There is Room For Abandoned Women In the 1980s

Chapter 1090: Despair and grief in eyes

Wang Jinzhi listened to the laughter coming from the new house and looked at the flickering lights. She bit her lip hard, clenched her fists tightly, turned around and walked back home.

 Brother Cheng Bao is getting married tomorrow, and she will never be his woman in this life.

 Why is it that Chen Sili can do it but she can’t? She is not as good as Chen Sili in any way. She is prettier than Chen Sili! Chen Sili is better at work outside the home than Chen Sili. Why does Brother Cheng Bao only see Chen Sili?

Why?

Her heart felt like lava was surging, and her eyes were full of despair and grief. She hated her parents. Without their greed and vanity, Gao Guilan would not look down on herself.

　　Yes, there is also Chen Sili. If she had not competed with him, Brother Cheng Bao would definitely choose himself as his wife.

 Brother Cheng Bao likes himself, otherwise he wouldn't help her carry water. How can he pity himself if he doesn't like her in his heart?

The more Wang Jinzhi thought about it, the more he hated him. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that Chen Sili had robbed Zheng Chengbao. She had robbed her of her position to enjoy the blessings. How could she do that? She doesn't allow it?

Several women who were helping the Zheng family were walking and chatting. The howling cold wind blew into Wang Jinzhi's ears. She didn't want to see anyone at the door of Zheng's house, so she hid behind a tree.

“Look at how blessed Sili is. If she marries into the Zheng family, she will fall into the trap of good fortune.”

"It's not that bad. Look at their new house. It's the first one in our village. Look at the bedding they prepared. They are all made of brocade and embroidered with dragons and phoenixes! It's so beautiful!"

 “I really like her big wardrobe, but unfortunately, I can’t afford it in my life!”

"How about people being their fate? There are so many girls in the village, who has a better life than her?"

“I used to think that Zheng Cuixiang could marry into a good family! Did you hear that she came back crying in the middle of the night a few days ago and was almost beaten by a man to have an abortion!”

“It’s not that she has bad intentions and always tries to harm Xinyue. Then Xinyue is a lucky star. How can she still have a good life if she offends the lucky star?”

“Tsk, tsk, we all live next door, and that girl Jin Zhi is prettier than Chen Sili. I always thought Zheng Chengbao would like her!”

"Come on! The three donkeys are filial sons. Wang and Laowen love to take advantage of each other so much. There is no son in the family who needs to be the mainstay. It's not just marrying a daughter-in-law, it's marrying their whole family! Gao Guilan's character of not taking advantage of others can make them both Is it done?"

What the women said was elated, but what Wang Jinzhi heard was like a thousand arrows piercing her heart. She clasped the bark of the tree hard, and her nails felt sharp pain, but she didn't even frown, because this pain was nothing compared to the pain. Her heart ached like a knife.

Hate surged in her heart. She hated Gao Guilan, Chen Sili, and even more, Zheng Xinyue. They were all the ones who made it impossible for her to be with Brother Cheng Bao.

Wang Jinzhi walked home in a daze, his brain filled with hatred. Whenever he thought that Brother Cheng Bao would never belong to her tomorrow, Wang Jinzhi wanted to die.

There was a dark shadow standing behind a tree not far away. He could clearly see Wang Jinzhi's state of mind and heard clearly what the women said. She gritted her teeth hard, with a dark fire shining in her eyes.

Wang Jinzhi was like a walking zombie, dragging her feet without seeing any raised stones on the ground. She stumbled and fell to the ground. She simply lay on the ground and buried her face in her arms. She only felt a sharp pain in her heart. , but only dared to cry suppressedly.

 The figure from behind the tree walked out and slowly walked to the grief-stricken Wang Jinzhi and squatted down slowly:

 “You’re really hopeless, why are you crying? You won’t find a way if you don’t get it?”

 (End of this chapter)