What Is The Experience of Becoming a Vampire?

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        The first thing is that the kindergarten is going to conduct thematic courses. Xia Libing’s parents bought her a goldfish.

Last night, Father of Old Xia was also very happy to explain the goldfish’s body, physiological structure and other knowledge to the learnable daughter through the information obtained.

Didn’t expect 2nd day In the morning, I saw that the goldfish was dismembered by Little Old Xia, and the tool was actually a paper knife in his study.

Looking at the cut goldfish, neat and tidy small organs placed in a kitchen Absorbent Paper, and the daughter who was carefully observing the structure of the fish body, he was totally stupid.

When the mother of Old Xia got up, she was also scared a lot, and she asked the daughter why she did it.

But the answer I got was “want to see.”

After that, Little Old Xia was still at different times and on different occasions, using different tools, and dissectioned a lot of small animals. If she bought fresh ingredients at home, if she did n’t pay attention, she would also find her. Chance to dismember.

Little Xia, who just went to the kindergarten, not at all shows a little irritability or crazy emotions, showing a consistent blandness and rationality, as if she disassembled is not a life, but a doll and plastic model. The performance of the two toys made her parents even more afraid.

Old Xia’s parents, whether speaking in whispers or whispering with anger, have no way to stop the little Old Xia from doing things that are cruel and horrifying to them.

Even Old Xia father, who has always been gentle and gentle, once did not hold back and slaps daughter.

Although he regretted it as soon as he finished it, and cried while holding daughter, the little Old Xia still showed little performance, neither crying nor showing the slightest expression of fear. When he let go, he ran Go to the mirror and look at the redness on your face.

Father of Old Xia couldn’t help thinking, would she suddenly cut her cheek with a knife to see why it was red and swollen?

After that, Old Xia’s parents didn’t dare let daughter go to kindergarten anymore, took them around and looked at her at home.

Not long after that, a friend of Old Xia father brought his child to play at home, and the child accidentally fell and his knee was scratched.

After seeing this scene, Little Old Xia ran back to the room. Xia Mu, who had been watching the daughter, immediately followed him, but found that Little Old Xia took the makeup that she did not know when it was hidden. Little scissors in the box.

Xia Mu quickly stopped daughter, snatched a pair of small scissors, and asked her what she wanted to do, but the answer was a little bit cold: “I want to see his knee.”

After one night of discussion, Old Xia’s parents decided to continue to take her “seeking a doctor.”

Although they still love their daughter, they do not want the daughter to become a “monster” that can be very ferocious and threaten others. In particular, the ultra-high IQ exhibited by daughter will multiply this threat.

But just like last time, at first I looked at various experts, did various checks and tests, and couldn’t determine which aspect of the problem.

Old Xia has normal brain structure and normal operation. Nine major neurotransmitters including serotonin, γ-aminobutyrine, norepinephrine, and dopamine are also normal.

She also has no obvious symptoms of autism or other known mental and psychological related diseases, and cannot be diagnosed. Therefore, various institutions, hospitals, experts, and doctors have only proposed some conservative “treatments.” Plan “, not at all, also made Old Xia’s parents feel unreliable.

Then the father of Old Xia, through the relationship, found a doctor Li who had just returned from abroad, and was the main writer of these medical records. She has a wealth of work experience and theoretical knowledge. After spending a month with Old Xia, she proposed a treatment plan.

Through fmri (Functional Magnetic Resonance Imaging) and other related brain function tests, Dr. Li found that although there is no obvious damage or defect in the brain of Old Xia, the brain does have some unique rules when it performs activities. .

Old Xia’s brain neural network operation may be slightly different from ordinary person, and this difference has led her to stand out from the masses.

Old Xia can feel the pain normally, but the tolerance to the pain is very strong. Normal people are stuck in their hands with needles, they will retract their hands subconsciously, see where they are stuck, and even scream. Old Xia also She will give up, but the first reaction is looking towards tying her own things, and then observing the situation of being stuck. Although she can feel the pain, the pain does not make her feel afraid and obvious rejection.

Standing on a high place, she will not be afraid, not nervous, she will even try to throw other things down, or jump herself, just trying to see what happens.

Although she can use language normally and understand the meaning of others, she is imperceptible to the emotions of others. She has no normal emotions and lacks the ability to empathize.

Looking at the pdf, those who were obviously scanned from the paper file, the case information pictures, and the judgment made by Dr. Li, Xiang Kun combined with related books that he had read before to understand.

The human brain has 80 billion nerve cells, and each nerve cell is connected to about 7,000 nerve cells, forming a large, complex and powerful neural network. Human memory, thinking, computing and other brain activities They all need to be completed by them, and the generation of emotions is naturally no exception.

Each nerve cell is like an electronic device, such as a computer or mobile phone, with different functions.

Some of them are only 2 to 4 nanometers apart, and can directly transmit electrical signals through electrical synapses, just like two devices are directly connected, and the speed is very fast.

Some are 20 to 40 nanometers apart, and they need to transmit signals through neurotransmitters.

Just like a USB flash drive or a mobile hard disk, the amount of neurotransmitters is the size of the mobile memory. The larger the capacity, the more files can be transferred.

When a USB disk (neurotransmitter) filled with files is inserted into the USB interface (receiver) on the target device, the target device starts to interpret the above file and starts to work according to the system preset software. It may be possible At the same time, it will pass information to other electronic devices on the network, so that they can start to work.

Many mental or psychological diseases, including depression, autism, and schizophrenia, are related to the generation and transmission of neurotransmitters.

Either the USB disk does not have enough storage space, or the USB interface is too few, the reading is problematic, or the electronic device itself is faulty.

But the situation of Old Xia is different from this. It is likely that there are many “electronic devices” in Old Xia’s brain neural network. The above system, application software and ordinary person are different. The same information file runs after being entered. It is a different result.

So Old Xia has a very high IQ, with a strong ability to learn, exercise, reaction speed, sense of balance, but at the cost of cognitive barriers to emotions and emotions.

In simple words: Old Xia’s brain circuit is not the same as ordinary person.

Dr. Li observed Xiao Xia Old Xia for half a month, and after getting consent from Old Xia parents, she began to “treat” Old Xia with her method.

Her method is very radical and simple. She is hungry Old Xia until she feels the instinctual fear, and uses it as an entry point to influence her other behaviors and let her understand what else is absolutely impossible. What do other people feel when they do it and what they do.

Dr. Li was very accurate. For the old Old Xia at the time, hunger and appetite were indeed the best interfaces she could cut into other perceptions.

Seeing here, Xiang Kun finally understands what happened to the closed room when he first felt the Old Xia dream, and knows why Old Xia eats like a starving ghost in the dream. Something way up.

She was indeed hungry, and at a very young age she was hungry and was starving.

But this method did make her understand a lot of information.

One of the prerequisites for Dr. Li to use this method is the ultra-high IQ exhibited by Little Old Xia. Although it is still very small, there are no obstacles to the communication of many things.

After Dr. Li used hunger to let her know how pain and fear of death feel, little by little helped her recognize her differences and made her realize how to integrate into society and other people.

Later, with the help of Dr. Li, Old Xia didn’t delay going to school. From the beginning of elementary school, she didn’t look much different from a “normal person”.

In addition to not talking very much, always staring at others with big eyes and a little expression, there is nothing unusual.

She began to learn and imitate other people’s behaviors and expressions, and tried to associate external performance with their true intentions to help herself understand the emotions of others.

Xiang Kun also knew why Old Xia was studying psychiatry and psychology, and why it was specially transferred to the Erythrina Academy.

The former is naturally to “treat” herself, or to adapt herself to a normal life, while the latter is because she knows that there are several cases in the Echinacea Third Hospital, and some of them behave similarly to her childhood. She wanted to see if she could find a case like her and then find a way to get and perceive normal emotions.

But during this time, she has confirmed that the cases here are not the same as hers.

Of course, these contents are not the contents of Old Xia’s own medical records, but they are marked by herself, even including the basic symptoms of those cases.

Obviously, Old Xia created this file specifically to let him understand his situation.

After reading the pdf file, I put the tablet back in the bag. Xiang Kun took a look at the soft leather book. Some of the paper pages are obviously old, and the materials are different from the back, obviously. Remove and rebind the other books.

The previous part is the code of conduct model summarized by Old Xia.

Looking at the change in the handwriting and the degree of fading of the ink, it can be speculated that she should have started these summaries from a long time ago, maybe junior high school, or even earlier.

The first rule of conduct model is:

“Keep smiling.”

But the second one is: “Smiles need to be adjusted according to the details of each person’s facial features in order to be natural.”

The third one is still related to smiles: “Different smiles need to be applied in different scenarios.”

It seems that after the actual application, it is a supplement based on the effect.

Xiang Kun immediately remembered the scene when she met Old Xia at Tongshi Town Station, the weird smile she showed to the college student who was intimidating.

He couldn’t help but keep the little Old Xia in the photo I saw in the previous pdf file with this smile, and immediately felt very happy, and couldn’t help grinning.

However, after feeling Old Xia’s gaze on himself, Xiang Kun hurriedly closed his smile and continued to flip through the soft paper.

Article 35: “When in doubt, watch more and talk less.”

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Article 100th: “People say what they say is different from their true intentions, and they must be judged by their expressions and behavior habits.”

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Article 422: “Sometimes poking at the pain and telling unfriendly things is a sign of humor.”

Article 423: “The previous item needs to be used according to the relationship, otherwise conflict will occur.”

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Article 449: “Occasionally making verbal attacks on familiar people is a close expression. (Note: Only Yang Zhener is currently eligible)”

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Article 706: “In WeChat or QQ chat, sometimes expressions are more suitable than words.”

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The last one is nine hundred two eventy:

“In order to gain the trust of others, you can take the initiative to express your trust. In order to obtain the secrets of others, you can first surrender your own secrets. (Remarks: for Xiang Kun)”

Xiang Kun couldn’t help but laughed again and said, “How did you come up with this rule?”

Xia Libing said: “Practice.”

Xiang Kun originally thought that after reading it, he was going to get the document bag, but found that there was still content behind the book, so he turned the book over, and found that it turned from back to front, and wrote the contents of close and numerous.

These contents are all related to him, all of which are the judgments and guesses summarized by Old Xia and based on his various observations.

From speculations on his physical fitness, eating habits, and behavior patterns, to possible trends in various time periods, and the true intentions of various behaviors, the lyrics included writing brush words, black circle graffiti, chopsticks, and coins in the The analysis and usage speculation of various items in it turned out to be six or 70% close to the truth.

Xiang Kun knew that Old Xia had already guessed many things, but there were many, even he was a little surprised that Old Xia could know.

I have to say that the observation and insight of Old Xia really surprised Xiang Kun. Of course, this is also related to his defense against Old Xia not at all.

One of the things that surprised him the most was that when Old Xia first encountered the “lucky coin” sent by Xiang Kun in Nana’s room in Tongshi Town, he realized the speciality of the coin.

Normally, according to Xiang Kun’s previous inference, other people have to make contact with his “hyperlinker” or “love note”. In addition to his approval, the first thing is to trust him enough, and Willing to believe that coin is special.

When he gave Old Xia a black circle graffiti, Old Xia had already obtained his subjective recognition and had a “network access license.”

But at that time, when Old Xia first noticed that the “superlink” coin might be special, they didn’t even know that it was given to Nana by Xiang Kun, but after knowing this, carefully Looking back, and comparing with other coins, I became more sure that my perception was not an illusion.

From this, Xiang Kun speculates that there should be some overlap between his “hyperlinker” and “love note” and the way Old Xia knows and thinks about things.

After closing the soft cover, Xiang Kun opened the file bag again.

There is no other information here. It contains Old Xia’s own medical record files. The medical record related content in pdf is scanned here, but these are also copied or photographed and printed. Not the originals, nor did she want to get these directly from Dr. Li.

After collecting the medical records, Xiang Kun took the black soft leather book on his knees and groaned for a while before slowly saying, “My case, it’s actually quite simple …”