Those Years When I Was Cannon Fodder

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Xu's mother smiled embarrassedly, "I have concerns now, and I want to stay here with him. The two of us have missed half our lives, and now I don't want to miss it."

Seeing that Chu Yu didn't answer, Xu's mother's eyes became even redder, "I'm sorry Xiaoyuer, my predecessors have been passively or actively living for others, working hard for other people's expectations, but I don't really want to do it. What I've done... In the remaining decades, I want to live for myself. I know that cultivation is very good, and the upper realm is very good, but I'm just a mortal, and mortals have their own way of living, and I can rely on myself. I live very well. I know that if I go to the upper realm, you won't mind taking care of me and I will live well, but I will mind, I can't accept all this calmly, I..."

Mother Xu swallowed even more, and after a while she said softly and hesitantly,

"I will, I will be very tired."

She seemed ashamed and covered her face, not daring to look into Chu Yu's eyes,

"Xiaoyuer, I'm not as brave as you, I'm just an ordinary person. I'll be very comfortable in Chujiang City, a place where I've spent half my life, surrounded by people I know well. As far as I am concerned, his feelings are nothing but the same. He found that I was not that good, and he disliked me, and I could leave happily. Because I know that I can live well on my own."

"But the world of you cultivators is completely unfamiliar to me, and to put it in an ugly way, I don't even know how to put my hands and feet. Chu Jiangcheng has a sense of belonging, and I have used up all my courage."

Mother Xu's voice was difficult, as if she was trying to express her thoughts to Chu Yu, and her words were a little excited and confused.

"No, it's not just that I'm getting old, but I know every time before that, I can survive. I was sold, and the little girl who was sold like me was married by the lady, who's girl It's not like this, it's just that my husband is a little weaker, and my life can always be better with time, but I'm just a mortal, what can I do in the world of cultivators rashly?"

Mother Xu said bitterly,

"If I really have the courage, when you go to Qingyunzong, Xiaoyuer, I should follow. Even if I can't enter your sect, I can go to the market at the foot of your mountain, but I dare not, I secretly asked Mr. Mo, ordinary people like us have gone to the world of cultivators, can we make a living?"

She opened her mouth with a sense of shame, and finally said the truth that once embarrassed her,

"I also tried to learn common language, but I couldn't. It was too difficult for me. I only remembered a word yesterday, and I forgot it when I woke up the next day... I can't bridge such a big gap. , I can't help thinking, even such a powerful Mr. Mo has no choice but to return to the mortal world, what can I do? What's more, you are going to the more powerful upper realm next."

"I'm sorry Xiaoyu'er, but Mama Xu can't be with you anymore..."

"No, Mama Xu." Chu Yu took a deep breath and said affirmatively, "Mama Xu, you are very powerful, you are braver than many people I have seen, your first half of life was very rough, and every time you are about to live your life. In good times, there are always accidents that make a mess of your life, but you still get through it."

"You can now calmly pursue the life you want, and the one who truly loves you won't want to be a drag on you."

"Little fish!"

Xu's mother looked at her in shock.

Chu Yu said seriously,

"Drag is a two-way street. Mother Xu, you said that if I took you to the upper realm, you would be my drag, but if I forcibly took you away, I would force you to adapt to everything you didn't need to face. Why didn't I become a drag on you, it was I who tied you through my feelings!"

"No matter how good the life in the upper realm is, it is not what you want for you. Isn't it like a person trapped in the desert who needs a glass of water the most, but gives him a piece of gold? Mama Xu , I used to drag you down for years when I was a fool, and now I'm fine, I'm pursuing my life, and you should pursue yours too."

"Yes, everyone has a different identity in this world, and they can't do whatever they want. You have to consider the thoughts of your relatives, just like you once compromised for your mother, your husband, and me step by step."

"But Mother Xu, I should be your only relative, right?"

Xu's mother nodded blankly.

"I solemnly tell you now that you are free, you don't need to think about others anymore, you just need to live according to your ideas." Chu Yu said the last sentence.

"If you don't want to go to the upper realm, just tell me, there is no need to feel guilty, and there is no need to feel sorry for me, although we are going to be separated, but whether it is me or Mama Xu, you will have a good life in the future, very happy, right? ?"

"Yep!"

Mother Xu hugged Chu Yu like she did when she was a child, and said with force as if to emphasize some fact, "We will all have a good time!"

...

After sending mother Xu away, Chu Yu immediately went to find Hongyu.

Then it was discovered that Xu's mother and Dr. Xu used to be childhood sweethearts. Later, the family suffered a disaster and they separated. After Dr. Xu made some achievements, he went back to find someone. As a result, Xu's mother had sold herself and didn't know where to go.

It is not a tragic story of waiting for the other party for decades. Dr. Xu later married a wife, the daughter of Dr. Xu's master. Later, when Dr. Xu's wife died, he retired from the Taiyuan Hospital and went to free clinics in various places.

It was probably a coincidence. After hearing some news, I knew that Xu's mother came to Chujiang City, so she also came over, and successfully met Xu's mother.

Originally, he was not going to join such a big family, but because of Xu's mother and Chu's sincerity~www.wuxiamtl.com~, he reluctantly took a part-time job.

The long separation and the passage of time have made this pair of childhood sweethearts feel a little strange. In addition, they each have a lover, and even if the other party dies, it will not fade in their hearts.

So it didn't work for so many years.

Dr. Xu studied his medical skills, and never left Chujiang City to go to other places for free clinics, while Xu's mother took care of Chu Yu as her own child.

It was not until Chu Yu's absence in the past few years that Xu's mother's heart could finally be divided a little, the gap between the two gradually disappeared, and they finally decided to spend the remaining decades of their lives together.

Going around in circles or coming together.

Only then did Chu Yu understand that Xu's mother was able to let Dr. Xu make pills for herself without any effort, and that in the past few years when the original owner was stupid, every time she fell ill, Dr. Xu worked hard and did her best and Xu's mother gave her some food. Good things, all have the help of Dr. Xu.

Not just for Father Chu's sake.

When Chu Yu boarded the treasure boat and returned to the Qingyun Sect, in addition to their family of four, there were a few more people in the treasure boat, including the second lady, Hongyu, and a few young members of the Chu family.