Yearning of You for a Long Time

    Shi Luo flushed and stretched out his hand to grab Tang Qishen's mobile phone, Tang Qishen let her grab it, and the smile on his lips was still hard to hide.

    I looked at it all, it was useless for her to grab the phone back, she simply gave up, covered her face with both hands, half of her head was hidden under the quilt, and the skin revealed between her fingers was rippling pink.

    Tang Qishen stared at her for a while, and then the smile on his face faded a little.

      A lot, and her chin even looked a lot sharper than the first few days when she locked herself in the Ningshuiwan villa without eating or drinking.

    When they hugged her just now, the two of them were not in a calm mood. He was teasing and playing with her, and he didn't have the heart to think about other things. At this moment, when he was quiet, he remembered that the little girl was thinner than paper. The tablet is still light, not even a cent of weight.

      And cover up with a sweet smile.

    He knew that every night she came to Xinquan Bay, she didn't sleep well.

    In the beginning, she repelled him with thorns all over her body. Tang Qishen had no choice but to quietly stay behind her.

    During that time, Shi Luo was the most lonely, there was no light in his eyes, and he rarely spoke.

    Tang Qishen followed a few times, and started to learn how to cook from Aunt Chun in Ningshuiwan. She delivered three meals a day to her on time and on time. film.

    However, a few times, he saw her going to the pharmacy in a very bad state of mind. One was not enough, and he went to several.

    I thought it was okay to go to the pharmacy for a cold or a girl with dysmenorrhea to prepare some medicines, but it was unusual to buy medicines at several stores one after another.

    Later, he took advantage of Shi Luo to leave the store with his front foot, and followed up to inquire with his back foot. Small pharmacies don’t have the rules of big hospitals, and they don’t care so much about the privacy of patients.

    "You said that the little girl just now? She bought sleeping pills and said she couldn't sleep. I think her mental state is really not very good. She is probably under a lot of study pressure. I persuade her to go to the hospital. The doctor will take a good look at it and don't want to go, this medicine is also dangerous, how dare we give her more, and we dare to sell one or two to her every three to five."

    "It is estimated that you have to go to several pharmacies to buy a few more."

    Tang Qi's deep lip line was tightly pursed, the feeling of self-blame was uncontrollable, and his heart hurt like a knife gouging out flesh.

    Later he retrieved the WeChat password, only to find that Shi Luo kept sending him messages.

    When he didn't know, the little girl tried her best to create the illusion that he was still around, and deceived herself that everything was the same as before.

    She in the chat box is so optimistic and lively that she is completely different from the loneliness in reality. When she encounters happy things, she will share with him who cannot respond. But no matter what, it can't be replaced by his companionship and comfort.

    But Shi Luo was still enjoying it, as if he regarded it as a spiritual sustenance.

    In the second half of the chat, her mood seemed to be getting worse.

    Share the content of life from "The winter in Xinquan Bay is so cold, and the sketch taught by the teacher today is also very difficult."

    It gradually became "Brother Qishen, I can't sleep again tonight, I can't sleep every day, I really want to sleep well, but I just can't sleep."

      No more."

    "Brother Shen, I'm probably sick. I bought some medicine and I might be able to fall asleep early tonight."

    "Brother Qishen, have I grown up, I can buy medicine by myself, I didn't even know where the door of the pharmacy opened, isn't it amazing?"

    "Brother Shen, the medicine is so bitter, the disease is not cured, I still can't sleep..."

    "The sky seems to be bright again. It's snowing so hard outside, so I won't sleep anymore..."

    The time period when messages are sent most frequently is always concentrated in the early morning. Tang Qishen dare not think about how she tossed and turned and survived so many days and nights.

    For so long, Tang Qishen's life was actually worse than anyone imagined, but he knew that Shi Luo's temperament would definitely not be much better than his, so even if she was covered in Full of thorns to protect himself, he also tried every means to get close to her and protect her.

    Shi Luo was ashamed for a while. Seeing that Tang Qishen didn't say a word for a long time, he carefully parted his fingers. A pair of beautiful little fox eyes poked out of the slits and looked at him. There is a cuteness that cannot be hidden in the agility.

    Tang Qishen inexplicably softened in his heart.

    The teenager pulled the small soft hand from her face, exerted a little strength, grasped the slender wrist with one hand, and then pulled it to the lips, gentle without taking it A trace of desire | kissed eagerly, and the kiss was full of love.

    Shi Luo didn't react all of a sudden, his eyes widened, nervous and innocent, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and the temperature of his cheeks soared instantly.

    Tang Qi's deep face was still as calm as ever, but his strong heartbeat couldn't deceive anyone.

    When their eyes met, there was only the faint breathing sound of the two of them. I'm sorry, I pulled my hand back, rolled the quilt and hid by the edge of the bed.

    Tang Qishen turned his head sideways, stared at her petite back, and cleared his throat pretentiously.

    Neither of them have had any experience in falling in love. Although Tang Qishen is mature and stable in other aspects, it is the first time in his life to face love, and he does not know much better than Shi Luo.

    After all, this is the first time sharing the same bed since the relationship was confirmed, and the meaning is not the same as every time before. Tang Qi knows that Shi Luo is a girl who is self-willed and presumptuous on the surface, but she is more shameless in her bones. They are all thin, so he can only try to keep the safe distance that a girl thinks he thinks from her, so as not to cause her psychological burden.

    However, he soon discovered that even if the two of them had opened up their hearts and explained many past misunderstandings, her long-standing insomnia could not be overcome for a while.

    She has been sticking by his side tonight, so she has no chance to take medicine. After lying in bed for a long time, she can't help tossing and turning.

    Tang Qishen turned off the ceiling light in the room, leaving only a dim yellow night light by her bedside.

    Shi Luo tossed and turned for a while without falling asleep. He seemed to be worried about disturbing him, and the movement of turning over subconsciously slowed down a lot. Ask him not to sleep like before, get up and coax her.

    Tang Qishen couldn't help but feel distressed, and he didn't want to take care of her young age anymore. He hugged her, hugged the person tightly in front of him, pressed his chin against the top of her hair, and gently patted her back with big hands.

    The girl who had been disturbed by the familiar irritability brought about by insomnia almost became quiet all of a sudden. The smell on Tang Qishen's body seemed to have magic power, which instantly calmed her mind.

      The smell, now lingering around her, accompanies her to sleep.

    Soon, drowsiness struck, which was a feeling that I hadn't had for a long time, but Shi Luo, who rarely lost sleeplessness, was reluctant to fall asleep.

    Tang Qishen didn't speak for a long time, his voice was a little hoarse in the middle of the night: "Why don't you sleep when you are sleepy?"

     Peeking was caught on the spot, she couldn't help but quibble for herself: "I'm not sleepy."

    "I can barely keep my eyes open."

    Shi Luo pouted, tilted his head and pressed his cheeks firmly against his chest, then muttered casually, "I can't bear to sleep."

    "I'm afraid it's fake."

    "What?"

    "There are too many surprises at night. This can only happen in a dream. When I wake up, there is nothing. I don't want to sleep."

    She just finished speaking, Tang Qishen's palm on the back of her head pressed even tighter, the boy was silent for a few seconds, and after a few seconds, he suddenly exerted some strength on his hand, lowered his head, and moved Her lips pressed against her.

    Shi Luo was so shocked that he didn't know how to react.

    This is her first kiss, and it is also Tang Qishen's. The teenager is obviously not skilled, but her love and affection are fully revealed.

    At first she only knew how to stare at his thick eyelashes with open eyes, but later, she also learned to close her eyes, shyly and cautiously sticking out her tongue | .

     Of course Tang Qishen was reluctant to let him go, and he kissed her for a long time.

    It was so long that she almost forgot to breathe.

    "How can it be fake, it's all real, it's real to like you, and it's real to be with you."

    Tang Qishen took her hand a little harder, and then lightly rubbed her messy hair, coaxing softly: "Sleep well, will I take you out to play tomorrow?"

    "Yes, is it a date?" Shi Luo's lips curled into a smile and asked embarrassedly.

    "Well, on a date, can I take you on a date?"

    One second before she fell asleep, she muttered to confirm again: "Brother Qishen, when you wake up tomorrow morning, are you still there?"

    "I'm here, always with you."