The Grand Secretary’s Pampered Wife

Chapter 436 Confession (fourth more)

When Princess Xinyang decided to raise him, he was just a baby in swaddling. Naturally, it was impossible to hear what she said. It was Princess Xinyang who told him later.

"So that's how it is." Gu Jiao said, "Then, does Marquis Xuan Ping know?"

Xiao Liulang lowered his eyes: "I know, it was he who made good, and made Princess Xinyang mistakenly think that her son and the female slave were captured and killed by assassins. It was not until four years ago that she learned the truth by chance—— , she raised the son of the murderer for fourteen years."

After that, Princess Xinyang collapsed.

She never forgot that son, and never regarded Xiao Liulang as a substitute for anyone. She really raised Xiao Liulang as another son.

She tried her best to teach him, devoted all her efforts, and trained him to be the best little prince in Zhaodu.

Because of this, she couldn't bear the blow of the truth.

The slave girl is dead, so I can only kill your son!

This is her inner demon and all her evils.

"I was the last one to know." Xiao Liulang said calmly.

His face is calm, but it is not known whether his heart is also so calm.

Gu Jiao paused: "So the fire four years ago..."

Xiao Liulang nodded: "She wanted to kill me, she wanted to die with me. It's a pity that something went wrong, and I wasn't the one who was burned to death. Long Yi came later and rescued her."

He didn't say what was wrong, but Gu Jiao thought, it should have something to do with the real Xiao Liulang.

He once said to her, if I am not the person you think, she thought he was referring to Xiao Liulang, but it turned out to be Xiao Heng.

He suppressed the great pain in his heart, and said: "Sometimes I think, why wasn't I the one who died back then? Why did I survive? How many lives will I bear on my body? People like me... I am such a filthy person!"

Gu Jiao gently took his hand.

"Sir, you are not dirty."

"Also, it's not your fault."

The night is as cool as water.

The house on Suzaku Avenue was quiet.

Princess Xinyang woke up, Yujin entered the room with a pot of hot water, and asked her, "How is the princess feeling?"

Princess Xinyang sat on the head of the bed and asked lightly: "Did I faint again just now?"

Yujin said in fear: "Yes,

Fortunately, he fainted on the bed, otherwise it would be bad if he knocked or bumped. "

Once Princess Xinyang fainted by the lake, it happened that Long Yi went out to do some errands again, Yujin didn't hold her back, and she fell into the lake with her.

Princess Xinyang looked at the extra needle holes in the socket of her elbow, and almost guessed that Gu Jiao had come: "The girl made me something strange again?"

Yujin smiled: "It's really thanks to Dr. Gu."

Princess Xinyang muttered: "I don't know where she learned that weird ability?"

Yujin waited for Princess Xinyang to wash her face, then took the pills that Gu Jiao left behind, and poured a glass of warm water for her: "Doctor Gu said that from today onwards, I need to take one more medicine."

"Yeah." Princess Xinyang didn't object, anyway, it's not bitter, just eat.

Princess Xinyang took the medicine and felt a little hungry.

Yujin brought a bowl of millet porridge over, moved a small tea table and put it on the bed: "Before leaving, Doctor Gu ordered the kitchen to cook millet porridge, saying that he would eat some when the princess woke up, and the diet should be lighter these days. .”

Princess Xinyang scooped up a spoonful of millet porridge: "One bite at a time, Dr. Gu, have you fallen into her ways or have you fallen under her spell?"

Yujin smiled and sat down beside the bed.

Princess Xinyang didn't want to eat porridge after a few mouthfuls, she still had no appetite.

Yujin persuaded: "Eat more."

Princess Xinyang turned her face away: "I won't eat."

Yujin pushed the bowl in front of her: "Take another five bites."

"...Oh, you."

Princess Xinyang had no choice but to hold back and ate some more.

After eating, seeing that Yujin didn't leave, she asked, "What's the matter? Is there anything else?"

Yujin hesitated for a moment, and finally plucked up the courage to say: "Princess, do you really...hate Young Master so much?"

Princess Xinyang's expression faded: "Why mention him?"

Yujin said: "When you come out of the hospital, your mood is not right. He is living in such a shady way, it is worse than dying. If the princess really hates him, seeing him in such a situation should make her heart feel happy. The princess was so sad that she fainted, princess, in your heart... you also love the little duke, right?"

"You're talking nonsense again." Princess Xinyang said, and randomly scooped another spoonful of millet porridge into her mouth.

Yujin has served her for many years, so how could she not know her temperament, she ate it if she didn't eat it, it was just her heart.

Yujin said sadly: "I'm not talking nonsense. The princess did not set off the fire at all. The princess softened at the critical moment. In fact, the princess has never let go of the mother-child relationship with the young master. In that case, why not the princess?" How about meeting the young master? What happened back then was not his fault, he was just an innocent child. What happened back then was not the princess’ negligence either, the princess should stop torturing the young master, and don’t torture yourself anymore!”

Princess Xinyang has a complicated look on her face.

She opened her mouth, hesitated to speak, then gently put down the spoon in her hand, and thoughtfully said: "There was someone else who set the fire back then, but I still can't find out who he is. And..."

"What else?" Yujin looked at Princess Xinyang.

Princess Xinyang sighed and said in a low voice, "Forget it, it's nothing."

A group of people returned to Bishui Hutong, and the third son drove the carriage back to the medical clinic.

Gu Jiao hugged Xiao Jingkong who was sleeping soundly, not giving Xiao Liulang a chance to refuse. Xiao Liulang looked at his gauze-wrapped hand and his weak right foot, with a trace of disgust flashing between his brows.

dislike of oneself.

Xiao Qingkong was covered in mud from playing, so Gu Jiao took a cushion and put it on the bed, put the person on it, and went to the stove to fetch hot water.

"I'll come." Xiao Liulang said.

Gu Jiao has never let Gu Jiao do anything about bathing since he was a child. Either Xiao Liulang washed him or Gu Xiaoshun or Gu Yan washed him.

"Okay." Gu Jiao hooked the stool with her feet, and put the basin and towel away.

Xiao Liulang turned Xiaoqingkong over and over again, wiped his body and changed his clothes, Xiaoqingkong didn't wake up at all.

Gu Jiao leaned on the closet with her hands in her arms, and raised her eyebrows lazily: "What did he play today? He's so tired."

——Hua Hua with Long Yi and Princess Xinyang has gone.

Xiao Liulang didn't say that.

After washing Xiaoqingkong, Xiao Liulang went to pour water, but Gu Jiao brought the basin over.

These are insignificant things in life, but if there are too many small things, it is no longer a small thing. From the initial indifference, he can no longer ignore it now.

He used to not care about his own life or his disability, because his sins deserved to live in purgatory.

But what's wrong with her? Want to meet such a miserable self?

He once deluded himself into thinking that as long as he worked hard, maybe they could really live in peace.

But when the truth was finally revealed, all his secrets were exposed, as if all the window paper was torn at once, he realized that all his efforts were so vulnerable.

He is the son of the most humble female slave, with low and dirty blood flowing from his body, his birth is a sin, and his survival is also a sin, he is stepping on the bones of his own brothers, he is not worthy to touch those beautiful things thing.

Master Gu is right, he is not good enough for her, and people like him should stay away from her.

Xiao Liulang sat in the room for a while, but before she returned to the east room to rest, he heard voices coming from the yard.

It's so late, everyone is asleep, she doesn't go to bed, what is she doing in the yard?

Xiao Liulang wanted to see it, but felt that he shouldn't.

Now that she decides to let go, then what she does has nothing to do with her.

She is still young, and one day she will understand that there are many good men in the world, and she is just the one she should never meet.

He closed his eyes and tried hard to calm down, but he couldn't ignore the movement in the yard.

Worth mentioning.

Sooner or later, we have to say goodbye. It is better to hit the sun than choose the day.

"Wow~" Xiao Jingkong on the bed babbled dreamily and kicked over the quilt.

Xiao Liulang walked over, pulled the quilt on him, and tucked in the corners of the quilt.

After that, he left the house and followed the sound to the backyard.

The scene in front of him stunned him.

Under the cool moonlight, in the cold courtyard, she bent down and stepped on the stone bench to cut wood alone.

She is taller than two years ago, but she is a woman, she still looks thin and thin.

Yue Mo didn't want to wake up the family. Her movements seemed light, but they were actually very hard, which was much more strenuous than letting go of logging.

After such a few efforts, fine beads of sweat had already oozed from her forehead.

Xiao Liulang walked over and asked suspiciously, "What are you doing?"

"Did it bother you?" Gu Jiao asked him.

Xiao Liulang shook his head: "No, I haven't slept yet."

After that, his eyes fell on her saw and wood.

Gu Jiao bent her lips and said, "You lost your cane, I'll make you a new one."