminded again: "If you can't exercise restraint, then I can't take you!"

"Why?" Tolstoy asked indignantly. "Don't we watch our friends suffer unwarranted attacks. We should fight with them, or at least face them together!"

Alexei shook his head and said, "No, my friend, you are wrong. What Leonid and Andre hope most is that you don't get involved. All this, they already knew that they would meet someday. Yes, they have been well prepared ... they can handle it. "

"And you," Alexei paused. "You're not ready to do that, you may lose your way with those sly enemies, or you may be irritated and do something irreversible. This is their reluctance. You see, you don't want them to be involved in new troubles and distresses because of you! "

Without waiting for Tolstoy's answer, Alexei emphasized again: "So if you must go, stay calm and restrain your emotions. Believe that your friends will be able to face any situation and that they will be able to cope. Come on, don't help yourself, it could disrupt their plans and be counterproductive. "

Tolstoy said bitterly, "Can you really just watch?"

Alexei smiled bitterly: "It's not just looking at ~ www.ltnovel.com ~ My friend, look at it and remember that scene forever. Whenever you're lazy, think back, thinking about this love can not help Feeling powerless, this abominable sense of helplessness will surely recharge you! "

Rather than speak to Tolstoy, this is Alexey to himself. These days, he is very familiar with Leonid and Li Xiao, and his long-term contacts and relationships have gradually made him fall in love with these new friends. I think it is really good for Russia to have such young people.

But now, a group of people who just want to do things are subject to the vicious attack of a group of **** who stand in that pit and do not shit. Even Alexei, who had been smoothed by reality, could not bear it.

For the first time, he doubted his father's teachings, and again he was dissatisfied with this abominable and sad reality. He also wanted to face and fight with his friends, even if it was impossible, but his heart was full and happy.

And this kind of fulfillment and happiness has disappeared for a long time, and he was so happy when he found it again. If he wanted to keep this happiness, he also hated that he couldn't do anything ...