Why am I the only male apprentice of the evil queen

"Is it possible that I am in the sage state...? I don't know how long it has been outside. Master Anna should be watching me, right?"

Anasta, I don’t know if you can sense it. Fenmu, who used to fish all day long, is now at the end of human cultivation and has begun to impact on another level of life.

"Why."

As time goes back to the tribe, Fenmu's sad thoughts gradually fade away.

In the tribe, he was probably more joyful and comfortable than ever before. When he was hungry, he would go to the tribe mothers to ask for milk to drink. When he was tired, he would run to the woods and hook up with a wolf to play, and live happily.

The only flaw is probably that the buttocks of the wolves are not very nice.

The self that thrived on my grandma's food was getting smaller day by day in the memories that came back to me, shrunk into a baby, and gradually replayed towards the time when I was sent to be raised by wolves and brought to the human tribe.

"What will be the end of this memory?"

In Fenmu's self-perception, he is a person whose soul has passed through the body of a baby. His past life experiences are of little use to him. At most, they can help him understand the difference between the sexes earlier.

But where did this little baby come from? Replaying to the time after Wolf Pack Night, what lies beyond?

Is it the origin of the baby, or is it starting to show his previous ordinary life?

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The two beings standing on the divine steps silently observed Fenmu's [Searching for Self] ritual. From their perspective, the memory played back much faster.

But this does not prevent them from capturing every detail in this memory.

They are also waiting for the baby's "origin".

"His mind is not clean, but it is very pure. He is quite calm after witnessing his own memory." said the Dragon Miko.

In the first era, all creatures were asexual, even ancient dragons were asexual. If two originally male dragons had friction over reproduction matters, the losing ancient dragon would be feared to become a girl, and she would still get pregnant if she should.

The gender concepts of later generations are incredibly troublesome to them.

After absorbing the "history" given by Anastasia, the Dragon Witch has understood a lot and her strength has recovered a lot. The most intuitive thing is that the dry hair has now become bright and soft.

But on the other hand, the Dragon Witch also knew exactly what Fenmu had done to her.

For a dwarf, this dwarf is indeed quite arrogant and very courageous! Not only did he take away the ice beads she was playing with in her mouth, but he also dared to move his crazy thoughts on her, even tearing down the dragon armor.

Anastasia didn't say anything good to her apprentice. She observed Fenmu's ceremony with her eyes constantly:

"I totally agree with what you said. It's rare to meet a child who is born with such a pervert. His growth experience does not mean maturity for him, but the transformation from a green little boy to a skillful old man. Sebu.”

She has been with this guy for a long time, but she still doesn't know what happened to him when he was a child, and even his own memory is unclear.

"Why do wolves naturally get close to him?" The Dragon Witch's eyes suddenly became serious. She was not angry at Fenmu's crazy behavior, but a rare blue vein appeared on her forehead.

During the ceremony, the memory came to a time when baby Fenmu had not yet formed consciousness or even opened his eyes.

The meteorite fell from the sky, but when it was about to hit the ground, some force extinguished the sparks, holding up the impact. The meteorite fell to the ground with a bang, but it did not hurt Xiao Fenmu next to it at all.

But this was not his birth.

A little further, Fenmu was being nursed by the wolves, but the wolves' milk supply couldn't feed him, so they had to respectfully let him go where he came from.

The memory goes on and Fenmu doesn't even exist in this world.

The reef area is an area supported by a giant tree. The endless ocean and mountains are all the branches of that mysterious giant tree.

A huge flower of disaster suddenly burst out of the ground and spit out a baby from the core of the flower. Then the petals quickly withered and turned into an inconspicuous thin quilt covering him.

The Dragon Witch looked at Anasta. Her knowledge of the future did not include this scene: "What is going on?!"

Chapter 98 Fenmu Hunter

Fenmu looked at the process of tracing the origin and was dumbfounded.

That flower was obviously the same species as the flower of disaster in the eyes of the Dragon Witch, and it was even larger, about the same size as a bush.

His baby was vomited out by the Flower of Disaster.

"What do you mean, I'm the little flower fairy?"

Fenmu realized that his focus was a little distorted, and quickly returned to thinking about this scene.

He didn't know what kind of existence the Flower of Disaster was, but it didn't sound like a good thing, but Fenmu never thought that he was related to this kind of flower.

Moreover, the Flower of Disaster did not disappear in the years with the departure of the First Era, but remained in the land dominated by the sea and forests.

It seems that there are more secrets in the reef waters than he imagined.

"No, that's not true. Master Anna said that I am a pure-blooded human race, but I was spit out by a flower. And the meteorite happened to fall next to me and attracted the nearby safari tribe. It must have been arranged. mean."

I don’t know if there is any further tracing, maybe we will start to trace how the Flower of Disaster came from?

Fenmu waited patiently, but her hope was in vain.

It's a bit strange that all traces back to where they were spat out by the Flower of Disaster, and nothing can be explored further forward.

"This is a ceremony to ascend to the divine level. I haven't finished watching the movie yet. At least trace how I developed from one cell, right?"

Fenmu was a little disappointed. He felt that some kind of change was taking place in his spirit and body. The countless fragments traced back turned into countless fragments, and the countercurrent converged on him, filling the foundation of his divinity.

This means that the stage of [Searching for Self] has been completed and there is no time to move forward.

At the same time, through this inexplicable sublimation, Fenmu gained self-understanding of divinity and god-level life.

"It turns out that this ceremony is a test and assessment of will."

Those who can reach this ceremony will definitely have no problem with their strength, but in the process of accumulating strength, those experiences may make the person lose himself and embark on a path completely different from his original intention. And when it comes to this ceremony, some A person may suddenly wake up, waver in determination, and then collapse.

And in the process of looking back at the past, changes in mood and emotions will also have a certain impact on oneself after reaching the divine level. The result of this influence may be the difference between a mad god and a righteous god.

The latter retains himself, the former is equivalent to a heretic whose spirit has been eroded by alienation.

"I can't continue to trace back. Is it because I am not worthy now? It turns out that god-level beings cannot peek into too much 'time'. The past years are a burden. The newly-sublimated god-level beings cannot bear this weight. They have to continue in the future. sublimation???"

Are there levels after the god level? I had a big problem.

At that time, the video will have to be played back again, and it will have to go back to the Year of the Monkey and the Horse and Moon!

This fucked-up mood didn't last long, and Fenmu paid attention to his own situation - he was at the god level, but not fully god level.

"Now I seem to be at best the God of War like the Ghost King and Master Tasia. Why am I not a complete body?" Fenmu couldn't understand.

But now there is no Master Encyclopedia for him to check at any time. He can't even communicate with the treasures in his private dreams, and he is trapped in the prison of his own spirit.

"Obviously I am a god-level being, but I don't have an accurate understanding of my abilities. I rely on forging to build the ladder to a higher-level life, but why don't I have the understanding that I have become a master of forging?"

Just as he was worrying about what to do next, a door woven out of thick fog appeared in front of him, and the "door frame" was covered with climbing and entangled tree roots.

"This is an object from the First Era. Will the promotion to the divine level hint at the structure of this world?"

Fenmu did not hesitate. His will was clear and out of vigilance, he maintained his self-awareness all the time, reminding himself that he had to hurry up and get out.

He pushed aside the thick fog and let the churning fog engulf his spiritual body.

As soon as he walked in, countless bewitching murmurs echoed in his ears. These voices were his admired voices, and the tone of his voice had a magical quality that could convey strong emotions.

Fenmu took a step into the world behind the fog door. A familiar hand grabbed his ankle, and words of desire filled with deep malice poured into his mind.

[Strength brings power, power realizes freedom, and freedom realizes arbitrary indulgence. Other people’s beautiful wives and daughters are all my toys! 】

The thick fog in front of me changed places, from nothing to everything, weaving a lifelike world.

Next to Fenmu appeared several beautiful and beautiful wives, weeping and succumbing to his coercive orders in low voices. In front of them were the hateful men who had their wives and daughters taken away from them.

Strange desire and pleasure spread quietly in Fenmu's heart, but they were quickly swept away by him. The hand holding his pace was crushed into thick mist by Fenmu's kick.

"Fuck you, I am Fen, not Cao. What I pursue is a beautiful and beautiful butt, not the happiness brought by this desire for destruction."

Taking another step forward, another hand grabbed his foot, and his own voice echoed in his mind again.

[Charm attracts the admiration of flowers and butterflies. I pour my color on those tender flowers, letting them become me throughout their lives...]

Wait, young flowers? Are you implying that you are playing with a little girl?

Before he could finish his devilish self-persuasion, he was trampled to pieces by Fenmu.

"Sorry, I have been ambitious since I was a child. I only ride in big cars and don't play with small flowers. I only think about playing with small flowers with toothpicks."

Fenmu gradually understood the meaning of the world behind the door. This is a new round of rituals.

These are his "self".

The process of his promotion to the divine level was somewhat inverted in time rules - he became a demigod in the future of Dawn of the Gods, but ended up completing the rest of the journey in the past time "First Era" and began to attack the gods. level.

This is tantamount to saying that he was already a god in the long past, but it was only in the distant future that he completed the state of demigod.

This reversal caused every choice he made in this life to branch into countless "Fenmu" in countless parallel worlds, and those were him who made different choices.

These voices come from countless "selves", some leading to profound depravity, and some leading to inferior demonization.

Along the way, will the "self" in these voices replace him at some point? There are ordinary "selfs", and there will be god-level "selfs". Can I defeat them?

My past has gods as its result, and my future has demigods as its foundation. So where do I belong to the "now"?

Fenmu realizes that the test this time is, which may be asking him to choose a "self" in countless timelines to become that Fenmu.

But he wants to live in the "now" where Tavia and the others exist, not in the chaotic past and the future with no end in sight.

"These are not my 'self'. The owners of these voices should not exist. There is only one fanmu in the world, and that is the 'superego' at this moment."

If I can exterminate the bamboo rats, I can kill all these alien "selves".

The first enemy you need to face is yourself, and the last enemy you need to destroy is yourself.

Tonight, Fenmu joins this hunt targeting countless "Fenmu".

Chapter 99 A world where Anastasia exists?

Success is accidental, failure is inevitable.

Fenmu didn't expect to realize this truth in "self", because he found that other Fenmu was really weak.

It was even easier than killing the bamboo rat. After catching the opponent and giving it a serious punch, the opponent was gone. The bamboo rat still squeaked twice, but other "Fen Mu" couldn't even squeak.

Those who haven't seen him are gone. After all, Fenmu is in a hurry and has many extra "selves" waiting to be killed.

In the process, Fenmu also discovered many interesting things.

In some of the dreams he has been to, "Fenmu" exists, but the life path is different. They are also spat out by the flower of disaster. Some "Fenmu" were unclaimed and froze to death, and some "Fenmu" were frozen to death without being claimed. "Fenmu" happened to be killed by a meteorite, and he also observed that the moment the original Fenmu baby was spit out, it was bent over by some wandering time-traveling souls. The baby itself was unconscious and empty. shell.

However, this statement is not accurate. The baby is too small, so small that the brain cannot form the concept of "I".

It was at this similar starting point that each "Fenmu" took a different life trajectory, and few of the people he met were known to Fenmu.

"It's really strange. As a god, I can differentiate into countless 'selves' in parallel worlds, but the mothers in the tribe are so ordinary, but they only exist in me. There are just similar people in other worlds, even the whole world. There are tribes with male members.”

In an all-male world, Fenmu stopped exploring how that "I" grew up drinking milk, and just killed people and left.

The world Fenmu came to at this time was somewhat similar to the first half of his experience, but this "Fenmu" didn't know how to look at buttocks. In the cemetery, he also encountered a disguised female corpse. Unfortunately, The female corpse was not Anastas, and this "Fenmu" was also very good at seeing through the disguise of the female corpse, and then did some ulterior things.

This was the longest time Fenmu had observed, because he was a little tired from killing and chose to rest for a while, so driven by curiosity, he watched the growth process of this "Fenmu".

"How many 'selfs' have been killed already? I can't count them all. This 'self' is one of the more promising ones. He is scheming, vicious, smiling, and decisive. He is a high-quality human villain. In addition to using corpses for emotions... ...The habit of being emotional is a bit weird, but everything else is okay.”

But one thing is very interesting. This "Fenmu" was divined by the tribe's wizard to have a terrible fate - "being watched by the deep and malicious prying eyes, he will eventually usher in a great disaster."

So who has been watching "Fen Mu"? Isn't it someone like Tafen?

"I had a similar curse back then, but it was broken by Anastas as a joke. Will this 'Fen Mu' have a similar noble person? Will he also have a good ass?"

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In the woods, "Fen Mu" stood next to a coffin, holding a sharp knife in his hand - he had found it from the female corpse in the ancient tomb, and it was of good quality.

"The moon is a little red tonight. My curse is coming. What will it be?"

Fenmu came out, dressed in Yulia's black cloak and bird's beak mask. After all, he wanted to kill someone who looked exactly like himself. He felt a little resentful in his heart, so he put on a full set of armor to hide his true appearance.

He appeared like a black god of death, standing silently in front of "Fen Mu", motionless.

"Are you the malicious one who has been looking at me? What is your purpose? I will obey you no matter what your request. I don't think there is any irreconcilable conflict between us."

"Fen Mu" on the opposite side tried to seek a compromise. He found that he couldn't see through the masked man who suddenly appeared, and there was a strong fear of death on his body. It was impossible to describe this malice, which was worse than the protection of the ancestral gods he felt when he was pale totem. Want high level!

"I'm waiting for someone to see if anyone can help you, or to see what your malicious intentions are." Fenmu said indifferently, his perception falling on every corner of the entire forest.

Even the movements of every bamboo rat were captured clearly.

The scarlet on the full moon gradually faded, and Fenmu could not wait until the person who replaced Anastas' trajectory appeared.