The Heroine’s Route is Wrong

On the mail ship heading east, there were many people standing on the board at around three o'clock in the afternoon local time, including Chinese, whites, Indians, and Southeast Asians.

In the Pacific Ocean in November, I don't feel much chill, only the sea breeze brings salty and wet sea water.

Zhao Qingyi and Situ Wei walked side by side, thinking in faith. Zhao Qingyi has never been on a ship for such a long time, so she has no "Dalmatians" anymore.

Feeling the life on a ship for more than 20 years, smelling the smell of sea water and this moisture every day, she can't help thinking of the news that the sea-view villa that has been heated on a modern plane is finally uninhabited. And she had her own villa in those rich lives, but she would not buy it except when she was on vacation.

Situ Weihu said: "The days on the boat are very unbearable."

Zhao Qingyi said: "It's a little bit." If they were to spend their time reading books on the boat, they would have to increase the burden of saluting. There are not many Republican books that Zhao Qingyi has not read at all and are worth reading.

Situ Wei said: "That Mr. Gu from Jinling is pursuing you."

Zhao Qingyi said in his heart: Really gossip.

Mr. Gu’s father is said to be an official in the Guofu. Because he lived in a relatively close cabin, he saw Zhao Qingyi and deliberately teased him.

Zhao Qingyi said: "I don't know much."

Situ Wei said: "Is it hard to understand?"

Zhao Qingyi said: "I don't like to participate in other people's fantasy dramas, unless I can achieve my own goals."

She is also a beauty according to the public's aesthetics, but she doesn't have much energy to enjoy this kind of welfare.

Situ Wei smiled and said: "Then your goal is more difficult to achieve, and love with too many purposes is not pure."

Zhao Qingyi smiled and said: "I haven't reached the realm of craving for pure love. It's not that I value my love too much and refuse to accept people easily, but I can't lift the interest and have no energy."

Zhao Qingyi was actually rejecting him. After all, with her role experience, she rarely met an affectionate and detached man who could not marry her and would not be the affectionate man who would not be a woman who lives alone in her life. Many men who did not get her, but loved her, eventually married others as she wished and cherished their real lives.

She has never caused a case where a man she didn't accept was defending her. Just like the female matchmaker of Jin Yong, she has to guard her body like a jade, or become a monk, or walk away from his home, or die for it.

Perhaps the concept of love in men's subconscious is more cold, requiring women to be so chaste to them and to show their excellence, and men's nature is still pursuing women's chastity, even if they eventually abandon or do not want the woman, the female partner must guard for them. , Die for them.

Zhao Qingyi's concept is: I don't like you, you like others as soon as possible, you marry another woman, and love your wife and family from then on, I am celebrating.

Situ Wei felt sad, but wanted to tease, and said: "It is said that girls' feelings are always poetry. Is there no expectation to read poetry and books with the fullness of Ms. Zhao?"

Zhao Qingyi thought to herself: Of course she had expectations, but the man as pure as the white lotus flower never appeared. What can she do?

Zhao Qingyi said: "Because I read poetry and books, I am even more disappointed."

"What's the disappointment? Isn't it a beautiful thing for lovers to get married?"

Zhao Qingyi said: "I am very realistic, and I will not have excessive fantasies."

Situ Wei was taken aback: "What fantasy?" She doesn't like women, right?

Zhao Qingyi said: “Since ancient times, men’s thinking has been that they have the power and money to get countless beautiful women, and many women believe that when they get love, they can get money, status, and rights, and pursue the so-called husband and wife. These two are the mainstream so far. Way of thinking. In fact, there are countless successful examples of this kind of male thinking. Unsuccessful is a minority. However, the successful examples of this kind of female thinking are very limited, and they are often disappointed. The deal between beauty and money power must also be unfair, man Can deal with many women, money rights continue to increase, and continuous transactions, while women’s transactions are single, beauty will only fade away, and there are few transactions. This is human nature and the reality of the development of human society’s history. Men If you have power, you will establish a self-interested legal and ethical system, and some women want to resist this system, but not enough power has become cannon fodder. Sadly, many women are intoxicated in their own fantasy: they can do nothing but use their own Beauty can not only get money and rights, but also get physical and mental pleasure, which is called love. But why love is precious, because things are rare, it can be seen that after all, there are more losers."

Situ Wei said: "Is it pessimistic according to you? But there are many people in this world who are married and have old heads."

"But most capable men won't be."

"You like capable men."

"I can be independent, but I can't find a soft meal. Unless I'm really obsessed."

Situ Wei smiled and said, "Can women also use this word?"

Zhao Qingyi smiled and said: "Society can't wait for women to be saints, but people eat all kinds of grains, where are there no emotions and six desires? It's not that they are not moved by the color, but the situation is not enough to challenge their concentration and other pursuits."

Situ Wei said: "You are right, I mean that word often describes men. But it is too sensible, is it another kind of fear of failure and harm?"

Zhao Qingyi thought for a while and said: "Some people are, I am not. Because I am not afraid of hurting, I am not the right person, don't spend this kind of time."

She can't insist on it, she can't be a romantic and talented girl in the Republic of China, or he might spank her after this life is over. Zhao Qingyi felt that this confession could give a hint to the man who came from the gang on the opposite side.

A man like Zhou Sheng can say that the ideal path is different, but the man in front of him is capable of doing a common goal, so she can only say that she herself is such an arrogant temperament. She is really not suitable for this.

This is a more persuasive way than direct refusal, but it doesn't stigmatize people or tear one's face. In a career, harmony is always the most important thing.

Situ Wei didn't understand what she meant, and thought: If I don't believe me, I really can't ask you to be a wife. It's good to have seven emotions and six desires, and it's good to be a mortal. If it's really a saint, then he really can't help it. Your thinking is very sharp, but you ignore the reality. Unless you want to die alone and meet the most suitable person, no matter how old you are, you will always marry.

Situ Wei changed his mind and said: "Do you think it is better for a woman to be lonely all her life and never ask for affection, or to indulge in love once but find that her lover is not ideal?"

Zhao Qingyi didn't answer for a while.

Situ Wei said: "I think for thousands of years, women's choices have given the answer. So, looking at it from another angle, some women you know who have that kind of thinking are not a kind of wisdom and stupidity? After all, people live in the world. , Only pursue a better life that you can pursue. Just like those wealthy people’s wives or aunts, based on their own abilities and resource conditions, that is their best life. They can never pursue the unavailable. Things, they don’t live anymore, they have to sacrifice their right to get equal love with their husbands. But does a woman like you do not have to pay a price if you want to pursue equality? Will the failure to endure be less than the suffering of not getting the full love of the husband? They sacrificed their heart and the joy of complete love, and how much energy and time you sacrificed, isn't energy and time life?"

Zhao Qingyi smiled and said: "What you said is correct, it is because I have already paid the price, so I won't sacrifice anything else."

Situ Wei said: "Who made you sacrifice? On the contrary, I think women who are unwilling to sacrifice their hearts are more attractive."

Zhao Qingyi chuckled, and said in his heart: We have talked about Chase, why hasn't he recognized the reality that I am not suitable for him? Just like Zhou Sheng, he no longer pesters her anymore, and will honestly marry someone who suits him in the future.

At this moment, a wave of waves was thrown up on the vast Pacific Ocean, slapped on the ship's side, and the sea also splashed on the slab. The passengers on the board were panicked and noisy, and Situ Wei supported Zhao Qingyi's waist. Although Zhao Qingyi reacted quickly and had stabilized her figure long ago, he firmly supported her waist.

The two looked at each other, most of their bodies were wet, and their faces were full of sea water.

Situ Wei's heart was rippling, and it was hard for him to feel contemptuous for a while, thinking: I should be able to hug her a few more times.

But this kind of thoughts of Brother Pig flashed past, busy and reluctant, only to feel that she was nasty, and she ignored herself.

Zhao Qingyi said, "I'm going to change clothes now. I'm going to the United States in two days. I don't want to wash it. If I don't wash it in sea water, I'm afraid it will rot."

Clothes can be washed on the mail ship, but it is necessary to save water, and it is not convenient for them to hang clothes because they are sitting in the second class to save money.

Situ Wei said: "If it's rotten, I'll buy it for you."

Zhao Qingyi said: "I have money to buy clothes myself."

Situ Wei smiled and said, "So you are so rich, so you can buy it for me."

"..."

"Let's go back to the cabin." As she said, she took a faint glance at his hand on her waist, her face calmly: "Thank you."

"Oh." He dragged it horribly, and hurriedly withdrew his hand.