The Female Partner Refuses To Be Cannon Fodder

"At that time, Gu Qingcheng and Zhang Yun were not as gentle as they are now. They always aimed to belittle me and attack me, euphemistically calling me frustration education. I became very sensitive and inferior, and it was easy to think too much."

"For the sake of employment, Gu Qingcheng went to Yan Lichao, Yan Han's father, to see if they could help me get a foothold in S City?"

"Yan Lichao and Liu Hui treated me very well. Under Yan Lichao's introduction, I worked as a translator in a company. In order to express my gratitude, Gu Qingcheng specially brought me to the door to thank me. I was in severe cold at that time."

"I just graduated that year, I was twenty-three years old. At this time, when I was thirty years old, I was in high spirits."

Shen Shiqing's hand paused, and Gu Nian glanced at him: "Just be realistic, but how much I liked it at that time, how much I hate it now in retrospect."

"He is capable and clean, and if there is a relationship between the two families, it is logical for me to be attracted to him. It is strange to say that he rejected me once before, but after my second confession, he actually agreed. already."

"How happy I was at that time, I thought God finally blessed me once. Within two months, I married him. I thought that the hardships I suffered before were for the sake of future happiness."

"But I don't know, the pain has just begun."

"Du Miao is Yan Han's ex-girlfriend. The two have a very good relationship, but after graduation, Du Miao chose to go abroad for gold plating, and quickly registered for marriage after flying abroad."

"Du Miao likes to wear red tube top dresses, high-end restaurants, and elegant symphonies. I used to be happy that Yanhan would buy me a dress, take me to high-end restaurants, and take me to concerts. "

"It wasn't until Du Miao found me in front of me that I realized that in this year of marriage, I was just a tool used by the cold to miss Du Miao. How ridiculous?"

"Later, I thought back carefully, why did I suddenly agree to my confession that day in the severe cold? I remember that day I changed my hairstyle and wore a red dress."

"After several proofs, I feel extremely disgusting." Gu Nian sighed: "Du Miao is aggressive. After she saw me, she knew Yan Han had an unforgettable old love for her. In that case, of course she didn't want to let go."

Shen Shiqing took Gu Nian into his arms, as if he wanted to give her strength. Just listening to this, he knew what kind of torture Gu Nian had suffered.

Physical pain is nothing, mental torture is more deadly.

"At that time, I was paranoid and sensitive, and now I can't wait to go back and slap me. Because of the lack of love, I am not willing to give up the slightest warmth given by others. I regard the cold as a life-saving straw, he almost It's all I have."

"There were many quarrels between us, and then Yan Han didn't even want to go home."

"I wanted to get a divorce, but Zhang Yun didn't agree. Unexpectedly, Gu Qingcheng agreed. Maybe this is the biggest reason for me to reconcile with them in my life."

"The divorce went very smoothly. We have no children, and we have independent property after marriage. But Yan Han didn't know that it was Gu Nian's last resort to save the marriage. She hoped Yan Han would never leave."

"I didn't expect that he would agree so easily. This became the last straw that broke me."

Shen Shiqing brushed Gu Nian's cheek with her fingers, and only then did she realize that she was actually crying. She arched in Shen Shiqing's arms: "I don't want to cry, I'm so happy now."

Gu </span> "Also, Zhang Yun is always talking about men, it's okay to play outside, as long as he comes home at the end, etc., she said that I did something wrong."

"I was thinking at that time, I am the victim, why did you accuse me in the end? So I chose that way, because there is no longer any attachment in that world."

"No one is willing to give up her life unless she really has no expectations for this world. No one loves her, no one warms her, and no one considers her from her standpoint." Gu Nian buried in Shen Shiqing's chest Shen Shiqing only felt that his chest was extremely hot.

"It's just that I didn't expect that God gave me a second chance to start over. In this case, I have to live for myself."

She grabbed the clothes that Shen Shiqing wanted to measure: "You already know what happens next."

"So after you returned to the age of twelve, you made a completely different choice from your previous life. Do you plan to completely separate from the past and leave those who hurt you completely in the past?"

Shen Shiqing put her arms around her waist, her tone low and hoarse.

Gu Nian nodded: "Yes, when life was passing by, I was thinking, why is it me? Why is it always me who gets hurt? Since I can start all over again, I must stay away from them completely."

"So I went to the boarding school and studied hard, just to get rid of them better. But I didn't expect that Gu Qingcheng and Zhang Yun would change. After all, they are parents, no matter how heartless I am, I can't Really abandon them."

Shen Shiqing pulled Gu Nian out of her arms: "I already knew that you are a kind-hearted girl. After so many traumas, you can still love bravely. You are a very brave person."

Gu Nian lowered his eyelids and didn't look at Shen Shiqing: "Are you... afraid of me?"

Shen Shiqing rubbed her head: "How could it be? Knowing this will only make you feel more distressed. If I had met you earlier, it would have been great. In this way, you don't have to carry so much on your own, it's too hard. ."

Gu Nian looked up at him: "I have good eyesight."

Shen Shiqing put her forehead against her: "Yes, my Nian Nian is not only good-looking, but also very brave."

Gu Nian tugged at Shen Shiqing's finger: "I didn't expect Yan Han to see this, what is this? Now I don't feel disgusted. If he doesn't know this, I can still treat him as the son of a family friend."

"But when he knows this, he still has the face to find me in front of me, posing as a victim. It's really embarrassing."

Shen Shiqing patted Gu Nian's back: "We won't mention him in the future. Now that you are my wife, what does it have to do with his severe cold? Your fate ended in the last life, didn't it?"

The corners of Gu Nian's mouth curled up: "Yes, it ended as early as the last life. I chose Y city for university, and I thought about not having anything to do with the past."

Shen Shiqing hugged her: "I'm very grateful that you chose this place in the end, so that we can get to know each other and love each other. Just promise me that no matter what happens in the future, your life is the most important thing."

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