The Female Partner Refuses To Be Cannon Fodder

Qi Lu stunned and shed tears: "Yes, the one I envy the most is her. When she was studying, she had a boyfriend as good as Zhao Qiwei. After I snatched Zhao Qiwei away, she also met someone who treated her like a pearl. Bao's man."

　　 "I tried so hard to get what I wanted, but I never got it. And she got what I wanted easily."

　　 Regarding Chen Miao, Jiang Chan didn't comment on anything. She looked at Qi Lu, who was nestling next to her legs: "Then you, do it again, are you still trying your best to get a man's love?"

　　 Qi Lu's eyelashes trembled: "I don't want to put my life on a man anymore. After seeing some of your experiences, I realized how narrow I was in the past."

　　 "Anyway, Cicada, you will be with me. I have you, and this child will still be by my father's side. I have no regrets in my life."

Jiang Chan sighed silently. She has experienced so many worlds, she has seen loving white-headed and old couples, and she has also seen a client like Qi Lu who has been hurt so much, but it has to be said that the latter makes her even more embarrassed. .

　　 "Love is equal, the lover loves himself first, and a happy love is that both parties get better, rather than the other party's petition to cater to it."

"When you were talking about your marriage with Zhao Qiwei, you used a word, a failed marriage." Jiang Chan leaned on the backrest: "I think marriage is not judged by failure or success, but by whether you are lucky or not. ."

"I'm not happy." Tears burst into Qi Lu's eyes. "In the eyes of others, I should be happy. I came from a powerful family. My father is the mayor. My husband later did the same. He has a very good reputation outside the ranks, and I seem to be a successful woman."

"But I am not happy. We only maintain a superficial marriage. In fact, it is very empty inside. Can you imagine? A model husband in the eyes of an outsider. He and his wife have been sleeping in separate rooms since they got married, especially at home. There is a clear distinction."

　　 "The home is divided into two sites, and they do not interfere with each other. When needed, they will act as a loving couple in front of outsiders. After returning home, they will be the strangest person without any communication."

　　 "He didn't eat a bite of the food I cooked, and would rather boil the noodles by himself when he came back. The clothes I washed for him, he never wore them again. This long-term cold and violence made me exhausted."

"Perhaps the only thing I should be grateful for is that he at least gave me a face, that is, he didn't make any other little things outside." Qi Lu wiped her face carelessly: "I know, he still can't let Chen go. Second, no matter how many years we have been married, Chen Second is still the untouchable white moonlight in his heart."

　　 Listening to Qi Lu venting these things, Jiang Chan could feel what life she had been living before. To be honest, such a long-term psychological torture is something that an individual cannot bear.

　　 "I really can't stand it anymore. I have no children, no relatives, and a lover is just useless. I can't confide in the distress in my heart like anyone else, because once he tells this to outsiders, his future will no longer be preserved."

　　 "So you chose that kind of decisive way in the end." Jiang Chan pinched Qi Lu's wrist, and seemed to see the pot of bright red again.

Qi Lu trembled: "I really can't hold on anymore, Xiao Cicada, I am a coward. I cowardly draws warmth from others, thirsting for warmth, but it brings bruises all over my body. When I feel my body gradually When it got cold, I felt that I was finally relieved."

"I have asked myself countless times, have we ever loved it?" Qi Lu laughed self-deprecatingly: "Later, I finally came to a conclusion that Zhao Qiwei didn't love me. He was forced by my father to marry me. But he doesn't love me."

　　 "But I naively think that time can change everything. I don't know that this is the biggest mistake. If you don't love, you don't love. I won't be wronged because of how many things you have done for him."

　　 "So, in this new life, I never want to establish an intimate relationship with anyone again. Because I am not sure, after I have suffered so many injuries, I will be able to manage a good marriage."

　　 Jiang Chan sighed: "It doesn't matter, you are also fine now. We can make money to make ourselves financially independent, and then slowly enrich our personality and make our spirit independent."

　　 "When we are strong, worldly vision is no longer important to us. Your biggest mistake is that although you are financially independent, your spirit has not truly become independent."

　　 "As you said, it is stupid to pin your hopes on others. The only one you can rely on is yourself. Time is running out, you should rest."

　　 Qi Lu covered the quilt, showing only a pair of eyes outside: "It's really better to say it. I have never said these things to anyone. It's really great that you can understand me."

　　 Jiang Chan: "If you are willing to talk to Lao Qi, he can understand."

Qi Lu blinked: "It's still not anymore. Saying it will only make him sad. Originally, he worked hard. I can't bear to let him hurt my mind again. I have done it all over again. Can't I still How did you live your life? Then I really failed too much."

　　 Jiang Chan's heart softened a bit. Maybe in the eyes of others, Qi Lu had a very temperamental and a little bit coquettish. But it's not without merit, she still knows how to be considerate~www.wuxiamtl.com~ It's just that these concerns are hidden under her coquettish character, and she won't be able to see the soft side of her inside without knocking her atrium.

　　 Jiang Chan smiled and said, "It's time to rest, no longer sleep, your baby should protest."

　　 Qi Lu: "I will sleep now!"

　　 Maybe it was the emotional ups and downs that day, Qi Lu's long breathing sound came from the room within five minutes. Jiang Chan sat on the desk in front of the bedroom, propped his head with one hand, thinking about future plans.

　　 The bedroom door was pushed open silently, Qi Zheng walked in quietly, Jiang Chan sat on the chair and did not evade. Of course Qi couldn't see her, she was very sure of it.

　　 With the faint moonlight outside the window, Qi Zheng looked at Qi Lu's sleeping face, and then sighed for a long time and walked out.

　　 Looking at Qi Zheng's back, Jiang Chan pursed his lips. Is this his father's love? He wouldn't say it, he would only hide it in his heart. Only in this quiet of night can he vaguely feel his inner thoughts.

　　 Qi Lu didn't sleep well this time, and woke up several times at night. But when she saw Jiang Chan sitting by the window, her mood returned to calm.

　　 Maybe seeing Jiang Chan is there, she will have a sense of reality, knowing that she is truly and able to start from scratch.

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