The days of being a spiritual mentor in Meiman

The bright sunlight at noon has gradually dimmed and become less glaring. There is only a small gap left in the curtains of the nursing home office, and the light shining through the gap shines on the desktop.

After the temperature began to drop, the air conditioner was turned on in the office. At this time, the heating was sufficient, but Loki experienced a feeling that he had never experienced before, which belonged to ordinary humans-cold.

The corners of his mouth drooped down, he didn't even open his mouth, he just squeezed out a few words from his teeth: ...Stop talking.

People always like to overestimate their mental capacity and think that they can be calm when faced with a certain answer, but it is actually very difficult.

Loki stared at him and didn't speak. The appearance of Asgardians always has some classic beauty. Loki's eyebrows are very deep, and the edge is very sharp, like a knife. When the shadow cast completely covers When he closed his eyes, he looked cold and deep.

I can analyze this problem from many angles, to tell you where your mentality comes from, and how to solve it...

Schiller's words turned a corner: ...but there is a fee.

Loki's expression was very cold. He stood up, but he felt a resistance in his body. The venom said in his heart: I advise you to think again, this may be a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

Don't try to influence me, monster.

If you want to take your anger out on me... Venom's voice was calm beyond Loki's expectations: Then I'll tell you, even if you leave here now, you have nowhere to go, orphan.

Are you going to face Thor with this mentality? To ask him stupid questions you already know the answer to, or are you really going to be like a begging dog and ask him whether he loves you or not?

...I said, enough!

Calm down. Schiller's words brought Rocky back to reality, and he said, My fee is very expensive, but it must be more effective than you think.

More importantly, I don't think you have the ability to pay the bill now, so I will charge this account to your brother, because he is the heir of Asgard.

...Then let's start. Loki sat back down again.

Let's look at this from another angle. Schiller made a gesture of putting things aside, and he said, You should know in your heart that you are jealous of Thor, but we can analyze this emotion carefully. .”

Now, please imagine, what would happen if you were Thor?

What will happen? Loki asked, ...how else?

Don't worry, listen to me. Assuming that you are Odin's eldest son and heir to Asgard, and you have received Odin's attention since you were a child, no matter what trouble you make, he won't blame you too much... ...

He... Loki calmed himself down as much as possible, and then entered this hypothetical scene.

As you can imagine, putting yourself in Thor's position has been the focus of everyone since childhood. Odin values ​​you, Frigg loves you, and your peers respect you...

Along with Schiller's words, Loki began to sink into his imagination.

When the bonfire was burning, the shouts of the duel arena became very noisy. He stood in the front row, then jumped off his seat, and stood in the center of the duel arena, accepting everyone's cheers and shouts. The audience looked at him expectantly. With him, I believe he will be able to win.

Then, he crossed the long bridge of Asgard, and walked into the gate of Asgard with joy and excitement. He stood upright, bathed in the light, Odin praised him, and Frigg showed A gratified smile.

He gallops across the battlefields of the Nine Realms, no one is his equal, gallops across the board, takes the honor of victory with little effort, and then brings them back to the All-Father to accept the blessings of the people of Asgard. With admiration.

And now, where is Thor?

Schiller's words didn't interrupt Loki's reverie, only turned his perspective, and he saw, behind the cheering crowd, Thor stood there watching him, and as he walked back to camp, Thor looked at him from a distance, and after their identities and perspectives were completely switched, Loki suddenly had a strange feeling.

Okay, then, bring those things you did into Thor, he made a lot of pranks on you, and then this behavior began to become more and more bad, and later it was no longer limited to pranks, and began to really frame you ...

No... Loki frowned deeply, I didn't...

Don't deny all of this, but go on to think about it, and see what you think from Thor's perspective, how would you look at all of this?

In an instant, the dream full of honor and brilliance was shattered, Loki's arms began to tremble, his teeth were tightly pressed together, and a few words appeared from it: I didn't see it.

Didn't see anything?

Suddenly, his shoulders relaxed, and his jaw began to tremble slightly, and then he calmed down, I didn't see those things.

Really? Do you want to watch it again?

No. Loki immediately refused.

Then are you sure you didn't see it?

Loki was silent.

He was silent for a long time, until he completely pulled away from that emotion, he said: Maybe... I saw it.

He paused for a long time again, the whole sentence was filled with a somewhat hysterical breath, and then turned into a trembling, But I... didn't care.

He knew, but he didn't care, right? Loki looked up at Schiller, who fiddled with the pen in his hand, and said, Actually, you should also think that although your brother is reckless, impulsive, and stubborn, but He is not really a fool, his intelligence is normal, and he can even be said to be quite gifted in some aspects...

You have spent so many years together, and you have been together day and night for a long time. You think you know him very well, but he also understands you. Perhaps, he sees many things you do, but he don't care...

You wanted to evade this answer just now, because you felt that his indifferent behavior made you feel more uncomfortable than revealing you in person, or complaining to Odin.

Now, ask yourself, do you really want to hurt Thor, kill him, replace him, or just get more attention with all this stuff you're doing?

I... Loki wanted to deny this answer subconsciously, Stop joking, how could I want to get his attention? He has no brains at all, and he was just a reckless man from the beginning to the end...

Really? Then when I asked you how you, as Thor, viewed Loki, why didn't you want to say that answer?

Loki fell silent again, but he didn't tremble like that, but just stopped there in the same posture.

He may really not care. Loki's words became more breathy, and this sentence was integrated into a sigh. He showed a somewhat self-deprecating smile and said, At least when I was a child, those pranks of mine What I did was not meticulous at all, I was just playing him.

I remember that several times, Thor's companions saw that I did it, so they hated me even more, but Thor said nothing.

I know he didn't see it... Loki's tone became a little puzzled: But why did I believe that at the time, and he just didn't see it?

Maybe it's because, you can't take it, he sees it, he just doesn't care, Schiller said.

Loki was silent.

Okay, now we add a little extra condition to this situation, you are still you, that is to say, your current appearance, physique, strength, ability, but you are still Odin's favorite eldest son, Asgar The heir of virtue...

Before Schiller finished speaking, Loki said, No, it's impossible, I...

Asgard will not have such an heir, my physical strength is too weak...

I'm not Odin, and this is not the coronation ceremony, so what I say doesn't count.

This is just a hypothesis. It's all a hypothesis anyway. What logic is there?

Loki was speechless and could only nod his head.

Okay, as you said, you have various flaws on your body, some of which are even fatal. For example, you don't have the physique that Asgardians are proud of. Odin can see these flaws. Asgardians I can also see it, but you are still the heir of Asgard, Odin has taken good care of you, no matter what trouble you have caused, he is willing to settle it for you...

So, what would Thor think of you under the circumstances?

He... Loki seemed to want to say a complete sentence, but after uttering the first word, he choked.

Don't doubt what you are thinking now, Thor will definitely be jealous of you, no matter how much, this emotion must exist.

Schiller made another gesture and said: You may often think that Thor has so many shortcomings. He is completely out of his head in doing things. He only immerses himself in his head and doesn't think about the consequences. He is simply an unreasonable idiot.

But if this kind of identity is changed, Thor should also think that your physique is so weak that you can't even hold the artifact, you can't charge forward in battle, and you can't set an example as a general. You are not as brave as the Asgardians. quality……

You see, this world is like this. When you can't be the other party, can't be in his position, and do his things, you will always feel that the other party's virtue is not worthy.

Some of his shortcomings will be infinitely magnified in your eyes, and then you will use these shortcomings to imagine that if you sit in that position, you will do better than him.

But when you really reach that position, your shortcomings will also be magnified, and it is still unknown whether the advantages you are proud of can handle the troubles caused by your shortcomings.

So? Loki said, looking at Schiller. Are you saying that even if I sat in Thor's place, I couldn't do better than him?

Schiller shook his head and said, No, I'm just telling you that it's very normal for you to feel jealous of your brother, resent your father for being unfair, and feel that Asgardians don't value you.

If you switch positions with Thor, these emotions will still exist. Thor may not be as delicate as your feelings, but he is absolutely impossible to be completely immune to these emotions.

If you don't believe it, then think about him now. In a sense, the current situation is that the status of the two of you has been switched. Do you think that Thor's sudden promotion to you is really completely unreasonable? Don't you feel jealous? Do you think he is so generous that he doesn't care that Odin gave you the glory that belongs to him?

Since he can also be jealous and resentful, there is actually no difference between the two of you, and it's not because you are narrow-minded or mentally abnormal that you have these negative emotions. It's just human nature.

I make this kind of assumption... Schiller paused, took a sip of water from the water glass, and then continued: ...just to tell you that the messy emotions in your heart now contain jealousy and resentment. , Shocked, confused, confused, at a loss, etc., in fact, nothing more common.

So you don't have to make some self-defeating inferences. For example, Thor and Odin are good people who are bright and righteous, but you are a dark and despicable villain. You can only hide in a corner and release negative emotions, or produce some more Extreme thoughts, wanting to bring these pains to other people...

Schiller put down the water glass, looked into Loki's eyes and said, I just said that you are like a dog chasing minced meat, but the conclusion is that if you put a collar on Thor, he may chase you more than you.