The Devil Does Not Need to Be Defeated

Chapter 390

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This is an area that no one can reach.

This is a world that no one can reach.

In this realm and this world, only Emerald wanders in it like a soul.

Because this is within the body of Evil God Lilith, the interior of Goddess, the depths of consciousness, or the “soul” itself.

And here, Emerald feels that he has become in a trance, even the existence itself is extremely unstable.

『Will disintegrate』.

『Will collapse』.

『Will vanish』.

『Will not be able to hold on』.

I didn’t feel any discomfort, but feelings like this kept flooding Emerald’s mind, letting Emerald understand how dangerous his current situation is.

It’s like soaking yourself in deadly poison and losing the pain. Not only will not be fine, but it will be more dangerous.

This is Emerald’s current feeling.

Under this feeling, Emerald began to look back in his memory.

She can’t speak.

She is not mature either.

Even though it has survived for nearly ten thousand years, Emerald has grown in personality rationality, but it is moving in a direction that is not quite right.

She wants to improve her rationality and her personality power, in order to fight against her own ontology, but the Chaos Attribute controlled by her ontology has been suppressing her personality and rational growth. As a result, Emerald’s rationality and even intellectuality have grown in a somewhat strange direction.

In some fields, she knows and understands very well, she seems to be more knowledgeable than the old man alive for a hundred years, and she sees through the world.

In some areas, she seems to understand, or even completely ignorant, worse than a child.

Such a contradictory and deformed ideology, which has been maintained for nearly ten thousand years, can sometimes make Emerald feel anxious, and sometimes make Emerald feel broken, making her really almost unable to bear it.

She also doesn’t know how to blame the gods and accuse others, and she doesn’t know why fate treats herself like this. Therefore, she can only do her best to eliminate this anxiety and collapse, and she keeps wandering on the ground. , Stray, stray.

In Emerald’s memory, there are really only these.

After all, from the moment she was born, as a rational half body, she was excluded from the body, and immediately after the body broke into a catastrophe, she was sealed together with the other party, and then started this An extremely long wandering journey.

During this journey, she met someone who saw herself pitifully and adopted herself.

During this journey, she also met people who were unruly towards herself and wanted to do something to herself.

She tried to live with the former, but found that they have their own family, their daily lives, and there is no place for them. She even has a problem in communicating with each other, and she has a great barrier. Therefore , She finally chose to leave.

She was also taken away by the latter and sold as a merchandise. She didn’t even choose to resist when the other party wanted to do something unruly to herself. It’s a pity that she never said anything. It is the controller of darkness and chaos, even if it is a rational half body without power, those who come into contact with themselves with darkness and evil negative emotions, and even intend to harm themselves, will eventually fall into madness and die on the spot.

For nearly ten thousand years, Emerald has always come here like this, not being accepted first, and then feeling the barrier to leave, or it will attract the evil people and cause them to die suddenly. Die.

From beginning to end, Emerald was all alone.

People call her “Happiness Seeking Vengeful Spirit”, but she actually doesn’t even know what “happiness” is.

She doesn’t even know what “misfortune” is.

Otherwise, when the people of Old Demon Race Faction destroy the space node, break into the temple of the real world, and take her away, she will not resist.

That time, for Emerald, it was just an unremarkable experience during a long journey.

The only difference is that, because someone stares at the seal of the ontology, it is very possible to release the ontology. At that time, Emerald had an idea.

That is, take this journey experience as the final destination.

She doesn’t want to go on like this anymore.

She doesn’t want to wander like this anymore.

Therefore, even if she knows that the final result must be annihilated, she plans to take this opportunity to return to her body after this.

Until, I met that person.

“Hello.”

This is the first sentence the other person said when they saw him.

very common, very ordinary, without any bright spots and special words.

At the time, Emerald didn’t think he would have much involvement with the other party.

That is, like those people in the past, when they meet themselves, they will be connected with themselves. In the end, they will either take the initiative to leave, or the other person will die like those who died suddenly. That’s it.

For some reason, Emerald’s eyes were deeply impressed.

It was like looking at a big trouble. He obviously didn’t want to touch, but his body and heart went against his will, so he had to make contact, full of tangled eyes.

The look in that look made Emerald quite concerned.

In the past, the people Emerald met were either full of sympathy and love, or full of desire and darkness. I have never seen such a strange person.

Because I was very concerned about that look, that night, Emerald also got into the other’s bed and wanted to take a good look at that pair of eyes, but because the other’s embrace was too reassuring, so Fell asleep unconsciously.

Emerald doesn’t know why he feels warm and at ease in the other person’s body.

She doesn’t know that Skien holds the Blessing of the Supreme God. Otherwise, she might understand that this happens because of the Skien who holds this blessing. Mother of the Gods’ aura’s relationship has given her the same peace of mind as being in the arms of her parents.

And what really changed Emerald’s state of mind was what happened the next day.

“Little guy, do you want to go with me?”

When the person looked straight at him and said something like this to himself, Emerald felt Quite incredible.

It’s not because no one has said that to himself.

In the past, those who took in and adopted themselves did not say this less.

But their eyes are completely different from the eyes of that person.

In the past, those who planned to take in and adopt themselves only regarded themselves as outcasts of unknown origin, and only planned to bring her into their lives based on sympathy, compassion and love.

But this person is different.

The look in this person’s eyes is not that he wants to bring himself to his side, but that he intends to enter his side and intervene in her life and her life.

These are two completely different things.

The former is to let herself abandon her past and live with them, but Emerald couldn’t do it, so she left.

The latter is to let oneself face one’s own problem directly, the other party will intervene, interfere in, and face it together with oneself.

Especially when the other party does not know that from time to time they will show emotions as if looking at the same sick person, which makes Emerald feel different touches from the people he has encountered before.

Maybe, even the other party didn’t know that he had shown such emotions, right?

So, then, Emerald nodded.

Not based on the choice to follow the trend, but for the first time in history, out of my own ideas, loyal to my heart, nodded the head.

From then on, everything is destined to be changed.

Later, Emerald discovered that he was Hero, and he owned the Holy Sword. Not only could he break the seal and return to his body, he could also weaken his body’s power and increase his chances of returning.

“Don’t worry, I’ll help you.”

the opposite party was obviously not someone who could say such kind words, but when facing yourself, he said naturally Out of such words.

“Don’t forget, I let you choose whether to follow me or not, and I asked you to tell me what you have, and claim to help you. Since you have made the choice, then I It will definitely help you to the end.”

For this reason, the other party broke the seal regardless of the consequences, or even chose to do so even knowing that it would cause trouble. It was really impulsive and reckless.

But…

“Don’t worry, we also have time, and then slowly think about what we should do.”

“Okay “

These words at the time, very incredible, smoothed the anxiety and collapse in Emerald’s heart, and made her incomplete reason suddenly make a living.

That is, oneself should not be abandoned on oneself to despair.

Yes.

Before this, Emerald’s return was nothing more than abandon oneself to despair.

The result she seeks is not success, but the intention to end it all.

In other words, in the end, it doesn’t matter whether you succeed or fail.

She just doesn’t want to continue like this anymore.

It wasn’t until that time that Emerald had the first idea to succeed.

Even if the hope is still very slim, the nature of Evil God Lilith’s existence itself, it is difficult to obtain the rationality and intellectuality that it should have, and it is a difficult and even problematic matter, but Emerald still wants to fight it. Put.

If it fails, forget it.

But if it is successful, this time, she must eliminate the barriers she felt in the past, enter the lives of others, and let her rationality grow.

Of course, Emerald now only wants to enter the life of one person.

That’s him—

“My name is Skien, what about you?”

This is also what the other party said when we first met.

At the time, her answer was — “Emerald”.

But this time, she wanted to answer like that.

“I am Lilith.”

“Returning from darkness, born in chaos, under Hero’s help, the existence who successfully obtained rationality.”

“Evil God?”

“No, it is not.”