The Great Era of Rebirth: 1993

   Chapter 384, holding hands like first love (please subscribe!)

   Faced with the problem that there is neither a way forward nor a way out, Zhang Xuan was silent.

   He was never an insatiable man.

   Doing business as a foreign trade company, he directly gave Hutouben to Li Mei.

   In the face of a high-quality woman like Little Eleven, he can handle it.

   Ask any normal man, in the face of Xiao Shi, who is like a lover of the public, and a suitor such as Xiao Shi, he is more or less vain and has a sense of expansion in his heart.

   Zhang Xuan felt that he was a normal man, not a saint. He was no exception, and had a sense of accomplishment and vanity, but he held back.

   Although he is now entangled with three women, he thinks that he has a last resort.

  Shuangling is his wife in his previous life, and she has never left her in her past and present life.

  Mi Jian is the love of his two lifetimes, and this kind of love is even worse than the love of Shuangling to a certain extent.

   As for Lilith, he admitted that there is an element of impulsiveness and irrationality in it. But he is an ordinary common man, and he has no regrets in the face of Lilith's kind of love that can be bloomed by iron trees.

   But he couldn't tell Mi Jian about this!

   Even if he said it, Mi Jian wouldn't believe it!

  Co-author You like me, are you playing metaphysics with me in order to deceive my feelings?

   Isn't this a riot?

   Seeing that Zhang Xuan did not speak for a long time.

  Mijian lowered his eyelids and said, "I'm sorry for embarrassing you."

  Hey, I can't hear this, Zhang Xuan sighed silently, raised his head and asked her seriously: "Have you ever had the illusion that we were in love and together?"

  Mijian stared at him, did not speak, and shook his head for a long time.

   Zhang Xuan picked up the wine in front of him, drank it in one gulp, and said, "You know, you may not believe it, I have often had a dream in recent years.

   In my dream, I married Shuangling and had a child. But half of my soul and heart are in you, and it will not change when I get old. "

   Hearing this, Mi Jian looked at him with a strange look, hesitating but still didn't speak.

   Zhang Xuan continued to say to himself: "So besides you, there are so many women in the world, only Shuangling can fully open my heart, so I rejected Lilith and accepted Shuangling."

   Hearing this, Mi Jian didn't say whether he believed or not, but looked back, drank and poured himself, and quietly drank a glass of beer.

   Zhang Xuan asked: "Do you remember the first year of high school, do you know why I blushed every time I saw you, and sometimes stuttered when I spoke?"

  Mi saw Jinchi smiled, looked at him with bright eyes, and continued to take a sip of wine.

   Zhang Xuan recalled: "Actually, like many boys, I fell in love with you the first time I saw you in school.

   But then I was ashamed of myself. Every time I face you, I am always at a loss, and I don't know where to put my hands. "

  Mijian touched him with a half glass of wine, and said in memory: "Actually, you were quite cute when you were a freshman in high school. I remembered that your math scores were very good at that time.

   In Yang Yongjian's words, this person may be a math genius. I haven't seen how he learned mathematics since childhood, but he has almost perfect scores every time. "

   Zhang Xuan is very proud of this point. If it weren't for his good math, he might not be so confident on the road of reading.

   In fact, for students, high requirements for self-confidence and self-awareness are a very important thing.

  People who are confident and have high requirements for themselves, even if they occasionally make a mistake in their grades, they will quickly adjust their mentality, think they can do it, and then work hard in one direction.

   The topic of the next two people was deliberately gag by Zhang Xuan, and the topic was twisted and twisted to the school celebration.

   Mi Jian knew exactly what he was thinking, but he didn't reveal it, but followed him all the way to chat.

   Zhang Xuan asked: "Have you heard the song I sang during the school celebration?"

  Mijian shook his head: "I saw the lyrics in the newspaper."

   Zhang Xuan asked: "How are the lyrics written?"

  Mi sees it well.

   After drinking the two bottles of beer, Zhang Xuan asked the boss for another bottle and filled the two empty glasses.

   He asked: "Do you know who I wrote that song for?"

  Mi didn't answer the call, and waited quietly for the answer.

   Zhang Xuan said: "When this song came out, a classmate from CUHK asked me, is this written for Shuangling? I told Shuangling that it was written for her.

   But someone told me afterwards that this song was not written for Shuangling.

   I asked her why she said that. The person said that when I sang this song at the school celebration, I should have pretended not to be a double actor. "

  Mi Jian asked: "Did the girl who played the piano said that?"

   Zhang Xuan was curious: "Did you see that photo in the newspaper?"

  Mimi replied: "I see. Although I don't see her face clearly, she should be a very temperamental girl."

   Zhang Xuan nodded: "The piano player is indeed very temperamental. It is precisely because she understands music that she can detect my thoughts."

   Going around is still expressing his sincerity to himself, Mi Jian can understand it naturally.

   But she did not respond directly, but asked curiously: "You can sing this song at the school celebration, it should be very good, right?"

   "You didn't read the reviews in the newspaper?"

   "Look."

   "Then I'll sing it to you now."

"Now?"

   "Yes, right now. I feel that if I don't sing it to you now, I will regret and die of depression when I go back."

After   , Zhang Xuan glanced at the proprietress and the boss in the store, put down the wine glass, and began to sing recklessly.

   There were no other diners in the store, so Mi Jian didn't stop him, and she also wanted to hear what the quality of this man's flamboyant songs was?

  Especially why is this song called I have you in my life?

   At the same time, I thought: Since I can sing it at the school celebration, I think it should not be bad, right?

   "I woke up crying because I dreamed of you leaving"

  KTV Maiba is not a vain name. As soon as the singing came out, Mi Jian himself did not know why, and his whole body was suddenly filled with a strange power.

   prompted her to examine him carefully, to look at him seriously.

   The boss and the proprietress who were watching TV were stunned, and they didn't watch the TV, they turned their heads to look at Zhang Xuan.

   Looking at each other, Zhang Xuan has an indescribable energy at this moment, his horsepower is full, even if it is a cappella, it is not inferior to the performance that night of the school celebration, and the state is surprisingly good.

   "How many people once admired your face when you were young, know who is willing to endure the ruthless changes of the years, how many people have you come and return in life"

   When he sang this part, he remembered the scene in his previous life when he saw the beauty of the beauties, and Zhang Xuan suddenly couldn't control the tears in his eyes.

   It's not that he is hypocritical, but every time he is hypocritical and tears are related to Mi Jian.

  The man didn't cry easily, just because he didn't get to the sad place, he sang and sang, Zhang Xuan closed his eyes, he forcibly held back the tears, he didn't want Mi Jian to see him lose his temper.

  Deathly quiet!

  Mijian straightened his body, looked at him fixedly, and got carried away.

   Even if Zhang Xuan stretched out his hand and grabbed her hand, Mi Jian didn't struggle or take it away.

  The two were separated by a small dining table, not far or near, they could feel each other's temperature through their hands, but could not hear each other's heartbeat.

   The singing does not need interpretation, Mi Jian understands it.

   She didn't know why the first time she heard this song, she could touch Zhang Xuan's mood, but it happened.

   After a song was sung, the two still maintained this posture, Zhang Xuan didn't let go, and Mi Jian didn't take it away either.

  The two use their hands as a medium to create an indescribable atmosphere around them, just like the first time a young boy and a girl in love are holding hands.

   At this moment, Zhang Xuan felt Mi Jian's heartbeat again.

   At this moment, Mi Jian also knew that he was tempted.

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