The Reluctant Bride

He said with a hoarse voice: "Why, how could this happen? She, isn't she at work?"

Why did you run out? Why is there a car accident? why?

"How could this be?" Ji Yunzhan couldn't listen anymore, and rushed forward and grabbed his collar with an angry expression: "Well, don't you want to ask you? You don't mean you don't tell Panqing about children. Is it something? Why do you want to say it? Do you know how sad she was when she knew that the child was gone?"

Gu Xuewen let him blow, the wound on his face was still aching. He didn't feel it, looking at Ji Yun's angry face: "I haven't told her about the child."

It is certain that Zuo Panqing will be sad, and he knows how much she cares about this child. He still remembers Zuo Panqing's longing look when he thought of the child.

It was also because of her appearance that he had never plucked up the courage to tell her that the child had problems. But he did not expect that the children would leave them in this form.

"Don't you?" Ji Yunzhan shook his head and couldn't believe it: "Then why is she so sad? Gu Xuewen, do you know that I have never seen Panqing sad like this. Even knowing that her biological mother used When she went to drug trafficking, she never felt so sad. You said, what did you do?"

He couldn't forget the way Zuo Panqing looked just now, or the way Zuo Panqing laughed in a dazed heartache.

"Ji Yunzhan." Gu Xuewen waved his hand and asked him to give two punches just now. It doesn't mean that he will always be beaten by him: "Panqing is my wife. How can she not have your turn to care."

"It's not my turn to care?" Ji Yunzhan couldn't listen anymore, grabbing his clothes and squeezing hard: "I told you, I said if you don't cherish her, I will **** her over. Do you still know that she is your wife? Then why don't you take good care of her? Do you know how much she hurts? How much blood she shed? Do you know how sad she looked when she woke up and heard that the child was gone If you are really her husband, if you will cherish her, then tell me. Every time when Panqing has an accident, where are you? What are you doing?"

On Junyi's face, Ruya was absent. There is no gentleness, but at this time there is only full of anger and accusation.

Gu Xuewen was stunned for a moment. What is he doing? He just-

The wheat-colored skin suddenly became pale, and seeing the excitement on Ji Yunzhan's face, he could not speak for a while.

But his appearance did not let Ji Yun calm down. The hand raised, the fist fell, and another flick hit Gu Xuewen's face.

With a bang, Gu Xuewen's face was missed. The cheeks are bruised and somewhat swollen.

Ji Yunzhan won't just let it go. He tightened his clothes and punched Gu Xuewen's face again: "Gu Xuewen, you really are a bastard."

After Ji Yun's four punches, Gu Xuewen's face was a little discolored, red, swollen, and blue. He did not fight back.

Even if Ji Yunzhan doesn't have the qualification to beat himself. His look of guilty conscience gave Ji Yunzhan countless associations. In any case, it is his fault that makes Panqing sad.

When he raised his hand and was about to strike the fifth punch, a very faint voice said, "Stop."

Ji Yunzhan's fist loosened, watching Zuo Panqing, who didn't know when he woke up on the bed, rushed over quickly.

"Panqing, are you okay?" Zuo Panqing looked at Ji Yunzhan and shook her head gently, looking at the excitement on his face and the clothes that were a little messy because of the fight with Gu Xuewen, and her eyebrows were slightly twisted. Up.

"You guys are so noisy." She was so sleepy that she couldn't sleep when she was noisy.

"I'm sorry." Ji Yunzhan shook his head: "I didn't mean to bother you."

"Panqing." Gu Xuewen also stood in front of the hospital bed at this time, his clothes were a bit messy, his face was swollen, and he had bruises, which looked a bit comic.

However, Zuo Panqing didn't look at him, and sat up on her back. Ji Yunzhan quickly took the pillow and placed it behind her waist, ignoring the concern on Ji Yunzhan's face. Turning his eyes to the window, the rain outside is still falling, and the sky is already dark. Is it dark already?

How long did she sleep? No wonder feel tired. She sighed slightly. Opened his mouth to Ji Yun.

"Ji Yunzhan, I'm fine, you can go."

"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan didn't believe that the first thing Zuo Panqing did after waking up was to let herself go: "Are you feeling sick? Do you want me to call a doctor?"

"No." Zuo Panqing shook her head, resisting obviously: "You go. I'm fine."

"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan refused to leave, but Panqing didn't look at him on his left and right, his eyes still fixed in the dark night outside: "Thank you for sending me to the hospital. My husband is here, you can go."

"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan pointed to Gu Xuewen: "Gu Xuewen is--"

"He is my husband." Zuo Panqing ignored Ji Yunzhan's words, and did not care about Xuewen, as if the words were said to the air: "He will take care of me."

"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan's heart ached, his hands clenched into fists, and put his hands on both sides of Zuo Panqing's body: "I haven't answered you the question you asked me. I--"

"I don't want the answer now." No matter what the answer is, no matter what he has in mind, hurting is hurting, and there is no reason. Zuo Panqing is very stubborn. Blinked his eyes: "You go, I want to rest, I'm so tired."

Ji Yunzhan looked at her pale face, his eyes were not instant, and he still wanted to impress her in his heart.

Why look at it? Her appearance has long been deeply in his mind.

"Okay. I'll go. I'll see you tomorrow. You have a good rest." Stand up straight. His gaze swept across Gu Xuewen's face, threatening inside.

After giving him a hateful glance, he turned and left.

He left, and the ward was quiet again. Gu Xuewen stretched out her hand to pull Zuo Panqing's hand, but she turned her hand around and avoided it as if she had eyes.

Looking at the rain curtain outside, he turned his head slightly.

"Gu Xuewen." It was getting dark, and suddenly the shadow of the tree was shaking, and it was very windy. The air conditioner was turned on in the ward, but she felt a little cold, frowned, and looked a little gloomy: "Can you help me?"

"Ok?"

"Close the curtains." She wanted to get out of bed and do it herself, but she was really weak now.

"Okay." Gu Xuewen quickly pulled up the curtains and turned to look at Zuo Panqing. She maintained that posture and fixed her eyes on him.

It turned out that some confused and tangled eyes suddenly gathered, and the hands placed on the quilt were tightly twisted together.

Zuo Panqing looked at her hand, her fingertips cold and pale. She believed that her face was the same, and Lin Qianyi's words flashed in her mind.

"He is changing clothes."

When she was dreaming, she dreamed that Gu Xuewen fell over and his clothes were dirty, and then she had to change one.

When dreaming, she thought that she had wronged Gu Xuewen. Maybe things are not what she thinks. But the dress he was wearing now seemed to slap her face.

Hit so hard, so hard. It was so hard that she could not speak.

It turned out that I couldn't say a word of what I wanted to say, and stared blankly at the windbreaker on Gu Xuewen's fingertips.

"Our vision is similar."

"Really? It's a pity that I like this one better."

The conversation at the men's store that day is still in my ears. At this time it became a kind of irony.

Lin Qianyi, you know that Gu Xuewen likes to drink latte, you know his preference. You understand everything about him.

If it weren't for your self-willedness back then, I'm afraid you are already together now.

"Panqing?" Gu Xuewen's words rang in his ears. He didn't know when he was sitting in front of the hospital bed, looking at her with worry and guilt.

worry? Does he worry about himself?

Guilt? Why are you guilty? Because he betrayed himself and did something sorry for her?

Zuo Panqing felt that she wanted to cry, scream, and make trouble. But at this time, it can't do it.

It has only been less than half a year since her marriage. Her temper and her water chestnut seemed to be worn away. It was worn away bit by bit by Gu Xuewen. It made her look less and less like herself.

Where is Zuo Panqing, who slapped Gu Xuewen before?

Where is the Zuo Panqing who used to have his coffee all over?

Where did Zuo Panqing go where he used to try his best to escape him, the farther he can hide, the better?

She can't find it, she can't find herself. .

Heart, suddenly clear. I figured it out all at once.

She originally regarded this as an expedient marriage. She knew the help from the Gu family to the Zuo family. She understands the embarrassment and expectations of her parents.

Therefore, she chose to marry Gu Xuewen.

However, because of her care for Gu Xuewen. Because she fell in love with Gu Xuewen. She became greedy, hoping to get more.

She began to expect some happiness that did not belong to her.

I heard from my colleagues a long time ago that marriage will erode a woman's personality. She didn't believe it, she didn't believe it all the time. She is her, left Panqing forever.

But it's really ironic. She is not like her anymore. Not her anymore.

Zuo Panqing, how did you become like this? Xiu's eyebrows were twisted lightly, and his expression seemed puzzled, more tangled.

I don’t remember which book I read, saying that if marriage cannot make a woman live better than before, then it is better not to end the marriage.

It's better not to knot--

Thoughts are sometimes chaotic and sometimes clear. The eyebrows are sometimes frowned, and sometimes stretched. In a short period of time, my mind turned countless times.

Finally finally understood, clear.

Lift your eyes. There was calm in the water, and the corners of his lips were slightly raised when he looked at Gu Xuewen. A faint smile appeared.

"Gu Xuewen. My child is gone." She said me, not us. Gu Xuewen didn't hear it, and was stunned.

He quickly squeezed her hand, feeling her cold fingertips, and wanted to pass on her strength.

"It doesn't matter, we will have other children in the future."

The child is gone, it’s good, after all, doctors can’t guarantee the health of the child. Zuo Panqing is afraid it will be more painful if he is not healthy after birth.

"……"is it? Zuo Panqing's smile on the corners of his lips became deeper, and he gently moved his hands away, hiding his hands in the quilt, with a slightly distant expression.

"Gu Xuewen. I want to divorce you."

"..."

Gu Xuewen was taken aback for a moment, and quickly reacted: "Pan Qing, this is not funny."

"I didn't tell a joke." Zuo Panqing tried hard to make her voice sound easy. In fact, it is difficult.

The body was still in pain, very painful, she never knew that it was such pain for a child to leave her body. The pain was so extreme that she was almost breathless.

The little hand in the quilt tightly grasped the hospital gown he had already changed, his eyes were cold: "Gu Xuewen, I want to divorce you."

"Panqing?" Gu Xuewen wanted to hold her hand, but her hand was on the quilt. He had to support her shoulder with his hand: "Sorry, I didn't come in the first time, but I promised you that there will be no Next time."

Is it important to come in the first place? He thought she cared about such things?

She is not a silk flower, she is not so weak that a man is required to protect her. But she couldn't tolerate it, her man, accompanied by another woman. Doing those dirty nasty things.

With his hands on his shoulders, did he touch another woman just now? Has his speaking lips ever kissed another woman? I hate it.

And his body--

Zuo Panqing didn't want to think this way, but couldn't control her thoughts. In fact, she should have known it a long time ago, from the first time she smelled the perfume on her body.

Gu Xuewen and Lin Qianyi couldn't stop.

How could it be broken after so long in love?

Lips raised, laughing mockingly: "Gu Xuewen, tell me, where were you just now?"

"..." Gu Xuewen was taken aback for a moment, his eyes flashed: "I'm in the game."

"In the game?" What game? The puzzle? Valentine's Bureau?

Thinking that he once said that he would be loyal to himself, he said that he had nothing to lie to himself. Every word seemed to be still in my ears, and listening to him at this time turned into irony.

When Zuo Panqing wanted to laugh, she also really laughed. That laugh hurt somewhere in her body. pain.

The more painful, the happier she laughed.

"A task? Or a new case?"

"Do some handovers." He has to go back to Beijing, and he wants to handle things well. This is his duty. Gu Xuewen's words are not lying. Zuo Panqing couldn't listen anymore.

Closing her eyes, she retracted her body into the bed, pulled up the quilt to cover her body, wrapped it tightly, turned her face away, and ignored Gu Xuewen.

"Gu Xuewen, I'm so tired." Physically and mentally exhausted. Full of confusion. exhausted. He likes to play like this. She doesn't like it. She is tired. She wants to go back to the previous Zuo Panqing.

Smile when you are happy. Cry if you are not happy. Zuo Panqing who loves herself more.

"If you are tired, take a rest." Gu Xuewen looked at her empty hand and wanted to touch her. Her body trembled slightly: "Gu Xuewen. If you are still a man, then divorce me."

"Panqing?" Divorced? No, he definitely does not want a divorce.

"I'm tired, I don't want to continue." If she didn't fall in love with Gu Xuewen, she could live with him like this for a lifetime. It doesn't matter anyway.

But she fell in love with Gu Xuewen, so she couldn't calm down, and couldn't get along with such a man anymore.

"Panqing?" Gu Xuewen wanted to say something, but Zuo Panqing had already closed his eyes and didn't want to listen anymore.

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First today. sweat. Continue during the day. My eyes hurt so much these two days.冏.

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