About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple

Chapter 433 After reconciling with Liuli, there is an ambiguous time

"Take it."

"Thanks."

Amami Kuruuri held the fruity milk tea he handed her with both hands. While feeling a little warm in her heart, she noticed Raku Sakakibara's expression at this time.

There was no such thing as the gentle smile he would give back when she looked at him in the past.

There was no concern and inquiry that would follow after staring at him for a while.

——Compared to the past.

Amami Kyuri feels that Sakakihara Raku has really undergone some completely different changes.

Strolling along the bustling commercial street and drinking milk tea leisurely, Tianhai Jiuliuli was a little distracted by the noise around her.

"Is the milk tea not delicious?"

Sakakibara Raku's sudden question made Amami Kuruuri slow to react for a second. She took her lips away from the straw and looked at him specifically, "No, it tastes good."

"So what is Liuli thinking about?"

"Um"

Tianhai Jiuliuli felt that he still understood her as well as before. Even though she was just distracted for a moment, he still paid attention to her.

"If you have any questions, just ask me. I'm still with you now and can explain it."

"Well."

Tianhai Jiuliuli made some preparations, and then asked his question, "I always think that Lejun has changed in the past few days. It's a very strange change. I can't describe the feeling. I can't say I hate it, nor can I say I like it. .I want to understand what this change is."

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Sakakihara did not immediately explain her question, but walked forward silently, pondered for a moment and then asked, "Ruri, have you ever had a dream of your own?"

"ah?"

"There is no need to ask about this. Just like you Liuli, I lack the so-called dreams. In fact, I have asked myself countless times, there are so many different dreams in the world, and what kind of person can find these dreams? .”

Sakakibara paused.

"I am a person who, to put it to the extreme, can't even answer what I like to eat or what I like to play. I can immediately think of the things that others expect me to do - A Ling wants to eat curry beef, Zhixue's She still needs help with her homework, and Liuliqin needs me to play games with her today. If Qiyue needs a sense of security, I will try my best to accompany her.

"Doing things that others expect makes them happy, and it makes them very relaxed when I'm around them. This is how I have lived in this world for a long time."

it's wired.

Mingming Lejun's tone was extremely calm, but Tianhai Jiuliuli could read an inexplicable feeling of exhaustion in his expression.

"My life comes from the recognition of others. I give my family as much care as possible and hope to receive love in return. What I like is the feeling of being cared about and recognized for my actions."

Sakakibara stopped and looked at Amami Kuruuri next to him:

"Obviously, this is how Liuli recognizes me. And my actions will generate more emotional feedback. Therefore, I particularly like you, Liuli, who recognizes me like this."

"What's the point of this? Isn't it right?" Amami Kuruuri couldn't understand what Sakakihara meant. "Isn't it the point between lovers to recognize each other and support each other?"

"There is nothing wrong, but from the beginning, this kind of feeling itself does not belong to me and needs feedback from others. If there is no such feedback, then the root of what I do will no longer exist. This involves the most important issue - dependence. Are other people’s lifestyles correct?”

Is it right to live a life of dependence on others?

Tianhai Jiuliuli repeated this question in his mind, frowned, and pondered seriously for a long time.

".Incorrect." She looked over and replied.

Sakakihara smiled: "Why does Ruri think it's incorrect?"

"Because we have no way to guarantee that the person being given the gift will be able to give the correct emotional feedback, just like a mother."

Tianhai Jiuliuli's tone became lower.

"Even if I try very hard to satisfy my mother, my mother is never willing to pay attention to the most important relationship between us."

Sakakibara immediately took over her words, "That's it, Ruri, we can't guarantee whether the recipient will always recognize him or her. If the person we put infinite trust and affirmation in chooses to deny ourselves, then we ourselves will also be recognized. Negated?"

Lejun's words are a bit theoretical.

But Tianhai Jiuliuli understood deeply that wasn't this how his mother chose to deny herself?

It was indeed a very uncomfortable time, and I was so broken that I felt like my entire life had disappeared.

If you think about it carefully, Lejun was considered a substitute for his mother in the beginning, right?

Because he was willing to care for himself, and after his subsequent devotion to himself and his choice to forgive himself, he truly fell in love with him.

Standing on the street, Raku Sakakibara noticed the changing expression of Amami Kuruuri, "Do you understand, Ruri? Why did I suddenly change like this?"

"It seems I understand."

Tianhai Jiuliuli frowned. He seemed to have grasped that point, but he didn't seem to. "Lejun, can you explain it again?"

Sakakihara Raku did not refuse, and while continuing to go shopping with Amami Kuriuri, he continued:

"This actually depends on your own experience, Liuli. Liuli chose to trust me completely at the beginning, and reached the point where she believed unconditionally. But after the accident when you were hospitalized, Liuli's feelings for me were actually not what they were before. It’s humbled.”

Tianhai Jiuliuli asked: "Is it equal? No one owes anyone?"

"Well, this is what I said before. This means Liuli that you are now independent, and it also means that you no longer need to be completely dependent on me. You still choose to continue to associate with me. You just like the time you spend with me, and your feelings are not Not humble.”

Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded repeatedly after hearing this, "...it seems like that's really what happened. Now I don't seem to have such heavy feelings as before. I can still joke with you, Lejun, and blame you as my girlfriend."

Sakakihara laughed happily:

"That's what I mean."

"Then the reason why Lejun chose to change is actually so that he can gain a feeling similar to independence? Don't you want to be restrained anymore?"

"Smart, Liuli."

"Humph, I won't be very happy if you praise me!"

“The more you emphasize something, the more it will prove to be its opposite.”

Sakakibara stretched out his right arm towards Tianhai Jiureli. When she saw it, she just pursed her lips slightly and took advantage of the situation.

"It's just that I wasn't so willing to get to this point in the beginning."

"Huh? What do you mean, Lejun?"

Sakakibara smiled and didn't explain much. He looked at Amami Kuriuri, who was holding his arm and drinking milk tea, looking like his little girlfriend.

"What are you looking at, Lejun?"

"What are you looking at? Of course it's to see our Miss Liuli acting like a cute and arrogant girlfriend."

Tianhai Jiuliuli hugged his arm tighter again, pulled him into his arms, and stared at his chin, "Why don't you smile at all? Don't you like it?"

"I like it, of course I do. A tall girl with long legs like Liuli is particularly nice to hold."

Tianhai Jiuliuli immediately hit him on the head with dissatisfaction, "I just reconciled with you, and you are talking nonsense."

"Liu Li doesn't want me?"

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"In no mood?"

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Tianhai Jiuliuli was speechless for a long time, and then replied evasively, "Of course I have. But I think you have been very bad recently, so I don't think about you very much."

"Just think about it and be careful."

"To be honest, you have really gone too far in the past month! If you ask me, I should be angry with you!"

As Tianhai Jiuliuli spoke, he became so angry that he clenched his fist and hit him on the shoulder.

"I told you to ignore me on purpose, to accept gifts from other girls on purpose, and to say those outrageous things!"

Sakakibara laughed again: "Ruri, there is a saying in your grandfather's hometown. Hitting means kissing and scolding means loving. Have you ever heard of it, Liuli?"

"Then I really love you, Lejun!"

Tianhai Jiuliuli beat him dissatisfiedly for a while, and the past unhappiness was considered to be in the past.

"To be honest, Lejun, I don't even trust you now."

"Why don't you trust me? After all the explanations before, Liuli, you don't think it's a betrayal. Where does this distrust come from?"

"Funny words! And girls are hanging around you all day long!"

"So that's it. Liuli, do you think those girls are comparable to you?"

".I'm not that arrogant! But when it comes to my position in your heart, I still have confidence."

"Isn't that what it is?"

Sakakibara stretched out his hand, hugged Amami Kuruuri's slender waist, and pulled her to his side, "Ruri, you think so, why do you care about those people? They are just little girls who like to watch me play basketball, even if If you like me because of my appearance, do you think I would give up Liuli for her?"

Sakakihara lowered his mouth to the girl's ear, "They are neither as good as Ruri, nor as beautiful as Ruri. Don't you think so?"

".This, this is true."

Although it was just some simple words, once Tianhai Jiuliuli was praised like this, it would become soft, as if it had melted.

Not only will your waist and legs become weak, but your body will also become coy in your arms.

Then if you compliment her again, she will blush and whisper something like "I hate it, don't keep saying this" in a voice that sounds like she's having trouble or coquettishly.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was just praised by him, and she looked much more handsome when she looked at him.

"We haven't been this close for a long time."

"Huh? Yes, that's right."

"Liu Li still remember what we did when we were in love?"

"How, how to do it?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli and him were so close that it was embarrassing. They were on the street now, right?

If you hug yourself like this, people on the road will definitely see it.

Her mind was a little confused thinking about these things, and she didn't respond to Sakakihara Raku's question for a while.

"Isn't it just kissing, hugging, and then rubbing against each other in Lejun's arms?"

"Are you going to do this later?"

".No, no, this, this is a bit..."

"What's wrong?"

"We have just reconciled, and we can't let Qiyue know about this. After knowing, she will definitely ignore me."

"So, Liuli and I are now in an underground relationship? Shouldn't we cherish this?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli panicked when he heard this, even though he didn't do anything special.

"Here. You can't kiss on the street here. There's no way you can kiss in the street."

"How about going to the car? I'll take you back just in time."

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Tianhai Jiuliuli faced his gaze with a slightly stiff expression on his face, and then after he smiled, he felt angry and a little expectant at the thought that this guy was about to kiss him as soon as they reconciled.

Then, he decisively bumped his head on his shoulder, maintaining the same posture until he returned to the sports car.

"Is that okay now?"

".Who, who said that?"

Back in the car, Tianhai Jiuliuli was sitting in the passenger seat, her face flushed at the moment, and she looked up at him.

In fact, Sakakihara Raku also did nothing to her, just took her back to sit in the sports car, and then held her hand.

"By the way, Liuli has been through so much with me? Are you still shy about something like this?"

"Who said no? You still want me to sit on your lap."

"Coming then?"

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Seeing that Tianhai Jiureli was hesitant, Sakakibara kissed her quietly without her reacting.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was shocked, she didn't expect him to be so proactive.

The girl subconsciously put her hand on her lips that had just been kissed.

".Le, Lejun?"

"Liu Li, you don't have to worry so much. Weren't you always unhappy that I stayed with Qi Qi? Now a great opportunity is right in front of you, Liu Li."

".I won't fall for such a simple provoking method."

Tianhai Jiureli's eyes dodge, and Sakakihara laughs without saying a word.

Although, although, although there are ten thousand thoughts in my mind now, I don't want to admit that he has a beautiful smile.

But I just vaguely felt that he had a nice smile.

You might even subconsciously think, are the girls who watch him playing basketball also attracted by his face?

Although, although I really don’t want to admit it

But he is very handsome

Sakakihara Raku still maintained his expression.

Tianhai Jiuliuli already fully understood that this guy was taking advantage of her liking for him and deliberately kept an open attitude, waiting for him to be caught.

Really abominable

"First, let's talk about it first! This is your initiative. I'm just following the trend."

"Of course, whatever Liuli says is fine."

After getting another response from him, Tianhai Jiuliuli moved her position and moved to his lap, sitting face to face.

Sakakibara rested his head on the headrest of the chair, raised his head, and faced the shy Amami Kuruuri who was sitting on his lap.

Then he looked at her with a hint of aggression and took the initiative to bite his lips.

The sweetness that fills the whole body can even temporarily paralyze the brain.

Tianhai Jiuliuli's kiss was full of initiative, and when she kissed him back, she would bite him back even more passionately.

Up and down, up and down, back and forth, filled with thoughts of her wanting to possess herself.

Sakakibara could clearly feel that she was angry.

"Still jealous?"

".That's not it?"

"Do you want to kiss for a while longer?"

"Of course, Lejun now can only be mine."

Feeling the lingering taste between his lips and teeth, Sakakibara opened his eyes again and saw Amami Kuruuri, whose head was slightly larger than his at the moment.

He didn't even speak again before Tianhai Jiuliuli kissed his lips again.

His hands were supporting her slender waist, and her body temperature was rising rapidly.

"Would you like to go to the hotel? Take a shower and eat an ice cream?"

"Humph, you have a beautiful idea. We just reconciled after everything was said."

"I thought Liuli couldn't control herself anymore."

". It's just that I want to enjoy it more while Qi Qi is away. I'm not stupid. I'm not completely angry with you yet. I need to overdo it."

Sakakihara held her soft body in his arms, "That's understandable."

"It's quite comfortable to rely on. When do you plan to reconcile with Qiyue?"

"July?" Sakakibara didn't express much, "I can't decide what she thinks."

"But--"

"Okay, Liuli."

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