Yearning of You for a Long Time

    Shi Luo finished mumbling in a low voice, then hugged him pitifully, and rubbed his face softly against his chest: "I don't want to go back to Ningshuiwan, for fear of losing you again."

    Tang Qishen never thought that a pampered and capricious little princess like Shi Luo would have the ability to make him, a person whose emotions never fluctuated too much, feel sour.

    Tang Qi sighed deeply, reached out and hugged the little guy who was lying on his side in his arms, raised her chin with his fingers, and made her look at him domineeringly.

    Shi Luo's eyes were still dodging, and his mouth was flattened, looking very painful.

    "I lost you Lolo."

    Shi Luo's eyelashes flickered.

    Tang Qishen continued: "I have always lost you. My life seems to be going well in the eyes of outsiders, but in fact, if I have to say it, it is not very good."

    His voice was slightly stagnant, the pause was just right, and slowly aroused Shi Luo's desire and curiosity to listen. Seeing that he was silent, the little girl finally propped up her upper body, a pair of beautiful Eyes blinked at him.

    The kind of embarrassed scratching that wanted him to continue talking was written on his face.

    Tang Qi deeply hooked her lips, and pinched her long fingers twice as if taking advantage of her cheeks: "I don't remember when, I just remember a long time ago, probably starting with memorabilia , there is a clingy spirit around him, he can cry a lot, he can make trouble, he has a big temper, he is not easy to coax him, he must do bad things, and I have to take care of everything."

    Shi Luo glared at him, stuck out his tongue, and nibbled on his chin very rudely.

    Tang Qi snorted and patted her back: "Be honest."

    "The most incredible thing is that I really like this clingy, but she is too young, she always calls me brother, I have been thinking a lot of times, is this little girl used to relying on it? Me, treat me as a brother, or do you like me? You don't need to frown when you write a difficult science question, but I can't do anything about her, but I know that I like her, not my brother's liking for my sister."

     "I remember once, she gave the birthday present I gave her to other girls, and she was provoked to cry and ran up to me to lose her temper. At that time, she said she didn't want me Being good to others is actually what I thought in my heart. After so many years, I only have a little patience. It's good to be good to her alone, but she cried so sadly that I didn't know how to coax her, so I went straight to her dad. "

    Shi Luo opened his eyes, and the hazy picture that had appeared in his mind appeared. It turned out that he really went to find his father.

    "I was not very old at that time, but I still told Uncle Shi to let him put his daughter on my account first, and when I am an adult, I will come and go."

    Shi Luo bit his lip and smiled, but he still likes to complain about him: "Speak nonsense..."

     "Later on, she was named the Tang family's bridesmaid, and the group of stupid boys behind her buttocks never dared to beat her."

    "Every time someone made fun of the child bride-in-law in front of her, I was selfish and didn't want to stop her. Many times she was so embarrassed that she was furious, but I have to admit, I'm really good I like the jokes of outsiders like this."

    Shi Luo puffed out his cheeks, the shy smile on his face was hard to hide, but he was still ashamed no matter what, there was nowhere to hide his face, and he nibbled on his chin again.

    Tang Qishen smiled lowly, and Shi Luo replied in a low voice: "I like it too..."

    "There are some things in this that many people do not know or understand. When the news spread, many people in the circle said that in order to cling to the Tang family, the Shi family did not hesitate to rely on the happiness of their daughter's marriage. Binding, cold-blooded and selfish, treating daughters like pawns, the inferiority of businessmen."

    A trace of grievance flashed in Shi Luo's eyes, and in the next second, it was cleverly hidden.

    "But Uncle Shi is not, Lolo, do you know what your father said to me?"

    Shi Luo stared at him, her eyelashes trembling slightly, wanting to ask but not daring to ask.

    " He said that he would never marry another wife and have children in his life. He only has your mother in his heart, and will only have your daughter in the future. The whole Shi family is yours. He has worked hard all his life. , wants to give all the best things to his precious daughter, she also has what other children have, she can have what other children don't have, he can have everything except the mother who has passed away give her."

    "In order to give the little princess the most gorgeous palace, he has been flattering me in the shopping mall for many years, knowing that his daughter is not suitable and will not like his son to inherit his father's business, so he wants to help her for the next few decades The road is smooth and unimpeded, when the family has a big business, but when it comes to your generation, you are the only little girl left, and the sidelines are flourishing. Your uncles, cousins ​​and sisters must be gathered together. In front of you, you probably won't be able to recognize everything."

      You will be bullied by those relatives, your temperament like a princess, you can’t fight them, and in the end, you will be occupied by others, and it will be nothing.”

    "But with the Tang family, it's different. My mother loves you. She is Aunt Yan's closest best friend. After Aunt Yan left, she has always treated you as a daughter. Your relatives who haven't seen each other for many years are the real ones. Your father knows this, so he promised very succinctly, and said that when you get married, he will hand over everything in the Shi family to you. , the only requirement is for us to protect you comprehensively, in case he is gone in the future, you have me and the Tang family, so that you will not be bullied."

    "Dad wants his little daughter to be a real princess all her life. He doesn't love money, he loves his daughter, and marriage is not for career, but for his daughter."

    The tears that had been in Shi Luo's eyes for a long time began to fall down steadily, and fell on Tang Qi's deep chest, making his pajamas all wet.

    Tang Qishen wiped her tears for her dearly, while trying to tease her: "The most important point, Uncle Shi said, who made his unsatisfactory daughter like me."

    Shi Luo burst into tears, listening to what he said, pouted and hammered his heart: "Who likes you!"

    "Good good." Tang Qishen hugged him tightly, "I like his daughter."

    "Luo Luo, your father loves you very much, no matter how wayward you are, he will only love you from beginning to end."

    Shi Luo cried for a while, Tang Qi was deeply distressed, hugged her little head and coaxed softly, but she still wiped her tears and snot all over herself: "Remember You cried and told me that year, don't you want me to treat Wang Yitong, okay? I didn't, neither did your father. He knew she made you cry, and he didn't agree with her to live in Shi's house. She was trained to be the eldest lady in the name of the Shi family, but she lost the calculation from the very beginning, Wang Yitong was sent directly back to her hometown, and your father said that the Shi family can only have you as a little princess."

    "Do the math, how long has it been since you saw Dad? See him and let him see you too, eh?"

    "Okay..."

    **

    The city of Heng in January is icy, and on weekends, most people have to hide at home and not go out, and Huayin Garden is even less crowded.

    Shi Shanhai was wearing a suit that looked some years old and stood quietly in front of his wife's tombstone.

    The man's temples have silver threads that are appropriate for his age, and he holds a bunch of fresh hibiscus flowers in his hand.

    Shi Luo's mother's favorite flower during her lifetime.

    Shi Shanhai patiently and meticulously removed the hibiscus that had been bent by the snow that she brought in front of the tombstone last month, and replaced it with a fresh one.

    Every month after Yan Xin passed away, Shi Shanhai will come to the cemetery once, no matter how busy she is, rain or shine.

    The man who has always been strong, strict and courageous in the shopping mall, now stands in front of the tombstone, but there is a little smile on his face.

    After changing the flowers, he stood in front of Yan Xin's photo, took a photo of his clothes, and then pulled it straighter: "Look, I have all these clothes on. It has been more than ten years, and it is still brand new. The old things are good, the quality is good, and they are not easy to break."

      , I said that I married an ingenious wife, who obviously studied oil painting, but I went to my best friend's house to learn a tailor, and then I could make a dress for me to wear. You were shy at that time, scolding me for being slick, and only saying These are nice. Look now, it can still be worn for more than ten years, and it is not out of date. Every time I wear it, someone always asks, "Oh, Mr. Shi, where did you order this suit? It's so beautiful." I told them that there is only one in the world, and money can't buy it."

    "It's been so many years, and I don't know what you're doing over there. Are you inviting your little sister to go shopping every day? Lolo is the same as you. Come for a walk in my dream, right? Come sit and chat with me, look at Lao Tang, he will come out and play golf in the back mountain, and his family has to follow him, sticky, not human!"

    "Lolo didn't want to see me recently, saying that she was busy with training, oh, do you remember? I told you when I came back, she also went to learn to paint, and she also You are so inherited, I don’t know how to make her unhappy. Every week, she doesn’t want to talk to me, or you can do it, educate her in her dreams, and say good things for me?”

    "By the way, let me tell you something, Wang Yi, the student you used to be, you treat her well and love her, I know, I must take care of her before you leave, She said that her family is not good, but she is kind and good to Luo Luo. It is also a good thing to keep her at home. It is also a good thing to have someone who loves Luo Luo for you and accompanies Luo Luo. I can't say whether she takes good care of her or not, but after so many years, She doesn't have to worry about food and clothing, and she has no material burdens. I did what you said. Seeing that Loloma will go to college in two years, I always feel that she doesn't like that Wang Yi very much. I thought about it. Let's find a place for a while and let her go?"

    "Don't say I didn't keep my promise, I gave all the money I should give, but on the golf course that day, Liang Shuyi mentioned it from time to time, saying that Wang Yi is not a good thing, Luo Luo doesn't like her, so what your best friend says can't be wrong? What's good for her by her nonsense? I know she must feel sorry for Luo Luo, so, I've thought about it for a long time, but I still plan to do this, after all, the student Students, we have done our best for so many years, what do you think? Don't blame me?"

    Shi Shanhai was still talking one sentence after another, and an old man who was guarding the cemetery walked by. He was not here on shifts last month.

    "Shi Dong, I have met you."

    Shi Shanhai would come to talk to Yan Xin every month, so everyone in the cemetery recognized him. On the day when Shi Luo came, it was the old man who guarded the mausoleum. The old man felt sorry for the little girl, and handed hot water and tissues with concern, asking her to wipe her tears and drink tea, not to cry too sadly.

    I went back and forth and heard something.

    Shi Shanhai has always respected the elderly, and quickly shook hands.

    The old man said: "It should be your daughter, she came here more than a month ago, and she was here, crying, and muttering in her mouth, saying that Dad doesn't want her anymore, she doesn't At home, I was thinking that the little girl must have quarreled with the family. I happened to run into you at this moment. I thought I would like to mention to you, spend more time with your daughter, business is important, but children need the company of adults the most. "