With Love and Time

When I took the elevator upstairs, I leaned close to the elevator wall and carefully looked at the people inside. Whether the eyes were red, people could tell at a glance that they were crying.

But fortunately, because I have been standing outside for a long time, my face is red with cold, and I can't see that my eyes have cried.

Back at the apartment, I pressed the doorbell, Kuang Yiyang came over and opened the door for me. Seeing me coming back alone, he asked in surprise, "Senior sister, where is your boss?"

I let out a cry, lowered my head as if I changed my slippers, and replied casually: "He's gone a bit beforehand."

Kuang Yiyang said, "The dog in such a hurry is still with you."

Yes, kingb and queenb are still with me, and Luo Xiangdong is really smart enough to walk, even the dogs are not needed.

Trying to curl up the corners of my lips, I smiled and replied: "It's okay, I know where he sent the sample, I will help him send it back."

Kuang Yiyang asked: "Is there something going on in such a hurry?"

I said, "No, it's probably called him by other friends."

I don't know if Kuang Yiyang is suspicious, anyway, this is the best excuse I can think of. After returning to the apartment, I took off my jacket. The temperature difference between the inside and outside of the house was at least 40 degrees, and I shivered with cold.

Kuang Yiyang said: "Come in, senior sister, and drink some hot tea to warm up."

I walked to the living room wearing slippers and found that the dishes and chopsticks on the table in the living room had been cleaned up. Kuang Yiyang went to the kitchen to make hot tea for me again, and I asked aloud, "You washed the dishes."

Kuang Yiyang smiled and replied: "Yes, it's the first time I wash the dishes, but they are very clean. I accept your inspection."

I smiled slightly, and subconsciously said, "Whoever will live with you in the future will definitely be easy."

Kuang Yiyang didn't laugh, but I suddenly couldn't laugh.

I never thought about living with Kuang Yiyang, and I knew exactly what Kuang Yiyang wanted to live.

Hey, whenever I think of this, I feel that there is an invisible pressure over me. While enjoying the warmth that Kuang Yiyang brought to me, I accepted his kindness to me, but I could not give him what he wanted. I can only persuade myself silently from the bottom of my heart. He is good to me and I am good to him. I try to be fair. I can’t do it, even my friends can’t do it.

I always hate rabbits that eat grass on the edge of the nest, because it is easy for everyone to change from a friend to a friend, but from a friend to a friend, few people can do it, at least I cannot. This is why I have so long refused to take this step. Whether I am with Luo Xiangdong or I am with Kuang Yiyang, it is a wrong step. Reality doesn't allow me to have the slightest impulse.

Sometimes I often think, if Luo Xiangdong is Kuang Yiyang, it would be great. If I like him and he likes me, that would be great. There is not so much misplaced love, nor so much sadness and insomnia.

Kuang Yiyang made a new scented tea and returned to the living room to pour me a cup. I sat cross-legged on the sofa, holding the cup in both hands, and drinking while warming it.

The Green Snake broadcast on the movie channel has reached the end stage, and without exception, I watched it again with tears. Kuang Yiyang sat in a seat far away from me on the right, holding a pillow, with kingb and queenb lying on his legs.

Both of us were quiet and silent. After watching the movie, I picked up the remote control and changed the channel. I wanted to change the atmosphere with a little joy.

Kuang Yiyang got up and said to me, "Senior sister, I'm leaving now."

I put down the cup, looked at him and asked: "Leave so early"

Kuang Yiyang said: "It's not too early, it's almost nine o'clock. You will rest early after I leave."

I asked: "Where do you live?"

Kuang Yiyang said: "I want to take a taxi and go back to school. There will be classes tomorrow morning."

Indeed, today is not a weekend, Kuang Yiyang also came to me temporarily without class.

I was a little worried, and said aloud: "It's so late, and it's snowing outside. It's not safe to take a taxi back, or stay here for one night, and I'll see you away tomorrow morning."

Kuang Yiyang smiled and replied: "No, it will take me two hours to get a taxi back. I will send you a text message when I arrive."

I sent Kuang Yiyang to the hallway. When he saw me picking up my jacket, he couldn't help but say: "Senior sister, you don't need to go down and send me off, it's too cold outside."

"It's okay, I'll go down and take a taxi with you."

Picking up the key and the room card, I insisted on sending Kuang Yiyang downstairs.

The snow has been falling outside, and the Kung Fu snow seems to be thicker for a while. We stood at the intersection and stopped the car. We stopped two cars in a row. The driver couldn't say that we could go so far.

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I said to Kuang Yiyang, "Why don't you go to the opposite hotel for one night"

Kuang Yiyang said: "I have a morning class tomorrow morning. Economics professors hate students who are absent for no reason. The final exam will be suspended."

I smiled because I thought of when I was in school. At that time, I thought about skipping classes every day. As long as we didn't let us go to class, let us do anything. But after graduation, what I miss most is when I was in school. The happiness and unhappiness at that time were very simple. Unlike now, life is like torture. Whether you are tall or not, you see colleagues, seniors, and clients. , When people make you laugh, you have to laugh.

Standing at the street with Kuang Yiyang and waiting for ten minutes, there were few cars on the snowy day, and he wanted to go back to school again, so the drivers of several cars refused him.

He was afraid that I would be cold, so he asked me to go back first. When I saw a car coming across the road, I quickly reached out and stopped.

The driver lowered the car window and asked me where I was going. I said aloud: "Master, my brother is going back to Yecheng University. He will have the morning class tomorrow. I will give you some more money. Could you please help me send him back."

The driver hesitated: "Night City University"

I said, "Master, I’m sorry to trouble you, you can help, or you can give me a price."

The driver is a middle-aged man. After hesitating for a while, he tentatively asked: "Originally, it is expensive to run at night, but it's snowing again. It's not easy to walk on the road. You can give me 400 lines."

I immediately took out my wallet, and did not hesitate to withdraw four hundred yuan from it. Kuang Yiyang stopped me and said, "You don't need to give it to me, I have it myself."

I was so energetic, I pushed him aside and handed the money to the driver through the window, then helped Kuang Yiyang open the rear door and said, "Call me when you go back."

Kuang Yiyang nodded, agreed, and then said, "Sister, please go home quickly, don't freeze."

I watched Kuang Yiyang get into the car, smiled and waved at him, and watched the taxi drive away. Only then did I put my smile away and turned home.

When I opened the door of the apartment, I was caught off guard and saw two big dogs standing in the small entrance and looking up at me. I was a little surprised at first because I just forgot that they were still here. After a moment of stunned, I stepped in, touched their heads, and muttered to myself in a low voice: "Your father doesn't want you anymore. Throw you at me and see what status you have in his heart. "

The two big dogs naturally didn't understand what I was saying, they just looked at me with their tails wagging.

I squeezed in between the two of them and walked towards the living room. They followed me. I was sitting on the sofa and they came close to my legs, especially the queenb, which was very lively, and put the front paws on my lap as soon as I raised it.

I held its paws as a sign of friendship. He looked at it and said, "Hey, did you say that your dad is ill. He was apologizing to me during the day, but he just shook his face and threw me down. This night, he is not afraid that something will happen to me. child."

Maybe it’s because of the heat in the room. Queenb stuck her tongue out and looked at me. I don’t care if it can understand or hear it, and said to herself: "He also asked me who I like in my heart. You say he is Stupid or knowingly ask you to turn around and tell him, otherwise, don't treat me well, or just make it clear, don't let me worry about him all day long like crazy, do you hear?"

Queenb looked away from her face and looked completely distracted.

I collapsed and deliberately didn't shake hands with it. Instead, I touched kingb's head, looked at it and said, "Queenb knows to eat. When you turn around, tell your dad."

Kingb stared at me with **** eyes. I looked at it and smiled, then slowly put away my smile.

Falling back on the sofa, I felt more and more crazy.

If a broken love can instantly turn a normal person into a madman, then unrequited love can make a normal person gradually become a fool in the gradual fall.

From crazy to stupid, I only spent a few months. Before I was thankful that I was no longer sad for the liars of Chen Wenhang and Zhang Xinwei, I was always worried that I would expose my love for Luo Xiangdong.

It turned out that I overestimated myself. I had always said with certainty that I would not do anything with Luo Xiangdong. The fact now is that it is a loud slap.

If I had the opportunity to predict the future, then I would never choose to walk so close to Luo Xiangdong at the beginning, and I would not end up in the land where I am unable to advance or retreat.

It's a pity that there is no regret medicine to sell in this world. Otherwise, I will buy it when I grit my teeth and stamp my feet. :\\

Lying on the sofa, I thought about it for a long time. Because of the heating in the house, the air was filled with drowsy factors. I gradually felt my eyelids become heavy and soon fell asleep.

I woke up midway, opened my eyes and took a look, I lay sideways on the sofa, my body curled up into a ball. Not far away, kingb and queenb were lying on each other, and both were sleeping.

I raised my hand to touch the phone on the side of the coffee table and picked it up to take a look. It was past zero now, and forty-five minutes ago, Kuang Yiyang sent a text message saying that he had arrived at school.

I'm relieved when he arrives.

Sleeping on the sofa was still a bit cold, I got up and got off the ground, then put on my slippers and walked to the second floor.

Two big dogs opened their eyes and looked at me, and I muttered: "You two must not urinate and defecate at my house, bear with them until tomorrow morning, I will send you home."

When I went to the second floor, I fell on my head and felt a little dizzy for some reason, almost fainting.