Faithful to Buddha, Faithful to You

Chapter 37: : Where is the warmth? ——Xiaofu's Fanwai (Part 2)

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When I am upset, I go to a woman and do a sport. After a moment of stimulation, my mood will get better. But I didn't know what happened that day, and I was holding the third lady of the General's Mansion, but I was totally excited.

"What's the matter?" Her hand walked over me and looked down. She asked in disbelief, "You are so anxious in the past, what happened today? Is it sad for your mother to leave?"

"Who said it!" I rolled over and pressed her down, regained my thoughts floating away, and dealt with them seriously. In front of her, her face gradually blurred, and a smiling face shook in front of me. I was suddenly hot, and I quickly reacted. The moment the passion burst out, I couldn't help shouting the name hidden in my heart.

After she finished, she asked me what that sentence meant. I smiled and said that it was Chinese I didn't know where. Disregarding her retention, she hurriedly walked away.

No matter how wild I play outside, I will definitely go home to sleep and never take women home. Back that night, lying on the bed, I took out the paintings and looked at them carefully. I really like her pure eyes. None of the women around me have such pure eyes. Suddenly I felt lonely all over my body. I missed her. For the first time, I missed a woman and wanted her back.

After getting up to find the "Book of Songs", she said that she would come back if you recite it. Then she found out the monster she had painted for a long time, and couldn't help laughing when she saw the strange cat. Playing the cat's fat face, he said to himself: "Will you come back when I recite the Book of Songs? Well, I carry it."

Since then, every night I will go to her room to recite the "Book of Songs", and her room is still decorated ten years ago. It was really tiring after throwing away Chinese for a long time and picking it up again. When he couldn't keep his back, he lay on her bed, looked at her portrait, rubbed her pillow, imagined her every move, so that she could spend the whole night. It’s been a long time since I found a woman. Not only did I not feel lonely, but I was full of heart. With expectations, I was really uplifted.

My father saw that I was no longer swaying, thinking that I had taken a fancy to which woman. Asked me, I only said with a smile, I want to marry a unique woman in heaven and earth, she has not yet appeared, I am waiting. When I said this, there was a touch of warmth in my heart, and I remembered how I felt when I was hugging her when I was young.

It was like this for a year, and I looked forward to a year. I have backed them all up and she will be back soon. I go to the street once a day, and all Han women stare at them carefully, for fear of missing her. It's just that I got into trouble again. If it had been before, I would immediately agree. But now, there is no thought. My whole heart was put on waiting for her to come back.

Su Muzhe had a hunch that she would come back. She likes to join in the fun, will she not miss such a scene? Seeking repeatedly in the crowd, fearing that everyone wearing a mask would make me see her. Seeing a Chinese woman from a distance, eating lamb skewers on the street corner, full of greasy mouth, but staring at the street without caring. In my heart, the woman who is naturally not pretentious, will it be her?

Gradually approaching, I saw the pair of flexible eyes who had been expecting for a year, and suddenly remembered that I saw her for the first time when I was ten years old. I was also attracted by these eyes. After so many years, she is still the same as in the painting, which has not changed at all. How can mortals do this? My fairy is really back...

She seemed to recognize me and looked at her with certainty.

"Ai Qing, is that you?" My voice was a little trembling. She was, of course, her, but I couldn't believe it. Was it an illusion?

"Of course I am." She shook the lamb skewers in her hand, still a smirk in her memory, much more alive than the one in the picture.

Holding her in a hug, she was still warm. For the first time, I sincerely thank Buddha, I am willing to convert, as long as she can stay with me.

Take her to dinner, but I have no appetite, she is so interesting even to eat. I really like to see her innocence, just watching it can be full of joy. She said she had just returned, and I was even more overjoyed. This time, I was finally faster than my brother. In any case, I will not let her have too much involvement with him. He was still a monk, and the fairy let me take care of it.

Take her home and recite the "Book of Songs" for her to see her moved. That night, I couldn't sleep. Thinking of her not far from me, my heart thumped. What's wrong with me, like a fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy, with a feeling of love. This is the first time I have lived to 21 years old.

I can't help it until I'm confused until dawn. Get up to her room and look at her quietly. She was lying on her side, breaths blowing up and down on her face. Tick ​​it for her, straighten her hair, and suddenly want to kiss her. For this idea, the palm of her hand actually sweated, and she sneaked forward, her lips close, the natural ruddy color is more attractive than any over-dressed woman. Suddenly, she turned over and muttered, and I fell to the ground in shock. Fortunately, she did not wake up. I can't help but be amused. I, Vishati, also want to steal a kiss from a woman, and I feel guilty for having such a thought.

This Su Muzhe is the most enjoyable one I have because I have her by my side. Like to tease her, like to watch her anxious. She will blush when she talks about men and women. That kind of reaction is unique to a truly pure woman. Happily under the heart, she is like a rose with a bud, hoping to pick her is me.

If you change other women, no matter how long you flirt, it will definitely be a result. Just to her, I did not start as quickly as other women. Should I dare? Her theory of attracting and loving each other makes me feel new and mixed. It turns out that having **** is simple, but falling in love is difficult. It is even more rare to have to live together forever. I used to have no love in my heart, so the only relationship with a woman was sex. It turned out that I always wanted another kind of warmth, not such a fleeting moment of joy. What about me? Is it love?

I don’t know if I love her. I only know this world. Only she can give me the warmth I want, and only her smile can infect my mood. From the moment I saw her painting, I was waiting for her to fill my lonely heart. If she wants, I can give her a lifetime. However, the longer I stayed with her, the more I disliked my previous self. Compared with her crystal clear water, I am really too filthy. If she is willing to forgive, I will never live in the past.

On the way to Subash to pick her up, I kept thinking that way. I even considered how to propose to her, but would she feel too fast? But I have been waiting for a year, I don't want to wait any longer. When she arrived at her brother's other house, she was not there. When I asked the Moboxun couple, I realized that she had been back for three months. She had lived here!

Suddenly stunned. She lied to me! She lied to me! ! ! What is her relationship with him? It's been three months together. He will visit her every night. Will they be clean between them? Does he want to be vulgar? Isn't it impossible, isn't the father the vulgar after seeing his mother? I thought at least I was one step ahead of him this time, but why did he take away my only warmth? He already has so much...

So when I saw her, my reason lost, and the only thing I thought of was to make her into my woman, so that he could not compete with me. My brother's arrival angered me even more. I kissed her in his face, I can do this, dare he? But when I kissed, I knew she was wrong. She kissed so jerkily. She hadn't happened to him before. I still have time to fight her.

She bit her tongue, but I calmed down. Shout to my brother: "You already have everything, don't fight me for her anymore."

I can speak more maliciously, but I still want to tell him the truth: I want her!

In fact, after thinking about it, I really regretted the move at the time. I didn't know that her hand was hurt, forcing her like that was just counterproductive. When she returned to Guoshifu, she jumped away in horror like a bunny when she saw that I had touched her. Alas, it was me who took care of myself. She had already slowly accepted my intimacy with her. However, my father's illness left me no time to take care of these. I hope my father will be apologized if she is well.

My father finally couldn't beat the pain, and my closest loved one in my life passed away with the thought of my mother. I was not too sentimental when my mother passed away, but the pain of losing my father made me unable to relax for a long time. When I have loved myself, I can understand my father's deep thoughts. I used to really listen to him, and shouldn’t make those sad actions. Unfortunately, he didn't see my true confession until he died.

I asked her to marry me, although I have seen that her heart is not on me for more than a month. But I still want to work hard, he can not give, let me give you. But after all, I was still late. I couldn't compete with him, I could never compete with him. When I heard her confess, I felt that my heart was empty. Ai Qing, you taught me what love is. When I finally learned to love, you told me that you never loved me.

For two days at home waiting for her to return from Subash, I have been thinking. She wants to go, she loves him but still has to fulfill his so-called ambition. I’m not that great, I love her, I will do everything to keep her by my side, time can change everything.

So I stole her big bracelet. Doesn't the Han have a legend? The fairy went to bath in the lake, and the mortal guy stole the fairy's clothes. The fairy could not go back to heaven, so she stayed in marriage with mortals. I hope this legend is true.

Sure enough, she couldn't go back to heaven. She always wanted to go to Qiancheng. I would arrange for her to do whatever she wanted, just give me time. However, I didn't expect her to be injured again. When the doctor told me that her arm would be necrotic and could only be amputated or her life could not be saved, I secretly cried. It turned out that it was punishable to leave the fairy, but why didn't this punishment come at me? I am willing to lose her arm for her, I don't care, but I can't stand her suffering...

I was silent for a long time, and finally sent a heart to send him back with the fastest speed. In fact, when she saw the painting, I understood that I lost completely. As early as ten years ago, I lost. In this case, I fulfill you, as long as you don't suffer anymore...

She couldn't wait any longer for her injury, as long as she returned to the sky, her arm would be fine. I returned the bracelet to her, wore that weird dress for her, and packed up the big bag for her. The thought of such a difference is the separation between heaven and earth. Without her, where can I find warmth?

But after all, let go, the fairy never belongs to me. I left the last mark on her forehead for myself. Take a last look at her at the door, one day in heaven, ten years in the world. This time, I will not forget your face again. By the time you come back, I've got chicken skin and beheaded, I hope you can recognize me.

Close the door, I went to the yard to see the sky, that is your home. Tears slipped through and told myself that I would be happy because I really grew up.

The door was slammed open and it was a stumbled brother. Looking at me pale, he rushed into her room. I stuck to him, she said she couldn't see the light when she left.

He couldn't earn me, shouting her name at the door, such a heartbreak, such pain and despair, even I was shocked. At this moment, I am no longer jealous, and he is like me, a poor man who can't get love.

When we walked into that man's empty room, I was in a trance. Did she ever exist? Or is she just a phantom in my heart? Buddha said everything is empty, what about her?

My brother saw the portraits in several cases and shuddered to pick them up. There is her blood in the portrait, which has become dark red, and the smile that blood can't conceal is still pure. He fell on her bed, buried his head in the portrait, and shrugged his shoulders. I quietly exited the room, took a deep breath into the sky in the yard, and lifted my feet to walk to the uncle's house. I want to live well and wait for you to come back alive.

He sat quietly in her room for three days, and I asked the servant not to disturb him except for the food. People came to him in the palace and temple. I only posited that he was ill and wanted to rest at home. Now that I am the head of the family, I have a responsibility to take care of the whole family, including him.

He came out three days later, and the man was thin, but his eyes were still clear. The eyes of both of them are clean and unblemished despite their different colors. My appearance is not worse than him, but the kind of clear eyes that only a person with pure heart can have, I can't have in my life.

I thought he would go down on this, I thought such a blow would make him lose his heart to the Buddha. Unexpectedly, I went to see him at the Queli Temple for a while. He still actively promoted Mahayana and even spoke harder about the Bible.

When he was alone in the rest hall, he looked at his waveless face and asked softly, "Why are you so determined now?"

He looked directly at me and said quietly: "But wait another ten years and concentrate on promoting the Dharma, and the ten years will soon pass."

"What if she doesn't return after ten years?"

"Then go to the Central Plains Han Dynasty. Even if you are not looking for her, you will also go to the sea of ​​suffering for more Central Plains people. The Buddhism must be spread, and it is not only in Guizi."

His face was firm and firm, and his expression was magnificent, as if ten years had just passed. When I stretch out my hand, I reveal the worn beads, can I wear it for another ten years? I can't help but really admire him, but I can't do such a vague wait. Compared with him, I haven't even loved one. I just stretched a foot in between them, nothing counted.

He suddenly asked: "Why did you have such a big conflict with Uncle Wang? He was also expelled from the Imperial Guard."

I should take my brother to travel privately at night and send her to Qiancheng. When I came back, I was only concerned about her illness. I had never been to the palace in a day. Uncle Wang called me to ignore it several times. After she left, I returned to the palace and took all the punishment from the brethren.

"He's revenge, who told me to touch his woman." I sneered. "Now the parents are gone, and he doesn't need to save face."

"I'll talk to Uncle Wang."

"No!" I stood up and clapped, "I'm tired of being a soldier."

"Then you will..."

"Maybe I am more talented in business."

I walked out of the Queli Temple, the winter is coming, and the cold wind is pressing. Take a glance at the gloomy sky and **** the cold air. Are you already in the sky now? Is your hand cured? Do you think of me by accident?

Put the large lapel of the wool robe upright, drill into the carriage, and said to the driver: "Go directly to the little king's house."

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