They Regretted it After Their Hearts Turned to Ashes

Luo Zhi had a long dream.

In the dream, he was probably only five or six years old, or even a little younger.

The little girl in the swaddling clothes is obedient and soft, she stretches out her hand babblingly, and smiles at him with crooked eyebrows.

His parents were preparing a birthday present for him, and when they were ready, they hid them mysteriously, teasing him with a smile, deliberately watching him fidgeting in a hurry.

The eldest brother was sitting by the window reading a book. He was so noisy that he put down the book with a sigh and got up, carrying him on his shoulders.

He sat on his eldest brother's shoulder, and finally found his birthday present on the top of the bookcase. He was elated and proud, and couldn't wait to pull off the ribbon tied on the outside of the wrapping paper.

…

At the same time as the beautiful ribbon was pulled out, a burning pain suddenly swept across Luo Zhi's back.

It's like being cramped.

Of course Luo Zhi never got cramps.

He is not the jewel in the palm of Chen Tang Pass who made the Dragon King of the East China Sea furious to cover the sky and cover the sun with revenge, nor is he the third prince who cut the flesh for his mother, eviscerated the bones for his father, and never had anything to do with him.

If a person is really forced to pull out his bones naked and pay off all his life’s blessings, there is no lotus incarnation that can be used for resurrection.

If it can't be resurrected, it can only be dead.

From then on, I don't know anything, I don't have to know anything, I owe each other, and I'm relaxed and clean.

These are all myths. Myths are legends with strong beliefs and pursuits, not true.

Just like in this dream, Luo Zhi was not real either.

He didn't know when he was out of his original perspective and continued to watch this scene somewhere in the air.

It turned out that the severe pain was caused by the zipper on his back being unzipped, and Jian Huaiyi came out and took the carefully prepared gift. It turned out that the time was no longer a child, Luo Jun's brows were indifferent and sharp, and Luo Cheng was already slim, no longer a little girl who only followed behind him and cried.

Like a doll suit that was taken off, he lay down empty-hearted, calmly watched everything in front of him, and was kicked away by someone in disgust.

…

As soon as the screen turned, the person squatting in front of him became Ren Chenbai.

After all, it was just a dream, and everyone in the dream was strange, even Ren Chenbai.

Ren Chenbai just looked down at him.

Those eyes that were very gentle towards everyone became cold.

It's not the indifference that naturally rejects people thousands of miles away, like Luo Jun's, but the kind of chill that "how can you live in peace and live" only for him.

The last time Luo Zhi saw this chill, it was still in Mrs. Luo's eyes.

Mrs. Luo fell ill and was confused and couldn't recognize anyone. She stared at him like her most hated enemy, tore Luo Zhi's clothes, and asked Luo Zhi to return her son.

Mrs. Luo refused to recognize Luo Zhi as her son, which became more and more obvious the more sick she got.

Mrs. Luo firmly believed that Luo Zhi was the devil who occupied his son's identity. Because Luo Zhi couldn't remember what he liked to eat when he was a child, or what hobbies he had when he was a child, Mrs. Luo always believed that he was fake.

Mrs. Luo would cut the fruit plate and serve it to him with a smile one second, and the next second, because Luo Zhi accidentally ate a piece of pineapple that he never wanted to touch when he was a child, he would have a hysterical attack. His eyes were full of blood and glared fiercely at him, wishing to bite it open. His throat shredded him and swallowed the flesh.

…

Luo Zhi was used to these things.

What Mrs. Luo wanted was the same son as she remembered, so Jian Huaiyi, who was more imitated than him, would become Mrs. Luo's spiritual support.

Mrs. Luo needed a stable environment, so he tried not to go back to Luo's house. Even if he did, he would only live in the most remote guest room on the first floor.

But until now, Luo Zhi still didn't know why Ren Chenbai looked at him with such eyes.

This has almost become Luo Zhi's obsession.

It wasn't because of how important Ren Chenbai was in his heart.

Of course, Ren Chenbai is indeed very important in Luo Zhi's heart - but that is just a self-love and wishful reliance on people who can't become family members - and Luo Zhi has grown up long ago, and he has not been so ignorant for a long time. .

If I have to say it, this is probably a kind of confusion that contains curiosity.

After chasing the drama to the most critical place, watching the victim say "the murderer is" on the last breath, he tilted his head and lowered his hands, confused by the sudden appearance of the ending song.

After studying one question for a whole night, I solved 18 kinds of results with different methods. When I turned to the last page, I found that the standard answer was actually torn.

Luo Zhi really couldn't figure out why Ren Chenbai hated him.

Maybe this kind of confusion will haunt him all the time, making him turn into a ghost after death, knock on Ren Chenbai's window, and ask the matter clearly.

...why did he turn into a ghost?

Not only did he not go to the hospital because he had a high fever, he also locked himself in the car.

Why did he lock himself in the car?

Because he really didn't know where he was going, this was the only place he could go, the only place he could hide.

Why hide?

Because he is hard...

The word "sad" didn't stay in his consciousness for more than a second.

Luo Zhi's brain automatically shielded him from this part of the conclusion. He knew from a long time ago that he must not let himself fall into it.

Otherwise, he won't have enough strength to support him to climb out again, and come back to this broken place again.

The subconscious instinct made Luo Zhi suddenly get out of the endless dream.

…

He is not in his car.

At the same time when he came to this conclusion, Luo Zhi had already pulled out the needle on the back of his hand, rolled off the bed with a fit, and slid into the bottom of the bed, holding the needle tightly in his hand.

These movements are unbrained and purely instinctive. After a while, Luo Zhi recovered a little bit from the chaos and confusion.

He hid under the bed, half of his face was pressed against the cold and hard tiles, and the backs of his hands were dripping with red blood.

This is a single ward, very clean. White walls, white tiles, blue curtains and blue screens, steel-framed beds, and a sink at the door.

Luo Zhi curled up to firmly protect his chest and abdomen, the needle pointed sharply out between his fingers, and his arms were folded over his head.

After confirming his surroundings, he finally let out a low sigh of relief. The infinitely tense string in his mind trembled and loosened little by little in the few seconds from sleep to awakening.

Luo Zhi lowered his eyes and looked at the hospital gown with blue and white stripes.

In such an extraordinarily long ten seconds, Luo Zhi gave birth to some regrets that made him feel a little dazed.

He didn't know what the regret came from, whether it was "surely good memories are just dreams and this is the reality", or "why can I still wake up".

The latter emotion is actually not right.

Luo Zhi knew this, so he never asked himself superfluous questions.

Compared with his own situation, Luo Zhi actually wanted to know immediately what happened to his car.

What did Ren Chenbai do to his car.

Why, after Luo Zhi had locked the car and hid in, could Ren Chenbai have a way to get him out and forcibly bring him to the hospital.

…

It's not too difficult to know the answer.

During the stalemate with Ren Chenbai, so many people recognized him in the mall, and naturally some people followed him to the parking lot.

What happened after that has been posted all over the Internet. It didn't take long for Luo Zhi to find the photos of the scene and several versions of the live retelling. The photos also have different distances and angles, and they recorded the scene at that time in an all-round way.

Ren Chenbai called the police.

Ren Chenbai told the police that it was his younger brother who got angry and locked himself in the car, and might think about doing something stupid.

The tone was very urgent, life was at stake, and finally decided to forcibly demolish it.

Luo Zhi's car was equipped with bulletproof glass, and it was too difficult to break the windows. Professionals brought a welding and cutting machine and changed several angles before finally dragging Luo Zhi, who had already passed out, out of the car.

The comments said everything, some said that Luo Zhi sold miserable sympathy, some said that seeking death and seeking life would waste public resources, and some said that how old people still play this kind of ghost can't believe it.

Of course, there are also many people who have planted Ren Chenbai because of this news, a gentle and comfortable gentleman. Even if he is so dirty and despicable, he does not dislike such a dirty and despicable oil bottle. He personally carried Luo Zhi into the ambulance.

It may be some kind of conservation law, the more people praise Ren Chenbai as gentle and handsome, and the ideal type in the world, the more people are scolding Luo Zhi for ignoring whether a dog bites Lu Dongbin.

Luo Zhi didn't care about that.

He clicked on these posts just to find the photos inside.

The rescue took so much effort, and the car was naturally destroyed.

Luo Zhi clicked on each picture to save the original picture, zoomed in and pulled it to the limit, and checked the details of the picture little by little.

Not long after he woke up, he threw himself under the bed again. At this moment, although he barely supported himself back on the bed, he was still dizzy and his vision was not clear at all.

But Luo Zhi still looked at it very seriously. He even opened the drawing editing software, burying his head, looking at the pictures from different angles, mainly to take pictures of how embarrassed and ugly he was, checking his car, putting every Areas that may still be repaired are marked with dark blue circles.

This is a very tedious and laborious project. After Luo Zhi checked more than a dozen photos, he noticed that someone turned on the light, and raised his eyes to see the figure who pushed the door and entered.

It took Luo Zhi a while to recognize that the blurred color block in his field of vision was Ren Chenbai.

Ren Chenbai didn't come alone. He also brought Luo Cheng, two shadows standing on the edge of a large, nearly white light group.

Luo Orange walked to Luo Zhi's bedside.

The girl's face was not very good, she bit her lip and looked at him silently.

Luo Zhi put down his phone and smiled: "Little sister..."

"What do you mean?" Luo Cheng asked at the same moment, hoarsely asking in a low voice, "I just want to do what I want, do you have to use this method to punish me?"

Luo Zhi paused and lowered his eyes.

"You want to make me feel guilty for the rest of my life, right? Make me feel guilty forever, thinking that it's because of me that you can't figure it out."

"You don't want to give the company to the second brother, so you directed and acted this one by yourself."

Luo Cheng's voice seemed to tremble a little: "You just made this idea, you hate me, you will never make me feel better..."

Luo Zhi's pale fingers on the quilt twitched slightly, curled up a little, and tucked them into the palm of his hand.

"No." Luo Zhi's tone was very relaxed, "I fell asleep in the car."

His body sank back into the pillow, raised his eyebrows and raised his eyebrows: "I'm too tired, I didn't wake up, Brother Chen Bai made a big fuss to make things bigger..."

"You are still wronging Brother Chenbai!"

Luo Cheng gritted his teeth and glared at him with hatred: "Obviously it was Brother Chenbai who saved you! You almost-"

Luo Zhi looked at the eye of the needle on the back of his hand, and said "Oh" slowly.

...Luo Cheng is really easy to be told.

During the years that Jian Huaiyi was in charge of taking care of her little sister, she didn't teach Luo Cheng how to be cautious in her words and deeds, and how to respond to questions, and pushed her into that big dye vat-like circle.

Luo Cheng seemed to suddenly come to his senses, shut his mouth tightly, and his face turned white uncontrollably.

…

When Ren Chenbai was taken out of the car, Luo Zhi's breathing was already very weak.

If it is a normal person with a high fever, the risk is not too great. But Luo Zhi suffered from hypoglycemia at the same time and fell into a coma. No one knew what would happen if the time dragged on.

Luo Zhi himself didn't know about his situation until now, but Luo Cheng clearly knew about it.

Therefore, when maintaining Ren Chenbai, he blurted out so without thinking.

"I almost died then."

Luo Zhi softly helped her finish, and then raised his head curiously: "Little sister, you know that I almost died, so the first reaction is to hate me, come to ask me for ulterior motives, self-directed and self-acted?"