Chapter 036 becomes the first in your heart

“Bang, bang, bang.”

In the bedroom, Kushida punched the standing sandbag with one punch after another, wantonly venting his inner dissatisfaction.

“Abominable Horikita, hurry up and drop out of school for the old lady and die.”

Thirty minutes had passed since he returned to the dormitory, and Kushita’s physical fitness looked quite good.

Night Snow is lying on the bed eating potato chips, watching such a beautiful girl boxing, from time to time high kicks, you can also see the mysterious area of Kushita.

Kushida didn’t seem to care about the sight of the night snow either.

There will be no problem in being promoted to Class A in this way, but it is not enough for Kushida to follow him after graduation.

Trying to control a person perfectly is not something that words can easily do.

Taking advantage of the fact that the relationship between the two of them has now taken it a step further, it is not a bad thing.

Ye Xue said curiously, “Little Kirito Terrier, when you were in middle school, you destroyed a class, can you tell me what happened?” ”

“Are you curious?”

“Hmmm!” Yuyuki nodded, “I want to know everything about Kushita. ”

“It’s just a boring thing.”

Kushida sneered and sat down next to Ye Xue, who handed him a bottle of black tea and sat up in a listening posture.

After taking the black tea, Kushida drank it happily, as if reminiscing about the past, and murmured, “Ye Xue, do you have any personal advantages, can you definitely stay first?” ”

“Nothing.”

Night Snow shrugged indifferently.

It is true that there is none, even in this school, in terms of the strength of the inner level, Ayakoji should be stronger than herself, and Ye Xue has a very clear understanding of herself.

However.

Although this is a school of supremacy of strength, this society is not.

He who controls the resources will win the world.

Some people were born in Rome, and it is easy to pinch or block some genius.

“Right?” Kushida laughed self-deprecatingly, “This is a matter of course, no one can guarantee that they will be the first, there will always be some guys who have special talents in some way.” ”

“But…” Kushida quickly laughed evilly, “but I can’t stand this, when I was a child, as long as I finished my homework, I could get the praise of my parents, and when I took the exam, I could get the praise of my teachers and classmates, and I would praise me as a genius, saying that I would definitely be admitted to UTokyo in the future.” ”

“I still remember how excited and joyful I was at that time, and from that time on, I tried to be the first in all fields, and only in this way could I get praise from others.”

Ye Xue listened quietly, and Kushida was telling a very ordinary thing, and everyone would have this stage.

Lying calmly beside Ye Xue, Kushida stretched out his palm, the light shined through his fingers on Hao’s fearful face, Kushida smiled bitterly, “But after going to junior high school, it has changed, in every field I have encountered, there are guys who can surpass me, they are geniuses who absolutely cannot win with hard work.” ”

“Now, Ye Xuejun, everyone should have a feeling of not wanting to lose to others.”

Feeling Kushida’s understanding-seeking gaze, Ye Xue said bluntly, “But I don’t think there are many people who care like Kushida do.” ”

“Sure enough.” Kushida didn’t care, saying to himself, “But I can’t, I can’t accept myself becoming ordinary, but in the end, I finally found that I can definitely stay in the first place, and I am more likely than anyone to gain the ‘trust’ of others.”

“With my excellent appearance, I am the number one in this regard, and I share without hesitation a false smile, a hypocritical tenderness, a conversation with nasty men, a relationship with a girl who makes people angry… So I became a red person in the class. Whether it is parents, teachers, seniors and even strangers nearby, they love me and trust me. ”

“I’ve succeeded, I’m more trusted than anyone else, and whenever those fools share their inner secrets with me, I’m very satisfied.”

Although these can be known from the original book, Ye Xue did find another important point, “Satisfaction is not happy, is the little orange terrier very annoying to be trusted?” ”

“Oh, if you are really trustworthy, it is certainly not a bad thing.” Kushida sneered, “But those guys just treat me like a garbage can, and they have to vent to me for anything disgusting and jealous, and every day when I listen to these words, I am so disgusted that I want to throw up.” ”

“That’s the way it is.”

Ye Xue smiled and nodded.

Although I have seen it in the original book, when I am immersed in it, the night snow has a different discovery.

Kushida didn’t care about being trusted or the image of the class.

But.

Stay number one and be praised!

Simply put

It is to maintain Kushita’s sense of satisfaction and accomplishment.

However, due to the limitation of talent, Kushida can only go further and further down the road of deceiving others.

In the eyes of the night snow, this is right.

The gap in talent is an objectively existing fact, and only by hard work, you can’t become Einstein in any way, and Kushida really wants to be the absolute first, and can only find another way.

Ye Xue poured her a cup of black tea again, urging, “And then?” ”

“What followed was some boring unfolding.” Kushida drank the black tea with his legs folded, not willing to say, “In the end, I can’t help but post these secrets on an anonymous blog, so that the psychology is much more comfortable.” ”

“Unexpectedly, I was quickly discovered by my classmates, which led to my isolation from the class.”

As if to share something interesting, Kushida quipped, “Night Snow, guess what, the final outcome, how did the class collapse?” ”

“The little orange terrier was bullied, but what means were used to retaliate against the whole class, and finally stopped by the school.” Although the answer was clear, Ye Xue still made the most ordinary answer.

“Huh.” Kushida sneered, and suddenly pressed Ye Xue on the bed, holding his cheek with both hands, staring into his eyes, the dark eyes were incomparably dark, as if laughing at the innocence of Ye Xue.

“Oh no, I just broke the black material of their relationships, like who hated whom, who robbed who liked whom, and the whole class actually fought.”

“The boys started to pry each other, the girls started pulling each other’s hair, they began to spontaneously burst out of each other’s various black materials, and finally, I stood like an unrelated crowd watching all this, the class could no longer run, the school was very upset about this, after all, I didn’t do anything, and finally all the students in the class stopped studying at home.”

“It’s hard to believe, but that’s the truth, it’s the bottomless darkness of human nature.” Holding Ye Xue’s cheek with both hands, Kushida whispered, “So, Ye Xuejun, it is best not to easily trust those beautiful girls.” ”

“I’m not stupid.” Ye Xue said helplessly, “And, at least I believe, Little Kirito is a very gentle girl.” ”

After pressing on Ye Xue’s body and staring at it for a moment, Kushida turned over and sat on the edge of the bed, somewhat helplessly said, “Forget it, if there is anything to help, first consult with me, understand?” ”

Although she is trusted by Kushida, she sees herself as a party in need of care.

It is not good to continue to develop in this way.

More critically, to what extent this trust goes.

Ye Xue sat up straight, looking at Kushita’s back, and was silent for a moment before suddenly whispering

“Little Kirito Terrier, I like you.”

“……”

The atmosphere in the room was momentarily quiet and eerie.

The sheets were also crumpled by Kushita, and I am afraid that I did not consider that the overnight snow would confess at this time.

It seemed that after some struggle, with his back to the night snow, Kushida whispered.

“I’m sorry, although I don’t hate Ye Xuejun, but I have no intention of interacting with anyone in the past three years.”

The expected answer, after all, with the person you are in contact with, the evaluation of the class will definitely be impressed. At this time, their value is far less than the satisfaction brought by the class image.

Although he couldn’t see Kushita’s expression at this time, the other party did the same, and Ye Xue narrowed his eyes and fell silent.

With the strength of Kushita,

It is not difficult to perfunctory past, if you change anyone, Kushida will definitely bring this topic casually.

Or, give ambiguous answers, continue to enjoy the other person’s trust, and take advantage of the other person.

But Kushida has now bluntly refused, and what he said is also the truth.

On the one hand.

I don’t want to use the means to deal with other people to deceive Night Snow.

On the other hand.

Didn’t get up to find an excuse to leave, and was also waiting for Ye Xue’s reply, not wanting to cheat, and not wanting to lose Ye Xue, the only person he could trust.

It’s really complicated psychology.

Since this is the case, it is not impossible to slowly reverse the relationship between the two from here.

“Little Kirito doesn’t need to apologize either.” Ye Xue barely squeezed out a smile, half-jokingly, “In fact, I only want to associate with you because I only see that the little orange terrier is very cute, and the little orange terrier does not need to be seriously considered.” ”

“Sure enough, I knew.”

Kushida waved his hand in disgust, as if he already knew the idea of the night snow.

Skimming his eyes and smiling at the somewhat lost night snow, Kushida revealed a sweet smile and turned to take the night snow into his arms, gently stroking the night snow’s hair and whispering

“Ye Xuejun will definitely be able to find a better girlfriend, I… It’s not as good as you think. ”

“Actually, I’m not as naïve as you think.” Pillow in the proud place, Ye Xue really did not have the heart to feel this softness at this time, said softly.

“Yes, yes, Ye Xuejun is not stupid at all.”

Kushida still gently stroked his hair, not believing it at all.

Kushida also has some problems with arrogance, or rather, most high school students have some arrogance.

Thinking that you are the center of the world, as long as you think for yourself, as long as you work hard you can definitely do it.

Having identified the night snow as an object to be taken care of, Kushida could not easily change his mind.

It is naïve to like to think that you understand others.

“It’s 1 o’clock, it’s almost time to go back.”

After the two snuggled up to each other for a while, Kushida got up and said goodbye.

Ye Xue also sent her to the entrance and watched Kushida put on her shoes before opening her mouth.

“Little Kirito Terrier, actually, it’s useless for you to vent like this every time, right?”

Kushita’s body winced slightly.

Naturally, she knew this very well

Whether it’s physical venting or overeating, these world-common sense ways to relieve stress, she’s tried.

However, this is a psychological problem, which is not at all a problem that can be solved by decompression, and can only have a soothing effect.

Sooner or later, the darkness in the heart will accumulate to an irrepressible degree.

“If you can, if you can tell me anything that little orange terrier hates.”

Ye Xue opened his mouth again, he wanted to become the object of Kushita’s conversation, as long as there was a person who could bear this darkness together, Kushida would be much easier.

Problems that come from the psychological level can only be solved from the psychological aspect.

Eyes wandering, Ye Xue seemed to be desperately looking for a topic, “Also, no one can guarantee that he can become the first, even if he is trusted, stars, idols, Internet celebrities, little Kirito will one day meet someone more trusted than you, and even now even Ignase of Class B is more trusted than you!” ”

“What are you trying to say?”

Kushida suddenly turned around and stared at the night snow with a dead look in his eyes, and screamed.

No one could deny her way of life, not even the night snow.

Although it is not a big problem to tolerate the night snow to do many things, trust the night snow, be willing to take care of the night snow, and even give his body to him, it is absolutely not allowed for anyone to step into this forbidden area.

“Therefore, it is better to think differently than to think differently.”

However, Ye Xue did not hesitate to look at her this time, “For example, to become the first in someone’s heart, I want to associate with you because the little orange terrier is cute, but, in terms of cuteness, the little orange terrier is the first in the world in my mind.” ”

Kushida sneered, and before he could speak, a few drops of cold sweat fell from the corner of Yuyuki’s forehead, and his eyes began to wander, and his mouth murmured, “And… And also… And…”

Looking at the night snow who was desperately looking for a topic and did not know how to open his mouth, Kushida silently swallowed the words that reached his mouth.

The palm of Ye Xue’s hand was weak and slowly released.

Slightly nervous performance, hasty words between words, can add a sense of authenticity to their language.

[In the heart of Ye Xue, I am really the world’s first lovely. 】

Kushida recognized the veracity of this sentence, and also understood the reason for Ye Xue’s hesitation, and did not want to accuse.

“What an idiot.”

Looking at the uneasy night snow, Kushida sighed like a dead heart, and stepped forward to kiss Ye Xue’s face lightly, “Don’t worry, I said it, I don’t hate Ye Xuejun, but three years of high school really have no intention of interacting, as long as there is a partner, both men and women, the evaluation in school will drop rapidly, and now I can’t accept this.” ”

“Really?” Feeling the wetness on his cheeks, Ye Xue touched his face and smiled silly.

“Of course, so tomorrow, we just have to be as usual.”

Kushida smiled faintly.

It does not give people a particularly sweet feeling, nor does it have that violent temperament, but it is more real.

When Kushida left, Night Snow began to review what had happened today.

His relationship with Kushida is not a couple, but more like a trusted friend, but in Kushita’s view, he is probably a trustworthy little brother who needs to be taken care of.

Even if she is tough, it will be easy to get Kushita, she will not resist now, and there are several opportunities today.

However, this alone is not enough.

He wants to plunge Kushida Kirito into a deeper hell, and he can only kneel at his feet for the rest of his life.

It depends on how much impact today’s words can have on Kushita.

At least, anything that happens in Class D in the future will reach your ears through Kushita.

But.

Although there is a 99% certainty, today’s Kushida is real.

But no matter how Kushida behaved, Ye Xue didn’t believe it.

This is a woman who is as sweet as a flower on the surface, and can even offer her body without reservation, but behind the scenes, she will only be more desperate, calculating how to make you drop out of school.

Kushida Kirito is extremely terrible for his praise of attachment, but when he successfully transfers this attachment to himself, he does not know how it will behave.

Night snow can’t help but look forward to it.

But.

It is now difficult to tell in words and actions whether Kushida is numbing himself or whether he is really so.

It wasn’t until Kushida was able to give up dealing with Horihoku for his own sake and was able to obey any of his orders unconditionally that Kushida was someone he could trust.

……

……

“To be the first in someone’s heart…”

It was nearly midnight when he returned to the dormitory, and after bathing, Kushida Kirito casually put on a bath towel and lay on the bed, looking at his mobile phone.

on the screen.

It is the head of the night snow boxing, the forehead corner is hanging with scattered sweat, the muscles are very stylish, quite charming, this is the school version of the line chat software, every friend can see the avatar.

“Stupid, it’s too late…”

Turning over and burying the phone in a proud place, Kushida Kirito put his other hand on his forehead, feeling a little hot, and his eyes looked blankly at the ceiling above his head.

Today is really very happy for her, this is the first time that someone can still trust her when they know her true face, and Kushida does not know why, and believes in the night snow.

Looking back now, Ye Xue praised her cute and pleasant mood several times.

If you encounter Ye Xue when you are in junior high school, you should become an enviable couple with him, after all, with such a beautiful girlfriend, Ye Xue will definitely be very happy.

“Can be the girlfriend of Night Snow.” Looking at the head of the night snow, Kushida Kirito couldn’t help but show a smile and a little lost.

But.

Not now.

Having deceived so many people, junior high school destroyed a class, and then still wanted to deceive everyone, gain everyone’s trust, and don’t want people to discover their true faces.

Because she also knows that her heart is ugly, she needs to disguise.

“If only you weren’t so simple.”

Kushida couldn’t help but think so.

Ye Xue said that because she had discovered her true face, she felt that the two could be closer.

Kushida couldn’t help but grab his small hand and cover his chest, feeling a little uncomfortable.

She understands this state of mind very well now.

After all, Ye Xue was too stupid, stupid to simple, stupid enough to make people difficult to approach, so that Kushida couldn’t help but feel a little inferior.

So.

The night snow scheme does not work.

She can still only rely on the trust of others to satisfy herself.

Want to be the first in someone’s heart!

This idea.

Too extravagant….

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