With Love and Time

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Many times I am angry with my broken mouth. I have not waited for something to turn around in my head, and the mouth has already been slammed out.

When I heard the sound of the water in the bathroom stop quickly, I knew it was not good. When it's over, Ji Guanxin will definitely turn his face.

My mind is spinning fast, when Ji Guanxin comes out for a while, how will I face him? I have to say something?

Holding the phone, I hate the itch of my teeth. If Ji Guanxin didn't call me the five million, it would only be Luo Xiangdong.

What does he want to do? Didn’t I speak clearly enough to him last time?

He gave me the card on my birthday, and now he called directly to my account. He deliberately didn't want me to spend the year with Ji Guanxin?

My mother heard five million words and quickly came out of the bedroom. She looked at me and asked, "What's the matter? Did anyone give you money in the card?"

I don't know how to respond, and I feel a little confused for a while. Just as Ji Guanxin opened the door and came out of the bathroom, he looked calm and said: "It's okay, Auntie, I hit it."

My mother said, "Guan Xin, you can't spend any more money. We can't ask for so much money. Get it back quickly."

Ji Guanxin smiled: "Okay."

I was right. Although Ji Guanxin's lips curled up, there was no smile in his eyes.

Sure enough, he wiped his hair twice with a towel, and quickly said, "Auntie, I'll go downstairs to buy something."

My mother asked: "What do you want?"

Ji Guanxin said: "Drinks, I will go downstairs to buy some drinks."

My mother quickly said: "There is a drink in the house, don't go down and buy it."

As Ji Guanxin walked to the bedroom, he replied, "There is nothing I want to drink. I will go downstairs and be back soon."

My mother asked Ji Guanxin which one she would like to drink. She wanted to go downstairs to buy him. I said aloud, "No, I will go with him."

Ji Guanxin quickly put on his coat. At first he refused to let me go, but I guessed that he must have lost his temper, so he followed him all the time and went downstairs.

He has long legs and takes two steps when going down the stairs. I trot behind him and chased to the second floor platform.

I said: "Ji Guanxin..."

He had turned his back to me and had fallen behind me for several steps. Hearing this, he stopped in place.

After three to five seconds had passed, he suddenly turned his head, as I expected, his face was Xiao Sha.

With his lips opened, he said solemnly, "Luo Xiangdong made the money?"

What can i say?

Ji Guanxin suddenly gritted his teeth and cursed: "Fuck!"

I was really taken aback by him, although I was also angry that Luo Xiangdong was okay and looking for trouble, but I don't know what Ji Guanxin is going to do.

What Ji Guanxin said to buy drinks was actually a pretense. He was too angry, but he couldn't lose his temper at home, so he had to go out.

I saw him take out his mobile phone from his jacket pocket, and he asked me: "Mobile phone number?"

He asked me for Luo Xiangdong's mobile phone number. After a few seconds, I said back to him: "Delete."

Ji Guanxin's face was gloomy: "You can't memorize it?"

I memorized it, and didn't dare to persuade him at this time, for fear that he would misunderstand that the connection between Luo Xiangdong and me was broken. I said a series of numbers aloud.

Ji Guanxin dialed the number and stuck the phone to his ear.

I could be four or five steps away from Ji Guanxin. Soon, Ji Guanxin took his cell phone and said, "Luo Xiangdong, are you **** sick?!"

I don't know what Luo Xiangdong said on the phone, but I can probably guess what Ji Guanxin said.

It was Luo Xiangdong that Xu told him that this is the New Year's money for me, so Ji Guanxin replied eagerly: "How old are you? My Ji Guanxin woman needs you to give the New Year's money? You **** have a brain disease or something. If you are mentally ill, you should find a place for treatment as soon as possible. Don't harass Liang Zijin again. If you let me know you talk about her, don't say I kill you!

After saying this for five seconds, Ji Guanxin held the phone and said with a sneer: "Have you put away your tattered child? Let alone five million, even if she wants five hundred million, I can give her If you really have too much money to spend, then wait until we get married and you will be ready to give you a gift. I will dare to accept as much as you give."

I stood in place and looked at Ji Guanxin. He was clearly not good, but he just wanted to laugh.

He faced Luo Xiangdong in front of me and said, "I'm already together with Liang Zijin, sleeping on the same bed, and her mother considers me to be the prospective aunt. If you want to be a little face, you will stay away from Liang Zijin in the future. Forcing me to get you to the point where you can't lift your head!"

After speaking, Ji Guanxin hung up. He stood in front of me with the phone in his hand. After a few seconds, still seeming to be unwilling, he threw the phone on the ground.

The phone fell into the thick snow and was completely submerged. I didn't hear much noise, and I didn't know whether it was broken or not.

Ji Guanxin was so angry that he didn't know what to do, and his fingers trembling slightly with his hands hanging beside him.

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I stood still on the spot for ten seconds, and then walked to the snowdrift where he threw the phone and picked it up. Fortunately, the phone did not break.

Returning to Ji Guanxin, I put my phone in the pocket of his coat.

Inside his coat is just a set of thin cotton pajamas, and his undried hair is now frozen to ice. I was worried that he would catch a cold, and I was about to urge him to go back.

But Ji Guanxin seemed to go crazy suddenly. He grabbed my arm and pulled me into his arms vigorously. Without waiting for me to say anything, he bowed his head and kissed me.

No, this is no longer a kiss, it is a bite that makes me feel pain. His teeth bit my lips, my scalp was numb with pain, and I instinctively reached out to push him.

I don't know if my resistance stimulated Ji Guanxin, he clamped on me more vigorously, held me in his arms, and then clasped my head with one hand and kissed it down.

He really hurt me. The feeling of being bitten by my teeth on my lips and tongue, I frowned and opened my eyes, trying to stop him out loud, but Ji Guanxin didn't give me a chance to speak, and kept using half kiss and half bite. Vent his anger on me.

He held my arms tightly, and my body was close to his chest, unable to move at all. I was so angry that I had to lift my foot to step on his foot, Ji Guanxin seemed unconscious, completely unmoved.

I don't remember when I was so angry that I shed tears, nor when Ji Guanxin relaxed and held my arm slightly.

Tears blurred my vision, anger disrupted my senses, I just vaguely heard Ji Guanxin calling my name, and he whispered, "Zijin..."

He still held me in a position to hold me, and I felt soft, even shaking.

I couldn't see clearly the expression on Ji Guanxin's face. He reached out his hand to wipe away the tears in front of my eyes, and I slightly saw his handsome face with guilt and depression.

He said aloud: "Zijin, don't cry, I'm confused..."

I didn't say anything, I just raised my hand to wipe away the tears, then withdrew from his embrace, and walked towards the stairs.

Ji Guanxin was worried about what I was going to do, so he hurried to catch up and pull my hand. I was also angry, so I drew back to prevent him from pulling.

Ji Guanxin grabbed my arm and forced me to face him. He said, "I'm sorry, I was wrong."

I didn't say a word, because the weather was so cold, the tears on my face soon formed a thin layer of ice.

Seeing that I was silent, Ji Guanxin said again: "It's all my fault. I shouldn't be angry with you. Don't cry. I apologize to you."

Raising my hand to wipe off the ice on my eyelashes, I said without any emotion: "Go downstairs to buy things, my mom is still waiting."

Ji Guanxin said: "Are you still angry with me?"

I will not answer him, because it is more sad and disappointed than angry.

I asked myself that after I was with him, I no longer have anything to do with Luo Xiangdong, but because Luo Xiangdong unilaterally gave me five million, he turned his head and angered me.

In my heart, it is not unjustified.

I'm a bit lazy to lose my temper with him, I just want to go downstairs quickly and buy some drinks so I can sleep upstairs.

When Ji Guanxin saw that I was really angry, he pulled me and said repeatedly: "Zijin, I didn't mean to anger you, it's really..."

He choked, and after a few seconds he endured his nausea and said, "I tell you the truth, if Luo Xiangdong is in Liangcheng now, either he will die or I will die. I really don't see him talking about you anymore."

I didn't look at Ji Guanxin's face, but his words made me deeply feel his hatred for Luo Xiangdong.

Suddenly, I was not so angry, or the grievance in my heart was diluted a lot.

Lifting my eyes to look at Ji Guanxin in front of me, I raised my hand to close his open coat to the center.

He looked down at me slightly, his eyes full of distress and guilt.

I said, "Ji Guanxin, do you believe me?"

Ji Guanxin said: "Believe."

I said, "Just believe me. Since I am with you, I will never have anything to do with any man. The money came from him. I didn't know before. If this is his way of provoking us, you Don't believe him."

Ji Guanxin raised his hand to caress|touched my face, he whispered: "I'm sorry..."

I looked at him and said, "Let’s stop arguing for other people, no matter if he is Luo Xiangdong or someone else, I am with you now, unless there is any contradiction between the two of us, I don’t want to make troubles because of this kind of chaotic thing. Not happy."

"Well, I will never do it again."

My mood went from calm to anger and then back to plain.

Even I am surprised, how can I say such a thing so peacefully. The only explanation...I really have no attachment to Luo Xiangdong.

Ji Guanxin is so good to me, I have no reason to let him down. And even if Luo Xiangdong is standing in front of me now and telling me that he has figured it out, he is willing to be with me, I will not choose him.

It is said that women value love the most, but what is love?

I think men understand love best, women don't understand, whoever treats a woman well is who she is with.

I didn't understand it before, but now I see it through.