About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple

Chapter 446 This is the first time Tianhai Jiuliuli wants to take the initiative...?

"I don't care if you have changed, Lejun. I just like you. I've been exposed to you all my life, and it's all up to you. I don't care about your opinion, Lejun, even if you Things have changed! Even if you don’t agree, I will still insist on my choice – to stay with you!”

After shouting this sentence, the two stood quietly at the door of the hotel for a long time.

Tianhai Jiuliuli looked stubborn.

She was a little confused about the recent Sakakihara Raku, and she was a little confused about his mood at this time. But since she was caught in the middle, she became more understanding of his dilemma between herself and Qiyue.

Taking care of one party will hurt the other party, and committing to one party will make the other party feel uncomfortable. However, because of past experiences, we can't let go of both of them.

"I'm glad Ruri said that." Sakakihara suddenly laughed.

Tianhai Jiuliuli's expression softened instantly. After a pause, she asked him carefully: "Really?"

"Of course."

Sakakibara immediately walked over to her, stood next to the beautifully dressed girl, and smiled at her again, "Recently, you, Suzu, and Zhiyuki have all said that I am not very happy. This is your own fault. Feeling something, right?”

"Yeah" Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded lightly in response.

Sakakihara sighed again: "I actually don't want to be like this. Liuli, you have also seen my recent changes. I was really tired before, and I seemed to be completely dependent on you. So, even if I plan to make changes Afterwards, I will still feel this way.”

"Is this why Lejun feels so strange lately?"

"Well," Raku Sakakihara agreed, and then explained, "Look what I've been doing recently? I've been asking Suzu and Yuki to learn to do things by themselves, just because I feel too tired."

Tianhai Jiuliuli opened her mouth, hesitated for a moment, and then answered, "No wonder Ling always told me recently, Lejun, you don't cook anymore, and Zhixue started to imitate her to wash her own clothes, so that's why."

"That's it. Although they are very talented, powerful and wealthy, they will definitely be able to gain a foothold in society in the future. But these external things alone are not enough. They need to learn to be independent on their own and grow up to become more mature in life. Being able to stand alone and no longer need to rely on me.”

In this way, Lejun's recent behavior can also be explained.

He treats everyone indifferently and has different attitudes. He wants everyone to be independent, so that Lejun himself can feel much more relaxed.

I am in a bad mood because I am still tired from the previous quarrel with Qiyue.

In order not to make everyone worry and not to let everyone take more care of him, he pretended to be normal?

Thinking of this, Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly felt enlightened. She stared at the man standing in front of the hotel door, then pursed her lips, clenched her fists and gave him:

"Really! It was in vain that I was worried all day long. It turned out that nothing happened to Lejun! So, Lejun's appearance today was also disguised to show me? In order to understand how I feel about Lejun now. idea?"

"Of course," Sakakibara smiled at her again, "otherwise, what else could it be?"

"Hit you! You're really bad."

"Don't hit me. It's not good to be seen by others. Do you know that you are dressed like a noble lady now, and you have that noble smell all over your body."

"What noble lady, I'll beat you to death!"

When she thought that she had been depressed all day, didn't go on a good trip, and didn't make a good date, Tianhai Jiuliuli became so angry that she chased and beat him around the fountain in front of the hotel. Because he was wearing high heels, he couldn't run fast and it was very troublesome to run, so he stopped after only two laps.

Seeing that he was still making faces at her and teasing her with a smile, Tianhai Jiuliuli became even more angry. She didn't want to maintain the restraint of a young lady outside, so she took off her high heels and threw them at him. past.

But he caught it with both hands and looked at it from side to side.

Noticing that he was looking towards her, Tianhai Jiuliuli realized something was wrong and stretched out her hand, "Hey! Give me back quickly."

"not return."

"No, don't you want to pay it back?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli staggered two steps at a time, stood on one foot, forced out a smile, and held his hand on the small telephone pole unique to the British road, "Lelejun, what are you doing, why are you still acting like a child? Come back soon. Give it to me and I promise not to hit you."

Sakakihara held her shoes behind her, shook her head, and said helplessly:

"How could Liuli talk like that? If you throw your shoes at me, wouldn't you be considered a child?"

"It's not like Lejun has to escape."

"You hit me and I can't run away? Really, who is the kid? Forget it, I'll leave it to you."

Sakakihara sighed and moved closer to her, reaching out to return the high heels to her.

"Then forgive you - eh -!"

But when Tianhai Jiuliuli reached out to take it, he quickly withdrew his hand and slipped further away.

Tianhai Jiuliuli's pupils dilated in disbelief. There are many local British people passing by the hotel looking here.

"Sakakihara Raku?"

"T-Tenkai Kuriuri?" Sakakihara Raku imitated Tenkai Kuriuri's angry voice from a distance.

"you--!"

This kind of joke can only be made once, if it continues, people will get really angry. So Sakakibara took the shoes away and gave them back to Amami Kuruuri within ten seconds.

This time it was indeed handed to her hand. Tianhai Jiuliuli looked at him dissatisfied, both angry and funny.

"Okay, okay, it's just a joke."

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"Are you angry? If you're angry, come and kiss me. I'll make sure your anger goes away."

Tianhai Jiuliuli was happy and annoyed at the same time. He was happy because it was fun to joke with him, but he was annoyed because he went too far with his jokes.

She punched him in the chest again.

This time Sakakihara Raku didn't hide, but took it forcefully.

Then another punch.

Sakakihara Raku continued to hold on, as if nothing was wrong.

After the third punch, Amami Jiuri frowned in dissatisfaction until Sakakibara took the initiative to put his hand on her back and pat her lightly.

"Okay, okay, I know Liuli is a good wife and won't be really angry."

"Who is a good wife? I'm not married yet." His tone was a bit stubborn.

"That's a good girlfriend. Now she's a good girlfriend. She can cook, be considerate, do housework, help you tidy up your clothes when you go out, and say 'welcome home' to you when you come back." She is very, very beautiful, and she also likes to come to you occasionally at night to act coquettishly and talk about her true feelings. Liuli, tell me, who wouldn’t like a girlfriend like this?"

"That's pretty much it." Seeing his smiling face, Tianhai Jiuliuli turned her face slightly in a different direction, tucked a few strands of messy hair behind her ears, and responded in a low voice.

Sakakibara approached her and said next to her rosy little ears with her hair parted, "Xiao Liuli is praised. Are you happy?"

"That's not possible!" Tianhai Jiuliuli pushed him away shyly, her sky-blue eyes slightly raised, and after seeing his same smiling face as before, she hurriedly put the high heels on her feet again.

After dressing up, when I looked at him standing under the streetlight, I felt that this guy was really cunning.

She was obviously still angry with him just now, but after a few words, she completely lost her anger.

On the contrary, I feel that if he praises me, I will be very happy.

well.

Obviously when others compliment you on your beauty, you have no such mental activity at all.

"come over."

"What to do?" Sakakibara asked.

"Just come over here." Tianhai Jiuliuli frowned.

This expression didn't look right at first glance. Sakakibara was prepared to be punched by her a few more times to vent his anger. What he didn't expect was that after getting closer, Amami Jiuriuri stood up on tiptoes and kissed him on the cheek.

Sakakihara was stunned at first, and then his smile faded.

After Tianhai Jiuliuli saw his expression, he said, "Don't like it?"

Sakakihara laughed again, faced her and replied: "How could it be? It just feels a bit sudden. What does this kiss mean?"

"I don't mean to be angry with you. Also, I think you are very good. Lejun said that he has changed, but for me, Lejun has not changed much, right. Lejun is tired now and doesn't want to cook. Cooking, this is good. I used to feel that all three meals at home were taken care of by Lejun, and I couldn't do much to help. Instead, I felt like I was useless."

Tianhai Jiuliuli stared at him silently, his face reflected in his pupils.

"And everyone seems to think that Lejun makes three meals a day and does housework every day as normal and doesn't care. They don't really understand that Lejun gets up at around five o'clock every morning and starts to help everyone prepare three meals and lunch. Hard work. These things. These Lejun's contributions to everyone are not false emotions. Now in July, I should only see the bad side of you, Lejun, and completely forget about the kindness that Lejun has to everyone. But I won't do that. Yes, Lejun.

"A long time ago, I saw a sentence in my grandpa's room - 'A drop of kindness is repaid by a spring'. I don't want to ask too much or demand too much from Lejun anymore. This kind of feeling is heavy. I I just hope that Lejun can take my feelings seriously."

"As for the reason, it's very simple. I was saved because of Lejun's kindness and letting go of his prejudices. After being saved, why should I ask for so much more?"

The howling of the night wind blowing on the street became clear again.

The surroundings were so quiet that even the sound of running water from the fountain nearby could be clearly heard.

Amami Kuruuri was still looking at Sakakibara Raku.

When I said this to him, I didn't mean to encourage him or support him. I just followed my heart and wanted to say this to him, which I had been thinking about for a long time recently.

In the end, it was Sakakihara Raku who smiled first and spoke:

"Really, in the middle of the night, why are you saying these words that are like confession? Liuli has been with me for a whole day and you are not tired yet? Aren't you very tired from just visiting the museum?"

Sakakihara came to her side again and patted her slender back.

"Okay, okay, let's go. Let's go back to the hotel. It's not the first time we've been in love, and we're saying these words. It gives me goosebumps when others hear me!"

Tianhai Jiuliuli pursed his lips, "This is in England! Not many people understand Japanese."

"Okay, okay, let's go back to the hotel and take a shower. We have a schedule tomorrow."

"Did Lejun listen carefully just now? Could it be that you were distracted?! I was obviously so serious!"

"Listening, listening."

"It's so perfunctory, but it's not true at first glance!"

"Go back to the hotel, go back to the hotel."

"Lejun! Answer me seriously!"

"Haha, let's go back to the hotel."

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Although Sakakibara Raku has tried his best to lighten the atmosphere and make it less "affectionate", he still can't resist the fact that Amami Kuruuri is a girl.

Girls are easy to be emotional. After returning to the hotel, Sakakihara noticed that the way she looked at him was different.

Sakakihara stopped in front of the bathroom door with a change of clothes. The door to the bathroom was blocked by Tianhai Jiuliuli's hand, and she had no chance to close it.

".what?"

"Don't you understand?" Tianhai Jiuliuli's voice was softer than usual, but his face was not as shy as usual.

Sakakibara swept his face over her cute face under her princess-braided hair and asked, "Want to wash together?"

"What else?. Help me wash up."

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"Wash it for me." The voice was slightly raised.

Sakakibara held the clothes and blinked, "Do you want to kiss again?"

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There was another silence.

Then

She turned her face away, and while still reaching out to block the door, she nodded slightly, "Yeah."

"don't want."

"Okay, let's do it together now. What? No, no?"

"Otherwise? Let Liuli come in and take advantage of me?"

"Take advantage of you?!"

Seeing Sakakibara Raku's guarded and extremely reluctant look, Amami Kuruuri blushed instantly - red with anger.

"Then I don't care about your opinion! We have to wash it together!"

Tianhai Jiuliuli opened the door, blushing, grabbed his arm and pulled him directly into the bathroom.

Even though Sakakihara Raku was ready to leave early, she dragged him back to the bathroom. She also stripped him naked, leaving only a pair of underwear.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was more reserved when she took off her clothes. She turned her back to him, and occasionally looked back to glare at him to warn him not to slip out.

After she took off her underwear, she still put her hands in front of her, looking stubborn and not wanting to show it to anyone.

"Let me help you first!"

Sakakihara Raku had no right to speak, so she immediately pulled her to sit on the small wooden table in the bathroom. She washed her hair and rubbed her back, and she almost finished washing her hair.

Of course, there were some places Liuli still didn't dare to touch, even though she was furious.

"No more washing?"

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"Scared?"

"Who's afraid of you? I've seen it all before."

Tianhai Jiuliuli was really energetic tonight. She was not afraid of anything anymore, just relying on her energy of anger. Of course, she also had an energy of anger when she was about to wash.

As soon as he saw that she was really going to hit her, Sakakibara immediately protected himself and turned his legs to the other side, "Don't, don't, don't."

"Are you scared?" This time it was Tianhai Jiuliuli's turn, and his expression was obviously still angry.

"It's not that I'm afraid. You're very strong. I'm afraid you'll have to wash it for me later so I won't be able to use it anymore. You'll be pulling and tugging."

"I'm just scared!"

"Then just think I'm afraid."

"Let me wash it!"

"No, no, no."

"Let me wash it quickly!"

"Don't, I'm scared, I'm scared."

It was a joke outside the bathroom, but it wasn't until after the two of them took a shower that Raku Sakakihara finally coaxed her with words on the big bed in the hotel.

"It's true that Lejun likes to joke recently."

Liuli is very cute once she stops being angry and becomes shy.

Set off by the already ambiguous lighting of the hotel, this cuteness is even more beautiful.

"Okay, okay, go to sleep. It was my fault. I will buy you ice cream when I go out tomorrow."

".That's fine."

He said he was sleeping, but Tianhai Jiuliuli tried to squint for half an hour, but still couldn't fall asleep.

I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t gotten into his bed for so long. He always thinks about messy things around him.

Amami Kuruuri was lying on the pillow. When he opened his eyes, he saw Sakakibara Raku holding his head and looking up at the ceiling.

"Lejun. Haven't you slept?"

"No."

"What are you thinking about?"

"I'm thinking a lot."

He answered very seriously and had no intention of taking the initiative to continue.

Sakakibara Raku suddenly lost his joking energy, and Amami Kuriuri didn't feel comfortable with it. In addition, he had changed too much in the recent period, and he was inevitably worried.

"Thinking about July.?"

"July? No, I don't miss her."

"What do you think of Qiyue?"

"Qiyue, don't talk about her. Isn't it good for her to be alone now? She can be independent and have her own goals. She doesn't need to focus on me anymore. Isn't it good? She is a very good person and doesn't need to be there at all. As long as she relies on me, she can live well on her own."

"Have you ever thought, Lejun, that maybe she doesn't think so in Qiyue?"

"Her? Maybe, but she has already undergone her own transformation, hasn't she?"

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Sakakibara stared at the ceiling, "Now I basically see her either reading a book after school or on her way to the company. She doesn't have so many emotional problems, and she won't be so hurt by someone anymore."

"It seems that Lejun knows that he is wrong?"

"Wrong? It depends on which angle you look at it. From July's point of view, I was indeed wrong. But from my point of view, well, it can be considered a mistake, but now everyone's relationship is far from what it was just in Hawaii. The end of the period. Who is right and who is wrong? I am angry with July because July has denied my persistence as a human being."

Sakakibara closed his eyes and paused for a moment.

"Liu Li, Qi Qi was saved because of my compassion when she was a child. Now there is someone in the same situation as her who wants less than she does. Doesn't this mean that she doesn't want herself to be saved? She said that she has already I'm tired of my comparing one's feelings with one's own, but if I didn't compare one's feelings with others, would I have chosen the July that was closer to my childhood?

"I can't accept Qiyue's denial of me. I can't accept Qiyue's denial of herself and gain hope as a result."

Sakakibara Raku's words obviously caused Amami Kuruuri to fall into long thoughts and remain silent for a long time.

"Lejun."

"how."

"How does Lejun treat Yuki, and how will he treat her in the future."

"Didn't I tell you that the relationship between Yuki and me is not equal to mine now. She likes me, and my liking for her is not that kind of liking. She can like me, and I can keep her by my side to take care of her. Of course. Well, it will never develop into the same relationship as Liuli."

"Similar to A Ling?"

"A-Ling? Sooner or later, A-Ling will have to live on her own. Although she also said that she will most likely move next door to us if she doesn't get married? She is indeed very similar to Zhixue."

Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded, "I understand. It seems that Lejun still understands."

"It's not true to be clear. No matter what, if you promise a girl to stay with you forever, it will make everyone feel uncomfortable. This is my fault, there is no doubt about it. It is right for Qiyue to be angry, and it is also right for me to apologize. I just said I have said that what I cannot accept is that she denies herself and my life."

After that, there was another long period of silence. In the silence, Sakakihara Raku felt that Tianhai Jiureli might want to cling to him and kept approaching him.

"Lejun, do you still remember your promise to me?"

"Why don't we take you to see Maple Leaf Avenue? Although it is very likely that it will be Green Leaf Avenue tomorrow or the day after tomorrow? Isn't that why we are here?"

"Well, that's right, so——"

Seeing Tianhai Jiureli turn over and sit up, even sitting on his lap, Sakakihara Raku probably guessed what she meant and said with a smile:

"Not interested in."

"So serious. Why are you not interested?"

"Liu Li is not ready yet."

Tianhai Jiuliuli was puzzled, "Lejun, didn't you say that you are also a scumbag? Why don't you want to?"

Sakakibara let her lie back on his pillow and continued to look at the ceiling, "If I were really the kind of scumbag who does whatever he wants, I would have pushed Zhiyuki away a long time ago and I would have been arguing with you. At that time, I went to find other women. I want to be cool and unrestrained, but I am not so cool at all. I have my own direction."

Unexpectedly, Amami Kuriuri sat up again and sat directly on Sakakibara Raku's belly.

She was wearing loose shorts that she wore to bed at night, with her big white legs extending on both sides of her belly.

"Liu Li, don't even think about using stronger ones. You really can't match mine in terms of strength."

"Lejun. You really don't want it?"

"In no mood."

"I think Lejun didn't agree, not only because I wasn't ready but also because Lejun had other ideas. What was Lejun thinking now and just now?"

Sakakihara turned his head away, not wanting to look into her eyes, "I don't want to say it."

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't bother and smiled, "Okay, how about we change the topic?"

".Go on, let's go to bed now."

"Talk about July?"

"What are you still talking about about her? It's boring. What needs to be said has been said long ago."

Tianhai Jiuliuli lay beside him gently, smiling gently, "Lejun said before that when you look at me, you will always think of Qiyue, and when you see Qiyue, you will also think of me."

"After all, you are twin sisters. If you say you are July now, it is not impossible."

"But that would make people very unhappy."

"No way, you are twins."

"But I don't like it. Lejun, look at it now."

"What are you looking at?"

Amami Kuruuri took Sakakibara Raku's hand and asked him to look at his smiling face, "Who does Raku-kun think I am? Is there still a shadow of July?"

"Listen to the truth?"

"Of course, who would listen to lies?"

"Ruri." Sakakihara looked at her face seriously, "But there is indeed a shadow of July."

Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled and stretched out her hand to twist his waist. Then, the moment his face twitched, his expression became as calm as water:

"what about now?"