About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple

Fifteen minutes later, Sakakibara drove his sports car to Omotesando Station. Located between the Minato and Shibuya wards, with rows of trees on both sides of the road, this is a bustling shopping and cultural district known for its wide boulevards, stylish boutiques, cafes and artistic atmosphere. famous.

Naturally, tourists and young people from all over the world are indispensable here.

Raku Sakakihara turned the vehicle onto a main road lined with ginkgo biloba trees on both sides. Amami Kururi, who was sitting in the passenger seat, clearly observed that the tourists and young people on both sides of the road were looking at the supercar he was riding in curiously.

Their eyes were either filled with wonder, envy, or pure interest and curiosity. Occasionally, some people questioned whether this sports car was in line with its price range.

Some brave people have already raised their mobile phones to take pictures.

While Amami Kuruuri was observing this, he turned his gaze back to the side of Sakakibara Raku's face who was concentrating on driving.

She was wondering if Lejun was pursuing a similar look when he drove his sports car out for a drive.

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Sakakibara found a suitable place to park, and then walked into the Omotesando shopping street full of trees.

The streets are filled with bizarre buildings with unique artistic flavours.

After walking for a while, a store that looked out of place on the bustling wide road came into view.

Using wood and bamboo as the main materials, it blends in with the surrounding natural environment. The entrance features an arched doorway with spreading greenery above. An ancient iron signboard hangs above the store door, with the name "Guxin Cafe" written on it.

When Amami Kuruuri followed Sakakibara Raku and looked at the store curiously, he was already at the front and pushed the door open for him with his own hands.

When I opened the door, the crisp sound of copper bells was still lingering in my ears.

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Tianhai Jiuliuli looked at him standing on the steps with some curiosity.

"What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I just feel that Lejun is a bit trying to please me."

"It's rare to go out for coffee with such a beautiful lady, don't you need to be more gentlemanly?"

Sakakibara said teasingly, her tone and movements changing in line with the words.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was naturally not someone who would be so happy and forgetful because of such words, but he just felt that his attitude had changed a bit.

Maybe it's not his fault that Lejun is so popular when he plays basketball?

He received small gifts such as water and drinks, but he didn't know it.

"Thanks."

Tianhai Jiuliuli thanked her and walked into the coffee shop first.

The two of them pulled out chairs by the window and took their seats.

The clerk brought water, and Raku Sakakihara took the menu and opened it.

"You haven't eaten anything since Liuli trained in the afternoon. Do you want something extra? How about smoked salmon with cheese?"

".Anything is fine."

"Well."

Sakakibara ordered himself a chicken and vegetable salad, and ordered two extra cups of milk coffee, and handed the menu back to the waiter.

"I've actually been to this store before." Tianhai Jiuliuli looked around, and finally looked away, focusing on the street with towering trees outside the window.

"oh?"

Tianhai Jiureli nodded and faced Sakakibara Raku again:

"It's just that it's very different from what I remember. In the past, when my mother would come to visit me and Qi Qi, she would often bring us here. If you look closely, you can see that the changes are really big."

"It sounds like Liuli doesn't like changes?"

"Changes can be good or bad, but no matter how they change, as long as you don't particularly hate the impression of the past, you will still have some nostalgia for the past where you lived."

——It’s really a twist and turn.

However, Sakakihara Raku didn't understand Ruri's idea of ​​taking the initiative to turn the topic onto the right track.

But at this time, he felt inexplicably unwilling to say these words so soon.

It's not resistance.

But I feel that talking about these makes me feel tired.

This reminded Sakakihara of himself not long ago.

If Liuli and Qiyue could give him a chance to sit down and talk, he would do his best to explain to them.

You must do your best to take care of their mood and explain your thoughts.

After all, I did feel sorry for them.

Speaking of which, if you keep trying to find them, you will never get a correct response, or even a chance to speak. But once you let go, the needs will actively seek you out.

"Lejun, why do you want to take Zhixue back?"

"This one"

"Obviously Lejun has made promises both to me and to Qiyue, but those words that day were undoubtedly betrayal to us."

Sakakihara pondered for a moment, "This matter is very complicated. I don't deny my own mistakes. Let's put it this way. Liuli, why do you think I chose to take care of you in the past? Why did I do it after you chose to dump me, Liuli? I will also take the initiative to take care of you."

Tianhai Jiuliuli was speechless.

No matter how calm Sakakihara Raku's tone was just now, the word "dump it" was extremely dazzling to Amami Kuruuri's ears.

"It was indeed my fault that time. Mr. Le was willing to treat me like that at that time. It was because I felt very uncomfortable and sad, so he took the initiative to step forward."

"Actually, it's more than that," Raku Sakakihara shook his head, "Based on this alone, I wouldn't take the initiative to approach you Ruri, but after overhearing what my aunt said to you, I understood that you yourself were also affected. If a person makes a mistake after being influenced by others, I think the burden on him should be lightened no matter what. What's more, I have some feelings for you, Liuli."

"Yes, I understand what Lejun means."

"So, based on what I said above, the reason why I went to save Xue was because I couldn't deny the emotions I had with getting along with Xue these days. I also couldn't see someone who was so happy by my side. People who fall into a situation where they can only be depressed forever.

"She made a mistake, but she did sincerely repent. She couldn't suppress her inner feelings, but she chose to hide her feelings and leave voluntarily.

"This is the sincerity that Yuki has in herself

"Put yourself in Zhixue's shoes, was it the same as you, Liuli, who was abandoned by everyone?

"This is consistent with the mood I had when I chose to forgive you, Liuli."

Amami Kuruuri took a good moment to digest what Sakakihara Raku said.

It's complicated, but not incomprehensible.

Sakakibara enjoys explaining his motivation for choosing to take Yuki home.

The motivation for this departure was not out of liking Zhixue in the sense of love, but because he couldn't bear to see Zhixue fall into that situation, and Zhixue needed him so much.

In a sense, is this an emotional betrayal?

After taking the meal from the waiter, Sakakibara continued:

"Liu Li would also like to hear how I treat Zhi Xue recently."

"Um."

"You may have heard some opinions from A Ling. Let me tell you personally here. In fact, my relationship with Zhixue is not as close as it was when we lived together before."

Tianhai Jiuliuli listened patiently.

"The relationship between Zhixue and me is very complicated now, and I did promise her that I would be responsible for her. You probably don't know this, Liuli. When I brought Zhixue back, I helped her repair the life manual that was wet by the rain. After we got together, she confessed her love to me."

Tianhai Jiuliuli: "The kind that truly expresses your feelings?"

"yes."

Sakakibara stared at the faint cigarette tails floating on the coffee in front of him, "It's a long, long paragraph. Just listening to it makes me feel that her feelings are humble and weak enough. Coupled with her own physical condition, and her Having never been truly loved by anyone in her life, it is difficult not to have the desire to take care of her.

"When I hear what she said, I always think of Zhixue who always likes to stare at children with parents.

“Every time she sees some parents taking their children out to play and the parents buying things for their children, Zhixue will subconsciously take a step towards me.

"Every time I notice this, I always wonder, is there envy or fear in Yuki's eyes?"

When Sakakihara Raku said this, he paused.

"Then I remembered that Zhixue just wanted to make me happy, so she worked hard to draw and give it to me. With a series of complex past and feelings combined, I couldn't let go of my desire to take care of Zhixue.

"This is consistent with wanting to take care of you Liuli."

Tianhai Jiuliuli: "Then what if there is a proper handling after Shuo Zhixue leaves?"

Sakakibara picked up the coffee and took a sip, "Of course everyone was happy, but I went to the fourth aunt's house where Zhixue was going to inspect in advance. The fourth aunt had a particularly pampered son, and a passerby touched him a little, and in the fourth aunt's eyes It's all disgust and disgust.

"In addition, Aunt Zi also said that the fourth aunt didn't like Zhixue in the past and was often neglected. If she has any conflict with that spoiled little nephew again, does Liuli think that would be a good place to go?"

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Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't refute.

Things about Zhixue are really too complicated.

She even felt that it would take thousands of words to describe the relationship between several people.

"Liu Li, because of this, I said to you that day that I was responsible for Zhixue. Now, I have agreed to Zhixue's request that she can stay with me for the rest of my life. I just took into account you, and also because I am responsible for Zhixue. Yuki has no love, and I have no guarantee that I can be responsible for her emotions."

Tianhai Jiuliuli stared at the reflection in the coffee and nodded: "I understand, what is the real relationship between Lejun and Zhixue now?"

"Well, it's hard to say. If you want to say that we are sworn brothers and sisters for life, that's not necessarily true. After all, Zhixue's feelings for me are indeed love."

Sakakihara thought for a moment and came up with an explanation.

"Between us, it's more like we each get what we need emotionally."

".? I don't understand."

"It's very simple. The feelings I have for Zhixue are not love, but for Zhixue, these can be regarded as love."

Tianhai Jiuliuli understood instantly, "Then, Zhixue relies on this feeling to stay by your side, Lejun, and plans to follow you for the rest of his life?"

"Well, that's probably it."

"Grandpa, does he know?"

"He knows." Sakakibara nodded affirmatively, "He also agreed with me to take Zhiyuki back."

Tianhai Jiuliuli completely understood the current situation and asked the question he wanted to ask most now:

"Does Lejun think this is a betrayal of me and Qiyue?"

Sakakihara laughed happily:

"It's up to you Liuli. If you think it's true, it's true. If you think it's not, then it's not. No matter what, I promised Zhixue that I can stay with me for the rest of my life."

The smoked salmon has been sitting in front of you for seven minutes.

Tianhai Jiuliu didn't take a bite.

When she was thinking about this matter, she felt that it was very hard to say.

He said it was betrayal, but he had never betrayed him emotionally, nor in his behavior.

Saying it wasn't a betrayal, he agreed to keep another girl by his side for the rest of his life.

I believe not many girls can accept this, right?

Hard to say.

It's really hard to say this.

It's really what Lejun said.

If you think so, it is.

No, that's not it.

Everything comes down to personal opinion.

Lejun’s opinions and thoughts are already very clear.

Then, the problem comes back to yourself.

Do you want to accept it?

Do you want to accept Lejun who will bring you Zhixue from now on?

Amami Kuruuri looked seriously at Sakakibara Raku's face opposite.

For other people, past experiences may be forgotten as soon as they get through it, but I can never forget the past. In my heart, haven't I already recognized him?

What the heart longs for is recognition and interdependence.

It was he who appeared in front of him in time and chose to ignore the past and save himself.

Now I can still recall the way I threw myself into his arms, holding on to his clothes and sobbing.

Even though he had done something sorry for him, he still wanted to give himself a place to rely on.

Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly closed his eyes, with a faint smile on his face.

No. Although these things are important, they are the cornerstones that have been mentioned countless times. They are firmly fixed and cannot be shaken.

Raku Sakakibara, who was eating a salad, noticed her expression.

"Liu Li suddenly smiled when she looked at me. She thinks I'm so handsome lately? To tell you the truth, in the past few days, I've learned how to do makeup with A Ling."

"Huh? No way..." Tianhai Jiuliuli, who was slow to react, muttered to him dissatisfied, "Recently I just feel that you are neither salty nor indifferent to me."

"Is it?"

Sakakibara held the plate in front of him and sat down next to Amami Kuriuri opposite him. He then pulled up the coffee cup sitting opposite him and moved it in front of him.

"Do, what do you do? Get so close."

"To be honest, Liuli is a beautiful girl, I like her very much."

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"Actually, everyone will like it, right? She is tall, has a good-looking face, is good at sports, and is a rich girl. To be honest, Liuli, I was very happy when you agreed to be my girlfriend at the beginning, and I really wanted to take you with you. It’s great that you go out shopping and show off to everyone that I can date such a beautiful girl.”

Tianhai Jiuliuli is not the kind of girl who gets happy when she hears kind words.

But the guy in front of me was praising him without using any fancy words. Hearing it in his heart, he felt very happy.

"Liu Li, you said I want to hold your waist now. There are so many young people in the store, how many people will envy me?"

".Probably, a lot.?"

"That's all."

".Why?"

He leaned forward slightly, leaned into the girl's ear, and whispered: "After all, Liuli is so beautiful that it makes me happy to see her beauty."

Tianhai Jiuliuli's ears immediately turned red. He was sitting next to her calmly and quietly eating his vegetable salad.

But just happy. Indescribably happy.

It's really strange. Obviously, I was angry with him not long ago.

Tianhai Jiuliuli stirred the coffee in the cup with a silver spoon very uneasily, lowered his head, and whispered:

"Say sweet words every day"

"If Liuli puts away her blush, I can still think that you hate these words."

".Did Lejun go too far a few days ago?"

"Where is it?"

"Huh? Where else?"

"If Miss Liuli requests it, of course I will work hard to correct it."

"That's pretty much it." Tianhai Jiuliuli muttered in a low voice, and the speed of turning the silver spoon with his right hand accelerated a lot in line with the smile that appeared inadvertently on his face.

".Also, can you say that title again?"

"Miss Liuli?"

"." Tianhai Jiuliuli immediately pouted her lips happily, and then said in a serious manner, "You must have said it well."