The Woman Who Accepts her Fate

Thinking of Yong Gang's kindness to herself for so many years, thinking of Yong Gang's desperate look, thinking of the future day 13??, it is unimaginable how two people can't be together, Xiaodi really wants to leave. She turned over her clothes, put them together, put them in a pocket, and began to wait nervously for the evening.

Xiaodi didn't know if it was nervous or excited. She was a little flustered and wondered whether she was looking forward to the night soon, or was she afraid of that moment? She was restless on pins and needles.

Dinner was also a symbolic meal. Dad finally couldn’t help himself. He finally asked: "Xiaodi, what is Yonggang looking for during the day? How do I feel that after he came, you seem to be totally different. Up?"

Although my mother couldn't see her eyes, she knew better than anyone else in her heart. She blamed herself: "Xiaodi, mom knows that you and Yonggang grew up together, and your relationship is good! Now let you marry someone else, are you to blame? Mom? It's because your parents are incapable to bother you. Mom always feels sorry for you!"

The elder brother couldn't listen anymore, and he was even more embarrassed: "Sister, don't marry Fengying's father. I'm not married anymore. Let's be with Yonggang! I can see that he really likes you!" And he studies so well, he will definitely be promising in the future, you will be blessed if you follow him! Don't worry about that much!"

Xiaodi, who was planning to elope with Yonggang at night, heard her parents and brother say so, how could she bear to leave? She is cruel, Yonggang still has several years to study, when someone meets a good person in the city, how could she still marry a poor, uneducated, and rustic self?

I'm afraid that I will miss my brother's marriage by then. Wouldn't I regret it for a lifetime? It's still important for parents and brothers, it's the same for whoever you marry!

Thinking about this, she seemed to feel more at ease, and she quickly wrote on a piece of paper: Brother Yonggang, I'm sorry, I still can't go with you.

She pulled her brother out of the door. Knowing that he could not read, she handed him the note: "Brother, you secretly give this note to Yonggang. If you want to carry someone on your back, you will come back without saying anything!"

Her brother walked to the neighbor's house in a muffled voice, tears burst into her eyes. She cried for herself, and was also sad for betraying Yonggang. Her heart was as painful as a knife!

For several days, what Xiaodi could not let go of was Yonggang. She faintly heard that on the day after their appointment, Yonggang did not go to school, and her parents were scared and wondering what was going on? Fortunately, two days later he went to school with his schoolbag on his back.

Xiaodi knew in her heart that it was all because of herself, and Yonggang must be particularly sad. She didn't know how to face him or how to comfort him? She wanted him to forget her completely, and then concentrate on studying and go to university, so that she might feel better in her heart.

It happened to be Sunday. Xiaodi saw that all the neighbors had gone out. There should be only Yonggang reading a book at home. Suddenly she wanted to see him, thinking that he had been so good to her for so many years, and she had left him so cruelly to marry someone else, suddenly she didn't know how to repay him?

While thinking hard, she suddenly thought: All she has is her body!

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In an instant, she had made up her mind. She wanted to use her body to repay Yonggang for the good she has done over the years. She plucked up the courage and walked straight to the door of the familiar three tiled houses, like a warrior who sees death as home. Without hesitation, she opened the door and walked into the house and put the lock on.

In the room, Yonggang was lying on his back on the kang, looking at the roof with his eyes, as if thinking quietly. Xiaodi stood silently with his head upright for nearly two minutes. He suddenly felt that there were more people in the room. He hurriedly raised his head and looked over. It was not someone else who stood in front of him, but what he had been missing for several days. Beloved.

He seemed to wake up from a big dream, a Ji Ling sat up, and then jumped to the ground barefoot, a little excited and a little unbelievable, he grabbed Xiaodi by the shoulders, and his voice was muffled: "Xiaodi, is that you? Really. Do you? I miss you so much! You finally figured out that you want to be with me? Is this true?"

Xiaodi's eyes were red, she smiled sadly at him, and then began to untie her clothes, she was naked from the outside to the inside, from top to bottom. She and Yonggang had never been close to each other before. At most, they just held hands and hugged them, and even a formal kiss had never happened.

Because of Xiaodi's shyness, the skin on her face and body was flushed, making it more tender and attractive. At this time, Yonggang's reaction was slow, his brain was blank, only breathing heavily. Where has he seen this kind of formation? Qi and blood poured straight into his forehead, his whole body was a little stiff.

Xiaodi has already reached this point, and she can't be shy. She is cruel and never stops doing it. Anyway, she is sorry for Yonggang. He has been kind to him for so many years, and he can't repay him in this life. There is really nothing she can do. In return, simply give him his body in return.

She learned the plot on TV, stepped forward and put her arms around Yonggang's neck, and her mouth met him. She kissed Yonggang awkwardly. Where could Yonggang who could not restrain herself stand this? He reflexively hugged her tightly, and sucked in that sweet little mouth with emotion... a thousand words are omitted here.

Yonggang left Xiaodi's body, and at the beginning of Lei Chi, he felt indescribable, so mysterious and yearning...

As far as Xiaodi is concerned, she removes some tension, some unspeakable pain, and there seems to be an indescribable happiness. She seems to feel more open in her heart, at least she feels less guilty to Yonggang, after all It was given to him for the first time.

Xiaodi got dressed and prepared to leave Yonggang's home. At this moment, Yonggang hugged her tightly again: "Xiaodi, I love you! Have you already decided to leave here with me? Let's tonight Shall we go? I will definitely give you happiness!"

Xiaodi lowered her head and said in a low voice: "Yonggang, I'm sorry! I can't go with you. If I leave, my parents and brothers will be over. I can't leave them alone!"

"What? What did you say?" Yong Gang yelled roughly, "Since you have decided not to be with me, why do you bother to provoke me? Do you think it hurts me not deeply and my pain is not enough? What do you mean? Who do you think of me?"

When Yonggang heard Xiaodi saying that he could not be with him, he became furious. Of course, he was only from his own point of view. He didn't think about Xiaodi's pain and helplessness. He did not calm down and thought that Xiaodi was for him. In everything you do, maybe people and people’s ideas are always different?

Xiaodi was a little sad and desperate. She didn't blame Yonggang, she was not good, so why didn't she think about him from Yonggang's standpoint? Did you do something wrong again this time? Is Yonggang even more unable to extricate himself from his feelings? Did you hurt him?