To Your Island

Chapter 52: Come to fight

Wang Jiexiang didn't go back to find Yin Xianhehe, she went back to find him to fight.

She took the initiative to be with him, would she take the initiative to break up? It's not that she wants to divide, but whoever wants to divide takes the initiative.

Wang Jiexiang believed in one sentence: no tears if you don't see the coffin.

If she doesn't see the worst result with her own eyes, if she is not told clearly, she will never stop.

Successfully convinced herself, she set foot on the way home.

It has been a long time since Wang Jiexiang was picked up by someone, so there is no need to walk alone on the dark road downhill from the village in the city. Walking to the place where Yin Xian had been waiting for her, she couldn't help looking around.

If you don't know where to find her, he should wait here. This is the only way for her to go home.

Once again, Wang Jiexiang was disappointed and there was no one nearby.

She continued walking listlessly, and walked to the downhill corner without the headlights on at home.

——Yin Xian always waits for her with the light on, is he not at home?

Thinking of this, Wang Jiexiang ran to the door of the house with three steps and two steps.

"Boom boom boom." She patted the door hard, expecting no one to answer the door.

It knocked about seven or eight times, and footsteps came from the room.

The door was opened from the inside, and Yin Xian was at home.

The two looked at each other with surprise in their eyes.

Yin Xian was surprised that Wang Jiexiang was so embarrassed, her face was stained with gray, her hair was messy, her eyes were red and swollen; her bare feet were black.

Wang Jiexiang was surprised that he was clean and tidy. He changed his pajamas, his hair was wet, and he had obviously taken a bath not long ago.

The tempting fragrance of rice wafts from the house...

She ran out and her whereabouts were unknown. He actually had the intention of cooking at home. It took a while to open the door just now, probably because he was eating.

Sure enough, after looking at the lunch box in her hand, Yin Xian turned sideways to make her debut, the first thing she said to her was.

"The rice and vegetables are cooked, do you want to eat?"

Wang Jiexiang's face was green and white.

She spoke dumbfounded, her tone distorted: "Do you think I can still eat?"

——No boyfriend, no home, they are going to break up.

Wang Jiexiang's heart is simply the end of the world.

Look at his reaction, as if she didn't run away from home, she went back to the toilet on the opposite side.

Yin Xian nodded, expressing understanding.

He kept the door open, which seemed to mean letting her be free and he went to eat by himself.

For the first time, Wang Jiexiang had the idea of "Is this person abnormal?"

She followed him into the room and Yin Xian sat down to eat.

He stewed the fish she brought home yesterday, and remembered to pick out the bones while eating.

If Wang Jiexiang does not come back tonight, it is estimated that Yin Xian will tidy up the table, wash the dishes, and then lie down to sleep after dinner. He didn't even remember to save the headlight for her, so quickly, he resumed his living mode.

The string in Wang Jiexiang's brain broke completely.

She could hear her own voice, hoarse, high-pitched, like a musical instrument that had been roughly broken, making weird harsh noises.

"Do you know how to get along with people close to you?"

"Know how to love her, care about her, respect her and protect her?"

"Do you understand that people can't be hurt at will?"

At this moment, her performance was completely indifferent to her appearance.

However, Wang Jiexiang didn't believe it deep down.

She really didn't believe it, so she was still standing here; shameless and self-respecting, no one looked for her, she came back by herself.

She had received it from him firmly and felt love, even if he didn't say "I love you" personally, even if his many behaviors broke her heart.

What is going wrong?

Wang Jiexiang didn't believe it. But standing in the current situation, she could not help but began to think: Will she always be passionate?

"I said about breaking up. If you don't want to divide, at least keep it. If you want to divide, please tell me directly."

She spoke to her visibly back, like a stone, a wall.

She couldn't see his expression clearly.

But she was tired of his expression.

It's nothing more than frowning with a cold face, or simply without expression.

Yin Xian put down his chopsticks.

He turned his head to look at her, with a smile on his face and a slight relief in his eyes.

"Everyone is leaving sooner or later."

He said, "So are you, or if you leave."

Wang Jiexiang couldn't imagine what Yin Xian thought.

He felt from the bottom of his heart that no one loves himself, and no one cares about himself.

He felt from the bottom of his heart that others would live better without him.

He is always calm, he can say goodbye with his luggage.

He is always ready, he will not regret or be sad.

"Are you leaving?" She asked him back, "Where shall I go?"

"I ran out in the big night, where do I go? Do you think I will live well without you? You think I will not be sad at all without you, don't you? I said, I want to be with you forever , Do you think I'm talking about it? Tell me, where am I going?"

Yin Xian was thinking about her words.

His eyes, which were always shrewdly staring, gradually covered a layer of confusion, making him look a little dull and a little dull.

"I do not know."

With his head sideways, Yin Xian was not very confident, extracting the chaotic memories in his mind word by word.

"You like rabbits. You like milk-flavored ice cream and carrot juice. You are always angry. You miss mom so much... I don't know the rest."

So he asked her sincerely: "Where are you going to find?"

With his words, Wang Jiexiang, who was so angry, was dumbfounded.

——Who likes to drink carrot juice and ice cream? Where is the conclusion from always being angry?

Slightly brought into a trance state by him, she suddenly felt a sense of withdrawal. She was very sad and distressed before, but now she feels more relaxed. As if from a bystander's perspective, he hurriedly glanced at the emotions that were tightly bound to her. Returning to this scene, Wang Jiexiang was still angry, and felt that the problem was not that serious.

She still remembered what she wanted to say, the first sentence of Yin Xian's words, she wanted to refute it.

"You are right if you don't know, because I have nowhere to go."

Yin Xian did not speak.

Wang Jiexiang glared at him and motioned for him to respond.

He replied: "Oh."

Then she was willing to go down and say: "You don't know where to look, and you have to look for it; I don't have a place to go, and I don't necessarily come back... I would have no face when I came back."

She glared at him, and he answered, "Okay."

Okay, Wang Jiexiang thought about it.

Encouraging Yin Xian to speak up and stimulating Yin Xian to respond to achieve her goal. He doesn't accept any tricks at all. It would be easier to express his needs.

What she wanted to do, she chased him directly and asked him to do it. Instead of asking "Can you tell me about the past," it's better to use imperative sentences.

"I want to know what happened to you before!"

If at this moment, Yin Xian still doesn't understand the reason for her recent sadness, or the way she refused to talk in the past, Wang Jiexiang still wants to divide this hand.

Fortunately, Yin Xian made a change.

"Which thing?"

He did not reject her immediately.

The truth is that truth, and Wang Jiexiang's heart is awkward and lingering.

Asking her to ask one by one, he answers one by one, not like a couple talking, like a talk show.

She puffed up her cheeks in annoyance: "If I have to take the initiative to ask questions, you can't do it freely, can you talk about it?"

Yin Xian clasped his chin and thought deeply.

Wang Jiexiang took it.

She also held a lunch box of beer duck legs in her hand.

Looking out the window, it was late at night.

She waited and waited, and the senses that had been temporarily shut down came back: she was hungry, her feet hurt, she wanted to wash her feet, her legs were sore, her back was sweaty and sticky, she wanted to wash her face...

Otherwise, just ask something.

Wang Jiexiang scratched his neck: "Let’s say one today, and answer honestly! Who is your first love?"

——In his nonsense just now, who likes to drink carrot juice? Who loves milk-flavored ice cream? Did Yin Xian remember her ex-girlfriend's taste?

"First love..."

Yin Xian's expression was serious, and he spoke the person's name rigorously.

"Wang Jiexiang."

Seeing his serious face, Wang Jiexiang couldn't help frowning.

Unexpectedly, he would say her name, she burst into laughter, and her bitter face instantly thawed.

Yin Xian also smiled.

She stared at his smiling face and lost her mind for a moment.

Another name she thought of when he spoke suddenly appeared in her mind: He Shan.

Who is He Shan? Wang Jiexiang thought about it, but couldn't remember.